July 4, 2024

This entry is part 24 of 36 in the Flash Fiction: Warning Shots

Written in 76 minutes. Sorry. The cat kept walking in front of the screen and then I had trouble ending the scene.


June 2000

Elizabeth sat at the dining room table in Sonny Corinthos’ penthouse, watching the rain pelt the windows overlooking downtown Port Charles and contemplated the insanity of her life in the last six months. The boy she thought she’d love forever had broken her heart, and somehow that had led her to the home of Port Charles Public Enemy Number One and in a complicated something with his right hand man.

And last night, she’d been shot at for nothing more than standing next to the wrong person in a parking lot.

Elizabeth scrubbed her hands over her face, trying to rub some common sense back into herself. Or maybe if she tried hard enough, she’d knock herself into reality, and all of this would go away because this really couldn’t be her life could it?

A door closed down the hall, and a few minutes later, Sonny appeared. The older man looked as tired as Elizabeth felt. She’d seen him in passing over the last few years, and had never known him to look anything but put together with designer suits and neatly combed back hair. Today, that same coal-black hair was disheveled, hanging in curls over his forehead, stubble lining his jaw, and he wore what must have seemed like casual lounging clothes to him — a pair of black pants and a slate gray shirt.

“Um, I was wondering if it was safe to go home now,” Elizabeth said after Sonny had headed for a mini bar set against the wall. He poured himself a glass of water. “I’m supposed to work at Kelly’s later today—”

“We should talk about what happens next, and the options on the table.” Sonny came to the table, sat across from her. “You’ve done remarkable all things considered. What are you, eighteen?”

“Nineteen. I’ll be twenty in a few months,” she muttered. She picked at the chipped polish on her thumb. “Why?”

“If you think I’m saying something about your age, I’m not. I know more than most that age is just a number. I was running the streets at fourteen. Working for Joe Scully by fifteen.” He folded his arms on the table, leaned forward. “And Jason? You know he’s only twenty-six.”

“Yeah—”

“Twenty-six,” Sonny murmured. He rubbed a finger across his lips. “You know, I left him everything a few years ago. He was twenty-four. Barely working for me maybe a year and a half. And I just handed him the keys to the empire I’d built.”

Elizabeth furrowed her brow. “I guess I never thought about that. Why would you trust someone so young so fast?”

“I don’t know. Jason’s got a way about him. You know what I mean, don’t you? One second, he’s just this kid I’m helping out, and the next—he’s my best friend and practically the only person I’d trust my life with. Can’t tell you how or why it happened. Only that it did.”

“Yeah, I guess that’s how it was. He was just Emily’s brother. Or the guy who gave Lucky a job and a place to live. But he was always nice to me. Then—” Elizabeth pressed her lips together. “I don’t know. He listened, even when I didn’t think I needed to talk. And then the next thing I knew—” she trailed off, looked back at her hands. “I’m not some silly little girl with a crush.”

“I never thought you were.”

“Oh.” She lifted her eyes to him. “You said we had to talk about the options. I don’t know what that means. Jason’s going to be okay, isn’t he? And he just wanted me to be safe. I am now—”

“After we’re done here, you and me, I’m gonna send you in to have probably the same conversation with Jason. The thing is, I don’t know if he’s gonna sugarcoat the situation so that you don’t get too scared or maybe he’ll make it sound worse than it really is so you run away screaming, and he doesn’t have to keep pushing you away.”

“I think I know which one he’ll pick,” Elizabeth muttered, and Sonny grinned then, a dimple winking in his cheek.

“Me, too. Our boy is a little too self-sacrificing if you ask me, but we’ll worry about that later. The thing is Jason’s going to be okay, but he’s not there yet. He needs to rest and he needs to stay off the radar. What happened last night—well, the guy didn’t succeed in his goal.”

“Because Jason’s alive.”

“Bullseye. So he’s going to look for an opportunity to finish the job.” Sonny paused. “Now, that part’s easy. Jason’s gonna lay low, recuperate, and I’m gonna figure this out hopefully before he’s well enough to worry about it again. My worry is that if I take Jason off the board, this guy is going to get pissed. And he’s going to do whatever he has to so that he lures Jason out of hiding.”

Elizabeth exhaled on a rush of air. “There are other people. Better people—”

“There’s Emily and Michael and you. That’s it. That’s Jason’s circle at the moment. No one’s going to go all the way to Paris to dig up an ex-girlfriend, though it’s something to consider,” Sonny admitted. “So, fine, we add Robin to that list. Robin’s not here. Emily and Michael? Quartermaines. No one’s touching them. In fact, that’s what happened last night. This guy waited for Emily to leave, and took his shot. He did not care that you were there. But—”

“But Jason took me with him when he left instead of leaving me behind as a random witness,” Elizabeth murmured. “And Emily said the papers printed my name. That she got phone calls.”

“People know who you are. I don’t want you to be someone they can use against Jason, not when I need him to recover. I also just don’t want to see you hurt.”

“So what happens then? What are you asking me to do?” Elizabeth frowned. “I have to work, okay? And I didn’t—I didn’t tell anyone yet except my grandmother and Emily, but I signed a contract this week for an art exhibition the last week of August. I have to paint.”

“I can handle that second part. And I can make some calls. Luke’s a friend of mine, and he and Bobbie co-own Kelly’s with Ruby gone, don’t they?”

“Yes, but—”

“I know this isn’t fair. Especially since you and Jason aren’t exactly on the same page about what you’re doing. I got the idea last night that maybe you were having second thoughts about all of this.”

“Second thoughts? Try fifth and sixth.” Elizabeth sighed, leaned back in the chair. “I don’t know. I don’t know how anyone signs up for this life. To love someone in it, that seems impossible. To actually live it—how do you do it?” she asked, leaning forward. “Am I allowed to ask that? You can tell me to shut up. It’s none of my business—”

“No, but I don’t mind answering. Some people—they go into this world for the money. For the power. Some? They thrive on violence. They like to hurt people. Others?” Sonny sniffed. “They grow up in it, and it’s an inheritance, you get me? It’s an expectation, the way maybe your family thought you’d go into medicine, I’m sure, with all the doctors in your family.” He paused. “I had…a difficult childhood,” he said. “And I wanted to make sure no one could hurt me again. I needed the power to control my world. The rest of it? The money, that’s nice. I don’t care for the violence, but I don’t turn from it either. It doesn’t scare me, particularly. I’ve never known much peace in my life. I don’t think I’d know what to do with it.”

“I should run away screaming,” Elizabeth murmured. “Jason thinks I will, and there’s part of me that wants to stay just to prove him wrong. But that’s not—that’s not fair. To him or to me.” She tucked a piece of hair behind her ear.

“I can’t help but notice that you haven’t run away screaming yet. Something’s holding you back.” Sonny tipped his head. “I asked you to stay last night. But I didn’t force you.”

“Last night, someone shot at me just because I was standing too close to Jason,” Elizabeth said slowly. “When you say it that way, you know, it makes it sound like it’s Jason’s fault. But he didn’t pull the trigger. I told everyone I had a date to this dance.” She looked down at her hands. “I told them that I had a date because I didn’t want them to think Lucky had hurt me by breaking off our plans to  go with my sister. I got dressed up, I let my grandmother take pictures of me, and I went to the movies. Afterwards, instead of going home, I walked through the park.” She met Sonny’s dark eyes. “I should have gone home, but it was too early. I sat on a bench to wait a little bit, to finish my popcorn. I told a lie, and that’s why I was raped.”

“That’s—” Sonny paused, took a deep breath. “You know that’s not why—”

“It’s why I was sitting on that bench in that moment. Because I lied. I know that doesn’t make it my fault. Just like standing too close to Jason doesn’t make it his fault if something happens. But I understand why he thinks it does. Because there’s part of me that won’t ever be able to forgive the silly little girl who told that lie.” She cleared her throat. “When Jason says he thinks one day I’ll change my mind and I’ll look at him like a monster, I think — well, maybe he’s right. Because I keep seeing myself in the mirror and blaming myself for what happened to me.” She let out a rush of breath. “I’m sorry. I know this isn’t what you wanted to talk about. You said there were options. I have to go away, too, right? Until Jason is okay, you think I’ll be safer if I go away.”

“Yeah.” Sonny cleared his throat. “Yeah. And you’d be doing me a favor if you went with Jason to the island. He’s a terrible patient who never follows orders if someone doesn’t make him. I’ll make sure you have everything you need for your art. Just make a list. But yeah, I think that’s best.”

“The island? With Jason?” Elizabeth bit her lip. “And he knows this? He agreed already?”

“He did.” Sonny tipped his head. “Does that surprise you?”

“Yeah. Yeah, it does. Um, but he agreed, so that must—it must be okay. I just—I don’t—you’re sure me going away doesn’t mean Emily or Michael would be the next up?” Elizabeth asked. “Because I—”

“As certain as I can be, but I’ll be keeping an eye on Emily. Michael’s a kid — it’s harder to use him. But I can put someone on her here.”

“Okay. Okay. If you’re sure this is the best way, and Jason already said okay, then we can do that. I just—I don’t want to do anything that will make this worse.”

“I can’t imagine how that would be possible. I appreciate this, Elizabeth. I’ll be able to work up here and not worry about either of you.”

——

Jason might have promised Sonny he’d lay down, but it wasn’t a promise he was able to keep. He knew Sonny was out there, explaining this horrible situation to Elizabeth, and he had no doubt Sonny was going to make it sound as dire as possible so that she’d agree to go to the island. After the way Jason had acted over the last twelve hours, there was no way she’d want go back there willingly.

There was a gentle knock on the door, and then it pushed open. Elizabeth stepped in, her brow furrowed. “You’re supposed to be laying down.”

“I need to move around—”

“You need—” She closed her mouth, then sighed. “I don’t know why Sonny thinks you’ll listen to me. That’s the whole reason he wants me to go with you, but if you won’t listen to a doctor, why would you listen to me?”

Chagrined, Jason clutched the post at the end of the bed, wrapping his hand around it, and holding the other against his bandaged side. “That’s what he said?”

“I don’t know. Maybe he was just trying to make it sound like I’d be useful instead of a terrible burden and someone he has to look after.” Elizabeth folded her arms, the oversized t-shirt sliding off her shoulder again. “It’s my fault,” she muttered. “If I hadn’t been there, you wouldn’t have worried about me, and maybe you wouldn’t have been shot—”

“What?” Jason cut in, bewildered. How had she turned this around to make it her fault? “They were shooting at me—”

“But I was there because I told the parking attendant to leave me for last.” She looked at him, her eyes swimming. “I could have gone first. Nikolas told me to go first, but I said it was fine for him. And I only did it because I was hoping you’d come out to say goodbye to Emily, so I waited like the stupid girl with the silly crush that I told you I wasn’t, except that’s exactly how I acted. I ignored everything you said, and now you and Sonny are both worried about my safety—”

“Okay, we need to back up—” Jason took a step towards her, but she shook her head.

“No, no, I keep going over it, and I listened when Sonny explained it all to me — I waited so we’d be out there alone, a-and then you were so worried about me you didn’t even take care of yourself, and now this guy who wants to hurt might try to use me which is exactly what you said would happen, and I promise I was listening—” She sucked in a sharp, quavering breath. “I promise I take this seriously, I just—”

“Hey.” Jason winced as he took a few more steps towards her. “Hey. You didn’t do anything wrong. I’m the one who made myself a target, okay? They were shooting at me—”

“And you got hurt when you pushed me down, so if I hadn’t been there—” Tears clung to her lashes when she lifted her gaze to his. “Sonny told me you agreed that I should go with you, but you don’t want that, do you? That’s the last thing you want. I’m not an idiot. That’s why Sonny talked to me. He said you agreed, but that doesn’t mean you want me to go—”

The fact that she was right—that his first instinct had been to reject the plan made Jason feel about two feet tall. He grimaced. “It’s not like that—”

“And now you’re looking at me like I’m insane, and trust me, I feel insane because I was fine out there talking to Sonny, but I came in here, and you’re standing up walking around like an idiot because you just got shot and you won’t take pain medication, you won’t rest—and it’s because you’re trying to get better faster because you don’t want to be alone with me, and that’s my fault. You think I’m going to push you into something you don’t want—” She pressed her fist to her mouth. “Because that’s what I was doing, right? Last night. In the hallway, and then in the parking lot—you said no, and I didn’t listen. Oh, God.” Horrified, her eyes widened. “Oh, God. You said no, and I didn’t care—what kind of person am I?”

Jason winced, reached for her hands to pull them away from her face. “Hey, okay, we need to take a deep breath. Elizabeth—” He took her chin in his hand. “Look at me. Hey.”

She closed her eyes. “Please don’t look at me. Please don’t. I’m making a fool of myself, and it’s going to be so much worse when you’re nice about it—”

“Well, I can’t do anything about that. Can you look at me? Please?”

Her lashes fluttered, and then her eyes were open again, misery in every line of her expression. “You should be resting.”

“I will. You’re right. I should be listening to the doctor. I’m sorry for worrying you.” He winced, because his side really did hurt like a son of a bitch, but he had to do this first. “Okay. First, I did not say no. And you did nothing that made me feel like that you didn’t listen to me the other night Or last night.”

“But—”

“I don’t think you’re trying to push me into anything. I don’t. And last night—” He sighed. “I was just about to offer you a ride on the bike before everything went to hell because I didn’t want you to just go home. So what if you made sure you were the last to leave? That’s not why I was hurt.”

He slid his hands down her shoulders to her arms down to her hands. “But if you’re asking if I think going to the island together is a good idea, no, I don’t. I think it’s going to make this harder for both of us. That doesn’t change the fact that it’s the best way to keep you safe, and to keep me from worrying about you off in some safe house with guards you don’t know.”

“I—” Elizabeth drew in a shaky breath. “I’m sorry for falling apart. It’s not exactly doing much to reassure you that I could do this if you gave me the chance.”

“I don’t want you to worry about that—”

“I can’t help it.” She smiled, though it was a thin one, and it didn’t reach her eyes. “I was so scared last night when I realized you’d been hurt. And, God, I was so mad.” The color returned to her cheeks. “Why didn’t you say anything? You didn’t tell me you were hurt, and I was looking for my stupid shoe—”

“I wasn’t thinking about it—” Jason winced when she just narrowed her eyes. “I just knew I didn’t have a lot of time to get you somewhere safe—”

“You matter, too, okay? I don’t want any of this macho crap where you think I’m some damsel in distress you have to rescue—” She poked him in the chest. “So if that’s what you think—”

“I don’t—”

“Because I dragged you off your bike and to the elevators, and I don’t think some flimsy princess could do that—and I did it without shoes—so I think I get extra credit for that.”

“Is there a test I don’t know about?” he asked, confused. “I mean, I’m grateful—”

“All of this is a test. You didn’t set it up,” Elizabeth said, letting her hand fall to her side, “but that doesn’t mean you aren’t grading me. Tell the truth. You thought this would be enough to send me running. Maybe you were hoping it would. Is what you want? Really? For me to go?” Her tone had shifted again. “Because I’ll tell Sonny that I’ll go to the island and stay somewhere else like the resort or something. I don’t want to be somewhere I’m not wanted.”

Jason opened his mouth to respond, then shook his head, and did something truly insane. He cupped the back of her head and pulled her against him, claiming her mouth with his.

July 3, 2024

This entry is part 23 of 36 in the Flash Fiction: Warning Shots

Written in 57 minutes. I had a little trouble getting the first part of the scene together, so writing went a little slower than I wanted.


June 2000

He didn’t recognize the wallpaper. Jason squinted, his bleary gaze trying to make sense of the dark-colored wall in front of him. His bedroom was a bland white, so he wasn’t home. And the ache he felt when he moved his hand, the fire that raced down his side as soon as he tried to shift on the bed stopped any movement of his body. So he turned his head, slowly until his right cheek was resting against the pillow.

Beside him lay Elizabeth, curled up on her side, her curly hair spilling over her shoulders, one hand tucked beneath her cheek, the other wrapped around her waist. She had a shirt that was too big for her—something gray that slid off one shoulder. Jason squinted. There was a cut on the skin left bare. And a scrape. Was she hurt? Why was she sleeping next to him?

And then it came back in a rush—the parking lot, the headlights, shoving her to the ground, the look in her eye when she was looking for her shoe—and then the rest of it was gone. He didn’t remember anything else.

Jason looked past her, to the door, then exhaled slowly. That he recognized. His old room at Sonny’s, when he’d first moved in. He hadn’t gone upstairs until after Michael was born, and he’d needed to be closer.

He’d made it to the Towers, he thought, remembering now that had been his goal. Get Elizabeth to Sonny. He’d done that. She was safe.

Jason touched his side, hissing when the pain lanced through him again. He tried to sit up, sliding one leg to the side and barely managed to lift his upper body up, hanging on to the edge of the nightstand with a death grip. “Damn it,” he muttered. He just wanted to get to the bathroom or to a mirror to see how bad it was.

He heard rustling behind him, and sighed. He’d wanted to be out of bed before she woke up, hadn’t wanted that picture in his head, of knowing what she looked like when just opening her eyes.

“Jason?” Her voice was sleepy, his name half-yawned, then spoken. Then she said it again, worried. “Jason! What are you doing? You got shot!”

“Yeah, I figured,” he grunted, but she’d already raced around the side of the bed, had a hand on his shoulder.

“You have to lay down. The doctor said you needed to rest. I’ll get Sonny, okay? A-and if you’re in pain—” She released his shoulder, then to look at the night table, picked up some bottles. “There’s something here for that—”

“I don’t like pain medication,” he said.

“But—”

“I don’t want it,” he cut in, and his voice was sharp enough that Elizabeth flinched, set the bottle down. “I don’t like the way it makes me feel.”

“I know—”

“How would you know that?” he demanded, then felt like an asshole when she dropped her eyes. “Look, I just—I need to talk to Sonny—”

“He told me you wouldn’t want pain medication when you woke up,” Elizabeth said, and he closed his mouth. “That’s how I know. And that’s why I stayed in here. Because he said the minute you were up, you’d try to get up and you weren’t supposed to. He said you’re a terrible patient who never listens to the doctors, so he thought maybe you’d listen to me.” Her lips curved into a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. “Well, I guess on that he was wrong. It’s not pain medication. Not that way.” She showed him the bottle. “It’s just something to help with the inflammation.”

“I’m—” Jason grimaced, looked down at the carpet, though that didn’t help because her bare feet were in front of him, and they were painted the same color she’d been wearing the night before, a bright pink that made him think of throwing her to the ground, scaring her. “I’m sorry,” he muttered.

“You got shot, you’re entitled to be cranky.” But she kept her eyes averted. “I’ll get Sonny. I know you’ll want to talk to him.”

“Elizabeth—” He called after her, but she was already in the hallway. Damn it. He dragged a hand over his face, feeling the stubble beneath his fingers.

When Sonny came in a few minutes later, Jason had hobbled to his feet, using the headboard for balance. The older man just sighed. “So much for hoping a pretty face would make you a a better patient. Sit back down before you tear open those stitches—”

“I just want to see—” But Sonny was in front of him, and Jason had no choice but back up, then to sit down, wincing at the pressure on his side. “I just wanted to see how bad it is—”

“Entry and exit wound. No internal damage, you lucky son of a bitch. If you follow orders, you might be up and moving in a few days, and back to your normal in a few weeks—”

“I don’t have a few weeks—”

“Sure you do. Now take your medicine.” Sonny held out two pills and a glass of water. “Start thinking of ways to apologize to that very nice young woman who dragged your sorry ass from the parking garage up here—”

“What?” Jason demanded, but Sonny just lifted his brows, pressed his lips closed. “Fine,” he muttered. He took the pills, chased them with the water. “What are you talking about? I got her back here—”

“You got as far as the parking garage and practically keeled over. And instead of calling 911 like a normal person might or running away screaming, Elizabeth managed to drag you to the elevators. You don’t remember any of that?”

“No—” Open your eyes. Lean on me. He winced. “A little.”

“And she agreed to stay here while I tried to get to the bottom of whatever the hell happened last night. But maybe I should have put her in a safe house considering she looked miserable when she came down to get me.”

“Do you know what happened?” Jason asked, ignoring the rest of it.

Sonny stroked his jaw. “Yeah. We got the shooter. Don’t get too excited — he’s not one of Moreno’s men so we can’t neatly tie it. He got a contract.”

“A contract—” Jason repeated. “What—”

“Shooter got the contract directly from an old friend of ours. You remember David Reece?”

Jason squinted, then realized how he knew the name. “Messenger for the cartels? The one who told you that there was a hit on you before the wedding?”

“Yeah. Shooter can’t connect us to Moreno, so I can’t say for sure it was him. I don’t know who else it would be,” Sonny said. He ambled over to the window, peered through the blinds. “But a contract makes sense for how it got set up. He picked the contract up yesterday morning, but couldn’t get a clear shot of you until last night.”

“But—”

“You were always around other people, and he had orders to minimize casualties. And to under no circumstances open fire with Emily around. No one wants the kind of heat she’d bring. Shooter waited until she left last night, and after that—” Sonny slid his hands in his pockets. “He didn’t much care about who was next to you. So you were worried Elizabeth was part of it, she wasn’t.”

“She was just standing next to me.” Jason closed his eyes. Just like Nikolas Cassadine that night at Luke’s.

“If she’d gone with Emily, he would have shot you then.”

“Okay. Okay. So Elizabeth is safe. That’s all that mattered.” And after last night and this morning, he figured that had put the period on whatever relationship she thought she wanted. She’d be running in the other direction.

“Well—”

Jason lifted his head, not liking the tone of Sonny’s voice. “What? What’s the rest?”

“Shooter doesn’t know who paid him, so he only talked to David Reece. We caught him on the phone with Reece.” Sonny hesitated. “They know you’re alive — and they know you didn’t go back inside the club like maybe you could have. And the brunette? Her name is in the paper this morning as a person of interest. The PCPD have been calling Audrey Hardy and Emily down at the pool house.”

“Shit.” Jason dropped his head in his hands, wincing at the pain. “So if they didn’t—”

“If there was any chance of thinking she was just a random woman standing next to you, everyone knows now it was Elizabeth Webber, roommate to your little sister. Add that in to the fact that you made sure she was with you when you left the scene—”

“Damn it. Damn it. I should just gone back inside.” Jason gripped the headboard again, pushed himself to his feet. “I should have called you—”

“You’d been shot, Jason. You didn’t know if you’d pass out, if Luke was still inside the club, if they were going to come back. Give yourself a break. All you wanted was to get Elizabeth somewhere you were sure was safe. And you did that.”

“And made it worse—”

“You couldn’t have known that. Look, we can complain about how we got here, or we can deal with the situation as it is. The contract is unfilled, so Reece is just going to hand it out to someone else. You’re in no shape to be seen in public. The PCPD will have a thousand questions if they find out you’ve been shot. And Elizabeth—”

“Will get dragged in, too. Okay. Okay. So I’ll go away. I’ll go down to the island until I can walk—”

“Exactly.” Sonny paused. “Except for the part if you disappear from public, you’ve just David Reece and probably Anthony Moreno all the ammunition they need to pull you back.”

“Elizabeth. She’ll be a target. So will you, but—”

“But I’m already a target. And it’s not like they’ll kill her right away. They’ll hold her hostage, lure you in—”

“Stop talking. I got the point,” Jason bit out. He swayed slightly, his head spinning. “Safe house. You have to keep her safe until I can come back and handle this.”

“Right. I’ll put her with some strange guards she’s never seen before, tell her to pack up her whole life for a few weeks while you recuperate in the Caribbean.” Sonny cleared his throat. “And you’ll be just fine and normal, following doctor’s orders down there, not worried about her at all.”

“No,” Jason bit out, because he knew the only answer to all of this. He’d gone out of his way to keep Elizabeth away from this part of his life, but in a moment of weakness he’d gotten her those stupid tickets so he could make her smile, and maybe make up for how he’d hurt her—and he’d ruined everything. She’d been shot at, thrown around, and had, apparently, been left to deal with him after he’d passed out from the gunshot.

He wouldn’t have to worry about keeping his hands off her on the island. She’d probably insist on a room on the other side of the house, if she agreed to go at all.

“She has to go with me,” he said, and saw Sonny’s shoulders relax. “You should have just said that from the beginning—”

“And miss watching you tie yourself in knots trying to get out of it?” Sonny scoffed. “Not a chance. You needed to realize for yourself this is the best way. I won’t have to worry about you, because you already bit her head off about following’s doctors orders and you feel bad so you’re not doing it again, right?”

Jason clenched his jaw. “She told you that?”

“No, I’m freaking Colombo putting together clues. You’re on your feet, and she was upset. Now, lay back down and I’ll arrange things. And I’ll be the one telling her because you—” Sonny stabbed a finger at him. “—need to practice not making that face when she’s in the room. She saved your life last night, idiot. Don’t make me or her regret that.”

July 2, 2024

This entry is part 22 of 36 in the Flash Fiction: Warning Shots

Written in 65 minutes.


June 2000

She hit the ground hard, a heavy weight falling on top of her, the gravel beneath digging into the skin left bare by the hot pink tube top that had seemed like a great idea six hours earlier—

Elizabeth barely had time to cover her head with her hands before the last blast of gunfire exploded, and she heard the spark and sizzle of something electrical shorting out—tires squealed—

“Stay down—” The words were little more than hot air breathed against her neck, and then the weight pressing her down vanished. There were a few screams, some shouts, horns and cars braking on the nearby streets, but Elizabeth didn’t move. He’d told her stay still, and if there was one time to follow directions, it was when the guy who’d been shot at a thousand times told you not to move.

But then she was being lifted, rolled over, Jason’s hands wrapping around her biceps, pulling her to a sitting position, almost like a rag doll. Those hands kept moving, tracing down her sides. “Are you hit? Are you hurt?—”

Elizabeth finally raised her head, met his frantic eyes. “N-No—are you—”

“We have to get out of here.” He hauled her to her feet, wrapping an arm around her waist when she stumbled, one of those platform wedges she loved so much having fallen off. She turned slightly, as if to find it. “What is it?’ he demanded.

“My s-shoe—” She swallowed hard, her hands trembling as she brought them up to rake her hands through her hair. “I c-can’t find my shoe—”

Another night flashed through her head. Being thrown to the ground. Her shoe was lost. The lights whirled around her and Elizabeth lost her breath for a minute, slapped at the hands holding her. “Don’t—” The breath vanished and she couldn’t form any more words. She just moved away, backing up, then falling—the height difference between her feet thanks to the missing shoe throwing her off balance.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” Jason knelt down, wincing, his expression still tense but his tone softer. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean—we just—” He raked his hands though his hair. “I have to get you somewhere safe. Okay? Please. They might come back, and you were with me. I don’t know—”

The lights swirled again, and Elizabeth took a deep breath. She sat up, kicked off her remaining platform. “I lost my other shoe somewhere,” she said. “I’m okay. Let’s go.” Jason stood, wincing again, and held out his hand, pulling her to her feet.

“I’ll buy you a dozen pairs, but—”

“No, we can go. I can go. We’re okay.” It wasn’t two years ago. It wasn’t cold beneath her back. She could do this. “Let’s go,” she said.

He’d scared her, Jason realized. Throwing her to the ground, hauling her around like a sack of coffee. He hadn’t meant to do that, and if he’d taken his time, if he’d just thought about it, they might not have wasted precious minutes standing here—

Time he really didn’t have as the fire in his side only burned hotter, blood dripping, clinging to his skin, sliding down. He just had to get her to Sonny. If he could get to Sonny, she’d be safe, and it didn’t matter what happened to him.

Her eyes had cleared of that terrible look, and Jason hurried her over to the bike, handing her the helmet, clenching his teeth when he swung his leg over the side, and he nearly bit his tongue when Elizabeth’s hand slid past the wound.

“Jason—are you okay—”

“I’m fine. We have to go.” He switched on the ignition, and she tightened her hold on him. He roared out of the parking lot, just seconds ahead of the police sirens. The PCPD would come find them eventually, but not until he’d made sure Elizabeth was safe.

——

There was something terribly wrong. Elizabeth knew it even as they raced away from Luke’s, towards the buildings where she knew he and Sonny lived at Harborview Towers, but she thought it was his worry, his obvious fear that whoever had taken those shots would come back.

When they pulled into a spot in the parking garage, Elizabeth drew hands back, unsnapped the helmet, and swung her leg over the side. She set the helmet on the back of the bike, then stared at her left hand, almost not registering the meaning of the red smeared across her skin.

With trembling fingers, she lifted her eyes to Jason slumped over the front of the bike, the black cotton T-shirt having masked the blood until they were in the bright lights of the garage.

“J-ason—” Elizabeth tugged at his shoulder. “Jason, you have to—oh my God—” All while he’d been checking on her, dragging her to safety, he’d been shot—”Jason, open your eyes, please—”

“Sonny.” Jason’s eyes, just a sliver of blue as he forced them open. “He’ll—” And then he slumped again, this time losing his balance, falling over into her, nearly taking the bike with him. Elizabeth gasped, wrapping her arms around his torso, shoving back with all her strength.

“Jason, you have to help me. I have to get you upstairs—” She twisted her head, frantically looking for someone, anyone. Why wasn’t anyone coming to help? Did she call, scream for help? Or would that get him in trouble?

She swallowed her sobs, shoved again, and somehow, someway, she was able to get Jason back into a sitting position, the bike teetering, but staying up. “Oh, God. Jason, you have to help me. Please. I—” She bit her lip. “I’m not safe yet, okay? I don’t know where to go. Where he lives.” She touched his face, her fingers softly combing through the hair just above his ear. “Jason. Please. I need your help.”

Jason stirred again, his eyes opened. “Eliza…”

“Hey. Hey, no, no, don’t close your eyes again—” She stroked his face. “Stay with me. Help me. I don’t know where to go. You can show me, can’t you? Where does Sonny live? I can—” She wound one of his heavy arms over her shoulder. “You got on the bike right? We can—we can get off the same way. Just lean on me.”

“Have to get upstairs—” He took a deep breath, slightly more conscious now, his words still slurred.

Somehow, maybe through a miracle from heaven, she got Jason off the bike, and once on his feet, he seemed to fall into autopilot. Step by step, towards the bank of elevators.

“Fifteenth floor.” Jason grunted, leaning against the concrete wall. He closed his eyes. “Sonny can send someone for me—”

“I got you this far,” Elizabeth muttered, jabbing the button again. “Don’t—” She darted forward, caught his arm over her shoulder again as he started to slump. “We’re almost there, okay? We’ll get upstairs and someone will be able to help.”

The elevator ride was the longest of her life, and Elizabeth couldn’t even begin to think about what she’d say if the car stopped along the way because there was no hiding the mangled mess of blood of Jason’s side, the blood streaked across her hands, his face, and probably hers now, too.

But the doors never opened until the top floor, until they’d reached the fifteenth floor. The car doors opened, and step by painful step, Elizabeth guided Jason out of the car, and into the hallway.

“I’ll go get help—” she started, but she could already hear footsteps, and a man in a dark suit came around, his eyes wide.

“Jason! Holy hell!”

The man raced back to the penthouse, shoved open the door. “Mr. C! Mr. C! Jason’s been shot!”

It wasn’t every day that Sonny found bleeding man on his doorstep, but it happened often enough that he didn’t even blink. He and Max half-carried, half-dragged Jason into the penthouse, Sonny barking at the terrified brunette to follow them. He didn’t think about her again until he’d settled Jason on a bed in the unused maid’s room on the first floor, and told Max to make a call to their doctor while he took stock of Jason’s injuries.

Entry and exit wound, so that accounted for the blood, Sonny thought, using a pair of scissors from the first aid kit to cut away the t-shirt around the wound.

“S-Sonny.”

Sonny grunted, not glancing up from applying pressure against the wound. “A little busy here.”

“Elizabeth.”

“She’s fine. Dragged your sorry ass up from the parking garage—how the hell did you get here from Luke’s?” Sonny demanded.

“Bike.” Jason clenched his jaw, and the pain ripped across his face. “Had to get her here. They—they waited.”

“What do you mean?”

“Everyone gone. Just me. Just her.” Jason reached forward, gripped Sonny’s shoulder. “Could—they could have waited for her to go, but they didn’t. You—you’ll make sure—”

“I’ll make sure she’s safe. You just focus on not dying on me, you got it? Leave the rest of it to me.”

Finally, their doctor arrived and Sonny was able to think about Elizabeth. He was a little impressed that rather than giving into instinct when Jason had started to pass out and calling 911, she’d brought him up here.

He found her in the kitchen, sitting on a stool at the island, staring her blood-streaked hands. Her curly hair hanging limply around her shoulders, her mascara and eyeliner had run enough to give her slight raccoon eyes, and there some light scratches and cuts along her shoulders.

Sonny took the stool across from her. “Well, this isn’t the way I wanted us to meet.”

He was rewarded when the corner of her mouth tugged upwards. “No, not really in the top five, I guess.”

“Sonny Corinthos. Thanks for getting him upstairs.” He tipped his head. “You didn’t wash your hands yet.”

“Didn’t want to until I knew—” She licked her lips, then finally met his eyes. “Is he okay? I mean, will he be okay?”

“Probably.” Sonny scratched his jaw. “He drove you here? On the bike?”

“I didn’t—I didn’t know he was hurt. He wouldn’t let me ask—I wouldn’t have let him leave that way—I would have refused—” Her eyes filled. “But he kept saying they might come back and he wanted me to be safe.”

“He was right. Until I know what happened, it’s better if you stay here. If that’s what you want.”

She didn’t say anything for a long moment, and Sonny went over to the sink. He wet a dishcloth, then brought it to her. “I’m sure this was a lot—”

“Not the worst night I’ve ever had,” she said softly. She wiped the blood from her hands, almost mechanically. “This is what he meant, isn’t it? Tonight. This is why he thinks he has to be alone.”

Surprised, Sonny took the stool next to her. “Maybe. Is that he said?”

“He said my face would change.” Elizabeth took a deep breath. “That knowing what he does is one thing, but living with it is another, and this is what he meant. This feeling. Worried he might die. That’s going to happen again, isn’t it?”

Sonny considered very carefully how to answer her question. “It’s not like this every day,” he said finally. “But it’s also not not never. Not everyone wants to sign for it.” He waited for her to look at him. “Jason’s been through that,” he admitted, “with someone he loved very much. She promised she could handle it, and couldn’t. And also, to a lesser extent, with someone else who liked the power and money. I can understand him not wanting to do it again. To watch someone walk away. Or—not wanting you to go through it all.”

Elizabeth nodded, almost absently. “I told him we’d have to trust each other. There are things that terrify me, too. And I-I think I’m there. That I could—but he’s not ready.”

“He might not ever be ready. But it doesn’t really matter if you’re not. Jason’s a good guy who deserves to have someone special in his life. I know he cares about you.”

“The way I feel right now, this would happen again. He’ll go out, and I won’t know until I seem him again if he’s okay.” Elizabeth rose from the stool, went to the sink to rinse her hands. “Living with that uncertainty, it’s…”

“Too much?” Sonny asked.

“I don’t know.” She dried her hands, turned back to him. “Do I have to know that tonight? Is that a fair thing to ask when we don’t even know if this is anything more than just—” Her cheeks pinked up. “More than what it is. Maybe it’s just physical.”

“Do you believe that?”

“No,” she said softly. She looked at her hands again, clean though Sonny thought she might see the blood for the rest of her life. “I think it would be just easier if that’s all it was.”

“Maybe.” Sonny got to his feet. “I’m going to check on the doctor. You should call Emily. Let her know you’re both safe and you’ll call her in the morning.”

“Yeah, okay.”

Sonny was at the door when she called out his name. “Yeah?”

“Did I do the right thing? I mean, what he would have wanted me to do?”

“Jason wanted you to leave him on the floor of the parking garage and get to me so you’d be safe.” Sonny’s smile was slight. “Aren’t we both lucky that’s not the kind of woman you are?” Her cheeks flushed, and she looked away. “When the doctor’s done, if you want to stay with him, you can. I’ll find you some clothes.” He paused. “It was nice to meet you, Elizabeth.”

June 29, 2024

This entry is part 25 of 45 in the Flash Fiction: Chain Reaction

lol remember back in the early days when you guys thought i was gonna write a positive courtney story. adorable. told you. trust the journey.

written in 62 minutes.


PCPD: Commissioner’s Office

“I think we need some sleep,” Mac said, pressing the grit from his eyes. “We’re not going to make any progress going over the same thing over and over again. We can read Courtney’s statement a thousand times, and it’s not going to make sense any more now than it did an hour ago.”

“I know, I know. I just—” Scott went to the window, tipped the blinds down, looked towards the hospital. “I don’t like it.”

“What’s to like? We’ve got Carly still in surgery until—” Mac squinted at the clock on his desk. “What did they say? Eleven?”

“They have to drill into the skull,” Scott murmured. “Relieve pressure. And it might not enough. They might have to remove a piece of the skull altogether. I don’t know which way they went.” He looked back at Mac. “There are problems with the statement, yeah, but how do we reconcile them telling the same story when we know Courtney hasn’t talked to Ric?”

“That—” The commissioner made a face. “Yeah, okay, I get you there. But we know Jason didn’t do it.”

“Do we?’ Capelli offered, from across the room, lounging on the sofa, his elbow on the arm of the sofa, propping his head up. He stifled a yawn. “I mean, two wits that say he did it, one of them has the gun—”

“Bobbie said she and Jason came to Kelly’s together. That they’d been together. That tracks with the vehicles in the parking lot. How does Courtney get away without Bobbie hearing her? They were right there when the shots were fired.” Mac shook his head. “I get it. Two witnesses independently saying the same thing. It trips me up, but not enough to do anything with.”

“Especially since neither of them are particularly credible,” Scott admitted. “When you consider the relationships here. Do we know if Courtney knew about the affair?”

“Do we even know it was an affair? I’m not keeping up on Jason’s romantic life, and I’m sure you’re not either. Maybe he and Courtney broke up for a while.” Mac shook his head. “Whether she knew or not, we can’t get around Bobbie giving Jason an alibi. Do you really think she’d cover for the man who put her daughter in brain surgery?”

“No. I don’t.” Scott looked back at them. “But Courtney and Ric are telling the same story, and Courtney’s got a gun that matches the bullets. Still need to do some testing to find out if it was the same one, but—”

“Anyone test Morgan for residue at the scene?” Capelli asked, though the words were more slurred now.

“No need. He was a witness. No one seriously thought he’d shoot his best friend and ex-girlfriend. Look, Scott, you’ve only been around Jason the last year. I’ve been around him since he became Jason Morgan. If I’d found Ric’s body dumped in the harbor, yeah, he’d be my first visit. But a messy shooting in the middle of a public courtyard that leaves three victims, and not one of them dead? That’s not how it goes down.”

Scott snorted, then sat down. “Christ. I can’t believe we’re having a conversation about throwing out witness testimony because we know Jason Morgan’s a better killer than this shooter.”

“And Scott, we really shouldn’t be including you in this conversation at all. Not if we want a special prosecutor to take this over—”

“Yeah, yeah, I know.” Scott took a deep breath. “Look, you’re right. We need to sleep. We need to let this roll around in our heads.”

“I don’t know how a few hours of sleep is going to change the facts. I have two witnesses pointing the finger at a guy that’s alibied by the victim’s mother.” Mac dragged a hand down his face. “But maybe something will shake loose while I’m sleeping. Meet back here in three hours.”

General Hospital: Surgical Waiting Room

The sun was just beginning to break through the gray clouds when Mike arrived, a brown bag in one hand and a tray of coffees in the other. “I thought everyone could use something to eat.”

“That’s very kind of you,” Audrey said, coming forward to take the items. “You were able to open this morning?”

“Yeah. Yeah. They, uh, cleared the scene after midnight. I thought about keeping it closed, but—” Mike hugged Bobbie. “How are you holding up, sweetheart?”

“Still waiting for surgery—” Bobbie swayed slightly, exhausted from the restless night. Felicia brought a bagel and coffee to her from the bag Audrey had unpacked. “I couldn’t—”

“You have to eat.”

“When Carly gets out of surgery—”

“They said that could be three or four more hours, honey.” Felicia pressed the bagel back at her and this time, Bobbie sighed, took it, then sat down. Content that her friend was  going to eat at least a few bites, she turned back to Mike. “Have you seen Sonny yet?”

“Ah, no. I went by last night, but they weren’t letting anyone up. You know how strict they can be. Jason’s been preoccupied. I wasn’t going to ask him.”

“You know…” Felicia hesitated. “I mean, you know Jason’s preoccupied with—”

“I knew before this happened, yeah. It’s…not ideal. But I’m not going to judge.”

“I’m sorry. I’m just struggling to understand why we’re not…” Audrey gestured. “Why can’t you go up and wake Sonny? This is his wife and child.”

“Sonny hasn’t been feeling well the last few days,” Mike said after a long moment. “I think he took something to sleep. What’s the point of worrying him, you know? What can he do that we’re not already doing?”

“Still.” Audrey folded her arms. “It’s troubling. What kind of man—I’m sorry, Mike.”

“You don’t to apologize to me, Mrs. Hardy. Let me help you with that,” Mike said to Felicia who was looking through the bag for utensils. He was grateful for any reason to stop Audrey’s questions. Until he saw Jason, he didn’t know what to think, and didn’t care to speculate.

General Hospital: Bathroom

Jason splashed some cold water on his face, trying to jolt himself awake. He ought to have slept more last night, he knew. Especially once Elizabeth was out of surgery, and their baby was still safe. But Carly was still in an operating room, and Sonny—

He’d had a call from Max an hour ago — Sonny was still locked down. Courtney had come by to get some of her things, and some things for Michael, too. Someone was going to have to talk to the little boy today, so at least she was good for something.

Jason exited the bathroom, switching off the light, then watched Elizabeth sleep for a while. He should go get some coffee. Something to eat. He hadn’t had either since maybe noon the day before.

He found Mike in the waiting area by the elevators, and slowed his steps, spying the coffee sitting on the table with its top still on. Mike held it out to him.

“It’s probably cold by now, but caffeine is caffeine,” he said, and Jason nodded, taking it. It was just below lukewarm, but it was better than nothing. Mike tipped a bag towards him. “Something to eat for later. You never remember to that anymore.” He smiled slightly. “That’s changed. You used to eat like a horse when you worked at Luke’s.”

“Still do when I remember to eat,” Jason said. They sat down, taking the sofa in the waiting area. He scrubbed a hand down his face. “Have you been down to see Bobbie?”

“Yeah, yeah, I dropped some food off. She’s with Felicia and Audrey Hardy. Carly’s still in surgery, probably for another three hours. I figure that’s a good sign. She’s made it this far.”

“I guess.” Jason set the coffee down. “I don’t know what’s out there. What people are saying. I don’t know if the police have any leads—”

“I saw a few officers at Kelly’s this morning when I helped Penny open. If there are leads, they’re not sharing. They, uh, were talking about all of this. And—” Mike tipped his head. “Did you know yesterday when we talked, did you know about the baby?”

Jason looked at him. “Yeah. I’d found out the day before. Elizabeth—she told me I could tell you if I thought I needed to, but I didn’t—” His lips tightened and he looked away. “I didn’t think I did. We wanted to keep it quiet. It wasn’t the plan—”

“I never thought it was. And I understand wanting it quiet, with what Courtney through a few months ago. And I know Elizabeth lost a baby in May. She took resigned from work shortly after, so, yeah, I get that. But it’s out now. You should know that. Courtney will know shortly.”

“I know that it should matter to me that she’ll be hurt when she finds out,” Jason said slowly, “and maybe it does somewhere, but—”

“You don’t have the room for it right now. How’s—how’s that with the surgery? With her injury?”

“Holding on.” Jason picked up the coffee again, sipped. “The doctor said she still had around an eight percent risk of miscarriage, but getting this far is a good sign.”

“Good. Good. Last thing either of you need. Especially with Carly’s situation up in the air. I’m sorry about all of this, Jason. I really am.”

“I thought—” he stared down at the white coffee top. “I thought I’d hit rock bottom days ago. Standing in the penthouse, listening to Carly cry about Sonny losing it, pushing her. I thought it can’t get worse than this. I’d screwed things up for all of us by not doing something for Sonny a long time ago, for not being honest with myself a year ago, for continuing not to be honest six weeks ago—” He met Mike’s gaze. “I didn’t know it could get worse. I never—”

“Always something beneath rock bottom, Jason. You never hit bedrock,” Mike said, though the tone was kind. “Sometimes we don’t get the results we deserve. I know you had a plan to get things sorted out, but we ran out of time. Because we’re not talking about why Sonny’s not here.”

Jason closed his eyes, then opened them, met Mike’s again, who nodded. “Okay,” the other man said. “Okay. So what do we do? What’s the plan?”

“The plan is for me to stay right where I am until Carly’s out of surgery, and I know how she is. Until Elizabeth is awake, and stable—I have to tell her—” His voice cracked slightly, and he took a breath. “I have to tell her there might be nerve damage. That she might not be able to paint again. She can’t hear that from a doctor.”

“Christ,” Mike swore, rubbing his mouth. “Oh man, that’s going to kill her. Yeah, you need to be here. That’s—there’s no question, Jason. You’re exactly where you need to be. So what can I do?”

“I don’t—I don’t know. I know if—I know if I’m right, he didn’t mean to do it. I know he never would have hurt them if he’d been well.” His voice shook. “I know all of that. But right now, if I look at him, I won’t remember that. I’ll just think about my child, about the woman I love, and the friend who’s been through too much already having her brain cut into—I can’t do it, Mike. Not right now.”

“Of course not.”

“So he stays where he is for now. Max has his orders to keep him at the Towers, even if he has to be sedated again. I don’t care. I can’t. I’ve put him first too many times. Right now, my family comes first, and that’s not him. It can’t be.”

General Hospital: Surgical Waiting Room

Tony finally came back around ten-thirty, scraping the green surgical cap from his hair as he entered the room. Bobbie lunged to her feet, her eyes wide and hopeful. “Tony.”

“Carly’s in post-op. We had to do a full craniotomy,” he said, and Bobbie blanched.

“What is that?” Felicia asked. “What’s—”

“Removed a piece of her skull,” Audrey murmured, stepping up to a put an arm around Bobbie’s shoulders.

“She came through it, and so did the baby,” Tony added, and Bobbie sighed in relief. “We’re monitoring the baby, in case we need to deliver, but so far so good. We were able to release the pressure, Bobbie, but it’s hasn’t completely eliminated the cerebral edema. The swelling,” he clarified for Felicia and for Mike who’d risen to his feet. “We’re hopeful that meds will help with this. But Carly’s fallen into a coma.”

“Oh, God—” Bobbie pressed her hands to her face, the words little more than a sob choked out. “God. This isn’t right. This isn’t fair.”

“What’s the prognosis?” Mike asked. “When will she wake up?”

“We don’t know.”

PCPD: Commissioner’s Office

Scott knocked on Mac’s open door, then strolled in, a cup of coffee in his hand. “How do we feel after a little shut-eye?”

“Not particularly great.” Mac hung up the phone, rubbed his eyes again. “Capelli went to the hospital when he clocked back in. Elizabeth’s awake. She can’t remember what happened past Carly and Ric in the courtyard. That’s where it ends. Maybe she gets that back eventually, but—” He paused, looked at Scott. “Carly’s in a coma. They don’t know if she’ll wake up, if the swelling in her brain will go down, so her memories are the least of our worries.”

“That’s…unfortunate.” Scott took a seat. “I’d hoped one of them could give us something to work with, but—”

“Scott, really, I think we should wait for the special prosecutor.”

Scott sniffed, then sipped his coffee. “No need. I withdrew the request. I’m back on the case.”

Mac stared at him for a long moment. “That is not a good idea.”

“On the contrary,” Scott said, getting to his feet and setting down the coffee cup. “It’s the best idea I’ve had in a long time. Now—” He rubbed his hands together. “I have to go write up an arrest warrant.”

General Hospital: Elizabeth’s Room

Elizabeth grimaced as Jason brought the straw to her lips, but drank the water and soothed her tired, sore throat. “I’m so sorry about Carly,” she said when she was able to talk again.

“Yeah. It’s not—” Jason grimaced. “It’s not…it’s not great news.” He took a deep breath. “But Carly’s tough, and she’s been through a lot. We’ll just have to take it one day at a time.”

“I’ll feel better when I’m not laying in this bed, so I can help. Or do something. I don’t know. Sit with Bobbie. There has to be something. Now that I know the baby is okay—”

“There’s still a slight risk,” Jason cautioned, and she sighed. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. You’re right. We should think positively—”

“Easier for me to do.” With her free hand, she touched his face, though it took what little energy she had to do so. “I didn’t spend all night worried about my best friend having brain surgery.”

“I was worried about you. I still am.” Jason covered her hand with his, then turned his face in to kiss her palm. “There’s…I should tell you something about—about what Tony said after your surgery. About your arm.”

“I can barely move any part of it, even what didn’t get shot.” Elizabeth tried to wiggle her right fingers, but the pinky barely moved. “How long until that’s okay?”

“Um—” Jason lowered her hand to the bed, but still kept hold of it, staring at her chipped nail polish. “I don’t know. There might be—that’s why Tony went in for your surgery. The nerve in shoulder. The bullet was—”

“Jason.” Elizabeth’s browns pinched together. “What are you trying to say? I can’t—” Her voice quivered. “I won’t get the full use back?”

“I won’t let that happen, okay?” His head came back up, his eyes fierce. “I won’t. I’ll find every specialist. We’ll go anywhere. I’ll spend every last dime if I have to—”

“But I might not be able to hold a paintbrush again,” Elizabeth said softly. “That’s what you’re trying hard not to say.”

“I—yes. That’s what they said, but I promise. You, and our baby—” He covered her abdomen, curving his long fingers over her hospital gown. “You’re the only thing that matters—” He stopped, sat up, and frowned towards the door.

Elizabeth heard it now—the raised voices of someone coming near. Then the door opened, and Scott  Baldwin strode in, Mac on his heels. And right behind them, a furious Bobbie and—her grandmother.

“Scotty Baldwin, if you don’t call this off right now, I promise you that I will have your parents on the phone so fast. They would be so ashamed—”

“You’ve really done it now, Scott!” Bobbie bit out.

“What the hell is going on?” Jason demanded, getting to his feet. “Why are you—” Then he saw the cuffs in Mac’s hands, raised his stunned gaze to the commissioner. “What are you doing?”

“Jason Morgan,” Mac said, almost reluctantly, “you’re under arrest for attempted murder.”


and that’s a wrap until july 8. enjoy!

June 28, 2024

This entry is part 24 of 45 in the Flash Fiction: Chain Reaction

Written in 56 minutes.


Forest Hill House: Porch

Leticia Juarez’s gaze was still slightly unfocused, pulled from sleep by the knock at the front door. She remained in the doorway, not giving any indication that she intended to let either Mac or Capelli inside.

“Ms. Juarez,” Mac began, “we just want to confirm what time Carly left here. That’s all. I don’t need to come inside—”

“Why are you here?”

The voice came not from the bewildered nanny but behind them, from the front walk. Mac turned, and Capelli took a few steps towards the edge of the porch. Courtney stood there, at the base of stairs.

“Where’s Carly?” she asked. “Why are you here? Leticia—”

“They say Mrs. Corinthos has been shot,” Leticia said when Courtney joined her at the doorway.

“We were going to look for you next, to ask you some questions—”

“Carly’s been shot?” Courtney pressed a hand to her mouth. “By who? When? Where? Is she at the hospital—why didn’t anyone call me?”

“We’ve been trying to track down Sonny all night. Maybe you can get us in—” Capelli began but Courtney cut him off with a slice of her hand across her chest.

“No, you answer my questions first, damn it! Where’s my sister-in-law?”

“In surgery. It happened at Kelly’s,” Mac said, hesitated. He didn’t believe Courtney was involved, other than needing to be crossed off the list. “Carly was shot, and so were Ric Lansing and Elizabeth Webber.”

The blonde’s eyes bulged at that and she looked away for a minute, took a deep breath before returning her gaze to Mac. “Are they alive?”

“Last I heard, yeah. But we have just as many questions as you do.”

“Well, I don’t have any answers for you. So why don’t you go ask someone who can tell you something?” Courtney turned to the nanny. “Stay with Michael. I’m going to find out what’s going on.”

General Hospital: Hospital Room

The night continued to crawl by in excruciating seconds, minutes, and hours. Carly remained in surgery and would for several more hours. It was delicate work repairing the damage done by the bullet to her head, and they wouldn’t know anything until closer to dawn. Elizabeth had fallen asleep after their brief conversation, a more natural rest.

Jason only left her side briefly to allow Audrey some time, and to check on Bobbie. To talk to Leticia, assured that Michael was safe. He spoke briefly to Max — Sonny was at the Towers. He’d just showed up. No one knew if he’d left the building or when he’d returned. But he was locked up tight, and no one would leave the door again.

He couldn’t find the room to think about what happened next, if he should tel the police about Sonny or find another way out. It went against everything he believed in to turn Sonny over to the police, particularly when he knew the cops wouldn’t care about a mental health crisis.

Though right now, watching Elizabeth sleep, knowing he’d have to tell her there’d be possible nerve damage and that their baby, this precious gift that they’d barely begun to appreciate, might not survive—Jason was finding it hard to care about the mental health of the man who’d put her in this bed. Or was responsible for the bullet in Carly’s head that might take her life, and leave her children without a mother.

It was too awful, too painful to think about, so he didn’t. He shut it down and put it away, and sat next to Elizabeth, making a promise that he’d never leave her again.

General Hospital: Surgical Waiting Room

Bobbie accepted the coffee that Felicia handed her, wrapping her hands around the plastic thermos that her friend had brought from home. She’d brought a second one for Audrey, though it remained untouched on the table next to her.

“This is so awful,” Felicia said, sitting in the chair across from Bobbie. She readjusted the hair clip in her messy blonde hair, then smoothed a hand down her neck. “How are you both holding up?”

“No news is good news,” Bobbie said. She sipped the coffee, letting it soothe her throat, sore and tired from crying. “As long as she’s in surgery, there’s hope.”

“I’ve failed so terribly,” Audrey murmured. Both women looked at her. “I let her drift away from me. Just as I let my Tommy drift. What kind of mother am I? What kind of grandmother?”

“Tommy drifted all on his own, Audrey. The phone works both ways,” Felicia reminded her. “That one isn’t your fault.”

“But Elizabeth is,” Bobbie said flatly. Then she closed her eyes. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. This isn’t your fault, Audrey—”

“To walk in here tonight, to learn that my granddaughter had been married to a monster I encouraged her to be with—that she’s pregnant and wouldn’t tell me—”

Felicia’s brows shot up, and Bobbie winced. “Audrey, they—well, maybe it’s useless now. But they were going to keep that quiet. Jason only told me because—well, I suppose he wanted to tell someone.”

“Jason and—” Felicia pursed her lips, absorbed that. “What’s this about Ric?”

Briefly, Bobbie filled her friend in on the basic details, watching her blue eyes widen until it was nearly comically, and Audrey’s face lost what little color had returned.

“I don’t understand, he works for the DA’s office now,” Felicia said slowly. “How could they—how could Scotty do this?”

“He thought it was his ticket to finally gaining power over Sonny,” Bobbie said bitterly. “What did my daughter matter? What did Elizabeth matter? Not when they could finally throw Sonny or Jason in jail.” Her eyes filled again and she put her head in her hands. “I was so scared for so long, and I thought I had her back, but instead, she might be lost forever.”

Audrey put an arm around Bobbie’s shoulder, tucked her in. “Carly’s strong, Bobbie. You know this. As you said, no news is good news. Your daughter will recover, your grandson will be born, and you will have them both to spoil. And I—” She took a deep breath. “I will have a great-grandchild to love. It will be so lovely to share that with Lila. She’s so fond of Jason. What’s done is done. We must look forward. I’ve made my mistakes. My judgments. It ends tonight.” She looked at the clock, noting it was just after four. “It ends this morning,” she corrected.

Harborview Towers: Lobby

Mike slapped his hand against the front desk. “What do you mean you won’t wake him up! Didn’t you hear what I said?”

“I’m sorry, Mr. Corbin.” The man swallowed hard. “But I have strict instructions—”

“I’m going upstairs, and if you want to stop me—” Mike started towards the bank of elevators, but they opened before they reached them. Max jogged out, his eyes rimmed red with exhaustion.

“Mr. Corbin. Hey. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I had to get someone to cover the door. Let’s talk.” Max gestured towards a grouping of sofas and furniture. “Jason told me to talk to you, so I’m talking.”

“I don’t want—” Mike broke off. “You’ve spoken to Jason.”

“That was part of the wait. I had to call him. See what he wanted me to do. You’re Mr. C’s dad, you know? I didn’t want to just let you sit here or send you away. It’s not cool.” Max hesitated. “Jason said you know that Mr. C’s not well.”

Mike closed his mouth, exhaled slowly. “Did he have problems tonight?”

“Yeah. Yeah. Bad ones. I had to sedate him. That’s why you can’t come up. There’s no reason. He’s not gonna wake up until morning, you know?” Max rubbed his chest. “And no one’s saying it, but we lost Sonny for a little while earlier. We found him, but we just—we don’t know.”

“Christ. You’re saying it might have been—” Mike turned away for a minute, absorbed that. “Okay. Okay. Yeah. That’s fine. I’ll talk to Jason in the morning.”

General Hospital: Hospital Room

Jason didn’t know when he’d closed his eyes, didn’t remember falling asleep, but when he heard his name being spoken, he jerked awake and sat straight up.

Elizabeth’s head was turned toward him, her eyes open. “I didn’t…mean to wake you. I just…” Her lashes fluttered. “I woke up. I saw you—”

“It’s okay. It’s okay.” He came forward on the chair, sitting on the edge, raising her injured hand to his lips, kissing the inside of her palm. “I’ll get a doctor. Are you in pain?”

“No…” Her voice was soft, almost floating. “No. Numb. What…happened?”

“What do you remember?” he asked carefully.

“Kelly’s.” Another flutter of her lashes, then her eyes focused on his, some of the glaze fading. “Carly. We talked. Then…Ric came. Did he—” Her voice broke. “I can’t move my arm. What did he do? I don’t—I don’t remember anything. The baby—”

“Is fine,” Jason finished. “Can you hear that sound over there—”

She closed her eyes. “The beeping. Yes.”

“That’s your heart. The faster one is the baby. Okay?”

“Okay.” Elizabeth swallowed hard. “What did Ric do? Where’s Carly?” Her voice was stronger now.

“Carly’s in surgery. I don’t know what happened. You’d—you’d all been shot by the time we got there. You were shot in the shoulder. But you’re going to be okay.”

“All of us—” She pinched her brows together. “What? Who—”

“The police don’t know yet,” Jason said, which was the truth. He didn’t want to burden her yet with information he hadn’t confirmed. “It’s okay. Let me go get a doctor. All right? Just rest.” He kissed her hand again. “I love you.”

“Love you, too.”

General Hospital: Hallway

“Scott. Hey.” Mac got up from the bench as the district attorney approached them. “Did you hear back from the state yet about a special prosecutor?”

“No. No. But it’s only six in the morning, so—” Scott dragged a hand down his face. “We get the report in from the crime scene guys?”

“Nothing definitive, but none of our theories are ruled out, so there’s that.” Mac sighed. “We couldn’t get in to see Sonny, though I’m not surprised by that. Courtney said she didn’t know anything. She show up here?”

“Not yet. I’ve been keeping a list of who goes up to surgery—” Scott glanced down at his notepad. “So far it’s just Morgan, Bobbie, Audrey, and you know Felicia joined them about two hours ago.”

“No Courtney or Sonny. Weird,” Capelli said. “Did you get confirmation from Morgan about the baby?”

“More or less, yeah. Audrey Hardy didn’t know anything, and Bobbie let it slip, so I think it was something they were keeping quiet. Which, yeah, that tracks if Morgan’s father.”

“Bet the fiancee doesn’t know,” Mac said. “She didn’t seem to have a reaction when we talked to her at Carly’s. So we don’t know anything new?”

Scott hesitated. “I wouldn’t say that—uh, Ric woke up for a little while. He…told me it was Morgan. Tried to kill Ric, and the women were accidents.”

“Ric—” Mac closed his mouth, just stared for a minute. “Are you serious?”

“It fits the theory of Ric being the target,” Capelli pointed out, but Mac just shot him a dirty look. “Well, it does.”

“Yeah, but—” Scott began, but he was cut off when he heard someone calling out Mac’s name behind them. Courtney was there, likely having just turned the corner.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry. I didn’t—” she inhaled sharply, tears glimmering in her blue eyes. “I didn’t know what to do. I can’t live with this anymore.”

“Can’t live with—” Scott stopped, looked at her hands. At the towel-wrapped item she held. “What is that?”

“I was there. Tonight. At Kelly’s.” Courtney sucked in a sob. “He told me to leave. He gave me this and told me to hide it, so no one would know. I didn’t know Carly was hurt. I thought she fell. I didn’t know. So I went to get it, and I knew I had to give it to you, but you have to believe me, it was an accident, okay?”

“What was an accident?” Mac prompted.

“He just hates him so much! He’d never hurt Carly or Elizabeth, but—” Courtney’s lips trembled. “Jason just hates Ric more anything.”

June 27, 2024

This entry is part 23 of 45 in the Flash Fiction: Chain Reaction

Written in 62 minutes.


Harborview Towers: Lobby

“We should have just gone straight to the hospital,” Capelli muttered, stepping away from the guard at the desk. “They’re not going to let us upstairs.”

“No, not without a warrant.” Mac squinted at the elevators. “But it’s interesting, don’t you think—Sonny’s here. They said as much. Why isn’t he at the hospital already? Pregnant wife shot in the head after being kidnapped this summer? Something’s not right.”

“Do you think he’s the shooter?”

Mac hesitated, then gestured for the other man to follow him towards the lobby’s doors. When they were outside, back on Harborview Road, he turned back to look at the building, at the top floors. “I don’t know what I think. Ric Lansing is a pile a garbage that Scott decided was worth the risk of keeping around. I can think of ten people who might have a reason to shoot him. I can also think of a few people who might not be sorry to see Carly Corinthos go down, though not as many as it used to be.”

“But both of them and Elizabeth Webber?” Capelli shook his head. “That’s where I keep getting tripped up. Maybe we’ve got two shooters. Ric shoots Liz and Carly, and someone else shoots him—”

“Maybe. Maybe.” Mac scratched his jaw. “Ric’s got reason to hate Carly. And Elizabeth. But who shoots him and flees? No calls to 911 other than Bobbie’s.”

“Do we know where the sister is? Sonny’s,” Capelli added. “You heard Morgan when he got in the ambulance. Elizabeth is pregnant. They’re clearly sleeping together. Maybe Carly knew?”

“I’ve met the sister. She’s a ditz who can barely tie her shoes.” Mac grunted. “But yeah, maybe we snip off that end. Wonder if she knew about the baby.”

“Only one way to find out.”

General Hospital: Surgical Waiting Room

Scott hesitated at the entrance to the room, watched as Jason Morgan paced the room, the restless energy radiating even on the other side of the room. Bobbie sat slumped in one of the chairs, her eyes staring ahead blankly, puffy and red from crying. Beside her, Audrey Hardy sat stiffly, her eyes watching Morgan suspiciously, darting back and forth.

But then she saw him, and got to her feet. “Scotty! Oh, thank heavens. Tell me—” The older woman came across the room, and Scott reached for her outstretched hands, squeezed them, and kissed her cheek. “Tell me you know something.”

“They’re still gathering evidence at the scene,” Scott said, reassuring his parents’ oldest friend. “I’m so sorry about this, Audrey. Bobbie. This is—this is awful.”

“One more tragedy for my daughter to live through,” Bobbie said, her tone clipped. She slowly rose to her face. “I don’t know what happened, but it starts and ends with Ric Lansing. Somehow, he’s at the root of this. And if you’d done your goddamn job, you worthless coward, he’d be in jail and those girls would be on their feet—”

“What is she talking about?” Audrey demanded, whipping her head back to look at Scott.

Scott grimaced, averted his eyes but unfortunately looked straight at Jason Morgan whose malevolent gaze could probably felt in China. “Carly’s disappearance this summer—there were many rumors, and we couldn’t prove them—”

“Elizabeth gave a statement,” Jason said, flatly. “You found the damn panic room—”

“And Carly was still gone. Elizabeth left Ric. The word of an angry estranged wife with no corroboration?” Scott rubbed his chest. “We couldn’t do anything with the statement. Not then.”

“Panic room—” Audrey pressed a hand to her cheek, took a step back. “Will someone tell me what happened to my granddaughter?”

“Elizabeth found Carly in the damn panic room right before she had the pulmonary embolism,” Bobbie told her friend, and the older woman’s lips parted, almost as if to form a denial. “She saw her, Audrey. Carly was screaming for help, but Elizabeth collapsed first. And Lorenzo Alcazar swooped in to kidnap Carly again—”

“That wasn’t corroborated either—”

“Oh, evidence is important to you? Really?” Bobbie snorted, stalked away. Took a deep breath, looked at Audrey. “You think I don’t know what you’ve been thinking since I called you? What did you say when I told you—”

“Bobbie—”

“You said I thought she was done with all that. I thought she’d come to her senses about what a danger Jason Morgan is.” Bobbie stabbed a finger at the man in question. “Well, that man is the one standing here and the one you wanted for her kidnapped my daughter and hid her in a panic room in his own home for weeks! Don’t stand there and pretend that you had no idea what a monster he was—”

Audrey pressed her trembling lips together. “Bobbie, we’re both upset—”

“No, no, you don’t get to do that. You’ve looked down on Jason from the beginning, from the moment he came into Elizabeth’s life, and he’s the only one who’s never hurt her! Ric Lansing is the kind of man you wanted for her, don’t pretend you didn’t encourage her!”

“She never told me—”

“She shouldn’t have had to,” Jason said, and both women looked at him, started. “But that’s not important right now. It’s not.” He dragged hands over his face. “What happened this summer, what Baldwin didn’t do—none of it matters right now.” He sat down, exhaled slowly. “There’s nothing they know?” he asked, his voice quiet. “No leads?”

“No. We’re waiting on the crime scene techs to come back.” Scott shifted again. “But they’re thinking there were ricochets. Maybe one of them wasn’t the target. We think maybe Carly—”

“What?” Bobbie looked at him blankly. “Why?”

“Initial intake report—” Scott slid his hands in his pockets. “I read them before coming up. Ric was shot twice. One of those wounds still has a bullet, but the other has an exit wound. Went in the back, out his chest. I asked them to run the bullet they take from Elizabeth—I think she was hit with the same bullet. You heard more than one gunshot,” he said. “You don’t know how many, but it was more than one.”

“Felt it wouldn’t stop,” Bobbie murmured, pressing both hands to her face, closing her eyes.

“Three,” Jason said, and Scott nodded. “I only heard three. Unless they shot before we got there—”

“Two for Ric, and a nick in the brick suggests that at least one shot ricocheted.  I’m just—it narrows it down. Ric being the target, Elizabeth and Carly being bystanders.” He hesitated. “The DA’s office is recusing itself from this case. We can’t prosecute an crime done to one of our employees. We have a conflict. The state’s going to send a special prosecutor.”

“So you do have some ethics,” Bobbie said bitterly. “Nice to know—”

“I only—” Scott cleared his throat. “I only meant that I’m not here—I mean, I’m here to help the investigation. But it’s not official. It’s not. I think maybe—” He forced the words from somewhere inside. “I know you’re right, Bobbie. If I’d pushed harder this summer, if I hadn’t—maybe the blame for this comes back to me. You get blinded sometimes by the rage, by the frustration of someone always getting away without consequences—” He stared down at his hands. “But Carly and Elizabeth shouldn’t be here right now.”

“No, they shouldn’t. You’ll have to live with that,” Bobbie said tightly. “And if my daughter dies, if something happens to my grandson, to Elizabeth and her child—”

Audrey gasped, but Bobbie kept going. “If anything happens to any of them, the blood will be on your hands. I hope you choke on that rage, Scott. I hope it keeps you warm at night because no one else ever will. Get out. And don’t come back unless we have an attorney present.”

Harborview Towers: Lobby

She’d forgotten her suitcase.

In the mad flight from her brother’s penthouse, Courtney had forgotten to grab the suitcase she’d left at the elevator, and had had to go back for it.

Now, as she lugged it towards the doors, Wally, the front desk guard, called her over. “What? Do I have to turn in my key or something?” she demanded.

“Uh—” The man looked baffled. “I don’t know. Jason didn’t—I mean, that’s not why—you’re staying with Mrs. C, aren’t you?”

And then Courtney remembered the cover story that explained her absence. So Jason hadn’t told anyone about their breakup. “Why does it matter?”

“I can’t get a hold of Jason, and Mr. C isn’t taking calls. At all.” Wally hesitated. “But the cops were here. I thought maybe Mrs. C or you could let Jason know. We didn’t let them up.”

“Didn’t you try to call her?”

“Yeah, but she’s not picking up either.”

I killed her. I killed her. Oh, God. I killed her.

Courtney took a step back, took a deep breath. “Yeah, okay. I’ll let Carly know. She’s…she’s probably asleep or something. Thanks, Wally.”

“Sure thing, Miss Matthews. Have a great night.”

General Hospital: Surgical Waiting Room

Audrey Hardy looked five years older than she had when she’d arrived after Bobbie’s diatribe — or maybe it was the news that Elizabeth was pregnant, Jason thought, glancing over at the elderly woman. He hadn’t known Audrey had encouraged Elizabeth to stay with Ric, though it made sense. Harvard educated lawyer who dressed in suits—

He looked back out the window, saw himself reflected back. On paper, Ric Lansing had been everything Jason wasn’t. Hard to blame Audrey for wanting better for her granddaughter than a coffee importer with ties to the mob who rode a motorcycle and had been responsible for Elizabeth’s kidnapping. And a bomb in her studio. And being shot at—

Maybe Jason wasn’t what every grandmother wanted, and that was fine. But one look at Elizabeth, and Audrey would have seen that she was unhappy. She’d never looked deeper than that. Maybe it wasn’t fair to be angry at her for pushing Elizabeth towards Ric, but he was tired of being angry with himself or frustrated with Elizabeth for it.

The minutes ticked by, the clock on the wall taunting them with every spin of the second hand, the longer minute hand crawling towards one in the morning. He sat for a while, then paced again.

Thought about who had done this—though as soon as Scott had related the medical reports, Jason knew. Who would want Ric dead and be crazy enough to shoot wildly around two innocent bystanders, one of whom was his pregnant wife?

It had to be Sonny.

Despite that conviction, the certainty, Jason did nothing with the suspicion. He didn’t tell Mac or Capelli when they’d come knocking, had sent them away with nothing more than he didn’t know. But he also didn’t call Max to check on Sonny, to start making arrangements to get Sonny out of the country—

He’d spent his entire life protecting Sonny from the world, from rivals, and from himself, and now because Jason hadn’t acted quickly enough, hadn’t forced Sonny to get help years ago—because Jason had been paralyzed by the decision, Elizabeth was in surgery and might lose their baby, and Carly might die.

There was a snick of the door when the handle turned and a whoosh when it was pushed open. Tony came in, dressed in green surgical scrubs, a matching cap on his head, the mask pulled down around his neck.

Bobbie half-rose from her chair and Jason turned to face him. “Is it—”

“Carly’s still in surgery. That will likely take all night,” he told Bobbie. “I’m scrubbing in shortly. But Elizabeth was my priority. The bullet was near a nerve in her arm—” He stopped, looked at Audrey, then at Jason. “She’s in recovery. We think we were able to repair any damage to the nerve, though she might have some loss of strength and movement in that arm. In her hand.”

“Her hand—” Jason swallowed hard. Flexed his own in response. “She’s an artist.”

Audrey simply closed her eyes, pressed a fist against her lips. “Tony—”

“We just won’t know,” Tony said. He touched Audrey’s shoulder, then hesitated, looked at Jason. “Does…does she know—”

“Yes. And Elizabeth will ask as soon as she wakes up—” If they lost the baby, and Elizabeth lost her art all at once—he couldn’t finish his question. Couldn’t put the words into the world.

“So far, so good. We monitored the fetal heartbeat, and there were no signs of miscarriage. She’s not out of the woods. The risk remains high, especially if she develops an infection or there are any complications,” Tony warned. “Dr. Meadows will be in with more, but right now, the news is good. Someone will be in to let you know when we move her into her own room. I’m going in to handle Carly’s case now—”

“Tony—” Bobbie came forward. “Thank you, thank you for—”

“Don’t thank me yet, Bobbie.” But he squeezed her hand, and left.

Audrey looked at Jason, her eyes damp. “The baby…are you—”

“Yes.” Jason lifted his chin. “It’s mine. And I love your granddaughter.”

“You should—” Audrey took a seat, took a long careful breath. “You should be in with her. She should see you when she wakes. You’re right. The first she’ll want to know is if the baby is—she should see you first.”

Grateful that it wasn’t an argument, Jason nodded. “Thank you.”

“Bobbie, I’ll stay with you until we know about Carly. I’m—I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry for all of it.”

General Hospital: ICU

When Ric Lansing was moved from post-op to his own room in the ICU wing, there were no tearful family members. Just a reluctant Scott Baldwin who wished he’d been anywhere else.

“He’ll be groggy if he wakes from the surgery,” the nurse said as she walked Scott into the room. “Press the call button.”

“I’m probably not—” Scott stopped when he realized the nurse had already walked away. He headed towards the bed, wondered what the hell he was supposed to do.

Ric’s head turned slightly, and his eyes opened. Scott sighed. Of course, he’d wake up. He had shit for luck, didn’t he?

“W-hat—where am I?”

“Hospital,” Scott said gruffly. “You got shot. You know who did it?”

Ric’s brown eyes were bleary, glazed over. “Lizbeth.”

“Fine.” Scott shoved his hands in his pockets. “So is that a no?”

Ric licked his lips. “She’s okay?”

“Fine, fine. Shot to the shoulder, concussion, but fine. Just answer the question.”

“Concussion.” Ric closed his eyes, turned his head away, was quiet for so long, Scott thought he’d drifted to sleep. But then he looked back, lifted his gaze. “He didn’t mean to hurt her.”

“He? Who?”

“Shots…must have gone wild. He’d never—he’d never hurt them.”

“Listen—”

“Thought he was smarter than that.” Ric closed his eyes. “Thought Jason knew how to handle a gun. Guess I was wrong.”

June 26, 2024

This entry is part 22 of 45 in the Flash Fiction: Chain Reaction

Written in 57 minutes.


Kelly’s: Parking Lot

The SUV passenger door closed with a slam, and Bobbie stood for a minute squinting at the familiar car parked in the spot across from Jason. “Did Carly tell you she was coming here?”

“No,” Jason said. “No, she didn’t, but—”

Pop pop pop—

A smattering of gunshots, mixed with screams that cut off abrutply stopped Jason dead in his tracks, but only for a second. His heart racing, he broke into a run, crossing the small parking lot and running around the brick wall that separated the courtyard—

Then the world fell away. His vision grayed, and he had to swallow hard, had to just a moment for his brain to catch up with the rest of his body, to process what his eyes had already seen.

Carly and Elizabeth crumpled next to a table, lying close together—Elizabeth’s arm slung over Carly’s shoulder, and Carly’s hand flung out near Elizabeth’s head. Beyond them, near the street exit, Ric lay on his stomach, groaning, a dark spot of blood visible on his upper shoulder.

Bobbie stumbled into Jason, cried out, and dashed around him, breaking Jason’s paralysis. She slid on her knees behind Carly, and Jason crouched by Elizabeth, bile rising in his throat when he saw the gunshot in her upper chest, near her shoulder. He carefully rolled her onto her back, and saw blood trickling down her cheek.

But her skin was still warm, and the hand he clutched to his chest still had a pulse, thready, but present. He was already digging his cell phone from his pocket when he looked at Carly.

Her mother had also rolled her just slightly onto her back, and the blood on her forehead continued to ooze from the bullet wound that began at her hairline and furrowed into her blonde hair, the strands changing color.

“Oh my God, oh my god—” Bobbie pressed two trembling fingers to Carly’s neck, muffling a sob. “She’s breathing.”

“D-Don’t move them anymore. Don’t—” He didn’t know what else was hit, didn’t know what damage he might cause—how was this happening? What the hell had happened? How had all three of them ended up with bullet wounds—where the hell were the guards—

Bobbie snatched the phone from Jason and frantically dialed the emergency number. Reluctantly, Jason placed Elizabeth’s hand on her chest and went over to look at Ric. He kicked the man over, hoping like hell to see a gun somewhere in the vicinity. It wouldn’t explain everything, but it would give him somewhere to start.

But there was no gun. Someone else had been here.

Jason returned to Elizabeth’s side, took the scarf Bobbie shoved into her hand from her bag and bunched it up against the shoulder wound, putting pressure on it. They couldn’t do that for Carly—couldn’t chance dislodging the bullet in her—

God. The bullet in her head. Had it penetrated the skull? Was Carly dying before their eyes? Would Elizabeth—

“What the hell happened?” Bobbie demanded, snapping the phone closed. “What the hell is  this?”

“I don’t know.” Sirens whirled in the distance, and Jason swallowed, staring down into the too pale,still face of the woman he loved, praying to a God that had forgotten him long ago. “I don’t know.”

Morgan Penthouse: Living Room

Courtney dumped the suitcase by the door, then went over to the shelf to snatch down some of the things she’d brought over to make it feel like home. But it had never been home. She’d never been more than a rest stop, she thought bitterly. Now that Jason had his perfect Elizabeth back, Courtney wasn’t necessary.

She shoved the things into her suitcase, zipped it back up, then dragged it out towards the elevator. Before she pressed the button, she glanced over towards her brother’s penthouse, and made a face. She should probably check on him, especially since she’d dropped the break up on him and had left. And also mentioned Elizabeth, Courtney thought with a wince. At the time, it seemed like a good idea, but maybe it hadn’t been the smartest thing to do.

Not that Courtney gave a tinker’s damn about that damn whore, but it would be another crime Jason would be happy to add to the list of reasons it was okay he’d cheated on her.

“Sonny—” Courtney stopped, frowning when she realized the door was slightly ajar, and she could hear weeping.  “Sonny?” she repeated, pushing it open.

The room was dark, lit only by the barest hint of moonlight through the clouds. Sonny sat on the floor, his knees drawn up, his back against the sofa. His shoulders shook with sobs. Well, this wasn’t good, she thought. She flicked on a lamp at the desk, and Sonny’s head jerked up, his hair and eyes wild.

“Who’s there?” What’s going on?” He lurched to his feet and Courtney fell back a step. “Who are you?”

“It’s Courtney. Your sister.” Courtney held up her hands, backed up again when he came forward. “Courtney—”

“I don’t have a sister. I never—” Sonny dragged his hands down his face, looked around. “Where is she? What did you do with her?”

“With who—Sonny—”

“Lily—” He lunged again and this time, he grabbed Courtney, shook her so hard her teeth rattled. “What did you do to my wife?” he roared, spittle flying from his mouth. She flinched, turned her face away.

“Let me go—” Courtney tried to struggle, but Sonny’s grip was so tight, she could almost feel it down to the bone. “Let me go, Sonny! Lily’s dead! She’s dead!”

Sonny flung her away, and Courtney went flying, hitting the side of the desk with her hip. She winced.

“I know she’s dead! Do you think I’m stupid? That’s what you all think, isn’t it?” He turned back, shaking a finger at her. “You think I’m nothing more than Puerto Rican street trash dragged in by your cousin!”

“My—” Courtney stared at him. “Sonny—”

“You’re no better than all the rest of them, thinking that you’re better than me! Go, go to your damn fancy college. What the hell do I want with some bitch who can’t stand next to me? Who’s too scared?”

“Sonny—”

He grabbed her again, his eyes fervent, filled with rage. “No one walks out on me! Not even you, Connie! You wanna go? You wanna go be some rich bitch who’s too good for Benson hurst, then go! But I’m the one doing the leaving—” And then he shoved Courtney away again and she hit the door, slamming it shut.

Trembling, Courtney just held her hands up again. “Stop, stop!” she sobbed. “I’m your sister! I’m Carly’s best friend Stop!” she screamed, but Sonny had already grabbed her again, throwing her towards the sofa. She hit it with a thud, then fell to the floor, the wind knocked out of her.

“Don’t you ever talk about Carly! Don’t you—” He broke off abruptly. He put his hands at his head, his fingers ripping into the disheveled curls. “Carly. Carly. I killed her.”

“W-What—” Courtney struggled to her feet. If she could just get to the door— “What—”

“I killed her. I killed her. Oh, God. I killed her.” He stared down at his hands. “The blood.” He held them out. “Do you see it—it’s all over me—the blood—”

The door opened behind Sonny, and Max was there, his eyes wide. “Oh, no, Miss Matthews. Are you okay?” He came around Sonny, his foot kicking at something metal. It went flying across the room, slid under the sofa. “Mr. C—” He avoided Sonny’s fists, then came forward with a syringe plunging it into Sonny’s shoulder.

Sonny continued to fight for another minute, maybe two, but then finally slumped, and Max half-dragged, half-walked him towards the sofas, leaving him lying there.

Shellshocked, Courtney just stared at her brother, at the madman. “What the hell happened?”

“I don’t know. I don’t know. We couldn’t find him, but then he just showed up back here like he was never gone—” Max grimaced, looked at her. “He hurt you. He’s going to be so upset when he realizes it. I have to call Jason—Do you—”

“I’m leaving,” Courtney said, backing up. “I’m leaving and I’m never—I’m never coming back here alone. You tell Jason that. You tell him I’m done. This is his problem to fix.”

And then she fled.

General Hospital: Emergency Room

Rage coursed through his veins, but there was nowhere for the anger to go, no one to blame, nothing he could do except pace the length of the waiting area again and again. He’d tried sitting still, but his foot had started to tap, and he’d had to get up.

From one wall to the other, pausing only to scan the parts of the emergency room he could see from here, hoping to see a doctor or a nurse, or someone that could tell him how Elizabeth was, how Carly was—

Behind him, Bobbie sat, pale and shaken, her hands clasped together in a fist that she had pressed against her mouth, her eyes closed. The ride in the ambulance had been like a long waking nightmare with paramedics shouting out procedures and numbers that Jason only half-followed. He knew that Elizabeth’s condition had been more stable than Carly’s, but that could change in an instant.

Hadn’t the whole world crumbled around him in less a few seconds?

What if Carly died? What if she was dead already and they just hadn’t told them? What if Elizabeth—what if she lost the baby—or what if the head injury was worse than they thought—

Tony Jones appeared out from behind a curtain and seemed resigned as he walked towards them. Neurosurgeon, so it could be either woman. Jason didn’t even care that Tony hated him, that he hated Carly. He just wanted the man to tell him that both women had survived.

“Tony—” Bobbie rasped out his name, struggling to her feet. Jason put an arm around her waist, steadying her. “Tony. Tell me.”

“Carly’s still in the trauma room,” Tony said gently, his tone not  giving any hint of the deep history that existed between them, beyond his fondness for Bobbie. “Right now, I can tell you that her condition is critical. They did an X-ray and the bullet didn’t fully penetrate the skull. But they need to take her into surgery to be sure since they don’t have the bullet to remove. A nurse will be out with some paperwork.” He hesitated. “Is Sonny—”

“I have her power of attorney,” Jason said numbly. “In case he’s not available.”

“Of course.” Tony paused. “I nearly called Audrey Hardy as Elizabeth’s next of kin, but she came around in the trauma room—”

Jason’s head jerked up. “She’s awake?”

“She asked for you.” Tony’s lips were thin, disapproving. “And gave consent for you to handle her treatment.”

“She’s pregnant,” Jason blurted out. “The paramedics—”

Tony nodded, looked down at his notes. “There’s no sign of miscarriage, though surgery and anesthesia raises that. Along the stress this kind of injury can do to the body. We’re monitoring, and Dr. Meadows is sending in a resident to observe surgery.” He paused. “She’s critical, but stable condition. We’ll be able to upgrade her if the surgery goes well.”

“Go see her, sit with her until the surgery,” Bobbie told Jason, her hand wrapped around his arm. “You’ll feel better if you can talk to her.”

“I—”

“I’ll stay with Bobbie,” Tony said. “You should go before they put her under. We’ll bring the paperwork for Carly when we can.”

“Thank you.” Jason squeezed Bobbie’s hand, then hurried away.

Tony stared after him, his eyes squinted. “Wasn’t he engaged to another woman?”

“God, Tony. Really?” Bobbie said, then sat back down, put her head in hands and wept violently.

Kelly’s: Courtyard

Scott Baldwin ducked under the yellow caution tape, grimaced as he approached Mac Scorpio and Andy Capelli standing by the entrance to the diner. “Do we have any fucking clue yet?”

“Crime scene’s going over it now,” Mac said. “Right now, all we know is Carly and Elizabeth were both shot from the front, and Ric in the back.”

“Witnesses can’t say how many shots,” Capelli said, flipping through the notebook. “Morgan’s statement was brief and terse. He was climbing in the ambulance and right after he told me to go fuck myself, he said he heard three. Bobbie Spencer thought it was five. I’ve got as few as two and as many as seven.”

“Surveillance camera’s down,” Mac said, with a sigh. “So that’s not much help. Tech thinks there are some ricochets — one of the bullets has blood on it. Carly’s the only one without a bullet in the wound. I’m thinking she got nailed with a ricochet aimed at either Elizabeth or Ric.”

“Well, see, who the hell would want to shoot them both?” Scott demanded. “If it’s just Ric, then it’s Morgan all day—”

“No way he opens fire with Elizabeth and Carly so close. Especially since he told the paramedics Elizabeth’s pregnant.” Mac paused. “And, uh, judging by the way he looked—”

“Great. Morgan and Corinthos Junior at the scene of the crime.” But Scott sighed, crouched down, saw the blood stains from where the women had been laying. “I wish I disagreed with you, but as much as I hate Corinthos and Morgan, this doesn’t feel like them. Especially with Bobbie in the picture.”

“We need to get over to the hospital, get better statements from Morgan and Bobbie,” Capelli said. “And Sonny. Where the hell is he?”

“Probably at the hospital by now.” Scott got to his feet. “You guys take the victim’s families. I’ll wait on Ric. He was shot in the back, but we don’t know anything yet.”

General Hospital: Emergency Room

She was swallowed up by the white surrounding her—the sheets, the pillow beneath her, the pallor of her skin, her lips dried and cracked. The only color was the pale blue hospital gown and her brown hair laying across the stark white of the pillow.

The hospital gown been pulled down off her shoulder, and a protective, temporary dressing over the bullet wound, where blood still seeped. Her heartbeat pulsed from a machine behind them, steady. He let that be a comfort, he thought, lifting her pale hand to kiss the inside of her palm.

Her eyelids fluttered, and just a sliver of blue appeared. “You’re here,” the words falling out in barely an audible whisper. “I told…them…to find…you.”

“I’m here. I’ll be here when you wake up.” He stroked her face, hoping she couldn’t see the fear in his eyes or feel it in his touch. “You’re going to be okay.”

“What…what…happened…”

“I don’t know yet. Don’t worry about that right now. You just focus on getting through surgery.”

Her lashes fluttered, then her eyes opened again. “But…the…baby. Don’t…can’t…won’t survive losing….”

“Tony said so far so good, okay? So we’ll just focus on that. You’ll both be okay.”

“Kay…” Her voice slurred. “Love you.”

“I love you, too.”

There was a slight clearing of the throat from behind him, and Jason looked to find Tony behind him. “We have to take her into surgery now.  You should call her grandmother.”

“I will. I will.” Jason kissed Elizabeth’s hand once more, then backed away, watching as the hospital staff rolled her out of the room, down the hall—

And out of sight.

June 24, 2024

This entry is part 21 of 45 in the Flash Fiction: Chain Reaction

Written in 64 minutes.


Kelly’s: Dining Room

Elizabeth leaned over cut-through window connecting the kitchen to the dining room. “Hey, DJ. After that last table, you can start clearing down. We’ve only got thirty to close.”

“Felt like it was never gonna slow down.” The cook flipped the patty, glanced over at her. “You looked tired, Lizzie.”

“Definitely looking forward to having tomorrow off.” She pushed away from the window with a hand against the shelf, then scanned the remaining diners.

Just her one table with two dinners on order, a coffee drinker and a teenager nursing the remains of the soda they’d ordered three hours earlier. She smiled softly. She remembered those days, hiding out in Kelly’s until the ice had melted, not wanting to go home to Sarah and Gram’s disappointed expressions.

She touched her belly, still half in denial that there was life growing inside. Not just any life but one she shared with Jason.

DJ set two dinner plates down, hit the bell. “Order’s up!”

Elizabeth delivered those final orders and glanced up when the door jingled, and Carly stepped in, one hand protectively curved over her own belly — not so different from the gesture Elizabeth had made earlier.

“Hey. You said near closing was better. Um—”

“Why don’t you take a table near the back? I just have to finish up a few things. Can I get you something to eat or drink?”

“Water.” Carly hung up her things and headed for a table. Elizabeth delivered the final checks, retrieved a glass of water and set it down in front of Carly, then she sat across.

“I was….surprised to hear from you,” Elizabeth said, folding her hands on the table. “You asked me not to call Jason—”

“I just didn’t want him to worry about me. I’m not fragile. I refuse—” Carly pressed her lips together, rubbed a temple. “I refuse to play victim anymore. I’ve been blind and I’m trying to find the anger. I do better when I’m angry. Well, not better,” she muttered. “That’s usually when I screw things—never mind. Never mind.”

Elizabeth hesitated. Carly didn’t sound angry at her and hadn’t on the phone, but she still wasn’t sure what Carly had to tell her that she couldn’t have told Jason.

“Um, I guess I should start with—” Carly paused. “I know. About you and Jason. The night Emily almost—I know.”

“Oh—”

“But that’s not why I’m here. I just—I wanted to lay it out on the table because it’s part of this. I thought  about just telling Jason. I’m sure you’re thinking why am I bothering with you—and it’s because—this isn’t about him. I mean, not really. It is, but—” She made a face. “I’m sorry. I feel really scattered, and I’m just—I can’t keep my thoughts straight.”

“It’s okay.” Elizabeth saw her teenager leaving. Down two tables. “Take your time.”

“I need you to answer a question for me, and not ask why. Okay? Just—has Ric been bothering you?”

“Oh.” Confused by that turn, Elizabeth nodded. “Yeah, but don’t worry—”

“I’m going to worry,” Carly interrupted. “How often?”

“I was working the opening when I came back to work. Ric came in nearly every morning. I switched shifts, to closing. And he came almost every night.”

“Opening and closing. Slow, fewer customers. Skeleton staff. It’s just you and the cook right now, right?”

“Yeah. DJ waits around when Ric’s here. Carly—”

“Anything could have happened to you. He wouldn’t have cared about some cook. He didn’t care about Michael, did he?” Carly sipped her water, her hand trembling. Water sloshed over the sides. “He didn’t care about you. Did you know he drugged you the night he kidnapped me?”

“I—”

“I got out of the panic room that first night. Ran around, nearly got away—” Her face was pale. “And you never stirred. I thought he’d killed you.”

Elizabeth rubbed her chest, feeling that familiar burn in her lungs, the horror of what she’d allowed in her life. “How did you find out about what Ric’s been doing?”

“I was late today. I guess that’s lucky for me. And I overheard Ric and Courtney. You know she was telling him your schedule. Jason told me that much.”

“He did. I’m sorry, Carly—”

“Me, too. Me, too, because I think maybe she really hates you, and I guess I get it. I mean, it’s not like I’ve ever been friendly with any woman who’s slept with Sonny. You and Jason—it was wrong, and I’m sure I’d have so many opinions about it if this were a normal situation. But it’s just not. Because Courtney—she knew something Jason didn’t. That you don’t.”

Elizabeth frowned. “I don’t understand.”

“She knew exactly how little Ric valued your life. I told her everything. Everything he did to you when you weren’t watching.”

Brownstone: Living Room

“This is a good list to start from. Thank you for putting it together so quickly,” Jason said, skimming over the names.

“Well, once I got started, I couldn’t stop. We can’t let this sit,” Bobbie said, taking a seat on the sofa, wrapping her cardigan around her more tightly. “Sonny’s only getting worse. What you told me about his going to Kelly’s and the way he focused on Elizabeth—I just hope he’ll accept the help.”

“I—I’m prepared for that. I might need to have it done with his consent. Going to the island or something.” He sighed. “I’m sorry—”

“No, that’s not uncommon, actually. Sonny’s hit rock bottom, he just isn’t lucid enough to see it. And this is the last thing Carly needs so close to delivery.”

“There’s something I should probably update you on because she was really upset. You should check on her tomorrow.” Jason briefly related the conversation Carly had overheard and watched Bobbie’s eyes go flat. “Yeah, it’s not exactly  great news.”

“I can’t believe that girl would do this—to turn to a psycho who’s already proved he’ll go beyond the pale to get what he wants.” Bobbie surged to her feet, paced towards the window. “I know my daughter isn’t exactly great at inspiring loyalty, but she did nothing to deserve this from Courtney—” She paused. “Have you thought about what Ric might do when he finds out Elizabeth’s pregnant, that you’re the father?”

“I haven’t spent a lot of time worrying about anything but Elizabeth and Sonny,” Jason admitted. “But yeah, now that you’re bringing it up, I can’t imagine it’s going to be a good reaction. We’re going to try to keep it quiet. Only you and Emily know.”

“Well, the secret’s safe with me.” Bobbie touched his arm. “And if I didn’t get to say it earlier, Jason, I’m so happy for you. Both of you, of course, but especially you. You’re so good with Michael. You deserve a family of your own. You guys are going to be great at this.”

“Thank you.” Jason squeezed her in response. “When things are calmer, I’m looking forward to just focusing on Elizabeth and the future.” He saw the clock on the table behind her. “I have to head over to pick her up in a little while, but maybe you can tell me which doctors you think I should start with.”

Kelly’s: Dining Room

“The night he kidnapped me, he gave you some pretty hard core drugs to knock you out.” Carly kept her eyes on the water glass. “I told you that. I don’t know if you remember that.”

“No. No, I just remember waking up without—” Elizabeth pressed her lips together, looked down at her hands.

“Yeah. I didn’t tell Jason. I couldn’t. Because this is…it happened to you. It wasn’t just those drugs—when you got sick from the lemonade. He was in the panic room with me,” Carly said. “He watched Faith poison the lemonade—”

“F-faith—he watched Faith poison it—”

“He could have stopped you,” Carly said. She lifted her eyes finally. “If he’d opened that door, you’d have found out, but you never would have drank the lemonade. You nearly died. He waited for you to pass out.”

She exhaled slowly, her vision blurred from tears. “The embolism. I knew he did something. But I could never—you know, don’t you?”

“Birth control pills so you wouldn’t get pregnant and not want my baby,” Carly confessed. Elizabeth covered her mouth, swallowed the sob, tasted bile as it rose in her throat.

God. God. It was so much worse than she’d ever imagined. All of it. Poison. Birth control pills. Sedatives so strong she didn’t remember Carly trying to escape. She didn’t remember sleeping with her own husband—

She turned her face away, drew in a shaky breath. “I can’t—I can’t—you told Courtney this?”

“I—I made up my mind that I’d tell you if you looked like you were getting back together with Ric. I know how manipulative he can be, a-nd they weren’t pressing charges. I just thought if you didn’t need to live with it, why should I tell you? But he’s not going away, and Courtney knew—she knew everything he’d done, and she’s working with him anyway.”

Behind Carly, her coffee drinker tossed some money down and left. The late dinner table was finishing up, their plates nearly clean. Elizabeth focused on these details until she could breathe again.

“I know she did this because she thought Ric would use it to keep you away from Jason. I understand, I do. A-and if she’d been working with Lucky or Zander, someone who just—who isn’t evil, maybe I could just let it go. I could, I think, because I don’t know if I like you or the idea of you back with Jason, and I know that’s none of my business, but—” Carly closed her eyes. “I could have forgiven her so many things, but not Ric. Not him. I’ve done some terrible things in my life, but Ric is a monster who keeps slithering free. He always seems to have one more card to play.”

Elizabeth’s lips trembled, her hand shook as she laid them on the table. “I—I don’t know what to do with any of this.”

“I mean, you could tell Jason and we won’t have a problem tomorrow. My vote is that,” Carly muttered. “But you could also tell your lawyer. I’ll—I’ll tell them, too. I’ll testify or write an affidavit. Whatever I have to do.”

Oh.” Elizabeth blinked. “Right. Thank you. No, thank you,” she repeated when Carly just shook her head. “I know you’re going through it right now. Sonny came by last night,” she said with a sigh. “And he wasn’t having a good night.”

“And Jason talks to you,” Carly said. Her smile was faint. “Just like he always did. Well, then I don’t have to tell you that I didn’t need to find out my supposed best friend was working with the man who did this to Sonny. Whatever Sonny’s issues, we were handling them until Ric came along and ruined everything, you know? But Ric destroyed it all. And she knew that. God, how could she do this to us? She kept telling me how much she and Jason loved us, how they’d be there for us, and the second she could, she stabbed us in the back—what kind of person does that?”

The couple left, the last set of diners. Elizabeth rose to her feet and locked the door so that no one could come in. “DJ,” she called. “You can head out whenever you want. I got the closing.”

DJ stuck his head into view. “You got a ride, Lizzie? Or—”

“Jason’s coming to pick me up. He’ll be here any minute. I locked the doors, so we’re good here.”

“Okay.”

“I should get going,” Carly got to her feet, headed for the hooks by the door. “The last thing I need is from Jason is a lecture about resting.”

“Well, let me go get your guard to help you to the car. Is he in the courtyard—” Elizabeth craned her neck, trying to see out the windows.

“There’s no guard. Don’t look at me that way,” Carly said when Elizabeth looked at her with wide eyes. “Okay? You’d do the same thing. The guards work for Sonny. He doesn’t know where I’m staying. And not enough of them know what’s going on. He picks up a phone—”

“Oh. Well, okay, that makes sense, but then just wait for Jason—”

But Carly was already pulling open the door, heading for the parking lot. “It’s fine. I’m an adult. I can take care of myself—”

“Right, but then Jason’s going to wonder why I let you leave—”

“And you remind him that I’m an adult who can do what she wants,” Carly snapped. She whirled around in the courtyard, her eyes snapping. “I’ve spent months listening to everyone else and what did it get me? No where! I’m done!”

“Okay. I’m sorry. I was—I appreciated you coming by, and I felt bad just letting you leave when you’re upset.”

“Well, you’re not going to fix it, okay? I’m not in the market for a new friend. Not when the old one just screwed me over—” Carly closed her eyes. “It’s what I’ve done to Jason, isn’t it? The irony—”

“Well, I don’t know about that—”

“Karma. It always comes back.” Carly sighed. “Look, tell Jason you couldn’t stop me. He’ll understand. He could never stop me either—”

“Well, isn’t this just my lucky night?”

Even before Elizabeth completely registered the owner of the voice, her body knew. She whirled around, standing in front of Carly as Ric sauntered through the arched entrance to the street.

“Good evening, ladies. Fancy seeing you both together.”

Brownstone: Foyer

“So, I’ll start with Dr. Winters tomorrow,” Jason said as Bobbie walked him to the front door. “I’ll let you know how it goes.”

“I’d appreciate that—” Bobbie paused when his phone rang. He fished it out of his pocket. “Everything okay?”

“Yeah, it’s just—hey, Max, what’s up?”

“Uh, I don’t mean to alarm you or anything,” the guard began, a thread of nerves laced through his tone. “But it’s just Sonny isn’t in his room or anywhere else in the penthouse.”

“What? Damn it.”

“I had to deal with a security thing, and I locked the door but—I’m sorry.”

“Stay there. Keep looking. Find out of if he left the building.”

“Jason, what’s wrong?” Bobbie demanded when Jason hung up with Max, then dialed another number.

“Sonny’s not at the penthouse. Yeah, Rocco. Tell Carly to stay put—what? She’s not there? How the hell did she get out without you?” Jason dragged a hand down his face. “Great. Thanks.” He clicked the phone shut. “Carly’s not there.”

“Where—”

“I don’t know. But Sonny might have headed for Kelly’s. I’m going to go pick her up—”

“I’m coming with you,” Bobbie said grimly, snatching her coat from the hook. “And then I’m never letting my daughter out of my sight again.”

Kelly’s: Courtyard

“What did Jason tell you about showing up here again?” Elizabeth demanded, angling herself in front of Carly. Her heart pounded. She’d only sent DJ home sure that Carly’s guards were here. She never went anywhere without them.

But now it was just the three of them in this courtyard—and despite being outnumbered, Ric was never out for long.

“It’s a public space. I can go where I like—”

“Jason’s on his way,” Elizabeth cut in. “You need to leave because he knows Courtney’s been talking to you.”

“That’s Courtney’s problem,” Ric said with a shrug.

“What’s the plan?” Carly demanded on a rush of shaky breath. “Why are you here?”

Ric came closer, and Elizabeth backed up, directly in Carly. “Because I can. We’re due in court next week,” he told Elizabeth. “You need to know that I’m not going anywhere. So you can either sit down to mediation—”

“I will never as long as I live listen to another word you say. Get away from me, and stay away.”

“If you just gave me a chance—” Ric took another step and Elizabeth stepped back, pushing Carly with her.

“Oh, you idiot, I’m not important to him anymore. He’s here for you—” Carly shoved Elizabeth out of the way. “So maybe you stand behind me, because if anything happens to you, Jason will kill me for letting it happen—”

“Well, this is sweet. No wonder Courtney was so eager to work together. Were you already replacing her in Carly’s life, too?”

“Last chance,” Carly said. “Or I’m calling for my guard—”

Ric just laughed, and Elizabeth’s blood ran cold. “Oh, Carly, if you had any guards, they’d already be here. I just came to talk, but you know this is a little fun—”  He faked lunging at them, and Carly yelped, backing up.

“Get away from her!” The roar barely registered in Elizabeth’s brain before she heard footsteps and then seconds later, gunshots ripped through the night. Carly screamed, and they both shoved at each other, tripping—Carly went to the ground hard, and Elizabeth cried out when something burned her shoulder. She fell back, and then hit her head hard, her last memory was falling to the ground, seeing Carly’s closed eyes, blood seeping from her forehead.

And it all went black.

June 21, 2024

This entry is part 21 of 36 in the Flash Fiction: Warning Shots

Emily leaned against the door frame of Elizabeth’s room, watched her carefully apply mascara, then blink to let her eyes adjust. “You know, I’m not even going to ask about it today.”

“Uh huh.” Elizabeth glanced down at her collection of lipstick, considered which color to wear tonight. She looked back at the long mirror fastened to the open closet door, and smoothed down the sides of the hot pink tube tube, and checked it from the back to be sure it hadn’t slid up there either. “I don’t want to match to the shirt, but you know, my regular red doesn’t seem right either.”

“Because I’ve decided,” Emily continued, ignoring her friend, “that Jason coming to breakfast yesterday while you were working, and not even blinking when Juan joined us plus hooking us up with these amazing tickets for the club tonight is a sign that whatever happened that night was a good thing.”

“You know, either one of us could have just asked Luke to tickets tonight.” Elizabeth decided to go with a bubble gum pink. “It’s not like Jason is our only source.”

“Yeah, but we didn’t have to. Jason came to you—”

“Us—”

“Handed the tickets to you because he knew you liked her. My brother has never, in his entire life, heard of Pink.” Emily made a face. “How did Luke even get her?”

“I have stopped asking how Luke knows people, especially after I found out B.B. King opened the club. I mean, seriously — the man saved the world, right?” Elizabeth flicked through her tiny jewelry collection, then decided to go without anything. She looked at her sister. “I probably mentioned what I was listening to once and Jason remembered. It’s not that deep—”

“Okay, but he remembered and now we’re going to this party tonight with one of the hottest artists in the country because my brother knows you like her. Not me. You.” Emily lifted her brows. “Are you sure you don’t want to tell me what happened the night you talked?”

“I did tell you.” Elizabeth stepped into her black platform wedge sandals. “These things are magical. I go from barely visible to normal height in five seconds. I hope they never go out of style.”

“Can you focus on something other than how you look for five seconds—” Emily furrowed her brow. “Are you dressing up for my brother? Are you sure you’re not dating?”

“I don’t even know if Jason’s going tonight,” Elizabeth said. “He didn’t know either, remember?” She sighed, looked at her best friend. “I told you. We understand each other now, and it’s all okay.”

“No, no—” Emily followed her down the hall and into the living space of the pool house, still littered with a few boxes Elizabeth hadn’t unpacked yet. “No. A week ago, you were all mopey and he barely left the garage. Now I’ve seen him out in the wild, and you’re all fine and even happy. But you’re not dating. This does not add up, Elizabeth Imogene, and we’re going to fight—”

Elizabeth turned to face Emily. “I promise I’m not trying to be coy or whatever, it’s just—I don’t know how to describe it without going into details, and they’re just for us. You know? Like, okay, I’ll tell you it was a very intense conversation and we put pretty much everything out there. I know he stands, and he knows where I’m at, and we’re both mostly okay with it.”

“Mostly? Come on—”

“I think—” Elizabeth paused at the door, fiddling with the latch on her clutch. “Okay, I’m pretty sure we’re both a little sad about it, but I also understand it. I do,” she insisted when her best friend just rolled her eyes. “You can be sad and be at peace with something at the same time, okay?”

“I guess. And Jason did get you those tickets—”

“Us.  He gave us four—”

“Handed them to you,” Emily repeated. “Breakfast was for me, but this was for you. And that gives me a little hope that wherever things are, that you’re right, that they’re better. I just—come on, just tell me one itty bitty thing so I can feel better—”

Elizabeth pulled the door open, looked back at Emily, arched her brow. “Okay. Your brother has great hands.”

Emily’s jaw dropped. “You bitch. That doesn’t make me feel better because ew—”

“Keep pushing, Em, and I’ll tell you where his hands were—”

“Shut up, shut up, shut up—I’m going to have nightmares.”

Across town, at Luke’s, where the club was already crowded and the music was already too loud, Jason nursed a beer and wondered where his sanity had gone. A question that Sonny had also asked when he volunteered to go to the club that night instead of sending someone else who, you know, liked people.

“You hate all of this,” Sonny had said with confusion. “Are you sick? Are you dying?”

“Just shut up or I’ll make you go,” Jason said, and that had been the end of it. They’d agreed that someone needed to be there every night in case Moreno tried something. Luke’s was on the border of the territories and was usually the target whenever the idiot wanted to show off.

But Jason had picked this night because he knew Elizabeth and Emily would be there. And he’d given Elizabeth the tickets the morning he’d gone to breakfast with Emily because he was trying to…do something. Be less alone, less isolated, he thought. He’d already been out more in the last week than he had in months. And it was better, he had to admit to himself. It filled the time more, and he’d forgotten that as little as he liked people, he didn’t mind watching them. As long as they left him alone.

He saw Elizabeth first as she edged around someone. She turned and laughed to someone behind her—Emily, he realized a moment later. But it was Elizabeth he was looking at, wearing some stretchy pink thing that wrapped around her and a pair of tight black pants that stopped halfway down her calf. Her hair was arranged in curls that bounced more when she walked, and she was still smiling — a real one. They found their table, and sat down, joined a few minutes later by Nikolas and Juan.

Elizabeth looked around the club, towards the bar, and their eyes met. She grinned at him, waved slightly, but then turned back to the others, and he exhaled slowly. It was a good thing she was out of arm’s reach, he thought, and lifted his beer for another drink.

A few minutes later, the lights dimmed and the crowd got quieter. Lights flashed on the stage and a woman strode out, her short hair dyed a shocking color pink. She reached for the microphone, and music started.

Please don’t come around talking bout that you love me
‘Cause that love sh— just ain’t for me

Towards the end of the night, Elizabeth headed for the restroom, hoping to get back before the last set started. When she exited, tossing out the towel she’d used to dry her hands so she wasn’t looking right in front of her, she walked straight into a broad chest.

“Oof, sorry—” Elizabeth’s hands went up, and she grinned when she saw it was Jason who had automatically put his hands at her hips to steady her. He released her like she was on fire and backed up a step. “Hey. Trying to escape all the noise?”

“It’s not so bad,” Jason said. He shoved his hands in his pockets. “But yeah, Luke and I were in the back. I had to leave when he pulled out the cigar.”

“Oh, right? It’s awful. I love him, but he needs to quit. Nasty.” She leaned a shoulder against the wall. “Well, I know this is your idea of hell, but I’m having the best time. Thank you. Really.”

“I mean, I know you could have gotten tickets on your own,” Jason said, a bit hesitantly. “But I didn’t know—this was a private party, and he doesn’t always advertise those. I remember—” He touched the edge of his eyebrow with his index finger. “You said you liked her.”

“Yeah, almost three months ago on the island—” She tipped her head to the side. “And she only had the one song out. I can’t believe you remembered.”

“I told you—” Their eyes met, and her breath caught slightly. “I like to listen to you talk.”

Behind them, back in the main area of the club, the music started, a slower, more sultry beat.

I ain’t looking for a steady thing

“I mean, I know you said, um, said that, but I guess—” She licked her lips, and his eyes dropped to her mouth. “I didn’t realize you, like, actually listened. I thought you just liked the…” Heat rose in her cheeks and she had to look away. “I don’t know.”

I ain’t looking for what love brings

“What did you think I meant?”

‘Cause I’m still young and I ain’t ready, babe

“That you liked the way I sounded, maybe. You know, like you could tune me out. That’s what most people do.” She didn’t know what to do with her hands, and suddenly understood what he meant about needing to keep distance.

I’m still looking for some better days

“Well, I’m not most people.” He hesitated, his hand raised between them, and then he gently brushed a curl behind her ear. “We should go back out there.”

I don’t wanna give you everything
I just wanna make you feel things

“Yeah, probably. But, um, I’m okay right here,” Elizabeth said. She leaned into the caress of his fingers when he pulled back from touching her hair. “Am I allowed to say that?”

You ain’t gotta give me everything
Just throw it away, hey

“You can say whatever you want.”

“Maybe. But I can’t really do what I want, can I?” she murmured.

Don’t assume ’cause I’m a woman that I’ll fall in love

Don’t expect I’m young and need to be took care of

She regretted it as soon as the words were out of his mouth, and he sighed, looked away. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that the way it sounded.”

“It’s okay—”

Don’t assume ’cause I’m a woman that I’ll fall in love
Don’t expect I’m young and need to be took care of

“It’s not. I promised you we’d go back to being friends, and I’m—” She dipped her head down. “First chance I have, I’m pushing against that and I don’t want to—”

“I told you it wouldn’t be simple,” he murmured, and she looked back up at him. “Friends. It’s just not the right word, is it?”

You’ve gotta understand my side

I’ve had a crazy, crazy life

“No,” she breathed. “It’s not. But I don’t know if there’s a word for any of this. For you. For how I feel, or what you’ve done for me. I want to be what you need—”

“You don’t have to be anyone but yourself.”

Please believe me
I’ve been down this road and back again

“Okay. Then I want you to be you, too. And maybe this is who we are right now.” She stepped towards him just a little. “You said you wanted me to say whatever I wanted, so I will. But you have to promise me you’ll do the same. A-nd we’ll just go from there.”

“I—I can do that. I think,” he said.

Learned a lesson and it was that love is not your friend (not my friend)
The day I put my trust in you
Will be the day I say, “I do”

“Then, what I want to say is I need to get back out there before they send a search party, but that I like this. Talking to you. Just us.” With trembling fingers, she reached out to touch his chest for a moment. “But it doesn’t mean I expect anything.”

Don’t expect me just to open up
Maybe I’m just a little scared
Please, don’t tell me what you think

“You don’t?”

“Hope and expectations are very different things,” Elizabeth told him, “and I never promised you I wouldn’t hope.” She leaned up, brushed her lips against his cheek. “I’ll see you later.”

I wanna hear
Oh baby, save it
I’ve heard it all before
There ain’t nothing you could say, oh, to make me change my ways

And even though it took every ounce of her willpower, she turned away and went back to the club and her friends.

——

Jason waited until the club had nearly emptied out, sure that if anything was going to happen it would be when it was the crowdest and rowdy for maximum effect. But maybe Moreno was going to think twice with such a high profile act. When they reached the end of the performance, and the woman with the pink hair packed her things and disappeared back stage, Jason exhaled his first easy breath of the night. It was starting to clear out.

Elizabeth and the others had left a few minutes ago, and Jason waited until he could be almost sure they were gone. That little meeting with Elizabeth in the hallway had nearly been the end of him, and a couple more encounters like that, and he’d be toast.

He finished his second beer of the night, slid it over the counter to the bartender cleaning up. But maybe that wouldn’t be the worst thing, he thought, heading for the door. Elizabeth never did anything he expected, so maybe it would all turn out okay.

Jason exited the club just in time to see Nikolas climbing into his Jaguar—and to see the trio of his sister, Juan, and Elizabeth waiting with the parking attendant. “Oh. You’re still here.”

“Nikolas paid the guy to drive very slow,” Emily said with a roll of her eyes. “He’s very protective of his baby.”

“You’d be protective of that car, too,” Juan argued, stepping up as the next attendant returned with a car Jason didn’t recognize. “You just can’t appreciate a fine luxury car—”

“It drives, Juan, that’s all I have to appreciate.” But she smiled, leaned up to kiss her boyfriend. “Jase, thanks again for the tickets. This was so much fun. And I’m really glad you came.”

“Me, too,” Elizabeth said, looking at him for the first time. She folded her arms, smiled, then looked back at Emily. “I’ll call you tomorrow.”

Jason frowned, realizing she wasn’t moving towards the car, that only Emily and Juan were. Oh—he made a face. His sister wasn’t going home tonight. And Elizabeth was the last to leave—

“Don’t worry, I’m not taking the bus,” Elizabeth said when he opened his mouth. “Em and I came together, so I’ve got her car.” She nodded to the attendant who had her keys in his hand and headed across the parking lot. “Though the universe does like putting us together, so I’m a little sad I can’t talk you into a ride home on the bike.”

So was he, though there was a bit of relief mixed in with that. He wouldn’t survive another encounter with her right now with his determination intact. But even knowing that, he opened his mouth to suggest leaving Emily’s car here and taking her home anyway because he had zero common sense.

Bright headlights washed over Elizabeth’s face, and she squinted, looking in the direction. “What the—” She put an arm up to shield herself—

It was all happening in slow motion—the crunch of the wheels over the gravel parking lot, the window rolling down, the flash of a barrel of a gun—

And the sound of shots peppering the metallic side of the club as Jason dove forward, shoving Elizabeth to the ground, the hot, familiar pain of a bullet tearing into his skin as they landed.

 


Song is Stop Falling by P!nk

See you July 1!

June 20, 2024

This entry is part 20 of 36 in the Flash Fiction: Warning Shots

Written in 68 minutes.


May 2000

He didn’t move a muscle, frozen solid to the ground, her soft lips covering his hesitantly, her fingers trembling against his chest, pressure light, almost non-existent. And he just let it happen, half thinking she’d pull away, and he’d survive this with his sanity intact—

Until she actually did, her hand sliding slowly away from his chest, her mouth leaving his, their eyes opening at the same time, her terrified blue depths looking back at him, almost bracing herself for the rejection. He couldn’t do it, couldn’t let her keep thinking that she wasn’t exactly what he wanted.

Jason caught her hand before it fell to her side, trapping against his chest, the way he had on that long ago night that haunted him more than it should, and then he leaned down, capturing her mouth with his, sliding his other hand into her hair, his fingers sliding through the silken strands. She made a sound, soft sigh then relaxed against him. Just a gentle caress at first but when her hand reached the back of his neck, her nails scraping lightly against his skin, he let go of the hand at his chest and dragged her against him, tilting her head back to deepen the kiss. Her mouth opened, and he dove in, learning, savoring the taste of her.

Somewhere in the back of his head he knew it was too much, too fast—his jacket hit the ground, and her hands fisting in the back of his shirt—his hands were at her hips, his fingers brushing the skin left bare by the hem of her t-shirt. She shivered slightly, breaking away just for a moment, and he kissed the soft skin beneath her jaw, trailing his lips back to her mouth, and taking it again. Her hands hands were underneath shirt, scorching a path from his abdomen upwards.

Jason walked her backwards just a few steps until they came to the table up against the far wall, and then he lifted her, her arms curling around his shoulders, never breaking contact, because if he stopped kissing her now, if he let himself think too much, it would be over and this was all there could be—

But maybe she knew it, too—knew that they couldn’t keep pushing forward because in another few minutes, his shirt would be gone, and maybe hers, too, and they’d reach a point of no return that neither of them were ready for. Her kisses slowed, and he returned his hands to cup her face.

When Elizabeth finally pulled away, she didn’t go far, kissing him again, but sweetly, with only slighted parted lips, a gentle caress. “Tell me,” she whispered, stroking his cheek, easing back just enough so that their eyes could find each other. “Tell me why we can’t have this.” He didn’t want to answer that, so he kissed her instead, but didn’t attempt to deepen it, mirroring the lightness of hers. He brushed his thumb across her bottom lip. “Tell me,” Elizabeth said again. “Because if you can’t, then neither can I. I just want to understand so I can find a way to live with it. You can tell me anything.”

He sighed, rested his forehead against hers, closed his eyes. “It’s hard,” he said finally, “to find the words. Because right now, I want to believe it’ll be different, but it never is.”

“What will be different?” she asked, that softness still here. No judgment. No resentment. Where did she find the courage to be that open, he wondered? Had he ever been like that?

“Your face.” He opened his eyes, found hers looking back at him with a mixture of warmth, desire, and maybe a little hope. “That you’ll always look at me this way. That it won’t change.”

“Why would it change?” She stroked her fingers down his neck. “Why wouldn’t I keep looking at you the way I do now?”

“Because it always does.” Jason moved back just half step, slightly standing between her parted legs, but not pressed against her. He reached for her hands, looked down at them, tracing the line on her palm.

“Always? Or do you mean Robin’s did?”

He sighed, then looked up. Still nothing approaching resentment or impatience. Just curiosity. He wanted to deny it, wanted to tell her this had nothing to do with the past. But he couldn’t lie to her. “Over and over, we argued and walked away from each other because of the choices I made. The life I chose,” he said. “We both tried to compromise, but we kept hurting each other until, I think, by the end she hated me. Maybe other people can make this work. But I can’t.”

“You think I’d do that?” Elizabeth asked, drawing her brows together. “Promise you that it wouldn’t matter and change my mind?”

“You wouldn’t mean to, and maybe you think you won’t. But I can’t—” His throat tightened and the words were stuck. “I can’t take that chance.”

“Why?”

Jason exhaled slowly, looked at her again. “I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about these last few months, the last year,” he admitted. “Wondering when I looked at you and something something more. It was your smile.”

“My smile?” Elizabeth blinked, her lips parting.

“It lights up your whole face. You just…you glow,” he murmured. He touched her cheek .”It’s contagious, and I’m smiling back before I even know what I’m doing. And all I want to do is protect that. To keep that light shining. That day outside of Kelly’s, after the airport with Emily, and Juan, and we were laughing. Do you remember that?”

“I—” She nodded, staring at him as if she’d never seen him before, but he kept talking because she had to understand, she had to see why it had to be this way. That it was for the best. “Lucky came, and we had a fight—”

“No. A fight has two sides. He only said a few words, and it was like—he flipped a switch, and that all went away, and I could see you crawling back inside yourself. I wanted to deck him,” Jason muttered.

“You came after me that day. You drove me home for the first time.” Her mouth trembled. “That was…that was so many months ago, Jason.”

“I just—I had to make sure you were okay. I told myself it was just because you’d done so much for Emily, and someone needed to fix it, but I never asked myself why it had to be me. I could listen to you talk, even when you ramble. You always apologize, but you could keep talking for hours, and I’d never stop you.”

“No, you never do,” she murmured. “I thought it was because you’d mostly tuned me out—”

“I just like the way you sound when you’re happy and how you throw yourself into everything. Everything that makes you who are, that makes you special, that makes me want you—” He took a deep breath. “My life would drain that away. The secrets, the dangers, the worry, the guilt of knowing what I do, I can’t do it. I can’t watch all of that go away. I can’t be someone who takes away the light.”

There was nothing in her entire life that prepared for her this entire night, for sitting on a table where Jason Morgan had lifted her while kissing her passionately, and then he’d spoken the most beautiful words anyone had ever spoken about her in her whole life. And he’d done it as a way to explain why despite all of that, it had to end here.  And he’d been so intensely open, vulnerable. She felt sure he could see her trembling because every piece of her was profoundly shaken.

Elizabeth licked her lips. “I’m scared, too,” she confessed and he tipped his head, just the slightest bit. Because of course, he hadn’t said those words, but she knew what he meant. She knew what was beneath all of that. “Not about your life, though, okay, now it’s on the table, I guess it should give me pause. And maybe I need to think about that more. It’s hard because I know who you are, we’ve talked about that. But I—I know that’s not what you mean. That it’s not living with the reality of it the way I would be if…if this was more.” She bit her lip, looked down at their hands, still joined. “But it’s not what scares me. And it’s not why I didn’t kiss you that night on the island. B-Because I could have.”

“What scares you?” he asked gently, and she lifted her gaze to his, bolstered by the concern, the kindness she saw there. And just like she’d promised he could tell her anything, she knew it was true for him.

“This…” She raised a hand to gently brush against his chest, the soft skin over the hard muscle, satin over steel. “The…physical stuff. It’s…too easy to say that I know you’d never hurt me. I do know that,” she added quickly. “But I—I also knew that about Lucky. And it wasn’t true.”

Jason exhaled on a slow, shaky breath. “Elizabeth.”

“I thought he was being patient with me, you know? He never, not once, pushed for more. Never got angry. Never complained. And I thought it was because he knew—because he’d been there, and that with time and trust, we’d get there.” She closed her eyes. “I didn’t know he was holding it in. That it was just one more thing I was doing wrong and he was building up this tidal wave of anger, resentment, frustration until he let it fly and in one minute, in just a few words—” She choked back a sob, and looked away.

Jason’s hands cupped her face, his thumbs gently brushing the tears away as they escaped. “You don’t have to—”

“I have to. I do. Because I need you to know that I’m scared, too. Right down to the bone, and you need to know why. I need to say it. You know the basics of it. The cheating. With you. You knew that already. B-but it’s not just that. It was—” She drew in a deep breath. “He said it was because you had experience and I wanted that to make sure I liked it this time.”

His eyes went cold, and every muscle visibly tensed as the words rolled through him. But his touch remained gently. “It is,” he began carefully, “a very good thing I did not know that four months ago.”

She laughed, but it came out as a broken sob and he leaned in, kissing her forehead. “It’s okay,” he murmured, his lips trailing down her cheeks, soothing away the tears, the horror of it. “I’m sorry. So sorry that he said that to you. That you ever had to hear it.”

Elizabeth fisted her hands in his shirt. “I’m scared because I never saw that coming. I never saw it, and I didn’t know that he could be that way—just a few words, and it destroyed everything I ever thought I knew. I can’t even look back and remember when it was sweet because it’s gone. I can’t trust it. A-and I’m scared that I can’t ever trust it again. That maybe you won’t get frustrated with me, too, and I know you wouldn’t. But I know it the way I thought I knew it about Lucky, and I hate that he took that from me. I worked so hard to get it back, and he stole it, and I don’t know if I get to have it back.”

They stood there for a long time, her ragged breathing gradually easing until it was calm again, and his anger had eased, his body relaxing.

Elizabeth opened her eyes, looked at him, and took a deep breath. “So I’m not going to promise you that my face won’t change. Because I don’t know the future. I could tell you that I’d make that choice knowing who you are, and complaining about it later seems like a dick move, but I know that’s not the point you’re making.” His smile was quick, but she was bolstered by it. “Just like you’re going to tell me you’d never rush me or resent any…problems in that area…though, I’m going to tell you—” She squinted, touched the table next to her. “Judging where I ended up, my brain mostly turns off when you touch me—so maybe not a big problem, actually.” Jason laughed, though it was just a quick, surprised burst of sound.

Elizabeth touched his face, her fingers trailing along his jaw, the smile on his fading. “But just because I’m ready to risk being wrong, that doesn’t mean you are, and that’s okay. Thank you. For telling me. For making me feel beautiful and cared about. I don’t know any other man who could reject someone so nicely.”

His brows drew together and he shook his head. “No. It’s not—” he sighed. “I don’t want it to be,” he muttered. “It’s stupid. I’d run into a burning building to save your life, and I wouldn’t care if it cost me mine. But this—” Jason hesitated. “I don’t know. It should be easier. And knowing what you want through just a few months ago, that you’re standing in front of me, ready to risk that again, you need to know I understand the gift you’re offering. That I’m—I’m not saying no because I want to—”

“Then I won’t offer it,” Elizabeth said softly. “We know where we both stand, right? We won’t close the door. We’ll just—” She gestured to to the space behind them. “We’ll go in another room. And if you change your mind, you know where to find me.”

“That seems too easy,” he said, almost suspiciously. “Too simple.”

“It can be if we let it. Love—not that it’s what I’m saying,” she said quickly, “I’m just saying — that category of emotions, you know—it’s not supposed to be a burden you force on someone else. An obligation you suffer through. You reminded me of that when I was willing to suffer less. I care about you, and being angry about something you don’t seem very happy about either, well, it doesn’t really get us anywhere does it?”

“No, I guess not.” The corner of his mouth curved up.

“I think you’re worth waiting for,” Elizabeth said, and he just stared at her, then kissed her again, just a soft slow press of his mouth hinting at the passion he’d shown earlier.

Then he stepped away fully this time, putting distance between them. She slid off the table, and he cleared his throat, taking a few more steps away. Elizabeth lifted her brows. “You running away or something?”

“No. No. It’s just—” He scooped his jacket up from the ground, held it in both hands. “When you’re near enough to touch,” he muttered, “sometimes I can’t stop myself.”

She grinned now, a full blooming smile that she felt down to the tips of her toes. “You’re kidding, right? I’m sorry. I’m kind of obsessed with that idea, and I’m taking it as a compliment. But it’s okay…” She scooted to the other side of the table, flattened herself against the wall. “See? As far as I can go. I’ll stay right here. You’re safe.”

Jason laughed again, and it was less pained, more full and natural. “Okay. Great. You’re making fun of me.”

“Oh, absolutely.”

“I should go. My willpower only lasts for so long, and some—” He squinted at her. “I don’t think you’re going to help me.”

“Not in my best interest, so no.” She tipped her head, still smiling. “See. We can do this. We’ll go back to being friends. Even if we just run into each other at Kelly’s, and that’s all there is for right now.”

“Yeah. Yeah, okay. We’ll…try that.” Jason reached the door, touched the lock, then looked at her. “Okay, but also, we’re going to be friends who give new doors with better locks.”