December 19, 2014

Since the Carly/Michael confrontation on the show on November 24, 2014 (Thanksgiving) where Carly told Michael Jason had named him Michael Corinthos for Sonny, I’ve been screaming at myself. I love Carly, but damn if she’s not delusional. I hated her white-washing all the damage she did back then, and I’ve always hated the Sonny/Carly narrative of AJ in those days. People forget — he’d left the Quartermaines, he had a good solid job, and he’d made the colossal mistake of being Carly’s friend then. The only reason Carly kept him from Michael back then was to keep Tony in her life, and then to keep Michael for herself. It never had a damn thing to do with AJ. He was always her obstacle to getting Jason.

Ugh. No matter how much I enjoy Carly’s character (writing it that is), I have never forgiven her for AJ.

Anyway. So after that confrontation, I decided Michael should know more of his own history, and I don’t remember any period in which anyone sat him down to discuss musical daddies, even after AJ showed back up. They only discussed the initial things, nothing of what came later. So I realized Elizabeth is one of the few people left on the canvas who would know any of the details.

So this is set Christmas 2014: Other People’s Truths

Enjoy! Please comment — it’s a CG exclusive short story for the moment.

Timeline

On November 25, 2014, Michael informed Carly that he was changing his name from Michael Corinthos III to Michael Quartermaine. Carly lost her shit and told him that Jason had named him that (doing an excellent guilt trip since they thought Jason was dead at that this point). This was right after Michael learned that Sonny had murdered AJ, and that pretty much everyone he loved knew the truth and was lying to him.

Inspiration

When Carly uttered that complete bullshit of a guilt trip, I nearly broke my television. How like Carly to white wash a history that no one else was present for. And then I started to wonder–how much does Michael really know about the year he spent with Jason? And who is left that will tell him the truth?


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 Tell the truth, or someone will tell it for you.


When Elizabeth Webber opened her door three days before Christmas, she did not expect Michael Corinthos III—no, Michael Quartermaine—to be standing on her doorstep. She frowned and stepped back slightly. “Michael?”

“I’m sorry to just…show up like this,” Michael said, shifting uncomfortably on the porch. “I called the hospital and they said you weren’t on the schedule—”

“I’m wrapping the last of the gifts while the boys are at school.” Elizabeth stepped back and gestured for him to come in. “Then I can take them to my grandmother’s and hide them until Christmas Eve. Cameron nearly found my hiding place in the attic last year.”

They stood on her landing, somewhat awkwardly as Michael glanced around a bit more. “And your houseguest? Jake?”

“Out looking for a job again.” Elizabeth waved a hand. “Do you want to take off your coat?”

“Oh. Yeah.” He stripped the long black coat from his shoulders, revealing the charcoal suit underneath. She smiled, taking the coat, and hanging it on the post next to the door.

“AJ would love that you’re the CEO now,” she murmured. She gestured towards the table where she had set up her wrapping station so that he could join her. “But he’d be worried that you’re taking on too much.”

“I should have come earlier,” he told her. “To see how you were dealing with what happened—” He swallowed. “You…and Sonny used to be friends—”

“That hasn’t been the case in a very long time.” Elizabeth tucked a leg underneath her to give her some height at the table as she reached for her roll of tape. “I wanted to be surprised at what happened, but mostly, I was just sad.” She stared at the strip. “For you. For all that you lost.”

“That’s why I’m here.” Michael leaned back in the small dining chair. “I…recently decided to change my name to Michael Alan Quartermaine. A name I should have had all along. My—” he grimaced. “My mother was there when I signed the papers and said that…” He swallowed. “Jason chose to name me Michael Corinthos, after Sonny.”

Elizabeth frowned, but bit her lip and looked away. “Michael—”

“There’s no one left I can ask who would have known that for sure.” Michael leaned forward now, his elbows on his thighs, his eyes on the ground. “I know Emily and Mike were my godparents, but they’re not around. I know Jason was sort of involved with Robin, but she’s not here either. And it goes without saying that Jason isn’t here either.” He straightened abruptly. “But you knew all those people. You and Emily were best friends, and I know you loved my uncle—”

“Michael, anything I know is second hand.” Elizabeth pulled a piece of wrapping paper over a white cardboard box and taped it. “And your mother would not appreciate me speaking out of turn—”

“I don’t care what she wants.” Michael rose, began to pace. “She’s always shaped the narrative, don’t you see? She and Sonny told me for years how awful AJ was, how evil. What a monster he was. But I finally had a chance to know him.” He turned to her. “You knew him, too. You saw him for who he was that last year. You knew him back then.”

“Sort of.” Elizabeth sighed. “Michael, I’m not one to cast stones at someone for choices they made in a difficult position, okay? You know the mess created by Jake’s paternity, the horror I went through with Aidan—”

“That’s why I know you’ll tell me the truth.” Michael shoved his hands in his pockets. “You’ve never lied to me, Elizabeth. Even when it was convenient. You never promised to stick by AJ, just that you would show up that day to give him some hope. And thank God you did, because he wasn’t guilty.”

“I know, and I was so glad to learn he knew the truth before he died.” Elizabeth set the tape down and got to her feet. “All right. I do know some things. Emily and I weren’t particularly close when you were born, but when AJ found out, we were friends. And I knew Jason after he’d surrendered custody—”

“Custody?” Michael repeated.

And Elizabeth had long-suspected that portion of Michael’s life had been kept from him. “I don’t know the specific reasons you ended up with Jason, why Carly left Tony, or why she hid the truth from AJ. I can only guess AJ found out there was a chance he was the father and told her he’d go after custody. She probably panicked.” Elizabeth twisted her fingers together. “She usually did her worst damage when she panicked.”

“That much I know.” Michael leaned against the back of the sofa. “She told me she went to Jason, that she begged him to look after me because she couldn’t. Because of the post-partum.” He shook his head. “But why would he name me for Sonny? My mother didn’t even know him then—”

“He named you Michael,” Elizabeth confirmed. “Because you didn’t have a name and people were starting to worry. Jason had already dealt with the medical decisions after your heart defect, and Tony was threatening to call Social Services because he didn’t feel Jason was a fit parent—Jason knew if he kept putting off the simple things, no one would believe he was your father.”

Michael stared at her. “My father.”

“Jason named you Michael Morgan,” Elizabeth said softly. “Because the world believed you to be his. And he raised you for more than a year while Carly was dealing with her post-partum and then while she was in Ferncliffe after she shot Tony for kidnapping you. She told that lie to keep Tony and AJ from taking you from her. At least, that’s how I always understood it. And Jason agreed because he didn’t much care for the Quartermaines or Tony at that point. He thought Carly had a right to make her own choice.”

“She told me Jason named me for Sonny, but that was a lie—”

“It was a partial truth,” Elizabeth cut in. “Emily told Jason he should name you for someone that meant a great deal to him. So he chose Michael, because Sonny had been like a brother to him, maybe even a father. He’d given Jason a job, an identity when everyone else saw him as damaged. So yeah, Jason named you Michael, but you didn’t become a Corinthos until you were almost four years old.”

Michael exhaled slowly and looked away. “I knew it didn’t sound right, and I knew that Jason had cared for me when my mother couldn’t. I guess I never thought about what that meant—”

“I wasn’t sure if anyone had ever told you about that year with Jason.” Elizabeth approached him. “I was dating Lucky back then, who was living over Jason’s garage. And I remember seeing you with Jason and Robin. They loved you so much. It changed when Carly came home from the hospital.” She looked away. “Jason told me that Robin told the truth to protect him, because Carly would use you as a weapon to keep him around. It always drove Jason crazy that Robin hadn’t allowed him a choice in the matter.”

“Do you think Jason would have told me the truth one day?” Michael asked quietly.

“Yeah. And I’m not saying that because I have rose-colored view of him.” Elizabeth leaned against the back of the sofa as well. “I’m saying that because I knew him well enough back then. I don’t know about the chain of events, but I know Carly went to the Quartermaines to make sure she kept custody. That she accused Jason of kidnapping you, of making all the choices. Jason forgave her for that, mostly because I think he understood she hadn’t thought it through. Carly wanted to make sure no one took you from her.

“Like I was some kind of possession.” Michael looked at her. “So Robin left town, and my mother accused him of kidnapping.”

“And Alexis got him visitation,” Elizabeth said. “For months, Jason visited you. Until he realized that it would just confuse you as you grew older. That as much as he loved you, you weren’t his son. So he surrendered all rights to give you a chance to bond with AJ. To let you grow up without him.”

“You said you knew him after that?”

“It’s why we became friends.” Elizabeth glanced at her window table where a photo of herself and Jason sat. “I had lost Lucky—so I thought—and he’d lost you. We were both drifting. And found something in each other. Jason left town after that, though. I think Carly hadn’t quite given up the ghost and he knew she’d just keep using you—” She stopped. “Michael, this was so long ago—”

“My mother’s been using me all my life.” Michael straightened. “She used me to keep Tony, to keep Jason, to keep Sonny. She says she loves me, but I’ve never seen much evidence of it. She didn’t want me to lose Sonny, that’s why she kept this latest secret.” Michael’s face twisted. “Why doesn’t she understand? The moment he pulled that trigger and murdered AJ, I lost him. I didn’t even have to know the truth.”

“I’m so sorry, Michael,” Elizabeth murmured. “I hate that you’re going through this. And it would have broken Jason’s heart. But he wouldn’t want you to live with this…” She gestured. “Bitterness, this anger. That’s not what he wanted for you. He wanted you to belong to yourself, to grow up and make your own decisions.” She pressed a hand against his suit jacket. “He’d be proud of how you’re taking care of Monica. She’s buried all her children. Four of them. And she buried her boys twice.”

“I wish I could see him one more time,” Michael admitted. “I-I don’t know if I’m doing it right. If I’m—” He looked down. “Kiki and Morgan knew the truth. And they didn’t tell me. So I cut them out—”

Her heart ached for his young man, for the little boy she remembered. “Do you think that was the best decision?” she asked softly. “Or just something you had to do in the moment?”

“I…look at myself sometimes,” Michael admitted, “when I’m that angry and I see Sonny.” His dark eyes met hers. “After it’s over, after I’ve said these horrible things to Kiki, I tell myself to apologize. But I can’t. And then I just do it again.”

“It’s natural to feel betrayed,” Elizabeth told him. “And I don’t know if I should give you advice—I’ve done some awful things…” She hesitated. “But I don’t think Jason or AJ would want this to rule your life. Sonny plead guilty. He’s in jail, and he’s paying for his crime. Don’t destroy your life to punish him.”

“I just…they looked at me and lied to me,” he murmured. “I was looking for AJ’s killer, I thought Ava was guilty, and Kiki—she knew what this was doing to me—”

“It’s never a good idea to protect someone you love from the truth,” Elizabeth interrupted. “But that’s a lesson that comes with time, with mistakes. Whether you forgive Morgan and Kiki—that’s up to you. But try not to let the anger eat you up, Michael. That’s what happened to Sonny.”

“Yeah.” Michael exhaled slowly. “Thank you. For telling me the truth—”

“That’s just the truth that I know,” Elizabeth said. “If Jason were here, he might tell you something entirely different—”

“Your truth is a lot more believable than my mother’s.” Michael awkwardly embraced her. “It’s just—I’m glad there’s still someone I can count on—”

“Of course.” Elizabeth kissed his cheek as he drew away. “You know that you can come to me any time. You’ve been part of my life since you were little, Michael. That doesn’t have to change because Jason and AJ are gone.”

Her front door opened then on a bitter and brisk wind. Jake stepped in, stamping snow from his feet. “It’s really starting to come down out there—” He stopped, seeing her standing there with Michael. “Oh. I’m sorry.”

“I was just leaving.” Michael squeezed her hand. “Thanks again, Elizabeth.” He nodded to Jake, drew on his coat and left. Jake closed the door behind him.

“Michael Corinthos right? I didn’t know you knew him.”

“Forever, it seems.” Elizabeth moved to the window and pushed aside the curtain, watching as Michael walked down the driveway to where a dark car was parked at her curb. “He just found out his adoptive father murdered his biological father, that his mother knew—” She sighed and drew back. “And that his uncle was once believed to be his father.”

Jake frowned. “Uncle? That was Jason, right?”

“Yeah.” She shook her head. “I wish he were here. Michael could use him right now.” She turned back to him after a long moment with a bright smile. “How did job hunting go?”

December 17, 2014

When I finished writing A Few Words Too Many, I created an ebook to be released simultaneously with the last chapter. I decided then to create a giveaway to send preview copies before the last chapter was posted.

I’ll be creating an ebook of All I Want For Christmas to be released on December 31, coinciding with the posting of Part Eight and the Epilogue, so I wanted to do the same giveaway.

Entering is easy — simply comment on this post to enter. On Saturday, I’ll use the plugin I used last time to randomly select a winner. If I get more than fifteen entries, I’ll give away two copies of the book. If I get more than twenty-five, I’ll select three winners.  You’ll receive Part Six, Part Seven, Part Eight and the epilogue more than a week before everyone else!

When you comment, make sure you leave a valid email — these are not publicly displayed and let me know if you need a .epub for a Nook or other ereader or a .mobi for your Kindle device.

If you won before, you are still eligible!

Good luck! Contest ends Saturday 3 PM EST.

December 16, 2014

christmasCora, whose praises I often sing, managed to beta the entire story and return it to me this morning so we have clear sailing through the rest of the month to finish posting on schedule. Seriously. I’ve had a ton of a beta readers before, but she’s the best.

All I Want For Christmas – Part Four is now online. A quick glance at the schedule for the final half of the story:

Part Five – 20 December 2014
Part Six – 24 December 2014
Part Seven – 27 December 2014
Part Eight & Epilogue – 31 Dec 2014

I’ve tried to set it up so that the updates correspond to the same day of the month they take place in the story . Because I’m a complete dork.

I’m going to skip posting The Best Thing this week. I’m working on Chapter 17, and I’m stuck on the way it’s supposed to unfold. It’s not working the way it did in my outline, so I have to revisualize it, and I got a little stuck. I took a break for a few days to come back with a fresh mind, but I don’t want to run out of chapters. I’ll post the next chapter on Christmas Eve 🙂

I finished the outlines for Burn in Heaven and Mad World and broke them down into rough chapter outlines. They’re both ensemble stories so I’m trying to make sure they’re pretty balanced. Once I do the same for These Small Hours, I’ll be posting the first chapters from Burn in Heaven, Mad World, These Small Hours, and Feels Like Home (Tangle re-write) so you guys can vote on what’s going to be next after The Best Thing and All We Are.

On the subject of All We Are, I’ve added a small snippet from Chapter One 🙂

And hey! Comments are free and easy. If you like the chapters, feel free to take a few seconds and tell me 🙂

 

This is a snippet from the first chapter of All We Are, a story set in fall 2006. It begins around the time Elizabeth tells Jason he may be the father of her child, but before Ric ramps up his plan to go after them. Only Sonny knows about the paternity.


 

When she opened the door to the conference room, a chill slid down her spine. Epiphany Johnson sat there with an annoyed look on her face—but sitting next to her was Ric Lansing with a smirk.

God.

“Um, what can I do for you guys?” Elizabeth asked, stepping over the threshold.

“You’d better close the door, Elizabeth.” Ric leaned back in his chair. ‘You don’t want anyone to overhear.”

“Shut up,” Epiphany shot back. “You’re here as a courtesy. I do not have to allow you to harass my nurse on my watch. Elizabeth, before we start this, I think you should call a lawyer.”

Elizabeth shut the door and leaned against it. “I—I don’t think….why do I need a lawyer?”

She didn’t even have a lawyer.

“Elizabeth, the board has voted to suspend you indefinitely without pay,” Epiphany said bluntly. “The DA here has informed them you’re under suspicion for theft and distribution of narcotics.”

Elizabeth just stared at her. Those words—they made sense. But they couldn’t. Because how was any of this possible? “I—” Blindly, she reached out for the chair and dragged it out so she could sit before her knees gave out.

“I fought it, honey, but they weren’t interested.” Epiphany leaned forward. “Call a lawyer—”

“Elizabeth can trust me to watch out for her interests,” Ric said coolly. “While the DA’s office is pursuing the charges, Nurse Johnson, I am not a vindicative man. I believe Elizabeth made a mistake. I’d like to make it go away.”

“I’ll bet you do.” Epiphany rose to her feet. “You don’t say a word to this scum, Elizabeth. You get yourself a lawyer and keep your mouth shut.”

“It’s time for you to leave, Nurse Johnson,” Ric said. “Elizabeth and I will discuss her options.”

This entry is part 4 of 9 in the All I Want For Christmas

Everybody needs a little lovin’
Around Christmas time
Somehow you got to know you’re going to be all right
Do you really remember how it used to be
Sitting under the Christmas tree
In your heart you’ll
Find the season

Christmas Time, Hanson


December 9

The Loft: Living Room

Elizabeth set the bottle of Yellow Tail on the kitchen island as Robin stirred a pot of spaghetti sauce. “It’s that kind of night.”

“I’ll get the glasses!” Nadine chirped already at the cabinet. “Yellow Tail is always the start of a sexy story.”

“Except that one time,” Robin said. “I had rug burns on my ass for a week.”

Elizabeth snorted as she twisted off the top of the bottle to begin pouring. “Yeah, but that story started as a sexy story. Your problem was not also setting out the Moscato so we’d expect the twist.” She pursed her lips. “Is that solicitation charge still on your record?”

“Ha.” Robin sipped her win. “So, you’ve been smooching the CFO for almost a week now. I take it that you had liftoff today?”

Elizabeth wiggled her brows. “Chair sex is probably going to rank very high on my list of best locations.” She kicked off her heels and sipped her wine.

“Yummy.” Nadine held her glass out for a quick toast. “Was it as good as last time?”

“Better.” Her smile deepened. “Because you know the good stuff already.” She hesitated. “But something weird happened first.”

“Weird?” Nadine twisted to their wine rack. “I think we’re out of the Moscato.”

“No, I mean, not the sex. That was all normal—fantastic kind of normal, but…his stepmother showed up before.” She shifted. “You guys have both lived here longer than I have. I know the basics of the situation, but I guess I never tried to think about the logistics.”

“Oh, why Jason is the middle child with a different last name?” Robin asked. “I mean, it’s common knowledge, but I think it’s, like, old common knowledge.” She looked at Nadine. “You’ve been here five years, do you know the story?”

“Not really. I just figured he was adopted.” She shrugged. “Or something. Why?” Nadine leaned forward. “Oh, is it a sad story?”

“Depends on your perspective.” Robin tasted a bit of her sauce and then tossed in some cloves of garlic. “So, the gist is that Alan and Monica have been married forever but fidelity was kind of…touch and go. Alan has had some notorious affairs—with Lucy Coe, Bobbie Spencer, umm…” She pursed her lips. “I think there was some gossip about Felicia Jones at some point. Anyway. Monica has put up with it because she’s had her own spectacular affairs.”

“And Jason is the product of one of these affairs?” Elizabeth asked, swirling the wine in her glass. “Then why…”

“So, Susan Morgan,” Robin said, “worked at ELQ. Alan met her at a board meeting or so it goes, and it was a long-term affair. Jason born during that, and no one was really the wiser for almost another year. Until Susan died of cancer. Alan came clean to Monica, and they took him in. Monica’s stipulation was that she had no intention of adopting him and did not want him to change Jason’s name.”

“That is cold,” Nadine murmured. “I mean, seriously icy. Who blames a kid for their beginnings?”

“You’d be surprised.” Robin shrugged. “I mean, it was mostly not an issue. AJ took to him immediately, and Emily grew up not really thinking about it. The Quartermaines at large accepted him. It’s really just Monica who held him out to be different, not really part of her family.” She filled a pot of water and set it to boil on the stove. “What did she want?”

“To remind him of the usual arrangements around the hospital parties.” Elizabeth leaned forward. “I mean, is it like she sees that as her territory and doesn’t want him around?”

“Basically. I mean, I guess for Monica, it’s a matter of constantly being reminded of Alan’s infidelities. They can ignore it, and God knows if he has other kids out there.” Robin shrugged. “But Jason is public proof to the rest of the world. She agreed to raise him but never agreed to like it. I’ve never seen him at the parties—and I grew up going to the GH party. He never even came when we were kids.”

“What a witch.” Nadine gulped down a third of her glass. “I mean, what the frickin’ hell. Holding this crap against him for more than thirty years. People serve less time for murder.”

“I just…I felt bad about it.” Elizabeth refilled her glass. “But I’m not surprised he didn’t want to talk about it.”

“I figure Jason mostly lets it roll off him because he’s got his family. He was probably just embarrassed it happened in front of you.” Robin tore open a package of tortellini. “I mean, you’ve been dating five minutes. No one wants to tell their deep dark family issues that soon.”

Elizabeth snorted. “Or ever.”

“It makes me want to cuddle him,” Nadine said. She sighed. “And then punch his mother.”

Elizabeth eyed their blond roommate. “How much of this has she had? I just opened the bottle.”

“Oh, she and I were finishing off the Elsa Bianchi we opened last night.” Robin also glanced at Nadine who just blinked at them. “Anyway. Things are okay other than that?”

“He asked me to be his date for the ELQ parties.” Elizabeth finished her second glass of wine in a hasty gulp. “Mostly, I’m not freaking out about it.”

“Mostly,” Robin repeated. “And the restly?”

“That’s not even a word.” Elizabeth sighed and decided a third glass was in order. “I don’t know. I’ve been charity events for ELQ before, but Emily was in charge. So I got to borrow a pretty dress from Kate Howard and run interference while she schmoozed. And now I have to do both while on the arm of the CFO.” She scowled. “So I’ll have to pick out a hair style that hides my ear piece.”

“Why don’t you shove Kiki into a dress and give her your job?” Nadine asked. “I mean, why not enjoy yourself?”

“Because it’s temporary. And Kiki’s not ready to handle something like this.” Elizabeth perched on a stool next to the island. “But…it’s just….it feels like a lot of pressure really fast. I mean, I’ve been planning parties for high society for years. Three years in New York with Ava before we moved up here two years ago.”

“A move we are continually grateful for.” Robin said, clinking glasses with Nadine. “Are you feeling like all eyes will be on you?”

“A little. People know I’m the party planner.” Elizabeth shifted. “The women at these parties will be wearing dresses they own—even had designed for them. With real diamonds and rubies and whatnot. I’m wearing borrowed dresses from Kate, and she might spring for some accessories. But how’s it going to look to people if I’m running off to put out a catering fire? Or deal with a snafu—”

“I’m telling you, it’s time for some on the job training for Kiki.” Nadine shrugged. “And so what if you do have to jet off to fix something? Do you think Jason doesn’t get it? He knows you’re planning the parties—”

“You’re thinking of all the people who are going to be looking at you and Jason and thinking…one of these things doesn’t fit,” Robin said.

“And it sounds so freaking stupid, doesn’t it?” Elizabeth rolled her eyes. “I know Jason doesn’t care. Now. But maybe he will. I don’t know. It’s all annoying.”

“I think,” Nadine began, precariously waving her half-filled glass in the air. “That you’re making a lot of stuff and nonsense out of bullpuckey.”

“I actually understood that,” Elizabeth said, biting back her laughter as Robin tugged the glass from Nadine’s hand and tipped the blonde into a chair by the dining table. “I actually agree with her. But knowing that and living it?”

“Two totally different things.” Robin raised her glass and clinked it with hers. “Still, you went out and bought Yellow Tail, so you must have felt okay about it later.”

“Well,” Elizabeth said, “the sex was pretty great.”

Harborview Towers: Jason Morgan’s Penthouse

Jason scowled over the paperwork and contracts that had prevented him from inviting Elizabeth over for an intimate dinner and an encore of that morning’s events.

If he could just get this stuff done tonight, he could keep his nights clear for a few weeks. Just enough time to romance Elizabeth properly—he hated that they’d been forced to spend most of their time in his office or catching a quick drink at the Port Charles Grille across the street.

It was not the way he’d intended to pursue her.

The door pushed open and AJ entered. “Am I interrupting, little brother?”

“No, and don’t call me that.” Jason shoved a contract back. “My eyes are going to cross.”

AJ sat next to him on the sofa, bypassing his usual visit to the mini bar. “I thought I might find the delectable Ms. Webber here.”

“Then why didn’t you knock?” Jason asked, reaching for his beer.

“Eh, you would have locked your door.” AJ shifted on the sofa. “Ah, so, there was some gossip today. About you.”

Jason choked slightly on his beer and looked at him. “Wait, what kind of gossip?” Had someone heard them? Had Elizabeth’s assistant said something? He damn well knew Spinelli would keep his mouth shut.

“That my mother was on the premises.” His brother sighed. “She didn’t come to see me, which means she likely came to harass you.”

Jason shook his head and rose from the sofa. “So? It wasn’t much.”

“I’m….just—I’m sorry—”

“Why?” Jason turned. “Look, she just wanted to make sure I wasn’t going to contaminate her precious hospital party. I haven’t gone since I was six years old, I’m not likely to start now just because I’m helping plan it.”

“She’s just…” AJ shrugged, but Jason figured his brother was out of excuses.

“She doesn’t care for me, AJ. I get it. I just…” Jason glanced down at his bottle. “Elizabeth was there. And I should have made her leave. I just…didn’t think Monica would say anything in front of her.”

“Ha. Never underestimate my mother.” AJ stood. “What did Elizabeth have to say about the whole thing?”

“Nothing. She asked a question, I deflected her.” He shrugged. “She dropped it. I’m not talking about Monica with her.”

“I get it.” AJ did cross to the bar this time. “Not something you want to bring up with the office girlfriend.”

Don’t call her that,” Jason said. “That’s what you and Ned call your girlfriends. It’s what Dad always…” He glanced away. “I’m tired of that Quartermaine term.”

“Sorry.” AJ hesitated. “But I mean, it’s always meant the same thing. I know Elizabeth is beautiful and charming, but it’s not like you’ve gone out of your way to treat her differently. You’re not exactly wining and dining her.”

“Because of this damned paperwork and the meetings—because we both have jobs to do—” But the excuses felt hollow. Jason had an entire department under him that could have handled some of these things, but he’d always elected to take on the extra work.

To work harder at being a Quartermaine than the rest of them.

He shook his head. “I’m taking her to the ELQ parties. That will make it clear enough, don’t you think?”

AJ nodded, sipping his vodka. “I suppose, if you want to toss her to the wolves, but she was going to be there anyway.”

“But she’ll walk in on my arm and go home with me,” Jason said.

“Fine, fine.” AJ hesitated. “All three parties? Because you know, that’s lot of pressure for a woman who’s…not…” He shifted, slid his hand in his pocket. “Not like us.”

“Don’t start that shit.” Jason scowled. “You don’t even give a damn about that—”

“Not really,” AJ admitted, “but there’s something to it. Look, we’re from different places in society, okay? We just are. We grew up with more money, more opportunities. There’s a reason my marriage to Carly didn’t work out.”

“Other than the fact she was batshit insane?” Jason retorted. “So? She grew up in the trailer park. What about it? I don’t even know Elizabeth’s background, I just know it doesn’t matter—”

“And Ned married outside the circle three times. They were all nice enough, but mostly looking to marry up. Being expected to live the life of a Quartermaine? It’s a fucking lot of pressure even when you’re born into it. I’m just saying that Elizabeth is gonna get blowback from people who have nothing better than to do.”

Jason shook his head. “It doesn’t matter. I want her with me. I’m not going to pretend we’re getting married or that we’re even remotely that serious, but I’m not going to take another woman or go alone to these parties when I want to be with her. It’d be a lie.”

AJ held up his hands. “Look, I’m just saying—”

“Yeah, yeah, you’re always just saying.” Jason chugged the rest of his beer.

“I like Elizabeth, Jason. But in the decade since you started at ELQ? You’ve never brought a woman you’re seeing to ELQ benefits. Even when they worked for the company. There are actually people who sit around and think of nothing else except the gossip that goes on in society. Elizabeth is going to be gossip.” He finished his vodka. “I just hope you’re prepared for that.”

December 15, 2014

This entry is part 2 of 2 in the About Crimson Glass

At one point in my life, I had a tendency to create a new banner every few chapters for my stories. I Shall Believe alone has about six or seven banners. Because I only use one on the story pages, most of the older banners never come up for air and were generally used when I posted them on message boards.

But I feel like they should gather dust in my website folder, so here we are: Banner Retrospectives. A look back at all my banners and how far I’ve come as a graphic artist.

I Shall Believe

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This is the one banner not created by me. Lerdo was a fantastic graphics artist back in 2003-08.

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This was my attempt to combine all the women along with their main story counterparts. To my knowledge, Sage never shared screentime with Lucas which I thought was kind of annoying. He was ready made for a love interest and he didn’t really need to complicate the Dillon/Georgie storyline.

believe_liason

I don’t like this banner. Not even a little bit.

believe_carly believe_lizbelieve_sage believe_sagemax
 This was part of the same graphics package, with the same lyrics and the same design. I made the Sage banner first, but never made one for Courtney that I liked or kept apparently. The Sage/Maxie one doesn’t really fit in, but it uses the same font so I must have made it at the same time.

carly01 courtney01  liz01 sage01
So these four are clearly part of the same graphics package, as a way to highlight all four characters. Eileen Boylan played Sage for such a short time that I was incredibly limited in the amount of screencaps that were available for her.

group01And this was a combination of all the characters.

 

Why didn’t I use any of these banners during the second posting? Well, I’ve decided since I’ll be working on a sequel some point where I’m using Laura Wright and Ryan Carnes rather than Tamara Braun and CJ Thomason, none of these worked. But I think I like the second set of the four women graphics the best.

Shadows

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shadows

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shadows01

shadows02

 

 

So of the Shadows banners, I like the last two the best. I didn’t use them for the rewrite because I aged Michael and shifted the storyline quite dramatically, so it didn’t make a lot of sense to use them. Plus, the earlier banners reflected my choices before I became comfortable with Adobe Photoshop.

Daughters

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daughters (3)

daughters (4)

daughters

daughters

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With the exception of the second to last banner which used Amber Tamblyn as Emily rather than Natalia Livingston, all of these banners were fine. I decided to go with the third banner because I wanted to start brushing up on Photoshop, but my Daughter series are the few banners I like as a group.

Unused Banners

bannerchallenge

There was once a challenge at The Canvas called The Banner Challenge in which you had to write a story based on the characters in the banner. This was my contribution. I’m not sure who received this challenge, so I don’t know what happened to it. I know I also received a banner and wrote a story, but I have no idea which one it was.

bestthing

A banner for the original version of The Best Thing. Went unused because, ha, NONE of the characters save Elizabeth show up in the story.

black

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In 2003, there was a brief storyline where Lorenzo used a Lily lookalike to gaslight. Sonny. I contemplated doing a story set around this but it never went anywhere.

fall

I…have no idea what I was going to do here.

handmedown

I liked this song, I liked thse photos. I thought about doing a song fiction, but it kind of never happened.

scorned

I wrote a little bit of this story once set in 2004 when Sonny shut the door on Carly after finding her with Lorenzo and tried to keep her from Michael and Morgan. It was going to be something that sent her to AJ for help. I don’t know what happened to those files but it never went anywhere.

zero

 

I made a banner and titled a story without a concept and never did anything with it. I cannot bring myself to get rid of this banner since, ha, I really like it. I might still do something for it one day.

 

storyAnd that might be the weirdest title I’ve ever written for this site. Ha. So I finally finished gathering all the Graveyard stories into one Scrivener project for easy editing and posting. I plan to post a bunch of it on Mondays — smaller stories with fewer chapters and then some chapters from some of the longer abandoned stories.

For this week, we have both previous versions of Burn in Heaven. The first version is a prologue and four chapters, the second version is one completed prologue and a partial chapter one that cuts off halfway through a scene, haha. I talked a bit on each page about I stopped writing each version — the first, because I didn’t really like the way I had set it up, and the second became defunct once I rewrote Poisonous Dreams #2.

I also posted all of Secrets Kept, which is a prologue and three chapters. I allowed Cheri (romantic at heart) to continue writing this story, and if my memory serves me, Cheri wrote at least twenty chapters to this. I don’t know what happened to her board or any of her stories. I didn’t locate it in the old Liason Underground. If anyone knows if her version survives, please let me know! I’d love to post a link for you guys to continue reading.

I have several long stories that were rewritten halfway through the first version, including Aurora Dawning, Mad World, Tangle, Shadows, Poisonous Dreams #1, etc. So I’ll post a few chapters from each of those once a week until completed. None of the first versions of these stories were completed (the only completed story in the Fiction Graveyard section is Poisonous Dreams #2), but some have already been rewritten and others are on the schedule for next year. I do, however, have the rest of the outlines for those stories and will be posting them once all the chapters are up so you can get some closure.

So without further ado, here are your additions for this week:

Burn in Heaven #1 (Prologue – Chapter 4)
Burn in Heaven #2 (Prologue & Part of Chapter 1)
Secrets Kept (Prologue – Chapter 3)
Mad World (Chapter 1-3)

In site news, I upgraded the hardware as promised last week and I’ve already noticed a great difference in speed and functionality so I hope you sitenewsguys have as well. I’ve been working on cosmetic details — tidying up the story pages and the series pages.  I’m still planning on moving some of the stories under the Completed pages to Short Stories due to length and word count, but that’s a future development.

You might notice the new floating social links on individual post pages. I’m not thrilled with it and might swap it out for something else.

Also, the server move last week enabled me to go back to the updates mailing list that worked so well when I first opened the site. That list was powered by a WordPress plugin that utilized too much of my shared hosting resources. With my own private server, I can use it again. That being said, some of the emails might have been lost so I emailed all the registered users over the weekend. You can subscribe in the top right hand sidebar — make sure your email is on the list!

I hope to post All I Want For Christmas and The Best Thing on schedule this week, but they may be a day or so late. Over the weekend, I completed outlines for Burn in Heaven and Mad World, which I’m super happy about. I’m writing The Best Thing and All We Are, but I’m trying to settle on my next project once they’re both finished. Finishing those outlines helps me visualize both stories better in order to pick one. I’ll see how I feel once I finish the outline for These Small Hours.

This entry is part 3 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Wednesday, November 3, 2004

General Hospital: Pediatrics Ward

With the knowledge that Elizabeth would begin the preparations for the transplant that would take place in the morning, Ric managed to convince Alexis to go home and take a nap. Sonny told Jason he would make sure he’d get Sam home and if Jason could make sure Elizabeth had anything she needed, he would appreciate it.

Jason, however, was grateful for the opening his friend gave him to have a conversation with Elizabeth. When the hallway was clear, he stepped towards her. “Is there anything you need?”

She nodded and with a smile, she took his hand and led him into a utility closet. “I just wanted to be alone with you,” she murmured, wrapping her arms around his wait and standing on her toes to kiss him. He buried his hands in her hair, threading his fingers through the silky strands. There was never enough time for this, could never be enough time to sate his thirst for her.

“Mmm, we really don’t have enough time for this,” Elizabeth laughed as his mouth trailed down her neck. “There are some things we need to talk about and with me going into surgery this afternoon, there’s not much time to work it out.”

“What things?” Jason pulled away a little.

“There’s Cameron for one. I’m not going to be in any position to take care of him for a few days at least and my grandmother’s out of town for a conference in Manhattan. Emily’s…she’s just in a whole other world right now.” Her eyes brightened. “But if Sam offered to take care of him–as sort of practice, why you’d have to help right?”

“Cameron for a few days?” Jason had to take a deep breath. “Really? We can pull this off?”

“It would be natural. Sonny told you to make sure I had everything I needed.” Elizabeth smiled up at him. “I can’t really imagine a better place for our son to be while I’m recuperating than with his father.”

Jason hesitated. “I think I might have to tell Sam. About Cam. And you.”

“If you trust her.” Elizabeth slowly moved away from him and crossed to the other side to create distance though there was little to be gained in the room. “This situation has always been your choice,” she murmured.

“What would you rather I do?” Jason asked, a little irritated. “Shout it from the rooftops that while I was engaged to be married, I had an affair with you? That I fathered a child and didn’t claim him until well after he was born?”

The words stung but she masked them and looked away. “Let me know about Cameron because I have to make arrangements soon.” She put her hand on the doorknob but his hand pressed against the door to keep it closed.

“I didn’t–I’m sorry, Elizabeth. I hate this. I hate pretending we mean nothing to each other. I hate that I have to hide how I feel about you, about Cameron. If I hadn’t screwed it all up in the first place, we wouldn’t be in this mess.”

“It wasn’t all your fault.” She sighed and fell into his arms again, trying to commit the feeling to memory. “First I walked out and then when we were so close to working it all out, I picked that stupid fight.”

“Yeah, but I’m the one who got married first.” He kissed the top of her forehead. “Give me an hour to talk to Sam at the most. And then I’ll pick up Cameron.” He paused. “I love you, Elizabeth, I want you to believe that.” He kissed her eyelids and brushed his mouth over hers. “I need you to believe that.”

“I do,” she replied. She deepened the kiss just for a moment. “We’d better go.”

General Hospital: Alexis’s Apartment

Alexis exited the bedroom, towel drying her hair and looking more rested after a brief nap and a shower. “That smells good,” she called to Ric in the kitchen.

“It’s just a couple of a sandwiches,” he replied, carrying a plate and a glass of water to the small table behind the couch. “Eat,” he directed.

Alexis sat and stared at him for a moment. “She’s going to be okay, isn’t she?” she asked quietly.

Ric covered her hand with his. “She’s going to be great. And when she’s home and she’s healthy again, we can talk about the future.”

“Future.” Alexis rubbed her fingers idly over his bare fourth finger. “We didn’t take time for a real wedding. Do you regret that?”

He lowered himself into a chair next to hers. “I don’t regret that we’re married. That we’re not going to doing a stupid dance around each other anymore or trying to deny what we both feel. I regret that Kristina couldn’t be there.” He picked her hand up and kissed her fingertips. “So when she’s home again, then we can do it right.”

“When she’s home again,” Alexis murmured. She leaned in and kissed him softly. “Go to work.”

“Work?” Ric shook his head. “No, I should go back to the hospital with you.”

“You’ve been at the hospital day and night for a few days. You can at least go and check in. You do want to be re-elected next year, don’t you?”

“Unless my wife wants to give me a run for my money.” Ric smiled and pointed to her plate. “I’ll go in if you eat.”

Alexis picked up the sandwich and bit into the sandwich with relish. “Go.”

General Hospital: Brooke Lynn’s Hospital Room

Lucas hesitantly knocked on Brook’s door, noting first that it was empty of visitors and second that Brooke looked worse than he’d thought she would.

She looked at him through empty eyes but managed a weak smile. “First line of attack?” she quipped.

Lucas smiled and held out the bouquet of daisies he’d hunted up. “Your favorites, right?”

“Mmm,” Brooke fumbled with her free hand to bring the bed up and Lucas took a seat. “Thanks.”

“Everyone wanted to come,” he said after a moment. “But no one…no one really knows what to say.”

“Yeah. I can imagine it’s really hard on them,” Brooke said, staring at the scratchy white hospital blanket.

“It is.” Lucas sighed and clasped his hands between his knees. “Brooke, this happened to us too. We love you. I’ve never seen Dillon look so upset or Georgie and Maxie so helpless. You’re our best friend, Brooke, and the last thing any of us want to do is hurt you.”

“I know.” Brooke glanced up at him. “They’re…they’re not telling me anything here. Have…they found him?”

Lucas reached over and took her free hand in his, pretending not to notice as she flinched at his touch. “They found him. He’s in custody now. There’s no way he’ll be able to get out of this.”

Port Charles Police Department: Interrogation Room

Mac sat down and stared Diego Sanchez for a few moments before flipping the file open. “Let’s just cut right to the chase here.”

“Let’s.” Diego leaned back and slung an arm over the back of the chair. “She wanted it.”

Blood boiled in the commissioner’s veins but he ignored it. “Brooke Lynn Ashton was found in the kitchen of Kelly’s Diner. She had a broken nose, broken arm, concussion, and a few bruised rips. Not to mention that she was raped. There’s no doubt about that.”

Diego snorted. “So she liked it rough.”

A muscle ticked in Mac’s jaw but that was the only emotion he showed. “You can give us a semen and blood sample or we can obtain a warrant for it. It’s your choice.”

Diego shrugged. “I don’t care. Her word against mine.”

Mac closed the file and stood. “The daughter of Ned Ashton, granddaughter of Tracy Quartermaine and great-granddaughter of Edward Quartermaine. Do you really want that to be your defense?”

Diego’s lips curved into a malicious smile. “You don’t know anything about me, do you Commissioner? I’ve got connections of my own. One phone call and I’m out of here.”

“Mm.” Mac ignored that and left the room.

Ric Lansing was conversing with Lucky Spencer and cut off the younger detective. “Mac, I just got caught up on the Sanchez case.”

“He’s a cocky son of a bitch,” Mac muttered, tossing the file on a desk. “Says Brooke wanted it Likes it rough. It just…it kills me knowing my girls thought of him as a friend. Felt sorry for him, Georgie did.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “How’s Kristina?”

“She’s getting her transplant tomorrow,” Ric answered. “We found a donor so Alexis told me to come in for a few hours.”

“Congratulations on the marriage.” Mac said after another moment. “Didn’t really see that coming.”

“Me neither,” Ric admitted. “But here we are. How is it looking evidence wise with Sanchez?”

“They recovered semen from Brooke, and scrapings under her fingernails from where she scratched the perp. Diego’s sporting some scratches on his face. It’s a pretty solid case and since he’s basically just making it his word against hers that it was consensual, I don’t see a problem.”

“Is Brooke…all right? Otherwise, I mean.”

“As all right as she can be considering she was brutally raped by someone she thought was her friend.”

Harborview Towers: Morgan Penthouse

“I am so glad that Elizabeth was a match,” Sam said, settling on the couch with an oversized bowl of ice cream. “I mean, I was totally willing but it’s just safer for everyone. Kristina’s not using an experimental treatment, I’m not inducing labor…” She grinned at the man she considered her best friend. “I think she’s an absolute angel.”

“Hmmm…” Jason sat in the arm chair adjacent to the couch. “She mentioned she’d need someone to look after Cameron for a few days. She’ll be in the hospital overnight and then somewhat weak for the next few days.”

Sam’s eyes lit up. “I could take care of him. I need the practice and you’re just incredible with babies, right? We could so take him. Did you tell her that?”

“I mentioned you…” Jason stopped and dragged his fingers through his hair. One lie too many. “Sam, there’s something we have to talk about.”

“Sounds serious.” Sam licked her spoon. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s…nothing’s wrong.” Jason stood and started to pace, a move that was so un Jason like that Sam stopped and stared. “There’s really no way to say this except to just say it. Cameron’s my son and Elizabeth and I are…we…” He didn’t know how to put it into words. Lovers? Together? Dating? In love?

Sam set the bowl down on the coffee table and laced her fingers together, unable to hide the surprise in her face. “If Cameron’s your son, then…”

“We had…we had a thing last fall. After her divorce to Ric and her accident, we were…we were working things out. We didn’t tell anyone because at first, it was just too…too much. It came out of nowhere, I was engaged, she was just getting out of a divorce. We weren’t even sure it wasn’t just…a distraction.”

“Mmmmm…” Sam sat back. “And yet, it’s a year later. You’re not married, she’s not married, but Cameron’s your son.”

“We had an argument after Courtney decided to set the date for the wedding. She accused me of using her to forget about Courtney and we–it just went from bad to worse. We ended it and…I married Courtney. I figured I had nothing left to lose.”

Sam snorted. “Men,” she muttered. “So, the baby?”

“For some reason, her doctors screwed up her due date and put it at late July. She assumed it was Zander’s baby because of the dates and after she married Ric, I guess we both figured we’d put the whole thing in the past.”

“But she found out Cameron wasn’t Zander’s.”

“Shortly before she left Ric, they readjusted her due date and the dates matched. But by the time she found out, I was married and I guess…she didn’t know what to do.”

“So she left Ric and left town to have the baby.” Sam leaned forward and propped her chin on her elbow. “But didn’t tell you.”

“I don’t blame her,” Jason said quickly. “It couldn’t have been an easy decision. And she came clean when she came home. But by then…” he trailed off.

“You were tied to me,” Sam murmured. “But everyone knows this isn’t your baby. Why didn’t you come forward?”

“At first, I didn’t think Elizabeth wanted me to. That she kept Cameron from me for the same reasons she had walked out two years ago.” Jason leaned against the desk. “But we finally…we really talked about it this time. Admitted mistakes and said things we probably should have years ago. In the end, we knew we wanted to be a family.” He exhaled slowly. “That was in July.”

“So what’s keeping you?” Sam asked softly.

“I have to protect her. I have to protect Cameron. I’m in no place to take on a family publicly. Do you know what Carly would do to Elizabeth?” Jason shook his head. “Elizabeth can handle herself, I know that. She shouldn’t have to. And…Sonny’s not real understanding about me having my own life lately. I didn’t really understand that until I was sneaking away to be with Elizabeth and Cameron. If I disappear for a little while, he gets angry and I just…I have to find a way for Sonny to accept that I get to have my own life and that I’m not willing to sacrifice my family for his anymore.”

“Elizabeth really is an incredible woman. I mean, she knows I live here, that you’re practically going to be a father to this baby and she just sits with her son wherever you’ve stashed her, waiting for you to give her the time of day.” Sam pursed her lips. “If I didn’t know Elizabeth, I’d think of a few other words people would describe her with.”

Jason scowled. “I know. And when it does come out, people will do the math and realize that Cameron was conceived while both of us were tied to other people. I don’t give a damn what people think but Elizabeth deserves better.”

“How often do you get to see them?” Sam asked quietly.

“I try to stop by once a day but sometimes a week will go by. Last night was the first night I’ve spent there in almost a month and I didn’t even get there until late.” Jason scrubbed his hands over his face. “I’m telling you this for a few reasons. One, you’re going to give birth any time now. You need to be able to get in touch with me at all times.”

Sam nodded. “Sounds reasonable. What are the others?”

“I think that Elizabeth is reaching the end of her patience,” he said after another moment. “She didn’t ask to be treated like some kind of…”

“Mistress?” Sam said dryly. “Concubine? Second wife? Hey, if we lived in China, you could so get away with this stuff.”

“I don’t think of her that way. She’s too important to me.” Jason sighed impatiently.

“I’m beginning to understand that.” Sam hoisted herself off the couch. “For months, you’ve been distracted. You’ve stared off into space and you’ve disappeared for hours at a time. I couldn’t for the life of me understand what was wrong. But now I do.” Her lips curved into a wry smile. “You went and got yourself a life. And from what it sounds like, it’s a good life. One you deserve.”

“I hope so,” Jason murmured. “Sam, you’re the only one who knows. No one else does. Not Emily, not Elizabeth’s family. No one else knows.”

“I’m not about to take out a newspaper announcement.” Sam fisted her hands on her hips. “I think that Elizabeth should recuperate here after her surgery so that she’s not too far away from her son. As for her reaching the end of her patience, we’ll work on that.” She bit her lip. “I know telling me was more of a necessity than anything else. But you really could have lied. Or gotten another cell phone and only given me the number. But you chose to tell me the truth and it means a lot to me that you trust me. I want to see you happy, Jason. I think out of everyone that I know, you deserve it the most.”

General Hospital: Surgery

Steven smiled as he watched a nurse administer the IV drop for his sister. “You ready to do this?”

Elizabeth nodded sleepily. “Yep.” She crooked her finger to motion him closer. When he leaned down, she whispered loudly, “I have got the cee-utest doctor.”

He laughed. “You’re amazing, little sister. Just close your eyes and go to sleep.”

Elizabeth nodded and followed his instructions. “Tell Cameron I love him,” she murmured. “And Jason…”

Steven frowned. “Tell Jason what?” he asked.

But Elizabeth had already fallen into a deep slumber. Steven reached for the long needle to begin the procedure.

This entry is part 2 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Wednesday, November 3, 2004

General Hospital: Pediatric Ward

A bitter argument with his wife had started Sonny’s day off badly. In the end, Carly had agreed to let Morgan be tested for the bone marrow transplant but she’d elected to stay home.

The morning continued as he continually tried to call Jason and received only his voicemail. A brief interrogation of Sam that morning revealed that Jason had not returned home the night before. He was worried more than he was irritated. It was not like Jason to go incommunicado.

He waited by the elevators, a few feet away from Kristina’s room where her mother and new stepfather were visiting with them. He had decided that until this crisis had passed, he would not bring up custody. Kristina did not need him throwing that word around and causing more stress for everyone involved.

But the moment she was recovered, Sonny would have to look deep inside himself and decide how to handle this situation.

The elevator doors slid open and Jason stepped out. “Has Morgan been tested?”

Sonny straightened and his worry slid into irritation. “Where the hell have you been?” he demanded.

Jason sighed and rubbed the back of his neck, wondering why he’d bothered to get out of bed that morning. He’d much rather have stayed with Elizabeth. Maybe given Cameron his breakfast and let himself live that pretense a little longer. He almost had but when he’d unearthed his cell phone and found five messages from Sonny, three from Carly, two from Emily and one from Sam, he had to leave the safe escape and return to the real world.

“I was out. I knew you weren’t bringing Morgan in until this morning and there was nothing else pressing so I took a little breather.” Jason’s eyes bore into his friend’s. “Or do I have to clear having my own life with you?”

Uneasy now, Sonny shook his head. “No. I was just a little worried that no one had seen you. It’s not like you to not leave at least Sam word where you’re going. She’s getting close to her due date.”

“I should have told Sam how to reach me,” Jason nodded. “But I have my own life, Sonny. My own priorities. Your family is not the most important thing to me. It can’t be.”

Sonny narrowed his eyes. “My family is your family, Jason,” he said slowly. “I’m not sure I understand what you’re getting at.”

Neither was Jason except that he knew he couldn’t live like this much longer. Letting the world believe Cameron was Zander Smith’s son, that Elizabeth had to play the ex-wife role, pretending that he didn’t want that life. Maybe it was time to lay the foundation.

“I just want more time to myself,” Jason said after a moment. “I used to come and go as I wanted and now I feel like I have to check with you before I step foot out of my apartment.”

“I never meant to make you feel that way and maybe we do need to discuss some new boundaries. New limits.” Sonny shifted and looked back at Kristina’s hospital room. “I hope to God you never have to stand outside one of these rooms, hoping for news about one of your children.”

“Morgan’s not a match?” Jason asked.

Sonny sighed heavily. “He was tested this morning but Dr. Webber wasn’t hopeful.” He hesitated. “He had an alternative but I’m reluctant to even bring it up.”

“Well, what was it?” Jason asked.

“Sam’s umbilical cord. He says stem cells from that can be used as bone marrow and that she doesn’t even need to be a perfect match.” Sonny exhaled slowly. “But Sam’s not due until the end of the month and Kristina might not have that long to wait.”

“You would have to induce labor,” Jason said after a moment. “She’ll never go for that. She’ll want to help but not at the risk of her own child and I have to agree.”

“It’s not your decision to make,” Sonny remarked. “Sam and I will discuss it ourselves but I wanted to wait until after we knew one way or the other about Morgan.”

Port Charles Police Department: Squad Room

Courtney sat at one of the desks, tapping her foot. “I don’t know why I have to be here,” she said irritated. “I don’t know where he is, Mac.”

“Until we find him, I’m keeping someone on your loft and I don’t want any civilians there who might get hurt.” Mac turned back to the phone. “Hey, Ned, what’s Brooke’s condition?” He listened for a moment and turned away from Courtney so she couldn’t hear what he was saying.

“She can’t stop crying,” Ned said. “She’s just curled up and sobbing. Lois is beside herself and I don’t know what to do. The hospital suggested we bring in a psychiatrist but don’t you think it’s a little early for that?”

“Yeah, I do.” Mac hesitated. “I do know someone who would be a little better than a shrink. She went through it when she was just a little younger than Brooke and she’s managed to move on with her life. Can I put her in touch?”

Ned was silent for a moment. “Are you speaking about Elizabeth Webber?”

“I am. I think it would be beneficial for Brooke to have someone to talk to who went through it and maybe for her to see that one day, she will get past it.”

“I’ve known Elizabeth since she was a teenager,” Ned said after a long pause. “If she’d be willing to speak to Brooke, I’d allow it.”

“Good. Meanwhile, we’ve got officers scouring the city for Sanchez and there’s an APB out statewide. We’ll find him, Ned.”

General Hospital: Brooke Lynn’s Room

Ned entered the room to find Lois gone and Emily sitting in her place. “Lois went to get some coffee,” his cousin told him.

Ned nodded and perched on the windowsill. “How long has Brooke been asleep?”

Emily sighed. “The doctors came in and sedated her again. Have they found…”

“No, not yet. But Mac had a suggestion. Instead of calling in a psychiatrist, he suggested Elizabeth.”

Emily smiled weakly before looking back at Brooke. “I think that would be a great idea.”

“Would you call her?” Ned asked. “I don’t think I could say the words out loud.”

Emily stood and moved towards the door. “I’ll call her. Ned, this is going to be okay. We have to believe that.”

Ned stared at his bruised and broken daughter. “I don’t have to believe anything now.”

Jones House: Georgie’s Room

“I will never understand calculus,” Maxie Jones snarled. She tossed her pencil away and sighed. “Why do I have to be subjected to this?”

“I think the teachers enjoy torture,” her sister remarked. She straightened. “Did you hear that?”

Maxie frowned. “What?”

Their cousin Lucas Jones straightened. “Sounded like it was outside your window.”

Georgie rolled her eyes and moved towards the window, yanking it up. “Honestly, Dillon.”

Dillon Quartermaine climbed soberly into the room and clasped his hands behind his back. “I’m sorry.”

“Why weren’t you in school?” Georgie asked, concerned. “Aren’t you feeling well?”

“I’m fine.” Dillon hesitated. “Something happened last night, guys. Something bad.”

Lucas slowly stood from his seat on the floor and shook his head. “Brooke wasn’t in school either.” He stepped forward. “Dillon…”

“Diego attacked her last night,” Dillon revealed flatly.

Maxie gasped and sprang to her feet and Georgie shook her head, not comprehending. “What do you mean attack?”

“He raped her and she’s got some injuries.” Dillon sighed and looked at the floor. “A few bruised ribs, a broken nose, a concussion and a broken arm.”

“No, Diego couldn’t…” Maxie couldn’t finish her defense of the boy they knew so little about. Her eyes filled with tears. “Oh, Jesus. Have they arrested him yet?”

“No. They can’t find him and Courtney doesn’t know where he is.” Dillon moved away from his girlfriend and sat on her bed. “I haven’t been to the hospital yet.”

Lucas blinked. “How…how could anyone hurt Brooke?” he dragged his fingers through his blonde hair. “This just isn’t happening.”

“Ned and Lois haven’t left the hospital since last night. Emily came today and everyone else has been checking in and out but they don’t know her like I do. Like any of us do,” Dillon clarified. “She’s my best friend.”

Georgie sat next to him and wound her arm through his, resting her chin on his shoulder. “I’m so sorry, Dillon. This is just…there are no words to say how much this really sucks.”

“That covers it though.” Dillon’s voice caught. “This really sucks.”

“What should we do?” Maxie asked helplessly. She wrung her hands. “I mean, she’s not sick and I just…I couldn’t begin to know what we’re supposed to do.”

“We can’t pretend it didn’t happen,” Lucas murmured. “But I–I don’t know what to think.” His eyes burned with anger. “But if I ever get my hands on that son of a bitch…”

“You’ll have to stand in line.” Dillon kissed the top of Georgie’s head. “Ned’s already got the family lawyers ready to sue Social Services. Claming that they put his daughter in danger when they placed Diego with Courtney.”

“Well, yeah, I mean, who would give her a kid?” Georgie said logically. “She’s a single woman in an apartment that doesn’t even have a closed bedroom. She’s divorced from a reputed mob enforcer, she’s the sister of a mob kingpin. She’s been on drugs, she’s been accused of a hit and run, she’s been a stripper. The list really doesn’t end. Your brother has an excellent case.”

“When you put it like that, how did she get picked as a foster mother?” Maxie asked. “Because she’s run a foundation for six months? It’s bullshit. They should sue her too.” Maxie flopped on the bed. “But all the suing in the world won’t change what happened to Brooke.”

General Hospital: Conference Room

Steven spread Kristina’s case file in front of him and looked at Alexis, Ric, and Sonny seated across from him. “Morgan is not a match.”

Alexis’s shoulders slumped and she looked down at her hands. “What’s next?”

“We’re still searching the donor registry but the truth of the matter is that the disease is spreading fast. Kristina is very small and the antibiotics we have her on won’t hold it off much longer. We need to decide on a treatment and we need to decide now.”

“I’m having Sam brought to the hospital,” Sonny said carefully. “I would like you to talk to her. To explain the procedure, the risks–and the benefits. I think if she hears it from a doctor, she might be willing to consider it more than she would from me.”

“But if she doesn’t,” Alexis said. “If she doesn’t agree, then what?”

Steven sighed. “Has every single relative been tested? Is there no else?”

Sonny hesitated for a moment, searching his mind. “My father, my sister, Morgan…I can’t think of anyone else.”

“I’ve been tested, Ric’s been tested, Nikolas. I can’t think of anyone else either,” Alexis said mournfully.

“We’d test cousins at this point. Anyone who might be related even a little is a remote possibility of being a match.”

“Well, Helena’s dead,” Alexis rubbed her eyes. “The Cassadine family is pretty much out. My sister died two years ago.”

“Michael’s not my biological son,” Sonny offered. “I suppose…” He hesitated. “When you told me that I wasn’t a donor, you seemed a little surprised.”

“Well, your blood type matched Kristina’s and you have a rare blood type,” Steven replied. “Generally, it would have been ideal for you to have matched her bone marrow.”

“So, someone with the same blood type…” Sonny blinked and sat back. “Four years ago, I was shot and I needed a blood transfusion.”

Alexis’s mouth went dry. “Elizabeth. She has Sonny’s blood type. She saved your life.”

“Could she be tested?” Ric demanded, leaning forward.

Steven sat back, a little thrown by this news. “She could. She could very well be tested. I’ll contact her and tell her to come in. I’m sure she’ll agree.”

“She’s a good person,” Sonny said after a moment. “She’d help anyone. No matter who they are.”

Steven nodded. “You’re right. But I think we’re lucky it’s a small child and not an axe murderer.” He stood and gathered the file. “I’ll call her right now.”

General Hospital: Pediatrics Ward

“As long as there’s no risk to the baby,” Sam began, looking at Jason out of the corner of her eye, “I think I will agree.”

Jason leaned against the wall across from Kristina’s room. “Don’t feel like you’re forced into it.”

“If it were my child in there, if my child were at risk, I’d move heaven and earth to save her,” Sam murmured. She rested her hand on her belly. “How can I blame Alexis for wanting the same thing?”

Jason thought about Cameron, the way he’d slept that morning when Jason had looked in on him before leaving. Such a contented little boy, with everything he could want. He didn’t really realize that his father was never around. It would take a few years before Jason’s unintentional neglect would set in but he would be damned if it got that far.

“You look like you’re contemplating the problems of the entire world,” Sam said softly. “Does this have to do with why you didn’t come home last night?”

Jason didn’t answer her. Home wasn’t the penthouse. It hadn’t been the penthouse in years. Home was the small cottage on the edge of town where his son lived, where the only woman who’d ever truly understood him–every really loved him–lived. The penthouse was a temporary place. He’d been home last night.

“Jason, you can trust me,” Sam said. “I hope you know that.”

“I do know that,” Jason said after a moment. And he knew that the closer her due date drew, the more likely he’d have to confide in her–at least partly. She counted on him, needed him to be there. She would need to know how to get in touch with him at all times and other than telling her, the only solution was to not visit Elizabeth for the next few weeks. That wasn’t a possibility.

But before he could make up his mind to tell her anything, Alexis, Sonny and Ric emerged from a nearby door with Steven Webber. Ric shook Steven’s hand and the doctor walked in the opposite direction.

“Hey,” Sam said to the three of them. She took a few steps forward. “I thought I was coming here to talk to Dr. Webber.”

“You might not have to,” Alexis said, wrapping her arms around her and managing the first genuine smile in days. “We found another possible donor.”

“Yeah?” Sam smiled. “That’s incredible. But I thought all the relatives had been tested.”

“They have. But my blood type is the same as Kristina’s,” Sonny explained. “Which is why it was odd that I didn’t match, seeing as how people of our rare blood type usually do.”

“So, someone else with your blood type,” Jason said. “Who?”

“Elizabeth,” Ric said. “Apparently she donated blood to Sonny once and since she’s a match, her brother’s calling her now to get her tested.”

Sam closed her eyes. “I hope you don’t mind if I pray for her to be a match for simply selfish reasons. I was willing to induce labor but I’ll be glad if I don’t have to.”

“It means a lot that you would have been willing.” Alexis clasped Sam’s hands in her own. “A lot.”

Port Charles Police Department: Squad Room

Courtney tapped her foot and stared at the cell phone. Six phone calls to her brother. No word. Four to Jason. Nothing. Surprisingly, two to Jax and no response from him either.

“Am I under arrest?” she snipped.

Lucky Spencer glanced up and tapped Brooke’s file against his hand. “You want to be? You refuse to say any thing about Diego, no hint about his whereabouts, where he hangs out. Nothing. We can arrest you for obstruction of justice.”

Courtney stood. “Then you’re going to have to do that, but I’m going home–”

“No, no you’re not,” Ned strode into the squad room, his eyes ignited for fury. “I just had a call from Mac who’s returning to Port Charles now from the road. Diego was halfway to Buffalo in your car, Courtney.”

“My car?” Courtney wiped her hands on her jeans. “He stole my car?”

“And your credit cards. And a lot of money.” Ned looked at Lucky. “Facilitation of a fugitive is still a crime, isn’t it?”

Panic licked at Courtney throat. “I d-didn’t know.”

“You have a history of lying to the police,” Lucky set Brooke’s file down. “Remember a certain hit and run last year?”

Courtney blinked a few times in rapid succession. “I was only accused. I wasn’t charged.”

“Because someone conveniently came forward and admitted to it. Someone who worked for Lorenzo Alcazar. Who was in love with Carly. Who would do anything for Carly.” Lucky smirked and looked at Ned. “But we all know who nearly blinded Elizabeth for life.”

“What does that have to do with anything?”

“If you helped Diego try to escape prosecution for raping and brutalizing my daughter, I will see that you pay for it,” Ned threatened.

Lucky’s desk phone rang and he moved to answer it. When he hung up, he looked at Ned. “Mac’s a few minutes away. He doesn’t want you here when Diego gets here. He doesn’t want you to do–”

“What that animal deserves?” Ned said viciously. “He raped my daughter, Lucky–”

“No one understands what you’re going through better than I do.” Lucky moved closer and lowered his voice so Courtney couldn’t hear. “I pulled Elizabeth out of those bushes and watched her fight her way back to living her own life. She had to accept that she might never know the identity of the man who stole that innocence from her and when they did find him, she had to accept that he could not be prosecuted. I know how helpless you feel right now and that the thought of that monster coming anywhere near Brooke again…I know what it feels like to want to kill someone who hurts someone you love. But you have to step back, Ned.”

Ned swallowed hard. “I want to know everything as it happens. Do I have your word?”

“You have my word.” He looked at Courtney. “If you’ll excuse me, I have an arrest to make.”

As he started towards her, the blonde started talking. “He came home last night,” she blurted out. “He was upset, he’d had a fight. He told me he had a fight with Brooke Lynn. He said they’d been out on a date and they’d argued. He was upset and he wanted to drive out to Vista Point to think. I loaned him the keys. He asked about gas, I said I didn’t remember if it was filled and that I didn’t have any cash on me. I gave him my credit card. I don’t know where he got the money.”

“He had a pawn slip,” Lucky said after a moment. “Mac told me when he called. A pawn slip for a diamond ring.”

Courtney only owned one diamond ring. Her engagement ring. Her lips pressed together. “He stole my ring?” she said weakly.

“He raped my daughter,” Ned growled.

“Why didn’t you tell us this when we knocked on your door?”

“I honestly didn’t know where he was and when I heard what he was accused of…I just…I didn’t know what to do.” Courtney sank into a chair. “I thought he was a good kid and I thought we were connecting. At first, I thought there had to be a mistake. That maybe Brooke had gotten hurt on her way home from their date.”

“She was dating Lucas Jones,” Ned said scathingly. “I never would have allowed her near Diego Sanchez.”

“And by the time I realized that it was true, I had already lied.” Courtney propped her head in her hands. “Jesus, that poor girl. If I had just said no when Social Services called. If I had just told them that I was in no place to care for any child long term…”

“Asking those kinds of questions doesn’t turn back time. It doesn’t give my daughter back her innocence, her trust, that beautiful light in her eyes. My daughter was the most generous and the most caring young girl you could ever meet…” Ned’s voice sounded thick. “But she won’t have that again. She won’t be innocent or carefree again. Your ward ended that for her.”

Courtney’s miserable eyes met his. “I know. And I’m going to have to live with that for the rest of my life.”

General Hospital: Pediatric Ward

Elizabeth walked towards the group gathered in front of Kristina’s hospital room. She was careful only to glance at Jason, though her eyes wanted to linger. “I asked Steven if I could tell you the results,” she told Alexis.

Alexis’s hands started to tremble. “Are you…”

Elizabeth nodded, tears spilling down her cheeks. “Yes. Steven’s quite surprised since I’m almost a perfect match but I am a match and it would be my privilege to donate bone marrow to your daughter.”