April 9, 2014

This entry is part 2 of 29 in the Surviving the Past

Sonny Corinthos looked up as his body guard, Johnny, announced Jason. “You’re early.”

Jason shrugged. “Didn’t feel like waiting.”

Sonny gestured towards the breakfast table. “Feel free to grab something. Carly isn’t down yet.”

“I don’t do breakfast,” Jason replied.

Sonny paused. “Are you gonna tell me what you decided?”

“Yeah.” Jason stuck his hands on jean pockets. “I’ll take it.”

“Good.” Sonny grinned and sat down. “You don’t want any coffee? Alexis will be here shortly with the contracts.”

Jason sat and poured himself a cup of coffee. “Alexis, huh? You were pretty sure of yourself weren’t you?”

Sonny shrugged. “I like to be prepared.”

“So, why didn’t you tell me your sister was Elizabeth Webber?” Jason asked, sipping the coffee.

“Didn’t know it mattered,” Sonny served himself some scrambled eggs.

“She lives with Emily,” Jason pointed out.

“So?” Sonny shrugged and put two pieces off toast on his plate.

“Sonny, we can’t stand each other.”

Sonny looked at him skeptically. “You don’t like someone? You?” Sonny shook his head. “That’s impossible.”

“What are you talking about? I don’t like plenty of people,” Jason said defensively.

Sonny grinned. “No. You have two categories. People you like and people you don’t care about. Liz is the only person you’ve ever said you didn’t like.” He shrugged. “It’s just weird. Why don’t you like her?”

“She’s irritating and she’s a pain in the ass.”

“Watch it-” Sonny pointed his fork at him. “That’s my baby sister you’re talking about.”

“You asked.”

Sonny frowned. “True. Anyway, you’ve been in town less than a day. How irritating could she possibly be?”

Jason frowned. “I knew her before I left town. I’m told I knew her before the accident.”

Sonny nodded. “Right. Of course. I remember. You, Emily, Liz and your brother…you were close as kids, right?”

“Yeah. That’s what Emily tells me. I basically have the same relationships with them as I did before. AJ and I are friends – I saw him in New York before I came here, I love Emily and Elizabeth and I fight. I don’t know why everyone thinks it’s so different.”

“You know, it’s strange,” Sonny said thoughtfully. “You usually separate yourself from Jason Quartermaine unless you’re talking about of the three of them. And then it’s like…you’re sorry you can’t remember.”

Jason shrugged. “I am sorry. I’ve seen the photos and Emily and AJ are always talking about how much fun we used to have. I know they miss him.”

“They love you, too,” Sonny said.

“I know. But it’s hard to compete with a ten-year-old breaking statues in the gardens.”

“Breaking statues?” Sonny repeated.

“Jason!” Carly shrieked from the stairs.

“Was she always this loud?” Jason asked, wincing. Carly flew down the steps and hurtled herself in Jason’s arms.

“It’s so good to see you!” Carly said, pulling away. She sat down at the table and Jason resumed his seat. “Did Sonny tell you that I run my own company now?”

“With Laura,” Sonny reminded. “Carly runs Deception, the cosmetics company.”

“Oh, and I have this great secretary. She’d be good for you,” Carly said, helpfully.

“Carly-” Sonny tried to cut in.

“She’s gorgeous, she’s funny, she’s smart,” Carly said, ticking the traits off on her fingers, “and she doesn’t mind the job because Sonny’s-”

“Carly-” Sonny tried again.”

“-her brother!” Carly finished triumphantly.

“Thanks, but no thanks,” Jason said shortly. He stood. “I’ve got to go see if Jake’s got a room open.”

“Hey, wait for-” Sonny stopped as Jason left. “Good job.”

“What’s your problem? What’s his problem?” Carly asked irritated. She spread some jelly on a piece of toast.

“He already knows Liz,” Sonny said.

“How does he know Lizzie-” Carly broke. “Holy hell, Emily’s his sister? That’s the Jason she’s been complaining about the last week?”

“How many Jasons do you think there are in Port Charles?” Sonny asked.

Carly shrugged. “At least two. I never made the connection.” She grinned. “But this just makes it better.”

Sonny grimaced. “Carly, this is my sister you’re talking about.”

Carly grinned. “And Jase is like your brother. You know we want them both happy.”

“Carly, don’t get that look.” Sonny winced. “That’s your ‘I’m gonna help and nobody can stop me look.’ I don’t like that look, Carly.”

She shrugged. “Deal. I think Jason and Liz would be perfect for each other.”

“Carly-”

“Let’s see. I can enlist Emily—because I know she wants them to be happy. Oh, and I can have a party for Deception that way they can both get dressed up-”

Sonny buried his head in his hands. Carly was off and running. God help his sister and Jason.

—–

Elizabeth stepped off the bus and turned the corner, intent on heading for Sonny’s warehouse. Just as she reached the docks, she groaned.

“Well, well, if it isn’t the mafia princess.” Lt. Taggart crossed his arms and grinned. “Here to see your brother?”

Elizabeth rolled her eyes. “Taggart, in order for me to be a mafia princess, my brother would have to be in the mafia and I’d have to be his daughter. And since that’s illegal in most states, I guess you’re going to have to let me pass.”

“I hear your brother has a new partner,” Taggart said. Elizabeth brushed past him. “Word on the street says it’s his former enforcer.”

Elizabeth turned and smiled sweetly. “My brother’s business is none of my—or your—concern. If you’ll excuse me-”

“It’s a shame. Such a fine boy, corrupted by Corinthos.”

“What are you talking about?” Elizabeth asked. “Stop talking in circles and get to the point. I’m busy.”

“From a fine upstanding family…” Taggart shook his head sadly. “Jason Quartermaine could have gone places.”

Elizabeth froze. Sonny’s new partner? Jason? She took a deep breath. “Jason Quartermaine is dead. The sooner everyone realizes that, the happier everyone will be.”

“You never learn.” Sonny emerged from a car that had pulled up. “You want something Taggart?”

“Nope. Just informing the mafia princess what her former friend has been up to,” Taggart. He smirked at Jason who had gotten out of the passenger seat. “Morgan. No surprise there. Welcome back to town.” Taggart strode away, still smirking.

“Twisted little…” Elizabeth muttered. She shook her head. “Hey.”

“Was he bothering you?” Sonny asked.

“No.” Elizabeth crossed her arms. “Why didn’t you tell me Jason was your new partner?”

“Because I just found out this morning that he agreed.” Sonny motioned for Jason to join them. “Jason, I take it you know Liz.”

“Yeah,” Jason said shortly.

Sonny scratched his head. “Well, there’s something else you need to know about her.”

“Sonny!” Elizabeth shook her vehemently. “No.”

“Liz, sweetheart, he has to know.”

“What’s going on?” Jason demanded. He eyed the petite brunette suspiciously.

Elizabeth sighed. “Fine.”

“Liz isn’t just Carly’s secretary and Emily’s roommate.” Sonny hesitated. “You know that, uh, other partner…”

“Sonny, you’ve got to be kidding,” Jason said, stunned. “She’s just a kid.”

“Hey!” Elizabeth snapped. “You’re only two years older than I am!” She glared at Sonny. “You never told me that Jason worked for you.”

“Yes, I did,” Sonny reminded her. “I just never mentioned his last name. Seems everyone was under the impression that there are a lot of Jasons in Port Charles. It’s not my fault if you didn’t make the connection.”

“I can’t work with him,” Elizabeth fumed.

“Liz-” Sonny turned to Jason. “Listen, let’s take this inside. We can discuss it in my office.”

Elizabeth stalked in the office and fumed as Sonny and Jason entered.

“Liz, I trust Jason with my life-”

“Save it,” Elizabeth snapped. “You told me you had a perfect partner in mind and all you would tell me was his name was Jason. You knew I was living with his sister and you knew that we didn’t get along but you chose to offer him the position without even informing me that I already knew him.”

“Liz, I was hoping you’d give him a chance,” Sonny said. “You’re right. I should have told you but I was afraid you’d shoot the idea down.”

“Damn right,” Elizabeth said, glaring at her brother.

“Look, I haven’t signed anything-” Jason broke off. “I don’t have to take it.”

“No, Jason,” Sonny said. “This is just a family disagreement-”

“The hell it is,” Elizabeth hissed. “I have to be able to trust him. I don’t care if you do, but I don’t. I have to know that I’m not in danger and I can’t because I do not trust him-”

“Doesn’t my judgment mean anything?” Sonny demanded. “I’ve been in this business my whole life; you’ve only been involved for two years. I think I can make a judgment call. Jason has worked for me for five years. He is the only person qualified to take do this.”

Elizabeth took a deep breath. “You’re right. You have been in this business longer than I have. And you have more experience.” She sighed. “If you think you can trust him, then I’ll have to deal.”

“Liz-”

She shook her head, vehemently. “I don’t like it, but the problems between Jason and I … they don’t have to come to work with us.” She eyed him. “Right?”

Jason’s mind was still spinning. This petite brunette with the curly hair was the mafia princess Taggart called her. She was Sonny’s full and equal partner. He blinked. “Right. Strictly business.”

Elizabeth turned her eyes back to Sonny. “All right?”

“Thanks, Liz,” Sonny said, gratefully. “You won’t regret this.”

“Yeah, I better not,” Elizabeth muttered. She checked her watch. “I have to go. I’m meeting Em and Nik for lunch. I only came by to meet our new partner.” She kissed Sonny on the cheek. “Bye.”

“See ya kid.”

After she was gone, Sonny rolled his shoulders, trying to get rid of the tension that seemed to have knotted in his shoulders. “She’s a little-”

“Why didn’t you tell me this morning?” Jason demanded. He ran a hand through his hair and put his hands on his hips. “Jesus, Sonny. You knew we didn’t get along.”

“I didn’t tell you because Liz is a strictly silent partner. She comes in only when necessary. After she graduates college, she wants to take on a more active role. But I can’t wait another two years, so that’s where you come in.” Sonny shrugged. “Taggart doesn’t really think she’s involved, but he knows he can get a rise out of her.”

“I thought you hated women being involved,” Jason said.

Sonny rubbed his eyes. “Yeah, well, Liz isn’t a normal woman.” He grinned. “How did she put it…?”

Elizabeth flew past the secretary and straight into Sonny’s office. She closed the door behind her and crossed her arms.

Sonny grinned and stood. “Something I can do for you?”

“I found out you were my brother two weeks ago,” Elizabeth began, “and all I’ve done since then is think about that. You are the only family I’ve have in the world and I would really like to develop a relationship with you.”

“I want the same, Liz-”

“But I am completely terrified that I will lose you before that happens,” Elizabeth continued as if he hadn’t spoken. “I’m not stupid. I know what you do, and I know that it’s not limited to coffee or the hotel.” She strode forward and put her hands on his desk and leaned towards him. “I can’t lose you.”

Sonny sighed. “What do you want me to do about it?” he asked quietly. “I know how you feel and trust me, there’s not a day that goes by that Carly doesn’t hug me with all the strength in her body because she’s afraid that I might not come back. You have-”

“I want to be involved.”

Sonny blinked. “Excuse me?”

“I have a quick mind and good instincts,” Elizabeth said. “I want to help. I want to be a part of this.”

Sonny shook his head quickly. “No. No women.”

Elizabeth smirked. “I’m not just any woman. I’m your sister.”

“Liz, my answer is no.”

“And it’s the wrong answer,” she said glaring at him. “It doesn’t have to be an active role. I understand that. But I want to help. You get to take risks every day. You take the chance that you won’t come home. Why is that okay for you? Why don’t I get to make that same choice?”

“Liz, getting involved in this business…there’s no turning back. Once you’re in, you’re in. And choosing to get involved because you’re scared, that’s not a good enough reason.”

Elizabeth stood up and re-crossed her arms. She bit her lip and looked down. Her curly hair fell forward, hiding her face. After a few tense moments of silence, she looked up. She pulled her hair out of her face and took a deep breath. Her eyes were full of determination. “I want to protect the people I care about. And right now, the only people I care about are you, Em, AJ and Carly. I can’t lose you and if I think I can help, you know I will. It doesn’t matter whether you’ve given me that okay. I’ll do it anyway. Now wouldn’t you rather that you were guiding me and making sure I didn’t do the wrong things?”

He sighed and looked away. “Liz-”

“Don’t protect me because I’m a woman. Because that’s not fair. I’m just as good as any man, damn it. Just because I’m female does not mean I can’t handle this.”

He rubbed his eyes. “You know there’s no going back.”

“I’m aware of that.”

“All right. Here’s the deal.” Sonny looked up and clasped his hands under his chin. “You take a silent partnership. We’re equals, we make our decisions together. But no one knows you’re involved. The cover story is that you’re my sister and you visit me here from time to time. You do not get involved unless there is no other choice. You will limit it to research, but you will train just like any of the others. If, once you’ve graduated from college, you still want to do this, we can discuss a more active role.”

Elizabeth smiled. “That’s perfect.”

“Don’t make me regret this, Liz.”

She shook her head. “You’ll never have a reason,” she promised. She rounded the desk and threw her arms around him. “Thank you.”

He hugged her back. “You’re welcome.”

“Still can’t believe you gave in,” Jason muttered.

“She had a point. I might not like women being involved but I’ve also never had one waltz in here and ask. I’d like you to say no to Liz and get away with it.” Sonny smirked. “I can’t believe she agreed so quickly.”

“I don’t understand, Sonny. What do you need an active partner for?” Jason asked.

Sonny shrugged. “I have a kid named Zander who’d be next in line if something were to happen to me before Liz graduates. He’s a good kid with a lot of potential and he’s earned the position.” Sonny sighed. “But he’s not ready to take over. So, instead of replacing him, I’m bringing someone in who can take over.”

“So what happens when Elizabeth takes the active role in two years? You send me on my way?” Jason asked.

Sonny shook his head. “No. You stay on. If something happens to me even after the Liz graduates, I want you to take over my spot.”

“So Zander stays where he is?”

“Yeah. He’s expressed the opinion that he’s not really interested in running the territory. He likes where he is.” Sonny sat in his chair. “I know you’re the same way, which why you’ll be doing the same things you were doing before, only you’ll be in Port Charles. Liz might like to think she can handle this job as well as anyone and she probably can, but you know as well as I do that a woman in charge…she won’t get the same respect that you or I do.”

Jason nodded. “Makes sense. You think Elizabeth will take the active role?”

Sonny nodded. “Yeah. I had my doubts early on, but she’s proved herself. She’s as well trained as any of the men and she’s one of the most intelligent people on the staff. It’s like she was born to do this. She’ll definitely get more involved.”

“All right. Well, I’m gonna head over to Jake’s and see if she has a room I can use.”

“Use the other penthouse,” Sonny suggested. “It’s been empty for a few months since Alexis moved out. Which reminds me.” Sonny reached into his desk drawer. “Here’s those contracts.”

Jason took a pen from the desk and quickly signed and initialed his name in the right places. “Here.”

“I’ll drop them off at Alexis’s place.” Sonny grinned. “Any reason to annoy Jax.” He put the contracts aside and pulled some keys from his pocket. “Here’s the keys to the penthouse.”

“Thanks.”

—–

Emily knocked on Carly’s half open office door. “Hey. You called?”

Carly gestured for her to enter. “Come in.”

Emily entered and sat in the chair in front of Carly’s desk. “What’s up? What was so urgent it couldn’t wait?”

Carly grinned. “I’ve been thinking about Lizzie.”

“She hates that name and what about her?”

“I think I have the perfect guy for her.” Carly grinned. “And she already hates him.”

Emily grinned. “Jason right?” She squealed. “Oh, you are right!”

“I am?” Carly said, warily. “Because Sonny seemed to think it was a bad idea.”

“No, no, seriously. Before the accident, Jason had a big crush on Beth and he’d just worked up the courage to ask her to the senior prom. Of course, they both say they despise each other, but I think that they would be really good for each other.”

Carly nodded. “Definitely. So,” she said her eyes full of mischief. “How do we get them together?”

“Well, first we have to make them friends,” Emily pointed out. “And maybe once that happens, they can take the initiative.”

“Uh uh, this is Jason we’re talking about. He doesn’t know what that means,” Carly said.

Emily laughed. “Let’s not worry about that. We have our work cut out for us with keeping them from killing each other!”

This entry is part 1 of 29 in the Surviving the Past

Emily Quartermaine hung up the phone and leaned back on the couch, a wide smile spread on her face. She couldn’t wait to share her amazing news.

She didn’t have to wait long. Elizabeth Webber flung their apartment door open a few minutes later. Her blue eyes were sparkling, her cheeks flushed and her curly hair all over the place. “Em, I have the best news!”

“I’m so glad you’re back, Beth!” Emily jumped to her feet. “I have amazing news!”

Elizabeth grinned. “Let me go first!” She dropped her book bag and closed the door. “I’ve passed my finals!” She twirled in a circle. “My summer can officially begin!”

Emily hugged her room mate tightly. “That’s great! You even passed Calculus?”

Elizabeth pulled away and wrinkled her nose. “Please don’t remind me.” She grinned again. “So what’s your news?”

“My brother’s coming to visit!” Emily blurted.

“Which one?” Elizabeth asked warily. Emily had two brothers, AJ and Jason. AJ was the elder of the two—and in Elizabeth’s opinion, the more likable. He was living in New York City with his wife Courtney and their two kids. AJ and Elizabeth had always gotten along.

Jason was a different story. The last time Elizabeth had seen him was four years ago before she’d graduated from high school. He was perfect – nice to everyone, perfect behavior and never been in an ounce of trouble. He’d been in a car accident two years ago and Emily had told her Jason was a changed man, but Jason Morgan disliked her as much as Jason Quartermaine had. It seemed the only person that ever got on Jason Q’s nerves was Elizabeth. All they ever did was bicker and argue. He was always traveling somewhere and Elizabeth rarely saw him.

Emily’s face fell a bit. “Oh…it’s Jason.”

Elizabeth sighed. “Well, I suppose I can…always… avoid…” Elizabeth trailed off. “What’s that look for?”

Emily shifted her feet. “I sorta told him he could…stay…here.”

“Emily!” Elizabeth wailed. “You know we don’t get along!”

“Honestly, Beth, it’s been two years. You’re not nearly as annoying as you used to be and I’m sure Jason isn’t interested in picking up your rivalry where you left off.”

Elizabeth shook her head. “Em-”

“Come on! You know whenever Jason’s in town, I rarely see him. This way I get to spend time with him!” Emily pleaded. “Please!”

Elizabeth sighed. “Well, it’s your apartment too. Of course he can stay.” Her eyes hardened. “Just keep him away from me!”

Emily nodded eagerly. “Not a problem.” She flung her arms around her best friend. “Thank you, thank you!”

Elizabeth shook her head and smiled. “Don’t thank me yet. He’s not here, after all. You may regret this.”

—-

Emily settled on the couch late that night with a glass of soda and large photo album in her lap. Whenever she missed her brothers too much, she always dragged the album off the shelves. It happened more when she’d first moved out of the Quartermaine mansion last year but it had been almost two months since she’d looked at the pictures.

She opened the album and smiled. She and Elizabeth had been best friends since their first day of first grade. She grimaced remembering the first time Elizabeth had visited the mansion. She’d accidentally spilled an entire glass of red punch on Jason’s shirt. AJ had thought it was the funniest thing ever but the way Emily figured, Elizabeth and Jason had disliked each other ever since.

She giggled at the picture of the entire group on the first day of school. She and Elizabeth had been third-graders, Jason fifth grade and AJ had been starting seventh grade. Elizabeth’s sister Sarah had been in the same grade as AJ but she hadn’t been close to Elizabeth and therefore wasn’t in this picture. Elizabeth and Emily were hugging and laughing, AJ was scowling and Jason was glaring at the girls.

She sighed. Before Jason’s accident, the three Quartermaine siblings were closer than most families. AJ and Jason had been best friends and Emily hadn’t ever felt left out. Even though Elizabeth and Jason fought all the time, the four of them were still inseparable. She couldn’t begin to count the amount of times Edward had bellowed after them as they ran through the gardens.

AJ had begun drinking shortly after he graduated from high school and it had spiraled out of control quickly. Jason was seventeen when he’d tried to stop his brother from driving while drunk. They’d gotten into a car accident and Jason didn’t remember anything before the accident. He’d broken ties from the family and changed his name to Jason Morgan. The only people in the family he’d remained close to were Emily, their grandmother Lila and at times, Monica. The accident had forced AJ to see what was happening to him and he went into rehab. He’d been clean for five years and married for three to Courtney Matthews.

The only thing that had seemed to survive the accident was his apparent irritation for Emily’s best friend. Elizabeth and Jason were the most important people in her life and she knew there had to be a way for them to like one another. They weren’t the same people they’d been five years ago.

Emily was determined to make them friends.

—–

Elizabeth rolled over in her bed. She hated that the animosity between her and Emily’s brother brought on tension in her friendship with Emily. When she and Jason had been younger, it had always been teasing and pulling hair. She smiled as she remembered the way Lila Quartermaine had told her that the only reason Jason pulled her hair and called her names was that he liked her. Elizabeth had been eight at the time and didn’t really understand that. But as they’d grown older, the teasing had remained and she’d even developed a crush on him.

But it had changed after his accident. The teasing was gone and she believed it’d been replaced by genuine dislike. She’d tried to accept Jason as he was now and it hadn’t been going that badly. She’d been visiting him one day after school when it’d taken a turn for the worse.

“What was I like before?” Jason asked quietly. Elizabeth studied him for a few minutes. It’d been the first time he’d asked about the past. He’d been more concentrated on what was going on today– like he hadn’t wanted to remember.

“Well, most people think you walked on water,” Elizabeth said dryly. She hadn’t meant for it come out that way but she and Jason had always communicated using sarcasm.

“You didn’t?” Jason asked curiously.

She shrugged. “You always seemed a bit stuck-up, like you were too good for anyone.” She grinned. “Except me. I know what a jerk you were.” Usually Jason would have laughed with her but his jaw had just clenched and he looked away.

Since then they hadn’t spoken to each other unless the words were cutting or insulting. Thankfully, Jason had taken off from town shortly after high school graduation and Elizabeth hadn’t seen him in four years.

And now Jason was coming back and he was staying at their apartment. Elizabeth was planning on spending as much as possible with her sister-in-law, Carly Corinthos. If she could avoid Jason Morgan, maybe it would be that bad.

——

Carly Corinthos peered at herself in the mirror. “He can’t be that bad, Lizzie.”

Elizabeth grimaced and put the messages on Carly’s desk. “Don’t call me that and yes, he is. You hadn’t even moved here before Jason took off.”

Carly looked up. “You’re the best secretary I’ve ever had, but you also exaggerate more than normal people.”

Elizabeth plopped in the chair near Carly’s desk. “We can’t be in the same room with one another before someone tosses an insult. It’s like when he irritates me by just being in the same area.”

Carly wrinkled her nose. “Yeah, I know how that works. Had the same problem with this guy I know.” She jotted something on a pad. “He was an arrogant son of a bitch who thought he knew everything.”

“So what did you do?” Elizabeth asked curiously. Carly raised and met her eyes. She grinned.

“Well, Lizzie, I married him.”

Elizabeth rolled her eyes. “That’s not a lot of help. I’ll be the first to tell you my brother is an annoying and irritating son of a bitch.”

Carly shrugged. “Yeah, well, people who can’t do anything but fight generally end up attracted to each other.”

“Carly, you’re full of shit.”

Carly shrugged. “Don’t tell me I didn’t warn you.”

“Whatever. Your three o’clock will be here soon. I’m back to my desk before you try to give me more advice.” Elizabeth stood up and exited Carly’s office.

——-

“Em!” Elizabeth called entering their apartment. She dropped the folders and keys on the table in the entry. “Hey, I’m home!”

“She went out,” was the gruff answer she received. Elizabeth turned to see Jason Morgan leaving the kitchen. She paused. He looked completely different than he had four years ago. He seemed taller, his hair was short and spiky and he… definitely had a better body.

She blinked. “When did you get here?” she asked. She could be civil. After all, she’d known Jason since she was seven. Just because he didn’t remember didn’t mean Elizabeth had forgotten.

“About an hour ago. Emily went out with Nikolas.” Jason crossed his arms. “She told me not to fight with you.”

The corners of her mouth twitched. “She did, huh?” Elizabeth grinned. “Well, we’ve already made it five minutes.” She clasped her hands in front of her and they stood in silence for a few minutes. “Did Em mention when she’d be back?”

“No. I didn’t ask,” Jason replied, tersely.

Her eyes narrowed. “You don’t have say it like that. I was just asking a question,” she snapped.

“Still the same kid.”

“Kid?” Elizabeth raised an eyebrow and put her hands on her hips. “I’m twenty years old. I stopped being a kid when I was fourteen.”

His eyes swept up and down her body. “All right, still the same brat,” he drawled. She flushed and crossed her arms over her chest.

“And you’re still the same jerk,” Elizabeth bit out. She took a deep breath. “I’m going to my room. Let me know when you decide to remove that stick from your ass.” She grabbed the folders she’d just dropped and stalked towards her room.

Jason heard her door slam and winced. He really hadn’t meant to fight – he usually didn’t let anyone get to him. But put Elizabeth Webber in the same room with him for five minutes and he couldn’t help it. Something about her just grated his nerves.

His cell phone started to ring. Jason dug it out of his jeans pocket and flicked it on. “Morgan?”

“It’s Sonny. You in town?”

“Yeah.”

“Where you staying?”

“My sister’s apartment.”

“Good. Come by in the morning and we can discuss my offer.”

“Okay.” Jason hung up. He’d started working for Sonny Corinthos shortly before he’d left town and had quickly moved up the ranks. He’d spent a good part of the previous four years doing odd job for him. Now Sonny had called him to Port Charles. Wanted to offer him a partnership. Jason had come to town intending on turning him down—but after seeing his sister, he was thinking of taking Sonny up on it. He’d like to be around Emily more.

A few hours later, Emily entered the apartment. She noticed Jason sitting on the couch reading one of his travel books. Her eyes flew to the entry table where she saw Elizabeth’s keys. She groaned making Jason look up.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

She closed the door and put her hands on her hips. “You did it, didn’t you?”

“Did what?” Jason asked, immediately on the defensive.

“You fought with Beth.” Emily rolled her eyes. “Jesus, Jason. How long were the two of you in the same room before one you started it?”

“It wasn’t my fault,” Jason said.

“No, it never is.” Emily shook her head and sat next to him on the couch. “You know, Jase, sometimes I wonder about this whole dislike thing you have with her. You never let anyone else get to you. I’ve seen that police detective—what’s his name…? Anyway, he goads you and goads and you never give in. Beth makes one remark and you dive right in.” She pulled her boots off. “I will never understand you.”

Jason shrugged. “I don’t know. It comes naturally.”

Emily smiled sadly. “It always did,” she said softly. She looked away, tears suddenly springing to her eyes.

Jason caught the tone in her voice. “Hey, what’s the matter?”

Emily shook her head and wiped the tears from her eyes. “Nothing. Sometimes I just miss the way things used to be. We used to have so much fun, Jase. You, me, Beth and AJ.”

“I find it hard to believe that I ever got along with Elizabeth,” Jason replied.

“You didn’t. But…it wasn’t fighting,” Emily said. “It was teasing.” She sighed. “Jason Quartermaine liked her.”

“What?” Jason asked, startled. No had ever told him that.

“He was going to ask her to his senior prom,” Emily told him. “But the accident happened and…well…” she shrugged. “I’m sorry. I know you don’t like to talk about that.”

“He liked her?” Jason repeated. “I just can’t believe that.”

“I know.” Emily sighed. “He was working up the courage for months and I just know she would have said yes.” She shook her head. “I’m going to bed.”

Jason put a hand on her arm. “I swear, Em, I’ll make more of an effort.”

“Don’t worry about it,” Emily said, avoiding his eyes. “You won’t be in town long and Beth said she was going to spend time with her sister-in-law, Carly-”

“Who?” Jason said, dreading the answer.

Emily paused, confused. “Her sister-in-law, Carly Corinthos. Sonny’s Beth’s half-brother…” she trailed off. “I never mentioned this to you?”

Jason shook his head, speechless.

“About two years ago, Beth’s dad basically told her that now that she was eighteen, he wasn’t financially responsible for her anymore. She was just his wife’s bastard daughter.” Emily watched his jaw clench. “Her father was Mike Corbin, Sonny’s dad. Beth was depressed for weeks, but she and Sonny are close… oh my God,” Emily breathed. “You work for Sonny.”

Jason nodded. “He offered me a partnership in the coffee ware house.”

Emily shook her head. “Sonny never mentioned his sister?”

Jason shifted uncomfortably. “Well, he mentioned his sister, Liz. But I guess I never made the connection.”

“Are you going to take it?” Emily asked.

Jason nodded. “I’m going to be sticking around for a while. So really, I’m only staying with you long enough to find a place to stay.”

“I guess Beth won’t be able to avoid you after all,” Emily said, a small smile spreading on her face. “She doesn’t know you work for Sonny, I guess.”

Jason shrugged. “I guess it never came up.”

Emily giggled. “This is gonna be fun.”

siteSo a few things today. I have three or four chapters ready of Daughters, I’ll probably post them later tonight if I’m up to it when I get home from the pub. The next chapter of a Few Words Too Many will be posted tomorrow morning.

I’ve posted a preview chapter of the rewritten Mad World, which came into my head as I was rewatching Elizabeth’s original rape storyline from 1998, making me fall in love with my originial Liz & Lucky. My first love was Lucky Spencer, and I never thought anyone else could be as perfect for her as he was. Of course, then they recasted him with Jacob Young and killed everything I ever loved about him over the next decade, but even before JY came around, I had already seen the beauty of Jason and Elizabeth, and like Elizabeth, I was ready to move past my own first love 😛

So please read the preview and if you’d like to see Mad World sooner rather than later, let me know in the poll. You can still change your vote 🙂

An awesome reader (Carla) answered my prayers, and sent me a copy of Surviving the Past, a fic I wrote back in September of 2002. I was going through a lot of things, and that story was my answer to dealing with some tough issues a friend was dealing with. It was a darker story, about surviving child abuse, and while there are things I might do differently if I wrote it today, it’s one of my few early stories I don’t want to set on fire. So if you’re interested in having me repost it (it’s over 25 chapters and it’s complete), let me know by replying to this. It’s a dark, and not always happy fic, but it’s close to my heart and I’m relieved to have it back in my possession.

By about June of 2003, I had written almost a hundred stories, most of them short little episode tags and short stories, and nearly half of them were lost in a combination of computer crash, domain data loss, and board bannings. If you ever come a cross a story that is not posted here, but is by me, let me know. I have a folder full of lost fics I need to add from Liason Undergound.

Note: This is the rewritten version of Mad World, a story I wrote in 2004-06. I absolutely hate every inch of it, so even though the old version was a few chapters away from completion, I can’t stand to finish it. So I’m taking back the original concept and redoing it. I like the new version so much better. It doesn’t go off in eight different directions, and I think the characters are truer to themselves.

What you need to know: This begins in 2004. Lorenzo Alcazar and Diego Sanchez do not exist in my world. Lorenzo was around for a while, but headed out of town after Sage was murdered. Diego never showed up. Elizabeth came home from California in June. Sam and Jason are still hiding the paternity of Sam’s child, the world believes it’s his, but there’s nothing romantic going on. Sonny doesn’t know the truth about Kristina. Any other questions, just feel free to ask.

The reason I’m posting a preview of this story is kind of selfish — I really want this to win the poll so I can work on it next, haha, and I hope that getting a taste of what I have planned might encourage you. The Best Thing is currently winning, but I’ve been trying to storyboard the scenes, and it’s slow going.

P.S. You may get the idea from this part that I might steer the story into a Lucky/Elizabeth storyline. That is just not going to be a thing, but I will revisit their friendship, and try to see my beloved Lucky in him again, albeit a bit more grown up.

Song: Full of Grace (Sarah McLachlan)


November 2004

Port Charles Park

The winter here is cold and bitter

Brooke Lynn Ashton pulled her coat tighter around her skin, wishing not for the first time that she had called a cab from Kelly’s or even called Dillon to pick her up, but it hadn’t felt so cold when she left the restaurant.

But now, hurrying through the park, less than ten minutes from the Quartermaine Estate where she and her father lived in the gatehouse…it felt as though the chill had seeped into her bones, freezing her from the inside out.

It’s chilled us to the bone

She missed Bensonhurst on nights like this, on days like this. The ease of public transportation, the closeness of her neighborhood where nothing was more than five minutes from anywhere else.

She loved being with her father, she really did, but nothing else had turned out the way she thought it would in Port Charles. She and Lucas argued all the time, and there had been that horrible Sage girl who’d ended up murdered in her own home.

Life in Bensonhurst had seemed boring, but Brooke longed for the neighborhood squabbles, with nothing more than pride and dignity at stake.

We haven’t seen the sun for weeks

As she passed a stone fountain, the heel on her boot snapped and she huffed, limping to the nearby bench. She’d never make it home like this. She reached for her purse, intent on calling it quits, and begging Dillon to come get her.

Before she could fish her phone from her ridiculously small bag, a hand covered her mouth. “Not a word,” a voice rasped in her ear.

Terror. Her body froze, and then leapt into action. She dug at the hand on her mouth and then reached down with both hands to clutch at the bench as she felt herself being lifted.

Fight, fight. Got to get away. But the fright was seeping into her, making her body limp. This wasn’t happening to her.

This didn’t happen to girls like her.

Too long too far from home

She couldn’t get him to let go, she couldn’t scream, and before long, he’d pried her from the bench, her nails scraping against the bench as she slid past it, into the bushes.

And then she knew nothing else.

General Hospital: Pediatrics Ward

I feel just like I’m sinking

“I know what has to be done,” Alexis Davis murmured, pushing the dark curls back from her little girl’s forehead. She looked at her husband of exactly one hour and then back at Kristina. “I just…”

“Can’t bring yourself to do it.” Ric Lansing covered her hand with his own. “I understand. I really do, Alexis. But…”

“I know…” She closed her eyes, and tried to remember all the reasons they’d already discussed.

And I claw for solid ground

“If we wait for Nikolas to be tested and he doesn’t match,” Ric continued softly. “Is that time we should waste, when Sonny or Morgan, or even Courtney might be a match?”

“It seems so simple when you put it that way.” Alexis continued stroking Kristina’s soft hair. “So simple to throw away two years of secrets and lies.”

“It’s not even close to simple,” Ric said. “I wish I had been a match, Alexis, and we could have kept this to ourselves until Kristina was older, but…”

I’m pulled down by the undertow

“That’s not how life works.” Alexis nodded. “Ned and I have debated this at length. He told me he’d find the bone marrow somewhere, he’d buy it if he had to, if that’s how I wanted to do it, but…” She closed her eyes, her throat too tight to continue.

“But it might not work. Kristina needs as many blood relatives as we can get.” Ric placed a hand on her shoulder blades, and she was surprised by how comforting it felt in the moment to have this man standing at her side.

“I know,” she murmured. “But I just…want one more minute, one more hour of this secret.”

Corinthos Penthouse: Living Room

I never thought I could feel so low

Carly Corinthos clasped her hands in front of her and stared down her betrayed husband. She had known this day would come, and perhaps she should have waited for Alexis, after all, it had been her secret to keep.

But it had been Carly’s life at stake, and no matter what, Sonny would have learned Carly knew the truth for months. If her world was going to implode…she wanted to detonate it herself.

Oh darkness I feel like letting go

“I know you don’t understand my reasons,” Carly began, her voice trembling, “but—”

“But nothing,” Sonny growled. “You didn’t tell me, but I bet you told Jason. You tell him everything! I’m going to find him and if he didn’t tell me either—”

“He doesn’t know,” Carly began but Sonny had already stormed out.

Port Charles Park

If all of the strength and all of the courage

Dillon Quartermaine was worried. He did not enjoy being worried after the year he had just had, with murders and relationship issues. He wanted simple. He wanted boring.

He wanted to know where his…niece was, and damn it if that didn’t feel like the wrong way to think of Brooke, because she wasn’t his niece to him. She was his friend, his pal. His partner against the Quartermaines.

Come and lift me from this place

And she wasn’t answering her phone. She hadn’t come home from Kelly’s. Georgie said they had closed over an hour ago. Lucas hadn’t seen her—he was starting the opposite way from Kelly’s, and hopefully, between the two of them, they’d find her somewhere. Dillon turned a corner in the path and saw the stone fountain ahead.

He almost walked past her.

She was lying in a heap of blood and nudity, partially under a bench, and had he not glanced to the ground just as he passed, he would have missed her entirely.

He stared for a moment, his mind refusing to register it.

I know I can love you much better than this

There she was. Naked. Cuts seeping blood into the cold snow.

Dillon stepped forward and then faltered, because how was this happening? This…didn’t happen to people like him.

To girls like her.

“Brooke…” His voice was weak and then he was at her side, turning her over, praying to find a pulse.

Morgan Penthouse: Living Room

Full of grace

Samantha McCall was considering how to haul herself up from the sofa to the upstairs to go to bed without rolling when the door slammed open.

Her former lover stormed in, his hair standing up in a disheveled mess, his eyes dark with anger. “Where is he?” he hissed.

Full of grace

Sam arched an eyebrow. “Um…I’m going to need more information than that. My guard is off because you need a key to use the elevator this late at night—”

“Where is Jason?” Sonny ground out. “Where is my wife’s best friend whom she tells everything?”

My love

Sam opened her mouth, and then frowned. “Huh. Come to think of it, I haven’t seen him all day.”

Port Charles Park

It’s better this way, I said

Lucky Spencer stood just past the stone fountain, towards a clump of bushes. Since the moment he had received the dispatch of a rape victim in the park, he had been thinking of that night.

Another cold night, another girl in the snow. He could see her now, crawling out from the snow, her eyes like a wild animal.

A hand closed over his shoulder and jerked Lucky back to the present, rather than that Valentine’s Day. He turned to find the sympathetic eyes of Detective Marcus Taggart.

Having seen this place before

“I know what you’re thinking, Spencer,” Taggart said quietly. “I’m thinking it, too. But we can’t right now. We have to think about Brooke Lynn Ashton…and…” He turned Lucky back towards the bench, where paramedics were loading Brooke’s unconscious form onto a stretcher in order to wheel her to an ambulance.

“I’ll stay here, secure the scene,” Taggart said. “You take Dillon to the hospital, take his preliminary statement. Wait on the doctors to tell us Brooke’s status.”

Where everything we say and do

Lucky frowned, because that seemed like something Taggart should do, as the more experienced detective. “I—”

“It should be you.” Taggart nodded towards Dillon, who trying to talk to one of the uniforms, his hair wild, his coat laying on the ground where it had once rested on Brooke.

And his eyes full of knowledge no boy that age should know.

Hurts us all the more

“Why?” Lucky murmured, but he knew why.

“Because you know what it’s like to walk in the park, looking for someone and to find them this way.” Taggart heaved a heavy sigh. “Because you might be able to able to keep him calm, to get information out of him.”

“Because he needs to know that he can learn to live with what he’s just seen.”

General Hospital: Pediatrics Ward

It’s just that we stayed, too long

Mac Scorpio walked down the hallway, where he could see Ned Ashton and his ex-wife, Lois, loitering by Kristina Davis’s room.

He had told Taggart he would do this, because he’d known Ned and Lois for years, had known Brooke as a baby. Had watched her this summer with his daughters.

In the same old sickly skin

But as he made the long journey, the guilt settled in the pit of his stomach, because he was just so damn glad that no one was making this walk toward him.

Ned glanced up with a wan smile. “Hey, Mac. Are you here about Kristina? Because there’s no news yet.”

“Ah, no.” Mac hesitated, and something in his eyes must have clicked for Lois, because she clutched at Ned’s sleeve.

“Mac,” she said. “Where’s Brookie?”

I’m pulled down by the undertow

And then Ned must have seen it, too, because his pallor shifted. Grayed. “Mac, where’s my daughter? What’s going on?”

“I…” Mac paused, because he knew he should just say the words. He was an officer of the law and the words should just be said. Simple and straightforward.

But how do you say those words? Your daughter was beaten and stripped naked, left in the park. There’s evidence of sexual assault. She hasn’t regained consciousness.

I never thought I could feel so low

“Mac.” Ned’s voice was low and harsh. “You need to just tell us.” His voice shook now. “Is she alive?”

“Yes.” Mac nodded quickly. “Dillon…found her in the park. She’d been beaten and…” He swallowed hard. “There’s evidence that…she…ah…”

A low moan erupted from Lois’s mouth and she pressed her face into Ned’s arm, but Ned’s body was just tense. Braced. Because he knew there was more.

Oh darkness I feel like letting go

“Finish it,” Ned ordered.

“She’s on her way to the hospital now,” Mac said. “She hasn’t…regained consciousness.” He cleared his throat. “We’re working on leads now, securing the scene…”

Ned nodded, and wrapped an arm around his wife. “Lois…”

“We should go to the emergency room to wait for her,” Lois said, her hand clutching at his shirt. “Shouldn’t we?”

“Yeah.” Ned nodded and looked at Mac. “Could you tell Alexis we…”

“Sure.” Mac nodded, and watched them go, almost stumbling down the long hallway toward the elevators.

General Hospital: ICU

If all of the strength

Lucky stopped in front of the room where Connor Bishop lay, now guarded by two members of the military police. “Emily…?”

Emily stepped away from door and smiled at him, her expression tinged with exhaustion. “Hey.”

“Hey. Where’s Nikolas? Elizabeth?”

“Nikolas went to get some coffee,” Emily said softly. She tilted her head to the side. “And Elizabeth didn’t work tonight. Why?”

He swallowed, knowing he ought to not to say anything, but he just…couldn’t do this. Not alone.

And all of the courage

“I have to tell Elizabeth something before she’s blindsided by the details, but, um, I guess you should know too…” He licked his lips. “Your cousin Brooke Lynn…was beaten and left unconscious…in the park.”

“Oh my God!” Emily’s hand was halfway to her face before it faltered. “The park, Lucky?”

His skin felt itchy, and he wanted to step outside of it for just a moment. “By the fountain.”

“By…” Emily closed her eyes. “God, Lucky. No…not again.”

“I have to tell Elizabeth before…he grabbed her from the bench. We found blood from where she scraped her fingers, the back of her legs, trying to hold onto it.” His chest was tight, aching because he knew…he lived through this once, watched Elizabeth relive it a thousand times.

Come and lift me from this place

“Is she at the hospital now? Do Ned and Lois know?” Emily absently wiped at her tears. “Lucky—”

“She just got to the ER. Mac’s telling Ned and Lois.” He swallowed. “I had to take Dillon’s preliminary statement.”

“Dillon?” Emily frowned and then her face crumbled. “Oh, God. He found her. Like you did. He found her. Oh, God.”

“Taggart wanted me to be with him, to take his statement because he thought I could help but…” His hands were at his side, as useless as he was. “I don’t know what to tell him, how to live with it, because I don’t know how I did it. Or if I can do it again.”

Cottage: Nursery

I know I could love you much better than this

Elizabeth Webber smiled and stroked the light brown hair on her beautiful little boy as he lay sleeping in his crib. She had never though she could be a mother, but now she couldn’t imagine a day without Cameron.

A hand slid up her back and around her shoulders. She leaned into his strong broad chest. “I just like to watch him sleep.”

“I know,” Jason Morgan said. “But if you wake him, you know he won’t go back down.”

“I know.” She smiled up at him. “Can you really stay all night?”

“Yeah.” He leaned down and kissed her. “I turned off my phone. It’s just us.”

Full of grace

“I’m so glad.” She wrapped her arm around his waist as they left Cameron’s room and headed for their bedroom. “It’s so rare to have you all day and then all night.”

“Soon,” Jason told her. “I don’t know how much longer I can do this.”

“I know.” She sat on the edge of their bed and smiled at him, wistfully. “And yet…I don’t know if I’m ready for the fallout.”

I know I could love you much better than this

“It’s going to hurt whether we do it tomorrow or next month,” Jason said, sitting next to her. “Courtney’s going to find out Cameron is my son, she’s going to do the math.”

“I know.” Elizabeth rested her chin on his shoulder and looked up at him. “And Sonny and Carly are going to make your life difficult, and we’re going to have to deal with Sam, how to work her child into our lives if Sonny doesn’t want to tell the truth.”

“So we take a little more time,” he murmured, stroking her hair. “And live in our little world.”

“Just a little longer,” Elizabeth murmured, tilting her head up to receive his kiss.

It’s better this way

April 6, 2014

We’re going to say I updated on Monday as  I had planned, since it’s 11:30 PM London time, and that’s close enough. I was looking at a calendar and realized that April 28 is only three weeks away, ha, and it turns out that I have a 12 page paper and a 15 minute German presentation due on the same day. Why I scheduled my German presentation the same day is beyond me, but such is life. I’ve only kind of dabbled in starting either, so tomorrow is being spent at the British Library researching the Permanent Court of International Justice before coming home to clean my room, hopefully get my LL2/Liason DVD edits in the mail before going out to pub quiz with some friends, whom I haven’t seen since we got back from separate vacations last week.

That entire spiel was to explain why I updated Daughters and A Few Words Too Many tonight rather tomorrow morning as normal. Chapter 3 for Daughters is online, and Chapter 5 for A Few Words Too Many is ready.

I don’t have anything else fancy to add, other than I can’t wait for my LL2 edits to come in. They cover August 1997 through November 1998, which is Liz’s rape storyline. I had those on VHS almost fifteen years ago, but they were lost in a fire, and I ordered the Liason DVD that covers August 1999 through April 2001. I will be one happy Liz fan this week 🙂 Expect a new Liz-focused layout once I get them in, rip them to my computer and screencap them.

This entry is part 5 of 24 in the A Few Words Too Many

I’m broken in two
And I know you’re on to me
That I only come home
When I’m so all alone
But I do believe
I Shall Believe, Sheryl Crow

Tuesday, April 15, 2003

Elizabeth Webber’s Studio

The light knock on her door jerked Elizabeth out of a fitful nap. She scrubbed her eyes and tossed the light blanket to the bottom of her sofa. She blinked at the door, wondering if she’d heard anything at all. When it didn’t come again, she glanced at the digital clock on her table across the room. Six o’clock.

It felt like days since she’d left Emily at Kelly’s, heading for the docks to sit and stare out over the water. Instead, Ric had cornered her, Jason had claimed to be her child’s father and somehow, managed to make Elizabeth feel like they were making a reasonable decision.

Her stomach rolled, reminding her that she hadn’t eaten since breakfast and apparently, her unborn child wanted food.

Her unborn child. Oh, good God. These last few days had been such a nightmare that she’d barely come to terms with the idea of being someone’s mother, and now she had to deal with being Jason Morgan’s pretend baby mama.

“I want to set myself on fire,” she muttered, swinging her feet to the ground to slide them into her flats.

The knock came again and she frowned. “Who is it?” she called, hoping her voice would carry through the steel door so she wouldn’t have to stand just yet. She was so tired.

“Jason.”

She stifled a groan. Months of no contact and now she couldn’t get rid of him. The irony would be delicious, except this was her life. She thought about telling him to come in, but the door was locked and she didn’t think he would have kept the key.

Elizabeth stood and crossed the short distance to her door. She opened it to find Jason standing there, and Francis next to him. Right, Francis was her new companion until Ric was no longer a danger. “Um. Hey.” She rubbed the back of her neck. “I didn’t…what’s going on?”

“Let’s go inside.” Jason pushed her slightly inside and looked at Francis. “No interruptions.” He closed the door and took a deep breath.

“Oh, God. What’s happened?” Elizabeth asked. “Have you changed your mind? Because if you have, that’s okay, because this is insane, Jason. I tried to tell you—”

“Ric saw Courtney and Carly in Kelly’s.”

Elizabeth snapped her mouth shut, and her hunger pangs shifted into straight out nausea. “Oh. Oh. Oh. God.” She pressed a hand to her mouth. “He announced it to the whole room, didn’t he? Oh, my God.”

“Yeah.” Jason rubbed his forehead. “I’m sorry, Elizabeth. You told me he’d do something like that and I just…” He exhaled shortly. “I don’t know what I could have changed, but I could have done something.”

Elizabeth turned away from him and stumbled back to her sofa, collapsing. “This is the day that never ends. Any minute now, Emily is going to be coming to that door, followed my grandmother and they’re going to be asking how I could dump a Harvard lawyer for you and of course, I can’t tell them I wanted to throw myself in the harbor when I found out exactly what Ric Lansing is, and they’re just…” She squeezed her eyes shut. “Oh, God, and you had to deal with Carly and Courtney.” She sprang to her feet and looked at him, her heart aching. “And you didn’t change your mind, so they think…”

“Yeah.” Jason just stared at the ground. “I guess the good news is that Ric believed us.”

Elizabeth laughed, almost hysterically, until the tears she’d thought she exhausted fell again. “Oh, yeah, that would be the good news.” She covered her face with her hands. “Oh, God, Jason. Did you talk to Sonny? Is he angry?”

“Not yet.” Jason sat next to her on the couch. “Courtney left, and Carly suggested I come tell you what Ric did. So you’re not blindsided by someone showing up here.”

Elizabeth lowered her hands and just blinked at him. “What do you mean Carly suggested? She didn’t want to throw me out a window?”

“I’m not sure…” Jason hesitated. “I don’t know if Carly believed it. I told her it was the truth, but she just looked at me like…” He shook his head. “I don’t know. But if she does suspect I was lying, she doesn’t know for sure, and she’s not going to betray me on a suspicion and possibly put my child at risk.”

“This has gotten out of hand so fast, Jason.” Her hands were shaking as she lowered them to her lap. “I just found out on Friday that I’m pregnant and I had barely decided to keep the baby before finding out Ric was sleeping with Faith and then he threatened me…” Her voice faltered. “Because that’s what he meant when he said he wouldn’t be separated from his child. I was so stupid, Jason. How could I believe him? How could I ignore all the signs?”

Her shoulders shaking, she struggled to take deep breaths and get herself under control. Jason didn’t need her falling apart. He was the one whose girlfriend had obviously broken up with him over his lie.

Before she could regain her composure, she felt Jason’s arm hesitantly around her shoulders, tucking her into his side. She wanted to lean on him, she wanted to use his strength to bolster her own, but how could she justify it?

“I’m so sorry, Jason,” she murmured, swiping at her eyes. “This is all my fault—”

“You had a right to care for someone,” he replied quietly. “And to believe him when he told you he cared. I—I understand why you didn’t take me or Sonny seriously. We had no proof. We just…we had a feeling about him, but I didn’t know if I disliked him because I didn’t trust him or if…” He hesitated and she looked up at him. “I don’t think I would have liked anyone you dated.”

Elizabeth sighed and straightened, sliding away from him on the sofa a little. She was not going to go down this road with him. “I should have known better,” she said. “I should have known if you or Sonny were going to bother warning me, it wouldn’t be without a good reason. I just kept…” She bit her lip. “I just kept seeing Taggart calling you names right in front of me, like you couldn’t hear him. He was so good to me, Jason, after I reported…my rape, and when we thought Lucky was dead. He was only trying to protect me when he said those things.” She pushed her hair behind her shoulders. “I thought it was like that, but I should have been smarter—”

“Elizabeth,” Jason cut in, “is it going to change anything to keep going back over what you could have done differently? Or are you just going to make yourself sick thinking about it?” He reached for her hand. “Ric is slime, but even Carly trusted him for a long time. We hired him as a lawyer for a little while. How can you blame yourself for trusting him like we did? Elizabeth, you can’t keep going back to that. You have to think about what happens next.”

She closed her eyes. “You’re right. I know you’re right.” She looked back at him. “What does happen next?”

“Well…” Jason said. He looked hesitant, as if he hadn’t been expecting that question. “Are you feeling okay? Do—do you have everything you need?”

“For now,” Elizabeth said. She glanced around her small studio. “I’m going to work overtime while I can and put some money away so I can afford a better apartment. Maybe one with a kitchen or an actual bathroom.” She sighed. “Jason, you should go see Sonny. I’m sure Courtney or Carly have already talked to him, and you don’t want to make things more difficult with him than they have to be.”

“All right.” Jason stood and tugged on his ear. “Listen. Francis is on duty for another hour, then Cody is going to be on the door until about six tomorrow morning. I want you to have someone twenty-four hours a day, so they’re going to be in eight hour shifts. I’m not sure who the third guard is going to be. I don’t…” He hesitated. “Do you remember who you had last September? While you were…at the penthouse?”

Elizabeth tucked her legs underneath her and nodded. “Yeah. I didn’t go out much, so I shared Max with Carly on the door, and then I went out, depending on what time it was I had Cody or Marco.” She smiled hesitantly. “They were really nice, so I’m glad Cody will be familiar.” She tilted her head. “And Francis was really patient with me the first time I had a guard. I forgot a few times he was supposed to be with me, but he never got angry.”

“Good.” Jason looked a bit bewildered, as if he’d forgotten how much experience she had now with being guarded. “I think I can put Marco on you then. I want…you to be comfortable with them, but I know it can be restrictive—”

“Not really.” Elizabeth shrugged. “They’re there to keep me safe, so I can’t really complain. I worry for them because I don’t want anyone to get hurt because of me, but…” She sighed. “It’s better than the alternative, so there’s no use in complaining.”

“I’m going to go talk to Sonny, now, but I want you to call me if you need anything.” He paused. “We have to talk about money eventually.”

“Jason—”

“I have it and if people are going to believe this…is my child,” Jason said, trying not to look pained, “then you have to let me…you have to let me help. Maybe just medical expenses if you’re uncomfortable with anything more.”

Conscious that Jason was making so many sacrifices to keep her safe, she just didn’t have the heart or energy to argue with him. “All right. When you’re right, you’re right.”

He eyed her, almost in disbelief. “All right.” He stepped back to the sofa and crouched in front of her, taking her hand in one of his. “I know that this seems like too much all at once, and I don’t really know what we’re going to do next. But we’re going to get through this, and I’m going to make sure you and your child are safe.”

She saw the resolution and determination in his eyes and sighed. “I believe that, Jason, and I know this is difficult for everyone involved, so thank you for everything you’re doing. I just hope…you don’t hate me one day for this.”

“That,” Jason said, looking at her like he used to before she set fire to everything they had shared, “will never happen.”

Morgan Penthouse: Living Room

Sonny Corinthos, to the shock of no one, was not always a good friend. Most of the time he was barely decent. He knew that he had overreacted when he’d discovered Jason’s relationship with Courtney, but he was entitled to some reservations when the little sister he barely knew was dating his best friend. Sonny didn’t think Courtney was cut out for Jason’s life long-term—women always thought they could handle it, but most couldn’t. Carly liked the lifestyle too much to quibble about the drawbacks. Not his sister. Courtney always wanted to help, always wanted to know what was going on.

It made Sonny miss the hell out of Elizabeth Webber, who had hidden Jason in her studio all those years ago with no questions asked. She’d kept him fed and safe and left the room when asked. And had Sonny had remembered that last fall and agreed to let Elizabeth know he wasn’t really dead when Jason had requested it, well…then things might have been different.

So Sonny knew when Elizabeth had walked out, it wasn’t about the life, it was about Jason. He’d figured they’d get over it eventually—they always did. Until Courtney and Ric complicated things.

Standing in Jason’s living room, watching as Jason, with a pained expression, attempted to explain that Elizabeth Webber was now pregnant and that it was Jason’s baby, he knew it was a lie. Courtney had rushed to Sonny earlier that day, angry and hurt, babbling this nonsense, so he’d come to find out what was going on.

Jason looked uncomfortable. He looked irritated. He did not look like a man who had accidentally impregnated a woman he’d been in love with for years.

Sonny exhaled slowly and put his hands at his waist, waiting for Jason to awkwardly finish apologizing for hurting Courtney, but that he was going to stand by Elizabeth. “You done?” he asked.

Jason winced and Sonny knew what he was expecting. Anger. Promises of retribution. The usual Sonny Corinthos MO and maybe…if Sonny believed that it had actually happened the way Jason had described, there might have been some.

But clearly, Elizabeth was pregnant by his psychotic half-brother. Which meant she was family.

“Sonny, I—” Jason started, as if to begin the nonsense all over again.

Sonny held up a hand. “Let’s recap. You and Elizabeth break up last fall. We both know it’s partially my fault—”

“Sonny—”

“You start dating my sister and Elizabeth starts dating Ric.” At Jason’s scowl, Sonny nodded. “Yeah, but she doesn’t listen to our warnings, because you know, she likes to make up her own mind. How many people told her you were a dangerous, brain-damaged thug?” Sonny chuckled fondly. “I liked seeing her go after Taggart. He never knew how to deal with it.”

“Sonny—”

“And somehow, in all that mess, you sleep with Elizabeth and now she’s pregnant.”

Jason pinched the bridge of his nose. “I never meant to hurt Courtney—”

“Didn’t think you did.” Jason narrowed his eyes and Sonny made an attempt to inject some annoyance into his relaxed tone, but he just couldn’t muster the anger Jason wanted to see. “So, how’d this happen?”

“I—” Jason blinked and actually stepped back. “Are you—” He blinked again. “Are you asking for details?”

“Absolutely,” Sonny nodded. He raised an eyebrow. “Did she throw herself at you? Were you drunk? Was it more than once—”

“I’m not…” At a loss clearly, Jason shook his head. “I’m not going to discuss that with you.”

“Ah, ah,” Sonny wagged his finger, enjoying the crap out of this. He so rarely caught Jason off guard, he was going to milk this for all it was worth. “You have to think of these details, Jason. You have to not look so shocked when someone asks about this fictitious affair.”

“I think I need to sit down,” Jason muttered. He sat on the sofa and put his head in his hands. “Sonny, I’m serious. I…” He cleared his throat. “Elizabeth and I…” He closed his eyes. “God.”

Sonny shrugged and lowered himself into the armchair adjacent to the sofa. “I would be relieved that you find it so difficult to lie to me if this situation weren’t so serious.” He leaned forward. “Jason, we don’t have to say the words because we both know these things only work when very few people know the truth, but if Elizabeth needs a certain kind of protection, I’m going to give it to her. You don’t have to lie to me or anyone else. Her baby is my family.”

“We have to,” Jason said quietly. “Because if…certain people know the truth, she’ll be in even more danger.” He looked at Sonny. “People have to think this is my child, because it’s the only way she’ll be safe. From…” He hesitated. “From people.”

“Okay, so the world has to think that, and I think…” Sonny hesitated. “I know that Robin told the truth about Michael, so you think you can’t trust anyone else other than Elizabeth. I get that. But you know I’ll protect Elizabeth with my life. Even if I didn’t feel like an ass because I refused to tell her about my death, but to be honest…” Sonny paused and leaned even closer. “If you had told me she was not just the woman you wanted to be with, but someone you were actually with, we could have discussed it. You never told me things had changed.”

“Would it have mattered?” Jason asked quietly. “Should it have mattered? This was Elizabeth, who’d never let either of us down when it mattered and you knew it.” He shook his head. “We’re not…Sonny, for all the times she’s protected me and kept me alive, going back to that December, I owe it to her to keep her and her child safe.”

I certainly owe her for keeping you alive,” Sonny agreed. “But that’s not why you’re doing it.” When Jason looked at him, his mouth set in a mutinous line, he held up a hand. “We won’t talk about motives. I think you and I understand each other, but you’re right. Carly and Courtney, God love them, are liabilities. And it’s not like people don’t know your history with Elizabeth. Even the Families will swallow this after Elizabeth was kidnapped last summer, so we can pull this off.”

“I wanted Ric to leave town,” Jason admitted, “I thought if he didn’t feel like had anything to stay for, particularly a child, he’d run before the Families caught up to him. Elizabeth never asked me to do this. I volunteered.”

Well, naturally, but Sonny wasn’t going to antagonize the already irritated younger man with that smart remark. “And maybe it would have enough to send him out of town had it been anyone other than you, but Ric hates you. He may come after Elizabeth even if he believed you, because now he’ll think he has leverage.”

“I should have thought about that.” Jason shoved himself to his feet. “He was…he had her cornered on the docks, and I could tell she was scared.” He closed his eyes and shook his head. “I could hear him badgering her about the baby, and she tried to deny she was even pregnant, but he tricked her, told her he had her records from the hospital, and she gave it away. So she tried to tell him it wasn’t his but she wouldn’t tell him who.”

“And you jumped in.” Sonny nodded. “I get it, Jason. Heat of the moment. She’s in danger either way, but claiming the kid as yours works for us. I can call in other protection. The Families want Ric’s head on a platter, especially Tagliatti. We tell them the situation and hopefully, they’ll go after him full-throated.” He nodded and rubbed his jaw. “Maybe we downplay the odds Ric is the father. You and Elizabeth were dating, some problems occurred, you both rebounded with others, but worked things out—”

“Sonny, that’s—” Jason shook his head. “It’s not going to work.”

“You leave the particulars to me.” Sonny stepped towards him. “You made the decision to claim the baby, Jason. To break my sister’s heart, which I find doesn’t bother me as much as it should since I never thought she was right for you, anyway. And if you had come to me with this before you did it, I would have said the same thing. Your first instinct was to protect Elizabeth. Let me help.” He pressed a hand to his chest. “I know it’s going to be rough on you both, but let me make up for the problems I caused last year. Let me protect Elizabeth and my niece or nephew the way my family should be protected.” When Jason finally nodded, Sonny continued, “I’ll set up a meeting with Families.”

He started for the door but Jason held up a hand. “How did you know I was lying?” he asked.

Sonny turned back and looked at his best friend, sorrow in his chest. “Because if it were true, you’d be upset that you’d hurt Courtney, a little worried about my reaction, but, Jason, if Elizabeth Webber was pregnant with your child, you’d look a lot less miserable and pained. You wouldn’t have to choke out the words.” He hesitated. “You’re going to have to sell this, you know. Can you pretend that Ric Lansing’s child is yours?”

Uncomfortable, Jason looked away. “I figure it won’t take long to deal with Ric,” he muttered. “He’s impatient. He’ll strike and we’ll get him. He’s isolated and desperate.”

“Ah.” Sonny dipped his chin into his chest. “You’re banking on this being a short-term solution. Well, that’s moronic.” When Jason glared at him, he just shrugged. “Ric could go under for months. He could wait until the kid is born to try to snatch it. Until Ric is dealt with, the world is going to think Elizabeth is carrying your child, despite both of you having been dating other people. You think it’s going to be a walk in the park for her to deal with this?”

“No.” Jason cleared his throat. “I know that the Quartermaines are going to have a field day with this, but still—”

“And if Ric goes underground for years, if we don’t find him, what…” Sonny arched his eyebrows. “You gonna pull the protection and claim after a while? You gonna say, well, it’s been an entire year. Doesn’t matter that the world thinks this kid is mine, it’s not and I’m not gonna pretend anymore?”

Swallowing hard, Jason looked down. “Yeah, I know this is complicated, and I don’t have all the answers today, Sonny. I just know…I just know I can’t let anything happen to her.”

“Well, start working on those answers.” Sonny pointed at him. “Because no matter what happens with Ric, there are going to be people who keep believing this. Elizabeth may end up raising a child that is yours legally as well as in the eyes of everyone we know. So I’d think about the consequences of that.”

Wednesday, April 16, 2003

Kelly’s: Courtyard

Elizabeth put a few dishes into her bin and glanced over at the entrance of the courtyard where Francis was standing. “You sure you don’t want coffee?” she asked.

“No, thank you, Miss Webber,” he answered as he had the other three times she’d asked in the six hours she’d been working so far. She knew the guards were a necessary evil, but she felt so guilty having these men follow her around, as if her life was worth more than theirs.

Her first day at work since the tumultuous events of the day before had gone relatively well. Her grandmother had called her that morning, and had merely said they would talk about this in person. Elizabeth knew what that tone had meant, but she was relieved not to have to deal with it right at that moment. A reprieve was welcome. There had been looks and some whispers, and Bobbie had gently asked how she was doing, but no one had said anything awful to her face.

But as Emily stalked into the courtyard, Elizabeth should have known the other shoe would drop. She perched the plastic bin full of dishes on her hip, and squared her shoulders. She had not called her friend, understanding that it would not be a pleasant conversation and she really just wanted a break from that.

Emily stopped in front of her and arched an eyebrow. “I received a phone call yesterday,” she said. “Courtney was crying.”

Elizabeth bit her lip and sighed. “Em, I would have called, but I just—”

“Save it.” Emily shook her head. “I cannot believe this, Elizabeth. You’re supposed to be my friend and you let me think Ric was the father. You should have told me.” She stepped towards her. “You know, I thought you’d grown up. I thought you were better than the annoying, manipulative shrew that tortured Sarah when you first moved to town, but maybe that was just an act to keep Lucky around.”

Elizabeth blinked. She slowly set the bin down, and for the first time since nightmare had begun, it wasn’t nausea that rolled in her stomach or sorrow, but anger. “Excuse me?” she asked coolly. “You think I should have told you that I was pregnant with Jason’s baby?” She fisted her hand on her hip, and slightly cocked it out a bit, channeling Lizzie Webber. “When would I have done that exactly? After you called me selfish for missing Lucky and Nikolas yesterday? Maybe I should have told you last week when you were telling me that Jason wasn’t all that interested in me anyway. Maybe it should have been when you were calling me everything short of delusional about my feelings.” She stepped closer, feeling the anger spread in her veins. “So tell, Emily, when the hell do you think I should have told you something so difficult?”

Emily glared at her. “Oh, you’re going to play the victim. Well, that’s no surprise. You’ve always been a martyr. Oh, woes me, I’m the only one who lost Lucky. Woes me, I’m so confused because I’m a tramp who can’t stop playing two men off each other. Woes me, Lucky doesn’t love me anymore.” She pointed her finger at Elizabeth. “I watched you chase Jason out of town two years ago, and I know you screwed around on him last summer with Zander. I thought we could still be friends, but it’s clear that you’re the same bitch that rolled into town to make everyone’s lives miserable.”

Elizabeth took a step back and just stared at the stranger in front of her. “Are…are you serious right now, Emily?” she asked. “You’re angry with me about Zander, even though you broke up with him. I told you I was sorry, that it was a mistake, and believe me, I paid for that a hundred times over every time Jason looked right through me like I didn’t exist.”

“Sorry doesn’t change what you did,” Emily hissed. “Sorry doesn’t change that you’re not some little angel. You screwed around on my brother last summer, and then you screwed around on Ric. You wanted Jason when you had Lucky. You’re just never satisfied with what’s in front of you.”

“I don’t even…” Elizabeth shook her head. “I don’t even know you right now. I think we’re…I think we’re done talking.”

“We’re done when I say we’re done,” Emily snarled. “I’m going to tell my brother he should demand a paternity test, because God knows who else you slept with.” She tossed a glance at the guard at the courtyard entrance and smirked. “But maybe you just want my brother’s money. I see he’s already got a guard on you.” She folded her arms under her breasts. “Sure didn’t take you long. And here, I was worried about you since Courtney told me Ric was awful—”

“Yeah, let’s talk about that, Emily, you being the one that told Ric I was pregnant.” And here was the root of all her anger. This…person standing in front of her, as if they were actually friends, had put this entire disaster into motion. “What the hell gave you the right to tell him anything?”

“He deserved to know the truth,” Emily retorted. “Because you never bothered to tell me who the hell knocked you up. How was I supposed to know it wasn’t his?”

“You were supposed to keep your mouth shut!” Elizabeth cried. “You were supposed to be my friend. I trusted you. I didn’t tell anyone else I was pregnant, so as soon as Ric came and found me and demanded to know why I hadn’t told him, I knew you said something and I just…I died inside Emily, because I was terrified of him finding out.” She clenched her fists at her sides. “Do you know why I was breaking up with him? Because he only dated me to annoy Jason. He laughed at the idea of caring about me. I was just leverage to him, but I couldn’t tell you those things because I just knew that you wouldn’t believe me. You’d think I was overreacting or that I was using it as an excuse to go back to Jason.”

Emily narrowed her eyes. “If you’re so sure this baby is Jason’s, why were you terrified of Ric finding out?” She gasped. “You’re lying to my brother, aren’t you? I cannot believe—”

“I was terrified that Ric would find out I was pregnant and assume the baby was his,” Elizabeth lied. “I was terrified that he wouldn’t believe that he wasn’t, and that he would use my child as another reason to go after Jason. But you don’t think about things like that, do you? You’re such a self-righteous little bitch. You think you know what’s best for Jason, what’s best for me? You’ve spent the last month trying to convince me that your brother never gave a damn about me, and I almost believed you.”

“He didn’t,” Emily argued. “If he had, he would have come after you. He wouldn’t have spent all that time with Courtney. Because when my brother wants something, he goes after it—”

“You weren’t even here!” Elizabeth stamped her foot in frustration. “You have no idea what was going through our minds.”

“And what since you’re knocked up, it’s all good again?” Emily bit out. “You’re going to move in together and live happily ever after?”

“Not that it’s any of your business,” Elizabeth snarled, “but no. I’m not the slut you seem to think I am.” Her ire faded, and she suddenly blinked back tears. “You know…better than most, what I went through after my rape. How difficult it was for me to develop a physical relationship with someone again, even Lucky. I made mistakes last summer, Emily, and I am truly sorry that it hurt you. Believe me, I know the damage I caused, but for you to stand there, and insinuate that I sleep around when you damn well should know me better than that…” Her throat burned. “Well, then I guess I don’t know you after all.”

Emily pressed her lips together. “I guess the feeling is mutual.” She spun her heel and left the courtyard.

Elizabeth pressed her hands to her burning cheeks and turned to find Francis still at his post, his face as impassive as ever. “You guys…you don’t report to Jason everything do you?” she asked softly.

He cleared his throat, and looked at her, uncomfortable. “No, Miss Webber. Our only instructions are to keep you safe. The only thing I tell Mr. Morgan is that you got to work without incident or home that way.”

“Good.” Elizabeth turned back and sighed, resigned, as Carly walked towards her, her own guard behind her. “And the hits just keep coming.” She sank into a chair, and looked at Jason and Courtney’s best friend with apprehension. “Carly.”

“Elizabeth.” Carly stopped in front of her. “So you know I know.”

“I do,” Elizabeth nodded. “Can I ask you to yell at me tomorrow? Because I’m just…I’m not sure I can handle it right now.”

“Hmm…” Carly tapped her fingers on the purse at her side. “No, I don’t think I’m going to yell at you at all.”

Elizabeth’s head snapped up and she narrowed her eyes, remembering Jason’s worries from the day before. “Why?”

Carly shrugged. “I don’t like being predictable. Takes the spice out of life.” She cleared her throat. “I don’t like that Courtney’s hurting,” she admitted. “But this is…Jason’s life. His decisions, his choices. I’ve spent a lot of our friendship not respecting those things. And judging by the shouting I heard as I walked up, you don’t have a lot of people who aren’t going to yell at you about this.”

“My head hurts,” Elizabeth said, blankly.

“Like I said. I hate predictability. I’m going to have lunch. If you’re still on the clock, maybe you want to come serve me.” She pushed the door open, and disappeared in side, her guard Rocco taking up position with Francis at the entrance.

“I’m living in the twilight zone,” she murmured before she stood and got back to work.

This entry is part 3 of 19 in the Daughters

I’m doing the best that I could.
Trying my best to be understood
Maybe I’m changing slowly
I get out, turn around

Dead Wrong, The Fray

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Kelly’s: Diner

Robert Scorpio’s hair had long ago turned to gray, which he blamed mostly on his daughter and his line of work. There were lines around his eyes and his mouth, giving away the fact that this man had seen more than his fair share of years. Robin stood in the door way to diner for a long moment and just stared at her father, drinking in the changes.

His head was bent over a newspaper, his mug of coffee sitting in front of him. It would be black, with no sugar. And it would be strong. She’d learned that the hard way when she was twelve and trying to pretend that she was grown up enough to stay home alone. She’d associated coffee with maturity and adulthood because no kid she knew drank the beverage.

With one sip of her father’s strong, bitter brew, Robin understood why. And she’d given up using that tactic to prove her maturity.

He never ate a big enough breakfast, a fact that she’d fretted over when she’d gone through her nurturing phase (a phase that had also coincided with home economics class). She’d liked cooking and for three months, she made a big breakfast for her father. He never ate it, choosing instead some rye bread toasted so lightly it was barely warm. She’d eventually given up but kept sneaking vitamins into his lunch—which she also packed. That had continued right up until the day she’d moved out to live in a small cramped apartment with Ellie and Patrick.

Her parents had divorced when she’d been only seven and while she and Anna were extremely close, Robin had grown up in Port Charles with her father while Anna had returned to London and to the World Security Bureau. Robert had stayed beyond to raise Robin in the vicinity of his brother Mac and his family. They’d forged a special bond, father and daughter, and the only thing that had broken it was Robin’s silence while in Paris.

But that part of her life was over now, Robin told herself. She was home and she was going to live her life to the fullest. She was going to mend the fences she had broken and somewhere during the process, she was going to find peace again.

“So how long did you know I was there?” Robin asked as she approached the table.

Robert folded his newspaper and set it aside with a brief smile. “You stood in the courtyard for an additional ten minutes, so fifteen altogether.”

“Good to know those skills aren’t slipping,” she replied, taking her coat off and setting it on the chair next to her father, choosing to sit across from him.

“Your mother called,” Robert said, gesturing for the waitress to come take their order. “She’s worried about you.”

The corner of Robin’s lip quirked up into half a smirk. “Divorced for eighteen years and you guys still use the same code. Mom said the same thing to me when I stopped in London before I came home.” She studied the menu for a brief moment before ordering the same breakfast she’d always ordered. Rye bread, lightly toasted with strawberry jam.

Large breakfasts weren’t her thing either. She ordered orange juice though—she never had acquired much of a taste for coffee.

“When either one of you remarks that other one feels a certain way,” Robin began, “it’s because the two of you have discussed it and are going to gang up on me. Mom’s worried that I worked too hard in Paris. And you’re worried…?”

Robert pursed his lips for a long moment and met Robin’s eyes directly. “You’ve been back a week and you’re already working long hours.”
“I like my job,” Robin answered. “Anything else, Dad?”

“Now that you mention it, your mother and I were also a little worried about the fact that you didn’t call for two years,” Robert said idly, but there was a strain of disappointment and anger beneath the tone that Robin recognized—from her mother.

“I wrote,” Robin said softly. “There—there are things about those two years that I have to tell you, Dad. And hopefully they’ll answer your questions.” The waitress brought their identical breakfasts and she sipped her orange juice. “But I don’t want to ruin the holidays. So can we just table that until after the new year?”

“If I say no, will it make a difference?” Robert asked dryly.

“No,” Robin replied with a brief smile. “Now. I want to know everything that’s been going on.” She pointed a finger at him. “And Ellie happened to mention that you’ve been dating, so I want details.” She wrinkled. “Not too many.”

“Elizabeth Drake, as usual, has been spending too much time worrying about everyone else,” Robert muttered. “But with her family, I don’t suppose I can blame her. Can I just say…that despite everything else, I am so relieved you and Patrick Drake are done with?”

Robin blinked in surprise. “You and Mom liked Patrick. We were—we were all friends. You, Noah, Mom and Mattie. You guys are the reason that I was friends with Ellie and Patrick at all and you and Noah got a kick out of it when Patrick and I started dating.”

“That was nine years ago,” Robert said stiffly. “Things have changed. People have changed.”

Robin pressed her lips together. “Dad—”

“Let’s not talk about the Drakes anymore,” Robert suggested. “Let’s talk about something else.”

“Why does Lulu get to see you before me?”

The familiar voice was a welcome interruption and Robin all but leapt from her chair to embrace yet another childhood best friend. “Lucky!”

“Hey, Ladybug,” he hugged her tightly and drew back. “You’re still short.”

“And you still look like you cut your hair with your eyes closed,” Robin shot back good-naturedly. She eyed her father. “Are the Spencers also on your list or is it still okay to associate with them?”

“The father’s a loss,” Robert sighed with a good natured smile, “but I suppose Junior’s decent enough.”

Lucky frowned and looked back and forth between father and daughter. “Clearly, I’ve missed something.”

“Nothing important.” Robin kept her hand on his arm. “Do you have a second to speak outside?”

“Ah…” Lucky nodded. “Sure.”

“Dad,” Robin said, grabbing her coat, “I’ll be right back.” Robert nodded—as if he’d had a choice and she started for the courtyard, Lucky following her. Once they were alone, Robin bit her lip. “So I just…I wanted to thank you again for coming last year.”

Lucky nodded. “No problem.” He shoved his hands into his pockets and rocked back and forth on his heels. “Are you doing okay today? I mean, with it being the one year and all. I wanted to find you—”

Robin smiled faintly. “I had a bit of a meltdown last night but I’m doing okay, I guess. As well as can be expected. I just—it meant a lot to me that you came all the way to Paris.” Her eyes became distant and Lucky knew she wasn’t in the present with him anymore. After a moment, they cleared and she turned her smile back on him.

“Have you…told anyone?” Lucky asked quietly. Robin shrugged and looked away. “I know I’m only repeating what you already know, but Rob, you gotta tell them. Your parents at least.”

“I know,” Robin bobbed her head in agreement. “And I’m going to. I just—I want to wait until after the holidays. I just want one last Christmas, you know?”

“Hey…” Lucky held up his hands. “It’s your call, Ladybug. You know I’m here for you.”

“Thanks.” Robin tugged her jacket a little tighter and sighed as she saw Patrick enter the courtyard and hesitate at the sight of her. “Lucky, do me a favor?”

“I’m gone,” Lucky nodded, going back to the diner.

Robin bit her lip. “I’m sorry,” she offered weakly. “About the scene in the lab last night.”

Patrick nodded stiffly. “That’s fine. It’s probably better if we don’t talk too much about—” he shrugged. “Anything.”

“Patrick…” Robin sighed. “I don’t want it to be like this between us,” she said. “I want us to be friends—”

“Well, I’m sorry, Robin, but I don’t exactly have any openings,” Patrick interrupted. “Especially not for someone who cut and run when things got a little difficult and didn’t bother to come back until things were all clear.”

“That’s not—” Robin growled in frustration. “You don’t understand, Patrick. You can’t understand what it was like that last year we were together.” She dug her fingers into her hair and closed her eyes. “You were gone. The guy I’d grown up with, my boyfriend, the person that I loved, you weren’t there anymore—”

“My mom was sick, then she was dying, and then she was dead,” Patrick retorted. “I’m so sorry that I didn’t feel all sunshine and happiness—”

“You’re an idiot,” Robin muttered. “You never talked to me, you never opened up. And the longer it dragged on, the more miserable the both of us were. And I know that losing your mom was hard—I loved her too—”

“I’m not talking about this anymore,” Patrick sliced a hand through the air as if cutting a string. “It’s over, Robin. It was a lifetime ago.”

“Patrick—”

“Save it, Robin. We’re colleagues, but that’s as far as it goes.” Patrick brushed past her and nearly ripped the door open in his haste to get away from her.

Quartermaine Mansion: Dillon’s Bedroom

Dillon Quartermaine pressed the stop button the DVD that he and Lulu were watching and glanced over at the pensive blonde seated on the bean bag chair next to his. “Dude. You probably don’t even know the title of this movie.”

Lulu flicked her hazel eyes his way and frowned. “Ah…something black and white.”

“Mmm-hmm,” Dillon nodded. He tossed the remote aside and maneuvered his chair until he was facing her. “You came over this morning and you wanted a distraction. We’ve been watching movies for six hours, Lu. You wanna tell me what you needed a distraction from?”

“Nope.” Lulu reached for the remote but Dillon blocked her. “C’mon, Dillon. Does a girl need a reason to spend time with her best friend?”

“When that girl begs said friend to break his already made plans with other friends because it’s an emergency,” Dillon nodded. “Absolutely, she needs a reason. Lu, how long have we been friends?”

A faint smile spread across her lips. “Since I pushed you down in the sandbox when we were five.”

Dillon frowned. “That’s not quite the way I remember it but, yeah, it’s been like twelve years. Have I ever proved myself untrustworthy?”

“There was that time you told my mother that I pushed you in the lake,” Lulu grumbled.

“I was seven and you pushed me in the lake because I made fun of your bathing suit,” Dillon said defensively. “It was a cheap shot, Lulu and you know it. Now, come on. I’m not kidding here.”

Lulu exhaled slowly. “Okay, so I’ve known about this for a while, but I don’t…think I’m going to be able to ignore it anymore.” She got to her feet and started to pace the large room that Dillon passed off as his bedroom, although it was both a rec room and a bedroom, what with the entertainment center in the corner and his film editing equipment on the opposite side. “I was looking at a calendar a few weeks ago, and I realized that something wasn’t quite right.”

Dillon nodded, though he wasn’t sure where she was going with this train of thought. It was true that they’d been practically inseparable since the age of five (though he was almost sure it had been him that had done the pushing in the sandbox). They were unlikely friends since Dillon was from the wealthiest family in the city and Lulu was from a more middle class family. The fact that her father was Luke Spencer had driven Dillon’s mother Tracy into forbidding the friendship more than once. But Dillon and Lulu had ignored that and Tracy had long ago given up separating the two.

They were each other’s constants, in worlds that changed on the whims of their parents. Lulu had been there for Dillon during each of Tracy’s three divorces and Dillon had been Lulu’s rock when Laura had been diagnosed with breast cancer three years ago. They’d seen each other through boyfriends and girlfriends but their relationship had never been more than that of friends.

There was little that Dillon wouldn’t do for his best friend but he’d been worried about her for the last year or so. She’d used him as an alibi more than once so she could go out partying with her boyfriend Will Drake. Lulu stayed out all night, drinking and smoking and doing God knows what else. He knew she was just trying to make her mark with her parents but he was worried that she’d get herself into some sort of trouble that she couldn’t talk herself out of.

He watched her continue to pace and wondered if that day had finally come. “Lu—”

“How do you feel about kids?” Lulu asked, suddenly. She whirled around to face him with an overly large, bright smile on her face.

“Ah, they’re—they’re okay,” Dillon fumbled. “For being what they are.”

“I’m glad to hear you say that,” Lulu nodded. Dillon felt the twisting of a knot in his stomach. “How would you like to be a father?”

So this is what a panic attack felt like, Dillon thought idly as his chest squeezed and breathing was no longer an option. He started to gasp for air and Lulu pounded on his back. When his lungs were functioning again, he sputtered, “What?”

“I realized that I’m—” Lulu coughed. “Well, I’m late.”

He almost asked for what but then remembered the line from about a thousand movies. He lunged to his feet. “Dude, Lu—”

“So, I went to the store and I bought a test,” Lulu continued, ignoring his outburst. “And I took the test and it was positive and my parents are going to kill me—”

“Lulu—”

“But you know, I can’t—” Lulu’s eyes were wide with panic. “I need you, Dillon. I need you to help me. Please.” She shook her head wildly. “I can’t tell Will. You know I can’t.”

Dillon held up a finger, and took a deep breath. He could do this. He could absolutely do this. He had a lot of experience dealing with Lulu’s insanity, and he ignored most of her crazy plans. Of course, there had been one time Emily and Nikolas had get them from St. Paul in the middle of winter, but for the most part, he kept her sane.

“Let’s just…back up.” He opened his hand, palm facing her, as if the action would magically restore reality to this situation. “You want me to pretend to be the father of your baby, which means I would have to tell the world this nonsense. This world, which includes my mother, your father, your brother, my grandfather, and that’s before we even get to the babydaddy, who would take me apart if he thought I touched you.”

Lulu scowled and folded her arms. “Well, if you’re going to be reasonable about all of this,” she huffed. “I guess there are some drawbacks to this solution.”

“Drawbacks, she says,” Dillon remarked conversationally to his Vertigo movie poster. “As if my own self-preservation was a drawback.” He turned back to Lulu, who just rolled her eyes. “I get you’re scared, Lu. Believe me, I’m not even actually in this problem, and I’m flat terrified. But if we have learned anything living in Port Charles, this close to the Quartermaine family, paternity lies are a mistake from the moment they begin.”

“This is true,” Lulu sighed. She flopped back on the bed. “I remember when Carly Roberts tried to tell Tony Jones he was the father of her kid, only to discover it was some random guy in a bar. Tony went nuts and kidnapped the kid. So…yeah, paternity lies are bad.”

“Exactly,” Dillon nodded. He joined her on the bed, and they stared up at the ceiling as they so often did. “Why don’t you want to tell Will?”

“Because I’m a fucked-up mess, and I figure a kid only needs one of those as a parental figure.” Lulu sighed. “He’s just so angry all the time, and then he talks about being in love with me, but he’s just…he’s a Drake, Dillon. I mean, Patrick is mostly okay, but even he drove Robin to Paris for all those years. Drake men destroy everything they love, with alcohol and anger.”

“You have a point,” Dillon acknowledged, because though Will had been a good guy most of his life, and he’d even been casually friends with his fellow senior, he knew that his parents’ bitter divorce had triggered that destruction gene Lulu referenced. “But saying I’m the father is not the answer.”

“Well, what is?”

“It’s also not my question to answer, Lu.” He turned his head to face her, and she did the same. “But whatever you decide, I love you and I will support you. You’re my person, Lulu Spencer, and I’m yours.”

“God.” Lulu sighed and closed her eyes. “Life would have been easier if I thought of you as an actual guy. We’d be perfect for each other.”

“We’d murder each other in a week.”

Kelly’s: Parking Lot

Jason pulled the motorcycle to a slow stop and turned off the engine. Elizabeth slid to the ground and tugged off the helmet, letting her dark brown hair fall to her shoulders. “Thank you so much for the ride.”

Jason took the helmet from her and set it on the back of the back. “Sure, it’s no problem. Do you want me to have your car looked at?”

Elizabeth bit her lip and considered it but finally shook her head. “No, I don’t know how I’d explain the absence of my car to my father and he’d just…explode if he knew you were involved at all.” She shrugged. “I’m trying to keep things status quo, you know? With…his drinking.”

“I understand. I’m sorry your family has a problem with our friendship,” Jason remarked.

Elizabeth shrugged, resigned to the situation. “One day they’ll realize I’m a grown woman who can make her own decisions. But I’m still struggling to keep them together, I’m not looking to shake things up more than I have to.” Her lips curved into a shy smile. “Thanks for coming to my rescue.”

Jason opened his mouth to respond but a familiar BMW pulled into the parking lot and Noah Drake stepped out of the car. He narrowed his eyes at the sight of his daughter standing so close to Jason Morgan. He stepped up behind her and put a firm hand on her shoulder. “Elizabeth.” He nodded to Jason. “Jason.”

“Dr. Drake.” Jason glanced at the severely uncomfortable brunette and exhaled slowly. “I’ll see you around, Elizabeth.” He started the engine and pulled out the parking lot.

When the roar of bike’s engine was just a distant sound, Noah pursed his lips and looked at his daughter. “Are you trying to send me into an early grave?”

Elizabeth rolled her eyes. “You’re being ridiculous,” she muttered. She bit her lip to keep the ugly words from spilling out of her mouth. After all, up until a year ago, Noah had been doing a damn fine job of driving himself into that grave.

Up until a year ago, she’d been unable to have her father and brother in the same room with each other. And up until a year ago, she couldn’t remember the last time she’d seen her brother smile.

It wasn’t much different now, but it was better, which meant it could only continue getting better. Elizabeth would continue to bite her tongue to keep her family from hitting rock bottom again. She had no intention of giving her friendship up to make Patrick and her father happy, but neither would she toss it in their faces more than necessary.

So instead of saying what she wanted to say, she linked arms with her father and pulled him into the restaurant. “My car wouldn’t start this morning, so Jason gave me a ride. How would you like to have lunch?”

“Well, that’s a coincidence. I’m meeting Patrick for lunch,” Noah said with a faint smile. “We can make it a family affair.”

Her family wasn’t perfect and there would always be times when Elizabeth would want to rip her hair out but she knew their hearts were in the right places. And that almost made up for all the rest of it.

Port Charles Mall

 

There were few things Dillon Quartermaine hated more in life than shopping at the Port Charles Mall this close to Christmas. Maybe spiders.

Definitely spiders.

He frowned at the list Emily had scrawled for him, dictating the store from where she had ordered their grandmother’s gift. With her insane schedule at the hospital, she was unable to pick it up, and was therefore sending her innocent cousin to do it for her. After all, he owed her for coming to get him and Lulu in St. Paul.

That caper was going to haunt him for the rest of his life. As was typical of Lesley Lu Spencer, the light of his life and the bane of his existence. And now she was in the biggest trouble of her life, and he’d been unable to fix it for her.

He wasn’t sure this was fixable.

“Damn it, Emily,” he muttered. Was this a C? Maybe it was an L. Frick his life.

“Yo, Dillon!”

Oh, no. No. No. No. No. No.

Could you scream in your head? Dillon thought so, because he was giving himself a headache as he heard Will Drake call his name. Act natural, act cool. You don’t know anything. You know nothing. If you run, he will catch you. He’s taller than you.

When he thought he had cleared the panic from his expression, he turned to find the tall senior loping towards him from the food court. It was a shame Will had turned out to be a self-destructive drunk, since the old Will would have known exactly how to fix Lulu’s situation. Dillon frowned when the lanky teen drew closer, because for first time in months, Will didn’t look drunk. He looked…painfully sober. Crap.

“Uh, hey, Will.”

Will stopped in front of him, and slid his hands in the pockets of his khakis. “Hey. Um…” He rubbed the back of his neck. “Have you…talked to Lu lately?”

Was this a trick question? “Yes,” Dillon said, because the fewer lies you had to tell in this life was always better in the end. “Um. I know…she…” He coughed. “Yes, well. I’ve seen her.”

“Yeah, she dumped me.” Will cleared his throat, and Dillon realized they were both nervous as shit. He brightened a little, because he could relate to anxiety. “And, she’s, ah, not returning any of my calls or texts, so if you could…”

“I can tell her something,” Dillon agreed. Because after all, if Lulu was going to get out of this mess, this bastard was going to have to be involved, because once Will was involved, Dillon could stop being in the middle of it, and he might live another day. Or two. Until Lulu got in another mess. Frick his life.

“Um…” Apparently, Will hadn’t been expecting Dillon’s response, because now he looked away and squinted. “Um, tell her that I figure she’s got a point about the drinking, but I don’t see the point in knocking it off since she just gave me another reason to drink.”

“Oh.” Well, wasn’t that a cheerful message? He hated people. He really did. “I…if it’s all the same to you, maybe I don’t tell her that. Since it…won’t really…” Dillon gestured helplessly, “it won’t really get her back. If, ah, that’s what you wanted.”

“I do,” the boy admitted. “But I don’t want her to know that.” He squared his shoulders. “You know. Because that would be desperate.”

“Right.” Well, what the hell was the point of this nonsense then? “So…maybe I just tell her I saw you, you asked about her and you said hi?” Dillon suggested.

“Maybe you could tell her to stop being such a stubborn—” Will closed his mouth, which was good because Dillon didn’t want to have his ass kicked today and if Will Drake insulted his best friend, Dillon was going to have to throw a punch.

And that would be all he’d be able to do, because then Will would kill him. The boy was taller and a wrestling star. Dillon…was neither of those things. “I could maybe tell her she should call you.” He coughed again, and wished he could disappear into thin air. Like magic. In a movie. “Maybe I tell her you were at the mall, flirting with…someone. You know, let her know you’re not waiting around.”

Will hesitated. “Wouldn’t that just piss her off? Lu’s not like other girls.”

No. No, this was true. Dillon looked up in the air, because now he had no idea. “So…should I tell her anything?”

“Um…something would probably be good.” Will rocked back on his heels, and sighed. “Are you guys going to the Haunted Star party on Christmas Eve?”

“Always possible,” Dillon remarked. “Maybe I don’t tell her you’ll be there?” he suggested. “In fact, maybe I don’t tell her this ever happened.”

Will nodded. “I like that.” He hesitated. “You know why Lu broke up with me?”

“Um…” Dillon paused. Because in addition to the drinking, which hadn’t fazed Lulu at first until it was a constant presence, she’d been freaked out because he’d started talking about the future. Of course, now he knew why Lulu freaked about the future, and as usual, she’d made the situation immediately worse by tossing the future to the curb. “She mentioned it. But you know…Lu’s a drama queen. In the best possible way, but still…melodrama is her middle name. Play it cool, Will. Don’t…” He hesitated. “Don’t, like, get drunk and try to get her back. It’ll only annoy her.”

Will scowled, but looked away, because they both knew it was more than a possibility. “Yeah, whatever. I’ll see you at the party, maybe.”

All stories in the Alternate History/Alternate Universe sections have now had characters and couples added, so if you’re looking for a Patrick/Robin or Jason/Elizabeth story, you can now pick which one you want to read.  I had removed them, hoping I could utilize tags for this function and improve the layout of those pages, but it doesn’t appear to be possible at the moment.  I’ll be updating the Coming Soon page the same way.

Tomorrow, I’l be updating A Few Words Too Many, and hope to have finished another set of chapters of Daughters on Tuesday.

April 5, 2014

This entry is part 8 of 8 in the Aurora Dawning


Morning

Caroline set some papers in front of Michael and took her seat at the council table. “I cannot believe you handled it on your own,” she chastised. “It feels as though you did not trust us.”

“I did not trust you,” Michael informed her wearily. “I could only trust Alexis because it was her family at risk. I did not know who the rogue in the council was and I took the necessary steps to protect them.”

Caroline sighed. “Still, it does not surprise me Lady Spencer was behind this treachery. She and Lady Jones have been off center most of the week. What will be done about them?”

“I know what should be done,” Michael told her. “But they are council members and women at that—we cannot hang them for treason the way they deserve.” He frowned. “And I am not altogether sure that Lady Jones deserves the same punishment as her accomplice.”

Caroline twisted her fingers together. “It seems quite clear to me that she was a failsafe for Lady Spencer. Her men immediately volunteered Lady Jones’s name which suggests to me that perhaps Laura only brought Barbara into the plan so that she could be found guilty.”

“Barbara is not the type to act such as this on her own,” Michael agreed. “I believe there is more to her involvement. Laura Spencer did not single her out.” He cleared his throat. “I have sent messengers to everyone in the council save Lady Jones and the Spencer family. We will decide together how to proceed.”

Caroline nodded. “Michael, there is something I must ask your advice on.” She hesitated. “AJ Quartermaine approached me yesterday and he asked permission to court me for marriage.”

Michael hid his smile. “He approached me weeks ago with that intention. It is nice that he finally informed you.”

She narrowed her eyes. “You knew that reprobate had intentions of marrying me?”

“Yes. But I thought it was for him to inform you in his own time. It is a good match, Caroline. I know that you do not believe the rumors about his wife.”

“No, I don’t,” Caroline remarked, “but he thought that I did.” She shifted in her seat. “Michael, it is only because I am a distant cousin of Anthony Jones that I was even considered for the council. I am a peasant’s daughter and surely, Lord and Lady Quartermaine have objections for the marriage.”

“Nay, they are in favor.” Michael shook his head. “You underestimate your worth, Caroline. Make no mistake about it—you are to be the first female ruler of this council. The king has already agreed to it.”

“Then he wants to marry for power I shall hold in the future,” Caroline decided. “He thinks marriage will allow him to influence me.” She stared at her hands once more.

“You have a very suspicious nature, Caroline. Perhaps he wishes to marry you because he cares for you.”

She snorted. “I sincerely doubt it.”

Jasper Jacks arrived then and he was accompanied, as always, by Skye Chandler. Their entrance silenced the discussion as Skye immediately launched into a complaint. “There had better be a good reason why you have called us so early today of all days,” the fiery redhead snipped, crossing her arms tightly.

“Once we have all arrived, I assure you, My Lady, that your questions will be answered,” Michael replied.

The Quartermaines were the next to arrive and Caroline was quite thankful when AJ did not glance in her direction and took his customary seat. Monica Quartermaine, however, did offer her a small smile and the Quartermaine cousin, Ned Ashton, tossed a sympathetic smirk her way.

After the Quartermaines had arrived, only Alexis and Scott were left. Scott was first and like Skye—he grumbled about the early morning meeting before taking his seat at the end of the table.

Alexis was late—but only by a few moments. She told Michael in quiet voice that Chloe had had trouble going back to sleep.

When Alexis was settled, Michael stood and called the meeting to order. “My Lord, the Spencers and Lady Jones have not yet arrived,” Scott told him.

“And they will not for they were not sent messages regarding this meeting.” Michael took a deep breath and briefly summarized the events of the last week—beginning with the attempt to torch the Morgan farm and concluding with the events of the previous night.

There was stunned silence when he was finished and finally, Alan Quartermaine was able to formulate a response. “Are you certain Lady Spencer and Lady Jones are to blame?”

“I know for a fact that Laura Spencer is behind the plot,” Michael admitted. “For when her son was pledged to the maid Summer Holloway, Laura was vehemently against their marriage. Yet—in the past few days, she has become almost docile regarding it. She believes the death of Jason Morgan would force us to marry Lady Robin Scorpio and Sir Lucas Spencer.”

“Aye, it would have,” Jasper Jacks remarked. “It may not have worked but it would have been our only option.”

“Fortunately, I suspected Laura the moment she stopped fighting her son’s betrothal. I did not expect her to have recruited Lady Jones but it does make sense. Lady Jones was her pawn—a willing one, but a pawn nonetheless.”

“Do you believe Lord Spencer was in on the plan?” Ned Ashton asked intently. He shook his head almost as soon as he finished speaking. “Nay, he could not have been for he was the one to petition for his son’s marriage to the maid.”

“I did not feel it appropriate that he learn of his wife’s plot in front of others. I will tell him later, before I speak to Lady Spencer. I apologize for keeping these events from you but when Alexis reported the men with torches, I knew it must be a council member who had broken faith.”

Skye Chandler sighed heavily, “I do not like that you did not trust us but I do understand your motives. I can hardly believe Lady Spencer plotted to kill Jason Morgan and I cannot imagine having to suspect the entirety of the council.” Her ire began to rise. “Those women have destroyed all that this council has stood for since its inception. We are to have Rhigwyn’s best interests at heart, not our own.”

“Hush, Skye,” Jasper patted her hand. “We have sought out the rogues and we will make them rue the day they betrayed us.”

“Which brings me to the next item on the agenda,” Michael remarked. “These are noble born women. We cannot simply hang them for treason. Laura Spencer comes from generations of council members—her father Richard Webber and her grandfather Steven Hardy served on this council until only a few years ago. Lady Jones is the guardian of Lady Robin Scorpio, daughter and niece of the most beloved of Rhigwyn’s citizens. We must tread lightly, my friends.”

“I suggest speaking to Lady Jones first. And I suggest you speak to her alone,” AJ spoke up. “She fought hard to gain Anthony’s seat on this council and I do not see her risking it or her life without good cause. What could she have gained from Lady Spencer’s bid for power?”

“Laura Spencer must have known something that Barbara would like to keep from the rest of us,” Caroline agreed. “And she may only reveal it to you Michael. Perhaps she may shed some light on Laura’s plans and thoughts.”

“And what of her punishment?”

“I propose banishment,” Scott suggested. “Send Laura to serve one of the noble women in Derwyn or another neighboring kingdom. Do not ever allow her to return. Since there is no direct evidence against Lady Jones other than the words of the criminal, give her a temporary banishment. Lady Robin is planning a long visit with her parents in Derwyn. Perhaps Lady Jones should accompany her.”

“And on her return?” Michael asked, his interest piqued.

“Her lands, her status, it will all be lost.” Scott thought for a moment. “Does the Morgan land not border the Jones estate?”

“Yes, it is directly north of it,” Caroline remarked, her eyes lighting up. “Are you suggesting what I think, Lord Baldwin?”

“I propose Lady Jones make her home and land a wedding gift to the Princess and her future husband,” Scott nodded.

“And that would make the Morgan family the second largest land holder in the kingdom,” Skye remarked, “and we could dismiss the petition of the Queen on the merit that Jason Morgan is more than worthy to marry a princess.”

“I was already intending to dismiss it,” Michael admitted. “I have recently repaired my relationship with my niece and she has made it known to me that she wishes to remain married to the Morgan boy and he has informed me his wish is the same. My sister may be the Queen, but she has no heart and merely found Jason below her daughter’s status.”

“But now we can actually have a firm position on denying it,” Alexis told him with a soft smile, “more than an uncle’s wish to see his niece happy.”

“Yes, I agree,” Michael replied. “And the land will belong to the Morgan family though I doubt that they will wish to live in the home since it belonged to one of his would be assassins.” He sat down. “Send a messenger for Lady Jones and the Spencers.” He paused for a moment. “I will speak with Luke privately but I believe that Laura and Barbara should be confronted publicly. We must show a united front so that they will know there are no dissenters.”

—-

Gia shook Elizabeth’s shoulder. “My Lady! It nears the noon hour and you must wake so that you may bathe and ready yourself for your wedding!”

Elizabeth sat up abruptly, surprising the small kitten, which had found a sleeping space on her chest. Morgan bounced off Elizabeth and went to the corner of the bed to sulk. “It is today, then?” she asked hesitantly. “I have not dreamed it?”

“Indeed it is today, My Lady, and I bid you to let me help you ready yourself.” Gia curtsied. “It is my last day as your lady’s maid after all.”

“Of course you may help me. There is much for us to do.” Elizabeth shoved the covers from her legs and stood. “And you still have another week in my service. Do not look so sad, Gia, my brother’s wife is kind and she will treat you well.”

“It is just that I have served you since we were both only five years of age. It will be difficult to adjust to someone new,” Gia replied shyly. “But you have been happier in the last few days than you have been in the fourteen years we have known each other.”

“One day, my dear friend, you will meet someone who reminds you what it is to live,” Elizabeth remarked softly. She moved to her window and touched the glass. “He lives in a simple farm house surrounded by furniture and possessions he and his family have worked hard for. I would not feel comfortable bringing a maid into a home with only three bedrooms.”

“I do understand, My Lady,” Gia assured her. “It is just difficult to accept.” She heard the knock on the outer doors of Elizabeth’s rooms. “That will be the kitchen girls with your bath. Come, we must ready you.”

Elizabeth followed her servant to the sitting room to prepare for her wedding.

Afternoon

Alexander fidgeted as Georgiana Jones adjusted his suit for the wedding. “I do not understand why I must get so dressed up.”

Georgiana threaded her needle and glanced up at him. “You are to be the brother-in-law to the Princess. And after that, a student at the university. You will need something suitable for certain occasions.”

Chloe looked out the window and pursed her lips. “Aunt Alexis should have returned from the palace by now,” she fretted.

“Hush, Chloe,” Alexander murmured. “The council meeting isn’t set until later.”

“Georgiana, what do you know of Lady Spencer?” Chloe asked curiously as she sat on the window seat.

“I know that she is a fair lady, very lovely,” Georgiana said after a moment. “One does not speak ill of the council members, My Lady.”

“She did not ask you to and your reaction tells me that if you had the choice to speak freely, you might speak ill of her,” Alexander mused.

Georgiana smiled thinly. “You are a good judge of character, Sir. It will serve you well in the future. But the fact is that I am not able to speak freely and my opinions of the council members will be kept to myself.”

“There is Alexis!” Chloe announced. “I wonder how the meeting went.”

“As it Michael who leads it, I suspect that it went as exactly as it was planned,” Alexander remarked. He shook his head. “I do not envy him at all.”

“Word has it, Michael, that there was a council meeting this morning,” Luke Spencer remarked as he took a seat in Michael’s private rooms.

“You do not miss much, Luke,” Michael murmured. “So it is rather curious that you missed your wife plotting to murder Jason Morgan.”

Beyond a flaring of his nostrils, Luke showed no outward reaction and Michael was reassured that Luke had had no hand in his wife’s treachery for he knew a guilty man would have leapt into accusations and denials. Luke appeared to be slightly angry but Michael was confident in his old friend’s mind.

After a long moment, Luke sighed heavily and stood. It appeared he had worked it out in his mind. “I would ask if you were certain but you would not accuse unless you were. She took Lesley’s death hard. Harder than I had suspected. She was never supposed to conceive another child—you know that, yes?”

“I was aware.”

“She threw herself into Lucas. He is already grown, but she began to smother him with attention and expectations. A lesser man might have given in to his mother but my boy is a proud man and he would not be swayed when Laura commanded he break his betrothal to Summer.”

“And it was after that argument that your wife became suddenly agreeable,” Michael reminded him.

“I thought she had realized that the girl made Lucas happy.” Luke shook his head and smiled sadly at his old friend. “Wishful thinking. But she had decided to force his hand, hadn’t she?”

“She enlisted Lady Jones in her scheme as to have someone to take the blame if caught. She first sent men to burn the Morgan home to the ground but when that did not work, she hired men to murder him in his sleep. I was fortunate enough to catch wind of the second plot.”

“What is the punishment to be?” Luke asked. “I know you well enough to know it will not be the public hanging those traitorous to the Council and Crown are sentenced with.”

“For Lady Jones, whom it appears had no direct involvement in either plan, it will be temporary banishment and the loss of the Jones lands and home,” Michael said. “For your wife…”

“Permanent banishment,” Luke murmured. “I love this kingdom, Michael, but I do not believe I can live the rest of my days without my wife. She needs help, not banishment. She is disturbed.”

“I agree. But I cannot allow her to remain in Rhigwyn, Luke, and you know that.”

The other man exhaled slowly. “Then I will go with her. We will go to a distant place where no one knows of us. Lucas will remain here. This is his home after all. You will not hold him responsible?”

“Of course not. Luke, I have one request.” Michael folded his hands together. “Wait until Alexander Morgan is of age. He is twenty now and entering the university in the fall. In two short years, he will have graduated and will be eligible for the council. As the brother-in-law to the Prince and the nephew to Alexis, he should be next in line though I had not considered him before.”

“I will wait to join my wife for two years so that you may have time to groom Alexander but you will still need to replace Laura,” Luke reminded him.

“I know this and I have someone in mind but I want Alexander to replace you. As for Laura, I feel that the Quartermaines have been allowed to neglect their relation to young Dillon Hornsby for too long.”

“They never forgave Tracy’s transgression with Paul Hornsby,” Luke sighed. “Even when she abandoned her son and left the kingdom with Paul, they refused to take the boy in. He is engaged to the royal seamstress, you know. Georgiana Jones is a relative of Anthony. I forget exactly how.”

“She is Frisco’s daughter though I am not sure that she is aware of that fact. She does not share the last name of her adopted family but that of her parents—Frisco and Felicia Jones. I know that Felicia regretted letting the man take her daughter from her and then leave her with strangers but there was nothing she could do. That was the law then.”

“And now they are both gone. It means that Georgiana is in line for the council as well.”

“It does,” Michael agreed, “and she will take Barbara’s place.” He smiled sadly. “I will miss you when you are gone, Luke. You understand the people in this council far better than I.”

“That is a lie for you are one of the strongest leaders this council has had in ages,” Luke told him. “But I will miss it, too. I am getting older though and it is time for the old to pass the torch to the young. Perhaps then you will finally lift the enchantress ban you have been struggling with for so long.”

“Perhaps,” Michael murmured. He held out his hand. “To two more years of working alongside one another.”

“To two more years.” Luke shook his hand and even though the Spencer lord intended to serve the two years, they both knew that it would not be the same in this land for him.

It would never be the same again for anyone.

—-

After his meeting with Luke Spencer, Michael adjourned back to the council room where he had called a full-fledged meeting. He had kept the news of the previous night as quiet as possible and hoped that neither Laura nor Barbara suspected anything.

The twelve members of the council were already seated when he entered and he stood at the head of the table, looking at each man and woman in turn. These were the people Rhigwyn had trusted with its very existence. Could there be another with traitorous thoughts?

“I have decided upon the three next candidates for the council,” Michael began. “It comes to my knowledge that there are three retirements coming—two sooner than the other. Alexander Morgan will take Luke Spencer’s place in two years—once he has finished his university education.”

“Michael, I had no idea you were considering him,” Alexis murmured.

“Luke is not retiring!” Laura said shrilly.

“I am, darlin’,” Luke patted her hand. “It will be time.”

“As you may be aware, Dillon Hornsby is a stable hand in the royal stables,” Michael began.

“You cannot mean to make him—” Alan began.

“And he is also the legal son of Tracy Quartermaine and Paul Hornsby, both whom are residents of another kingdom at this time. However, Dillon is not the distant relative you would all like to believe he is. He is equal in status to AJ Quartermaine except that Dillon is not heir.”

“And who is he meant to replace?” Alan asked, irritated. “Imagine a stable hand on this council—”

“He is betrothed to marry Georgiana Jones, the niece of Anthony Jones,” Michael continued, ignoring the irate Quartermaine lord. “She is daughter to Frisco and Felicia Jones. Felicia, if you remember, married Mac Scorpio when her marriage to Frisco was dissolved but the laws of the day gave custody of their young daughter to Frisco who gave her to a family in the village while he was away on assignment. He was killed and Felicia had no way to reclaim her daughter.”

“You mean to say that a seamstress will be joining the council along with the farmer’s son and the stable hand?” Scott asked in disgust. “What will be next? Sir Lucas’s future wife, the former maid?”

“Perhaps.” Michael hesitated. “Georgiana and Dillon will replace Lady Laura Spencer and Lady Barbara Jones immediately.”

“What?” Laura raged. She lunged to her feet. “What is this trickery? What is going on?”

“Ladies Spencer and Jones are accused of treason—specifically, the attempted murder of a member of the royal family.”

Barbara’s face had gone deadly white and she seemed to be swaying slightly in her chair.

“I will have your head for this—I was serving on this council before you were even born!” Laura shrieked.

“The rest of the council is already aware of your crimes,” Michael continued, “and we have decreed the punishment to be as follows. Lady Spencer, you will be banished permanently from this kingdom. Your husband will join you in two years when Alexander Morgan is available to take his place. Lady Jones, you are to accompany Lady Robin to Derwyn to visit with her parents and you are to remain there until I send for you to return. In addition, you will lose your status as a lady of this kingdom and your home and lands.”

Barbara nodded slowly and stood. “I would like to say something,” she said softly.

“Be quiet!” Laura ordered. She moved to go to the redhead but Luke restrained her.

“I did not directly participate in the plot to take Jason Morgan’s life but I had full knowledge of it and said nothing.” Barbara took a step back as Laura again tried to lunge for her. “Lady Spencer arranged for both attacks but she informed me of them. I realize now it was so that I would be the guilty one and she would not be caught.”

“Why did you not report this at once?” Michael demanded.

“Because she’s a whore and didn’t want everyone to know!” Laura declared. “She had an affair with one of the groomsmen on her estate and I arranged to give the child away. She wanted no one to know!”

“Luke, please remove your wife from the room,” Michael ordered. “I will have obedience in this room and she is sorely testing my patience. Call one of the guards if you cannot subdue her.”

“You will not get away with this!” Laura cried as Luke dragged her from the room. “I will return and I will have my revenge!”

The heavy door swung shut on those final words and Michael heaved a sigh. “Lady Jones, it is most disappointing that you did not, at the very least, trust me with this information.”

Barbara lowered her eyes. “It occurs to me now I placed my faith in the wrong person and I am most grateful you discovered the plot and that Jason Morgan is safe. You have my apology and my official resignation from the council. I know that you will not want this to be public so I will merely tell those who ask that I decided I would be lonely without my ward and decided to accompany her to her parent’s home.”

“That would be most wise.”

“I will take my leave now for I am sure you have council business to attend to.” She kept her head bowed until she had exited the room.

“Well—that takes care of that,” Michael took his seat. “Now—as for the agenda today.” He looked at to AJ. “You are on the list to make an announcement?”

“Yes.” The Quartermaine heir stood. “Though I believe it is partially Lady Benson’s announcement as well.”

Caroline’s head snapped up and she gaped at him. “What are you doing?” she demanded.

“Calling your bluff,” he told her with a smile. “Lady Benson has consented to marry me and with the permission of her father, it seems I will take another wife.”

“Let’s hope Caroline can manage to survive,” Scott Baldwin joked. AJ glared at the older man though Scott was not fazed. He just shrugged. “It is common knowledge, the cause of Keesha Quartermaine’s death.”

Caroline stood and gripped the table so tightly her knuckles turned white. “I see that I was mistaken when I told AJ no one who mattered believed that ugly lie,” she said, her cool tone a direct contradiction to the fury in her dark eyes.

“Anyone who knew Keesha before her marriage to that brute can tell you she never thought of suicide then,” Scott retorted. “He drove her to it!”

AJ moved as if to go to the other council member but Caroline reached over and grabbed the sleeve of his jacket. “Do not do anything stupid,” she hissed. To Scott, she said, “Then I suppose he also drove her to infidelity, Scott? Perhaps it was her lover who drove her to suicide.”

Keesha Quartermaine’s infidelity had never actually been spoken of and the room sank into a deadly silence. Scott, however, looked even more furious than Caroline. “That is a lie!”

“Then perhaps you might know why she took her own life since she was with you at the time that it happened,” Caroline accused.

All eyes were suddenly on Scott Baldwin who sputtered at the blonde. “That is preposterous—”

“Are you telling me that he was her…” AJ trailed off, stunned. “How did you know?”

“Because Michael assigned me to investigate Keesha’s death and I discovered their involvement. The project was assigned the highest code of secrecy and I could tell no one of the results.” She looked to Michael. “I apologize for breaking that seal.”

Michael shrugged. “I suppose it is better that it came out sooner rather than later. Keesha Quartermaine committed suicide because of her guilt over her affair with Scott Baldwin. She was training under him to be a sorcerer’s liaison when she finally took her place on the council. Rather than tell her husband, Keesha threw herself from the second floor of the Quartermaine barn. AJ had nothing to do with her death and the next person who says it—answers to me.” When he saw AJ move towards Scott, he glared at the Quartermaine heir. “There will be no further discussion of that matter in this room.” He looked to Caroline. “Was there anything you needed to add to AJ’s announcement?”

“Only a question for him,” Caroline said softly. “I kept your wife’s lover from you—and did not tell you I investigated her death. Do you still wish to marry me?”

A long moment passed in which Scott and AJ traded nasty looks. The Quartermaine heir turned his attention to his future bride and managed a smile. “Of course,” AJ remarked. “I would not have asked you to begin with if I was not sure that your answer would be yes. Keesha is a part of my past,” he paused and then continued with some hesitation, “and now I can truly put her there.” Caroline still looked unsure but she merely took her seat.

“Well, then, it will be nice to have another council leader in the family,” Alan nodded. “Congratulations, Lady Benson.”

“If the drama has ended, perhaps we might move on to other items on the agenda,” Michael remarked dryly. AJ and Caroline resumed their seats. “I finalized all the wedding arrangements this morning and as of last night, the plans for the Royal Ball were on schedule, yes?”

Alan and Ned nodded in agreement. “This night will go off as planned,” Alan promised. “It will be our crowning achievement.”

“Can anyone think of anything else that needs to be brought to my attention today?” Michael asked. When no one spoke up, he nodded. “Meeting adjourned.”

It would seem that if one were waiting for something to happen, it would take a long time for it to come to pass. It was not as such with the wedding of Jason Morgan to the Crown Princess Elizabeth of Rhigwyn. It was to begin promptly at dusk and it was to end by eight that evening so that the newly married couple could attend the royal ball for a short while before adjourning to Elizabeth’s private rooms where the consummation of their holy union would take place.

Shortly before dusk, Gia was putting the finishing touches on Elizabeth’s elaborately braided hair. She slid a final small flower into place and smiled brightly. “There! Finished!”

“I can hardly believe it is finally here,” Elizabeth murmured as she stepped away from the mirror, the full skirts of her white silk dress rustling with every move. The dress Georgiana had fashioned was truly exquisite from the strapless top to the delicately embroidered flowers scattered throughout the top layer of the skirt. All eyes would be on the bride this day and that had been the seamstress’s intention all along.

“Your betrothed will not be able to take his eyes off you,” Gia said with a dreamy expression on her face. “If he is not in love with you now, he surely will be when he sees you.”

“He says that he loves me and when he says it, he says it in such a way that I have no choice but to believe him,” Elizabeth told her. She smiled until she looked at her hands and realized that she had sent him back his mother’s ring. “I told him that I love him the last time I saw him but I am not quite sure if he believes the feelings are real.”

“Well, you have the rest of your life to convince him that they are.” Gia retrieved the headpiece for the dress—a circle of daisies and baby’s breathe. “Here, let me pin this to your hair.”

She had no sooner finished that then someone knocked on the door. “It cannot be Lord Corinthos just yet,” Gia said, dismayed. “We are not finished.”

She rushed to the door and pulled it open. “Oh, hello.” She frowned. “Who are you?”

“Alexander Morgan.” Alexander tilted his head and smiled at the pretty dark-skinned girl. “You must be the lady’s maid the Princess is leaving behind.”

“Yes, Sir,” Gia curtsied. “My Lady is just finished dressing for the wedding but I am sure she would like to see her future brother.”

“Alexander?” Elizabeth emerged from the bedroom with a curious expression. “Is everything all right?”

“You look beautiful, Elizabeth,” Alexander told her with a smile. “My brother sent me to return this to you.” He held out the silver ring she had sent back to him. “He says that you now have need of it again.”

She took it from him and her face brightened. “Thank you, Alexander. Gia, this is Jason’s brother Alexander, he will be attending the university in the fall and Alexander, and this is Gia Campbell, my lady’s maid and one of my closest friends.”

“High praise,” Alexander said, nodding to the maid. “Campbell—the name is familiar.”

“It ought to be, Sir,” Gia said politely. “My family once owned land adjacent to you—to the west I believe.” She paused. “There was a fire and we lost everything when I just a little girl.”

“I remember—you and your brother were the only survivors,” Alexander said with a touch of regret.

“He is one of the King’s Guard,” Gia reported with a touch of pride. “One of Sir Lucas Spencer’s best men.” She flushed and looked to Elizabeth. “I apologize, My Lady.”

“For what? You speak only the truth.”

“I will take my leave then, Elizabeth, and I will see you again in just a short while.” He nodded to her and to Gia before leaving.

“It is nearly time,” Gia said as she studied the setting sun. “Are you nervous, My Lady?”

Elizabeth slid the ring onto her finger and stared at it, a smile curving on her lips. “Not at all.”

Alexander joined his brother in the middle of the main hall where he was speaking with Susan, Michael and Alexis. “I gave it to her,” he told Jason, pulling him aside.

“And how did she look when you did that?” Jason asked intently. “What was her reaction?”

“She is even more beautiful when she smiles,” Alexander replied. “She looked happy,” he continued, “so I can assume you have convinced her?”

“Convinced her?” Jason questioned.

“When I spoke to her last night, she seemed a little forlorn. She believed that you loved her now but that it would change after tomorrow. Have you convinced her otherwise?” he repeated.

“I believe that I did but we will know for sure tomorrow,” Jason replied. He glanced out the window. “The sun is setting.”

Michael smiled. “I will go retrieve the bride. Alexis, ready the guests. It is time to begin.”

Evening

A wedding ceremony in Rhigwyn is like a wedding ceremony anywhere—but when the royal family is involved, everything is larger, more expensive and on a grander scale.

The wedding of Jason Morgan to the Crown Princess Elizabeth took place in the large hall of the palace to an audience of nearly a thousand. When the King found Elizabeth and his brother-in-law outside the doors to the hall, it was the first time Elizabeth had seen her father in more than three months.

“Well, you look every inch the princess,” Geoffrey remarked with a warm smile. “It seems as if only yesterday that you were a small child running after stable hands.”

“Perhaps the last time you saw me, I was a small child,” Elizabeth remarked coolly.

Geoffrey frowned and stepped forward at his daughter’s insolence but Michael stepped in between them. “You remember what I said the last time you put your hands on her,” he warned in a low angry voice.

“Children need discipline,” Geoffrey said smoothly, never letting his glare leave his daughter’s face. “Daughters more so than sons.”

“You’ve never been afraid of her the way Mirielle has,” Michael remarked, “because you understood something my sister could never grasp—that Elizabeth is all too human and she can fear. You gave her a bruise when she was twelve that lasted nearly a month and I broke your arm for it. I warned you what would happen if you touched her again.”

Elizabeth stared at her uncle in blank surprise. “It was you that broke Father’s arm?” she whispered.

“You forget your place, you illegitimate son of a whore,” Geoffrey spat. He shoved Michael away from him. “If you knew what was good for you, you would not treat me as such.”

“Uncle Sonny,” Elizabeth touched his arm. “Please—this will not make me happy. I am leaving this place in a week and I will not have to see them again. Can we concentrate on that?”

“Have you told Jason about what your father has done to you or have you only spoken of your mother’s flaws?” Michael demanded.

“Jason has no need to know of the few times my father has seen me in my life. I would not have told him about Mother if she had not forced my hand,” Elizabeth said frankly. “He already pities my childhood enough; I do not need to give him further cause for concern.”

She looked to her father who was frowning at her. “Father understands that the wedding is about to begin and that causing a scene would not be prudent. I can hardly get married if I have tear stains on my cheeks or a bruise on my face for I can assure you, Father, Jason will not care if you were a deity—he would not tolerate it.”

“Are you actually threatening me?” Geoffrey shook his head. Such things did not happen in his world. His children were obedient, his wife was loyal. They were not supposed to speak back—to challenge him. “I will do whatever I want to you, Daughter.”

“And I shall return the sentiment,” Elizabeth said, a low fury bleeding into her voice. “For I have nothing left to be afraid of. I am escaping this prison and it will not to be to a work camp as I know you and Mother have planned since my birth. It will be to a real home with a real family where I will be loved and wanted. There is nothing you can say now that will take that from me.” She blinked and smiled warmly. “Unless of course, you reveal my gift and that will never do for they will see your blood as tainted and we cannot have that now can we?”

“Michael, take your place inside. It is time for this wedding to be over with,” Geoffrey seethed.

Michael squeezed Elizabeth’s hand and opened the hall doors just a little but it was enough so that she could glimpse the large crowd within. He slipped through the small opening and the doors shut again.

There was some rustling inside the hall and a few moments later, the music began to swell. Geoffrey stepped next to his daughter and stiffly took her arm in his. He nodded to the guardsmen on the doors who had appeared when Michael entered the hall.

They swung the doors open and the music poured out.

At the end of a long walkway, Jason stood next to the sorcerer who would perform the ceremony as one of his last official duties to the kingdom. Alexander was standing next to him and Elizabeth had never felt so light in her life. She did not even feel her father at her side anymore.

“So that is her father,” Alexander murmured under his breath. “The great King of Rhigwyn.”

“Can you imagine being that stiff and formal with one’s own parents?” Jason replied, his eyes never breaking from the woman walking towards him. This woman—this beautiful enchanting princess would be his wife and all he had had to do to be worthy of it was be born.

“If I could find a woman who had just a quarter of the beauty that the Princess does, I would never want for anything more,” Alexander breathed.

The long walk was finally finished and Geoffrey thrust Elizabeth at Jason so abruptly that she stumbled. Jason braced her and frowned at her father. The older man’s cheeks seemed to flush and he stepped aside to stand next to the queen.

Elizabeth smiled at him then, breaking his concentration and he promptly forgot all about her father for he noticed that she was wearing the ring he sent to her.

Having seen where his eyes were trained, Elizabeth smiled. “Thank you for returning my ring,” she murmured.

They turned their attention to the sorcerer at that moment who began the ceremony by first blessing the gods, the heavens, the council, the king and queen and then finally, each of them.

He asked Jason to give his promise to honor and protect his wife while asking Elizabeth for the vow to obey her husband. The sorcerer did not bother to ask Elizabeth to honor her husband for it was expected of a woman and he did not ask Jason to obey his wife for it was expected for Elizabeth to be subservient.

He did not ask for vows of love and cherishing which most in the crowd found interesting for though they had unorthodox reasons for marrying, surely the couple were deserving of an orthodox ceremony.

When Jason first recited his promise to her, he himself added the missing words, promising to honor, protect, love and cherish Elizabeth for all the rest of their days. He squeezed her hands and promised to obey her at times if she would give him the same courtesy.

She laughed and the sound charmed everyone in the room for the princess was so rarely seen—even more rarely did she look happy. She gave Jason the same promises and then promised to try to obey him but reminded him she had a slight temper and a tendency to be stubborn.

Throughout their improvised vows, anyone who looked at the queen would have been surprised—for she was smiling and it was the first time anyone remembered her smiling genuinely.

She had asked the sorcerer to leave out the vows of love and cherishing because she did not want her daughter to have an overly romanticized view of marriage. Mirielle had been a little younger than Elizabeth when she married and thoroughly enchanted with the idea of living out a real live fairy tale. She had been betrothed to Geoffrey since childhood and had fantasized about their life together for as long as she could remember.

She had been so sure he would adore her; it surprised her greatly when he had turned out to be a cold and hard man who did not care for her in the slightest. She had been forced to grow up and face reality that she may be queen but she would never own her husband’s heart.

And as time passed, she realized that she did not want to. Not only did he not love or care for her, but she did not love him either. She had not wanted her son to know that his parents had such little disregard for each other, so she had purposely distanced herself from Nikolas and then later Elizabeth. It was just as well her daughter had been cursed with the powers—it made it easier for Mirielle not to love her.

As the years continued, she had become as cold and hard as her husband and had convinced herself she lived in fear of her daughter but as she watched Elizabeth vow to try and obey her husband but apologize for her temper and her stubbornness, Mirielle realized the fear did not stem from Elizabeth’s powers but from Elizabeth herself for if she had spent any time with her daughter, she surely would have been enchanted with her and unable to hold herself back from loving her.

And if she had loved either of her children, Geoffrey would have seen fit to remove them from her sight somehow. He had a way of taking anything that she valued. He was even having an affair with her personal seamstress, Courtney Matthews, but she’d taught herself not to care about such things. He had known how much she cared for the girl—had taken her under her wing and even invited the girl to bring her younger sister to the palace and then gave Maximilliana a position as a maid. He had seduced the girl and Mirielle was reminded of that every moment she spent with Courtney. No longer was her seamstress a surrogate child but a drone with whom she had to put up with.

She was immensely pleased that her daughter would not gain such a husband.

The sorcerer asked for the rings and Alexander volunteered them. They were matching gold bands though Elizabeth’s was much smaller. She slid his on first and then he slid the gold band to rest next to the silver one already resting on her finger.

The sorcerer did the blessings again, but this time he blessed them each first, then the gods, the heavens, the council and the king and queen. He finished by blessing their marriage.

He proclaimed the ceremony finished and so it was—though it was unorthodox for the ceremony to end so abruptly. There were usually some flowery sentiments and he would tell Jason to kiss his bride so as to seal the marriage.

But Mirielle had told him to strike all such things and now he just announced that they were married and it was time for the king to coronate Jason as a prince.

Jason had not realized there would be an actual coronation ceremony or that he would actually become a prince of the realm.

Geoffrey and the sorcerer exchanged places and the king commanded them both to kneel. It grated Jason slightly to kneel to a man he knew had mistreated Elizabeth but she started to move down and yanked on his hand to get him to follow.

Mirielle stepped forward then instead of Michael and if her brother was surprised, he did not let it show. She removed Elizabeth’s headpiece and handed her husband the slim silver and diamond tiara. Elizabeth knew that as a daughter of a king, she owned one of these crowns but she had never before laid eyes on it.

Geoffrey settled the crown on her head before reaching for the larger gold crown to rest on his new son-in-law’s head. It was as simple as that for Jason Morgan, the son of a peasant farmer, to become the husband to the Crown Princess and then a Crown Prince himself.

—-

Their presence was required at the Royal Dawning Ball for a short time and Elizabeth used the opportunity to finally introduce Jason to her brother.

“We can leave these here, can we not?” Jason asked as he self-consciously touched the ornate crown on his head. “I am not required to wear it often am I?”

“Only for royal functions such as weddings and coronations and funerals.” She kissed his cheek. “It is the first time I have even seen mine much less worn it but I do not think I would want to wear it often either.” She searched the crowd of well-wishers for her brother.

“Why did the sorcerer change the ceremony?” Jason questioned. “He used neither the regulated vows nor structure. Are royal weddings different?”

“No, it is quite odd but it pleased me that you used the right vows anyway.” Her eyes sparkled. “Even the ones that you do not have to say.”

“It pleases me that it pleased you,” he replied. He kissed her fingertips.

“It is gratifying to know that my sister is married to someone who is not adverse to public displays of affection,” a rich voice rang out behind Jason.

“Nikolas!” Elizabeth exclaimed. “I have been looking everywhere for you. And good, Emily is with you.”

“It was such a beautiful if slightly irregular wedding,” Emily told her sister-in-law. “I hope that you are as happy as Nikolas and I.”

“Jason, this is my brother Nikolas and his wife, Emily. Nikolas, this is Jason.” Elizabeth took Jason’s hand in hers and smiled up at him.

Nikolas had never before seen his sister look so radiantly happy and for that, he smiled warmly at his sister’s husband and offered a hand. “Welcome to the family. I hope you that you do not regret it,” he joked.

“We have an announcement we were hoping to make public after you left tonight—we did not want to over shine your wedding,” Emily began, “but Nikolas insisted we tell you personally before you left.” She smiled nervously at her husband.

“It is a little sooner than we had planned and truthfully, until this morning, we did not think that she was but…” Nikolas took Emily’s hand in his. “She is with child.”

Elizabeth’s eyes lit up and she moved forward to hug her brother tightly. “I am so happy for you,” she whispered in his ear. “You have your happy ending after all.”

“I think we both have.” He kissed her cheek as he pulled away. He grimaced. “Lady Quartermaine is calling us over. She may be your mother, Love, but she scares me.”

Emily laughed and bid the newlyweds goodnight as she dragged her husband over to her family.

“Elizabeth.”

At the sound of her mother’s voice, Elizabeth stiffened and turned to greet her. “Mother.”

Mirielle glanced at Jason and nodded to him before taking Elizabeth’s arm and pulling her aside. Jason immediately went to follow but his own mother detained him.

“I never wanted to send you to any convent,” Mirielle declared once they were out of earshot of anyone else.

Elizabeth shook her head. “I do not understand.”

“I had to treat you that way—to everyone and anyone who might matter,” Mirielle continued with sad eyes. “You may not be aware of this but your father is not a kind man and he would have found a way to take you from me if he knew that I cared for you. I had to pretend that you frightened me, that you disgusted me because he hated the very sight of you.”

Elizabeth’s eyes swam with tears. “Mother—”

“You were not the boy he wanted and you were a reminder of his own mother.” Mirielle nodded. “Your grandmother was an enchantress but her husband had her—” she closed her eyes. “Sent away. To a convent. I tried to keep the truth about you from him but he found out and it was all I could do to keep you from being sent away. I know that I have hurt you, Elizabeth, but I was only trying to protect you.”

“Why are you telling me this now?” Elizabeth demanded. “Why now, on today of all days?”

“Because there is no way he can take you from me or from anyone. He cannot send you away because you have finally come out into the public eye and you have charmed everyone who has set eyes on you. He cannot chance sending you away now and he knows that my brother would never stand for it.” Mirielle closed her eyes. “Geoffrey fears Michael because he knows my brother would make a better king.”

“He would,” Elizabeth stated firmly. “Mother—”

“I also told the sorcerer to change the ceremony because I did not want you to have a romanticized view of your marriage. You see, I believed in love once but my marriage—it was not what I had hoped and I did not want the same for you.”

“But Jason loves me,” Elizabeth whispered.

Mirielle reached out and touched her face, the first sign of affection that the woman had ever shown her daughter. “I could see that during the ceremony and it pleases me, Elizabeth, to know that you will know the happiness I did not.” Her eyes sharpened. “I must go. I do not have to say anything about tonight for your husband loves you and you need no warning from him.”

Mirielle hurried away and Elizabeth watched her go, finally feeling emotions for her mother. She had not realized how unhappy her mother was and she wondered if she had known all along…could Elizabeth have changed it?

“Are you all right?” Jason demanded, coming up behind her. She turned and he took her hands in his at the sight of her tears. “What did she say?”

“She—” Elizabeth shook her head. “She touched my face and for the first time, it felt like she was my mother.”

He frowned, not understanding what that meant. “Elizabeth—”

“It was nothing bad,” she promised him. She stood on the tip of her toes and kissed his cheek. “It was something good.”

Michael moved over to the two of them. “I think it would be wise if you left now,” he told them quietly. “There are three hours left until the Dawning.”

Elizabeth’s cheeks flushed and she looked away. “Right, of course.”

“Yes, well.” Michael cleared his throat and since there didn’t seem to be any easier way to end the conversation, he just walked away.

Elizabeth’s face was bright red as Jason took her hand and led her out of the hall. She knew that all eyes were on them and the strangeness of the situation hit her. These people would be celebrating the consummation of her marriage—something no one in polite society even mentioned out loud.

“Are we going to your rooms?” Jason asked intently. When she nodded, he headed in that direction and she suddenly wondered what his hurry was.

“Jason, must you go so fast?” she asked, doubling her steps to keep up with him. “What is your hurry?”

He stopped and turned to her. “Do you really not know how long I have been waiting for this night?”

She flushed and looked away. “I did not realize you would be in such a hurry to have it done. Can we not…take our time?”

He took a deep breath and reminded himself that she was still so young and innocent and he must take care of her first. “Of course we can. I apologize.” He kissed her fingertips.

He wound her fingers in his before leading the way to her rooms, a little more slowly this time. When they arrived, Elizabeth’s embarrassment seemed to blossom anew. Her face was flaming red and her hands were trembling. “Could you wait out here while I change?” she asked softly.

Jason nodded and let go of her hands, watching her disappear into her bedroom. He heard some rustling and began to feel slightly…uncomfortable as he pictured her exchanging her dress for a nightgown.

After a few more moments, the door slid open and Elizabeth emerged, wearing nothing more than a cotton shift that matched the one she’d worn the night before. “How…how do we begin this?” she asked.

He stepped towards her—slowly and drew her into his arms before softly kissing her lips. “Quite naturally, actually. Do you remember the picnic? How fast things escalated between us?”

She nodded and he could still feel her trembling in his arms. “It ought to go something like that,” he tried to assure her.

Elizabeth nodded and stood on her tiptoes to kiss him chastely. She drew away from him and took his hand in hers to lead him into the bedroom. Once inside, she slowly unbuttoned his shirt and spread it open. “I have thought of doing this since last night,” she admitted shyly. “You are quite beautiful.”

“Not as beautiful as you,” Jason remarked, burying his hands in her long brown hair before leaning down to capture her lips.

As it always seemed when they touched, the passion ignited between them and before they knew it, he had lifted her into the bed. He knew he had the time to go slow and to really make this special for both of them so he familiarized himself with every smooth and creamy inch of her body. Elizabeth stiffened in surprise when he touched certain places as she had never heard of one being touched there but it quickly passed.

And she, in her innocent curiosity, drove him crazy by exploring his body with her hands and her mouth. By the time he was ready to take her, they were both restless with unreleased passion.

Jason drove into her with one quick thrust, hoping it would alleviate some of the pain. She cried out sharply but a moment later, her eyes darkened and he realized she had removed the sting.

“I did not wish to mar this act with one memory of pain,” she admitted as she wrapped her long legs around his waist.

When the light flashed throughout the land, neither realized it for they were in the throes of their lovemaking and did not hear the cheers of the population of the kingdom.

The kingdom had just been blessed with a thousand years of peace and harmony while Jason made love to his new wife. He was sure that he cared more for the latter rather than the former.

—-

A late night council meeting was called just to confirm that the Dawning had taken place successfully.

Michael looked around at the room of Rhigwyn’s most privileged citizens and marveled at the storm they had just weathered while wondering about the future of the council.

“The light has shone, and the kingdom has been blessed,” Michael announced. “This meeting is adjourned.”

Epilogue

He woke to find her next to him, her long dark hair spilling out over the pillows. He kissed her cheek and shook her slightly. “Elizabeth…”

Her eyes opened and she peered up at him curiously. “Yes? Is something wrong?”

“It is morning and I still love you,” he reported with a smile. “Do you still love me?”

“More than I did yesterday,” she declare, her face glowing with a radiant smile. “But not as much as I will love you tomorrow.”

April 4, 2014

A few weeks ago, I previewed the opening scene for No Angel, profanity-laced revenge fic in which Lizzie Webber fixes the annoying paternity mess from 2006. I finished the story today, and have now posted it. It’s in the Alternate History section because it was supposed to be longer, and already had an image created, so I figured why not 😛

Other than posting the final part of Aurora Dawning tomorrow, I don’t plan any other updates until Monday.