December 22, 2014

This entry is part 5 of 6 in the Fiction Graveyard: The End of Everything

February 10, 2004

— Quartermaine Estate: Dining Room —

Brianna Audrey Lansing not only survived the next night, she survived the next six days. Each morning, another doctor would marvel at this incredible miracle of the baby who’d only been twenty-four weeks old when she’d been born.

On February 10, the bills started pouring in and suddenly–reality not only hit Elizabeth, it slammed into her.

“The way we lived–I assumed Ric had money…” Elizabeth sat at the Quartermaine breakfast table and stared at the letters in her hand. “But–there’s nothing left.”

Alexis handed Ric’s will back to Nikolas who looked over it himself though he knew his aunt had missed no angles. “It seemed that Ric changed his will after your original divorce was finalized and instead of you inheriting everything–it all goes to charity.”

“The house was in his name,” Elizabeth murmured. “The cars–everything. They’re going to take it from me, aren’t they?”

“I can contest the will but I don’t see how I’d win,” Alexis said regretfully. “If Brianna were his biological daughter–a judge might award part of the estate to her but she’s not.”

“Jesus…” Elizabeth’s hands started to shake. “I can’t–the bills for Brianna’s care are starting to come in–I was counting on Ric’s money–”

“You know I would give it to you if I had it,” Nikolas said urgently. “Alexis and I have gone over everything–we’re hanging on by a thread.”

“And so is my family,” Emily remarked softly. “But we’ll come up with something, honey. Maybe Luke’s got a secret stash.”

“Mmm-hmm…” Elizabeth closed her eyes, trying to stave off the hot fresh tears burning behind the lids. “And if I can’t get the money, I can’t pay for Brianna’s hospital care–she won’t make it without the specialized care–”

“Jason would do it,” Emily said instantly. “Jason would give you the money in a heartbeat.”

“You’re going to have to come up with a short-term plan anyhow,” Alexis said. “The hospital will only hold off for so long. Jason is a good bet–we can take up collections–”

“I just don’t know how to ask Jason for that kind of money–I’m not good at that sort of thing–”

“I’ll ask,” Emily volunteered. “I’ll do it right now.”

“No–” Elizabeth stopped her from rising. “Brianna is my daughter and she is my responsibility. I’ll do it.”

— Morgan Penthouse —

Elizabeth raised her hand hesitantly but dropped it before she’d actually knocked. She didn’t even know how much money she needed–and what if Courtney were there? Jesus.

“Elizabeth?”

Sonny’s voice startled her and she whirled around. “You scared me.”

“Sorry,” he offered. He stepped towards her. “I heard about your daughter and I’m real glad she’s hanging on.”

“Thanks.” Elizabeth folded her arms tightly and looked down at the ground.

“Ric–well I hated the ground he walked on but I’m real sorry that you lost someone that you love. I know how that can eat at you and I hope you’re doing okay,” Sonny continued.

“I–” She closed her eyes. She was going to break and she was so tired of falling apart in front of people. She needed to get out of here, crawl into a room and scream for a while so she could go to the hospital. “I–I have to go–”

He caught her elbow. “Didn’t you need to talk to Jason or something?”

“I–I can’t do this.” Her breath hitched and her body started to tremble. “I don’t know what I’m doing anymore, God…” her voice faltered and ended on a ragged sob.

“Elizabeth, what’s wrong?” Sonny asked urgently. He put an arm around her shoulders–more to keep her upright and standing rather than to offer her comfort.

“There’s–there’s no money a-and no one I know can spare the kind of money it’s going to take to keep Brianna’s hospital care going–” Elizabeth started to cry then. “I don’t know if I can do this anymore.”

“Shh…” He wrapped her in an embrace. “You’ll have all the money you need, Elizabeth. Any doctor you want, anything you need, I’ll see that you get it.”

“I don’t–I don’t have the right to ask you for that,” she managed to sputter out.

“Your Brianna is only a little older than my son was when Carly lost him–” she pulled away and looked at him–the pain in his eyes was raw. “Four years ago–they couldn’t save him, there just wasn’t enough technology and I had to choose between Carly and my son–it wasn’t a difficult choice in the end, he never would have survived outside of her body–but it was the worst decision I ever made–and I have never forgotten who was there for me that night…” now his voice was on the verge of breaking. “You gave me comfort when few other people would–”

“I called in that favor a long time ago,” Elizabeth shook her head. “I’ve been so cruel to you, Sonny–”

“And I’ve been just as cruel to you,” he interrupted. “That night was not about favors and neither is this. Your little girl can survive where my boy couldn’t and I’ll be damned if that won’t happen because a silly thing like money.”

The elevator doors slid open and Jason stepped off them, his eyes narrowing at the sight of Elizabeth crying in Sonny’s arms. “Did–did something happen to Brianna?” he asked.

She shook her head. “N-no…I just–I came to talk to you actually and Sonny happened to be here.”

“Why don’t I take you to my place?” Sonny suggested. “You look like you’re in need of a good meal and you can tell Jason about our little arrangement while I cook.”

“I should get to the hospital,” Elizabeth said though the idea of a lunch prepared by Sonny was awfully tempting.

“You’ll do Brianna no good if you don’t take care of yourself. Come on.”

— Corinthos Penthouse —

Elizabeth accepted the tall glass of homemade iced tea gratefully. “Thanks, Sonny.”

“I would have given you the money,” Jason assured her. “You know that, right?”

“I–” Elizabeth sighed. “I wasn’t sure–I know you’d do it if Emily asked because she’s family b-but Brianna’s my daughter and I had to do this myself.”

“I would have done it,” he repeated. “I just can’t believe you’re in this position–when we researched Ric last year, he was comfortable financially.”

Elizabeth sighed. “When we married he first time, he changed his will to include me and whatever children we’d have. But after we divorced, he changed it back and everything goes to charity. He never changed it again.”

“Well, that’s just irresponsible,” Sonny remarked. He set a tray in front of Elizabeth on the coffee table. A plate filled to the brim with a chicken salad sandwich, carrot and celery slices–topped off with a homemade chocolate chip cookie. “When Carly told me she was pregnant with Morgan, I changed my will again and I changed it one more time when he was born.”

“I don’t think Ric knew he was going to…” Elizabeth trailed off. “Anyway–none of that matters to me. I’m staying with the Quartermaines because Emily wanted me there and it’s closer to the hospital but–as long as Brianna’s taken care of, I could sleep under the docks for all I care.”

“Who’s handling the estate?” Sonny asked. “Isn’t there something you can do about the will?”

“Alexis looked over everything–if Brianna were Ric’s biological daughter, I would have had a leg to stand on but she’s not so…”

Sonny frowned–he had been unaware of that information and it seemed that Jason hadn’t been as well. “Elizabeth, if you don’t mind me asking–”

“Oh–Zander’s her father.” Elizabeth sighed and bit into the sandwich. She chewed it and a real genuine smile spread across her face. “God, Sonny, if you ever get tired of being the local Godfather, you could really do something with this skill.”

“Yeah–so I’ve been told.” Sonny cleared his throat. “So if Alexis is acting as your lawyer–I’ll contact her to set up the transfer of funds–”

“Sonny, you really–” she broke off. “I appreciate it–especially the fact that you offered despite the fact that I was married to Ric.”

“You’ve always had a gift of seeing what others wouldn’t in a person,” Sonny told her. “You were friends with Jason and me when everyone you knew wanted you to back off and God knows, you went to the wall time and time again for Zander. If you believed there was something good about my brother–then that’s enough for me.” He shrugged. “As such–your connection to him doesn’t bother me. I’m doing this because I like you.”

“And if you need any more money, just let me know,” Jason jumped in. “Or–anything at all.”

“Thank you both–so much.” Elizabeth smiled weakly. “If everyone keeps this up, I won’t know who to pick for Brianna’s godfather.”

— General Hospital: Neo-Natal Unit —

“Mrs. Lansing…” Dr. Meadows sighed and shifted a clipboard under her arm when she found the young mother standing outside the nursery. “I wondered if I could have a moment of your time.”

“She looks even better than she did last night, doesn’t she?” Elizabeth asked hopefully. “Her chances are better aren’t they?”

“She’s surpassed all expectations as of yet,” Dr. Meadows said. “Mrs. Lansing, I want you to be prepared though.”

The smile slid from her face and her skin paled. “Prepared for what? Brianna’s eight days old. Most babies would have died by now.”

“She can still catch an infection–” Dr. Meadows broke off and shook her head. “Yes–she’s eight days old and with every day that passes, she gets stronger. But if she survives, I cannot guarantee that she won’t have some developmental problems–brain damage. She may never lead a full life–”

“That’s what they said about me.” Jason stepped up to her side. “They told the Quartermaines that and they told me when I woke up from the coma. But doctors don’t know everything.”

Dr. Meadows pressed her lips together firmly. “I don’t believe in giving her false hope.”

“Whatever Brianna’s problems maybe in the future, she is my daughter and I love her regardless. The mere fact you telling me things that may happen down the road gives me hope,” Elizabeth replied.

“Mrs. Lansing, there is only so much we can do for her here,” Dr. Meadows said bluntly. “She still lives–but machines are living for her. Breathing for her. Her lungs do not work and we cannot guarantee she will ever live without the help of the machines.”

Whatever color might have been left drained from her face. “Are you saying she may–that she may never breathe on her own?”

“She was never supposed to survive the first night,” the doctor tried to be gentle. “I’m aware that you’re having trouble paying your medical bills from the brief visit you had last week–Brianna’s care will surpass that amount and sky rocket–I just wonder if it’s not worth the effort–”

“Money is no longer an obstacle,” Jason said coldly. “And neither is finding a doctor who’s a little more capable of handling a case as delicate as this one.”

Elizabeth glanced at him sharply–surprised not only by his arrival but now his quick and cutting defense of her and her daughter.

“Mr. Morgan–I am the best trained professional here and I’m saying that Brianna will never be a normal child–”

“I don’t want to hear any more of this,” Elizabeth whimpered. She clamped her hands over her ears.

“You will hear and you will listen. Keeping that baby alive with those machines is cruel and unnecessary,” Dr. Meadows said sharply. “It’d be in the best interest of the child if you just let nature take its course.”

Elizabeth stared at the doctor with barely bridled irritation. “And if I take her off the machines–what? She dies?”

“Or she fights to breathe on her own and we see if we truly have a fighter on our hands.” Dr. Meadows shrugged. “It’s completely up to you.”

“Elizabeth–you need to think about this a little more,” Jason said. He touched her shoulder. “Emily, Nikolas and Lucky are in the waiting room–maybe we should go talk to them–”

“No. I know my daughter will be all right. She’s survived eight days when she never should have survived the delivery. And–if she’s not…” Elizabeth took a deep, bracing breath. “Then I’ll deal with that. But I will not stand here and let you tell me that I’m a cruel person. Give me whatever forms I have to sign and we’ll see exactly what my little girl is made of.”

Fifteen minutes later, Elizabeth stood in front of the nursery window, her arms folded tightly. Every muscle in her body was braced for the possibility she could lose her daughter. While she watched the doctors prepare to move Brianna from the breathing machines, she glanced up at Jason. “You know–I didn’t even ask if there was anything you needed.”

“I just came to let you know that Sonny transferred the money,” Jason replied. “Are you sure you want to do this?”

“I’m positive–if she can’t survive even a few moments off the machines, then I know what she’s saying is true.” Elizabeth took a deep breath. “And as much as I don’t want to lose her, I can’t let her suffer.”

Dr. Meadows emerged from the room. “They’re going to do it now. If she manages to draw a breath, we’ll put her back on the machines. There’s no reason to wear her lungs out right now. We’ll need to do a surgery to strengthen her lungs and then possibly we can see about her being off the machine.”

“Just–just do it,” Elizabeth said softly.

Dr. Meadows nodded and gave the doctor the nod. Inside, a male doctor removed the breathing tube from Brianna’s throat.

And Elizabeth watched her daughter take her first breath.

This entry is part 4 of 6 in the Fiction Graveyard: The End of Everything

February 3, 2004

— General Hospital: Nurse’s Station —

When Brian emerged from the hallway, he found Courtney Matthews waiting for him at the elevators.

“Brian…” She moved towards him, relief written across her features. “I heard you were on board the boat last night–are you okay?”

He nodded. “Yeah–I wasn’t hurt.” Brian frowned. “I thought you were angry at me.”

“I–I am b-but that doesn’t mean I can’t be relieved that you’re all right,” Courtney remarked. “And I am relieved. I–” She hesitated. “So many people were hurt.”

“And some died,” Brian sighed. He looked away, his dark eyes distant. “Have you ever done something you wished you could take back?”

“More than you know.” Courtney stepped towards him and put a hand on his arm. “What’s wrong?”

“I was–I was angry last night. We’d had that argument and you’d found out about my assignment. I let you catch me in the act, Courtney,” Brian informed her. “I was–I was just so tired of lying to you.”

“What happened?” she pressed, filing that information away for later.

“Ric Lansing was there with his wife and I–I’d been drinking but I don’t know if I’d held myself back if I were sober, either. I–I told her what he’d assigned me to do. I knew about their history–everyone knew. I just–I wanted to hurt him like I was hurting,” he admitted. “But they had this huge argument and she left. He went out after her–”

“Oh, God…” Courtney said softly. “Most of the people who died were out on the deck–killed by falling objects.”

Brian nodded miserably. “Ric pushed his wife out of the way of some debris. He was killed instantly.”

“Jesus…” she swallowed hard. “What about Elizabeth?”

“She went into premature labor and she would have bled to death if I hadn’t gotten her off the boat when I did. The baby–the baby is still in the neonatal unit but it’s my fault if that little girl dies, Courtney.” His voice broke. “My fault that Elizabeth Lansing loses everything.”

“No…” Courtney shook her head vehemently. “You just said she would have died on that boat. You saved her life, you gave her child a chance–more of a chance than she would have had otherwise.” She moved her hand to his cheek. “Brian–you’re a good cop and a good man. You couldn’t have known the boat was going to explode–”

“A good man wouldn’t have hurt an innocent woman just to get at her husband,” Brian said shortly. He stepped away. He didn’t deserve her comfort or the sympathy he saw in her eyes.

“Brian–” Courtney protested. He moved past her and jabbed the elevator button. “She won’t blame you.”

He shook his head. “You don’t know that–”

“I do know that,” she said forcefully. “She’s not that kind of a person. She won’t look at the fact you inadvertently caused an argument. Elizabeth is a good person and she’ll only remember that you’re the reason her little girl has a chance at all.”

He just shook his head and stepped on the elevator. She started after him but the doors slid shut.

February 4, 2004

— General Hospital: Neonatal Unit —

Elizabeth glanced from side to side, nervously. She’d snuck out of her hospital room during a lag between visitors. She’d convinced her grandmother and Emily to go home and she knew Lucky wasn’t due for another hour.

She just wanted this opportunity to look at her daughter. Two days old and still fighting. Dr. Meadows said it was a good sign.

But Brianna still didn’t have more than a thirty-two percent chance of survival.

“Emily was right.”

She turned to find Jason standing behind her with a faint smile on his lips. “She was right?” Elizabeth echoed with a confused expression.

“She called me on her way back to the mansion and told me to come and check on you.” He lifted a shoulder in a half-hearted shrug. “She knew why you were trying to get rid of her and your grandmother earlier.”

Elizabeth sighed and turned her attention back to the incubator in which her daughter depended on for survival. “Emily knows me too well,” she murmured.

“She looks better than she did the other night,” Jason offered, joining her at her side. “Emily and I came here after your surgery.”

“Dr. Meadows says her chances rise every day that she’s alive,” Elizabeth said. “Still–she’s so early. Babies born this early almost never survive.”

“I wasn’t supposed to survive my accident,” Jason said quietly. “The doctors told the Quartermaines that even if I came out of the coma, I’d have so much brain damage I could never live a normal life. Never live on my own, never hold down a job, have a family or any kind of a real substantial life.”

“I mean–they were partly right,” Jason continued after a moment. “I had brain damage and I’m not even remotely the same but I’m just trying to say that doctors only go by experience. People with my kind of head injury were vegetables but here I am, eight years later and I’ve got a life. Not the one the Quartermaines wanted but it’s my life.”

“It just doesn’t seem fair,” Elizabeth replied. “I thought I was finally going to have a good life. Ric wasn’t perfect–I wasn’t blind to the things he’d done. I know what people say about me but I knew what he’d done. I chose to believe he could change and he did to some extent. He was on the edge this summer, Jason and I’m pretty sure he slid over it a few times.” She sighed. “But he loved me. I was sure of that and I thought that could be enough.”

“Sometimes it’s not. Sometimes you need more than that.” Jason exhaled slowly. “Sometimes love is just the foundation. If a year later, it’s still all you have–if you haven’t built on it–you’re nowhere.”

“I’ll never even have a chance to find out if we could have built something better,” Elizabeth murmured. “I always seem to lose in the end. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I sacrifice, I always lose.” Tears slid down her cheeks. “I don’t want to lose her.”

He wished he could tell her that she wouldn’t. That her daughter would not only survive, but flourish. But that was a promise that he could not make. He wrapped an arm around her shoulders. “Maybe we should get you back to your room.”

She shook her head. “I’m afraid if I leave, she’ll go away. In another day, I’ll be released a-and I’ll probably be allowed inside.” Elizabeth closed her eyes. “I wish that I could hold her.”

“Is there anything you need?” Jason asked.

“To go back in time,” she said softly. “So that I could stay inside the room and be evacuated.” After a moment she shook her head. “No, there’s nothing I need except to hold Brianna and I can’t do that.”

“Brianna?” Jason questioned. Emily hadn’t told him that Elizabeth had named the baby and he’d overheard the same intern Emily had the night the baby was born. That naming the baby would be a useless gesture. He should have known Elizabeth would pay no attention to that.

“For Brian Beck,” Elizabeth told him. “Monica told me that if he hadn’t found me when I did, I would have died. Brianna Audrey.” Her voice faltered and nearly broke. “I think I’ll go back to my maiden name. Ric’s gone. What’s the point?”

At this, she started to cry in earnest. Her shoulders start to shake and her body was trembling. “Oh, God,” she choked. “He’s gone.” Elizabeth turned into the embrace Jason offered and cried until her legs gave out and he carried her back to her hospital room.

— Quartermaine Mansion: Living Room —

Emily sifted through a box of baby things that she’d been setting aside for the past few months. She’d been planning on throwing Elizabeth a baby shower and every time she’d gone shopping, she’d picked up some odd or end.

Nikolas had brought the box over from Wyndemere when he’d brought over clothes for himself and Emily. Neither of them wanted to be too far from the hospital in case Elizabeth needed them.

She felt a weight press into the couch next to her and she sighed. “I didn’t know if she was having a boy or a girl,” Emily remarked mournfully.

Her grandfather patted her arm. “I’m so sorry you’re hurting, Emily.”

“I bought one of everything in both colors,” Emily told him. She held up the rattles, one pink, one blue. “I figured–whatever she didn’t use–I could. We were going to raise our families together a-and now she’s lost her husband and her daughter might not survive.”

She could fee the misery rising in her throat again and she fought against the tears. Edward tucked her under his arm and kissed her forehead. “Don’t speak such nonsense,” the elder man said briskly. “The baby will be fine.”

“I really need her to be,” Emily remarked. She set the rattles down and reached next to her, holding up a hanger with a lacy white dress hanging from it. “I bought it on impulse. I knew Elizabeth would want to buy the christening gown herself b-but I saw it and I couldn’t help myself.”

“It’s lovely,” Edward assured her. “And Elizabeth will appreciate it no matter what.”

“I don’t even know if I should give any of this to her,” Emily sighed. She set the christening gown back on the couch and raked her hands through her brown hair. “I mean I don’t want to give her hope and then have Brianna die. That just seems–it seems so cruel.”

“But you don’t want to treat Brianna as though she’s doomed to die either,” Edward advised her. “Elizabeth will appreciate you treating her like a real child, a real newborn rather than a tragic little life that never had a chance.”

“But what if the latter proves to be true?” Emily asked, stricken. “How can Elizabeth survive losing her husband and her child?”

“She has you,” Edward remarked. “And she has her grandmother and other family. You will get her through.”

“When we thought we’d lost Lucky…” Emily closed her eyes and shook her head. “God…he’d been my best friend and it felt like someone had ripped my heart out. Elizabeth was destroyed and drowning in her grief for so long–I stopped looking. I couldn’t handle her devastation and my own.” A faint smile brushed her lips. “But Jason–he saved her that time a-and he’ll do it again.”

“Your brother’s a good man,” Edward said grudging. When Emily turned her amused eyes at him, he narrowed his own. “That stays between us.”

“Right, Grandfather. We don’t want the whole world to know what a softie you are.” She leaned in and kissed his cheek. “Thank you for this. You barely know Elizabeth and you’re sitting here anyway. I’m so incredible lucky to be a member of this family.”

“And we’re just as lucky to have you.” Edward patted her knee. “I’ll take a page from your grandmother’s book and tell you to have faith. Everyone gets a miracle once in their lives and it sounds as though your Elizabeth is due for one.”

This entry is part 3 of 6 in the Fiction Graveyard: The End of Everything

Emily tossed aside another magazine and rubbed her forehead, slightly exhausted. Nikolas just smirked. “I knew I should have just taken you home.”

Emily glared at him. “And I repeat–I am parking my butt in this seat until Elizabeth wakes up,” she told him. “I have a headache, okay? She gave birth to a premature baby, lost her husband and nearly died. I think I can deal.”

“Hey, I’m not saying anything. I’m just saying you could have gone home until she woke up,” Nikolas pointed out.

“I want my face to be the first she sees,” Emily said stubbornly. “If not mine, then Audrey’s.”

“At least she was reasonable enough to go home last night,” Nikolas said. He sighed and leaned back in his chair. “That little girl looked so tiny,” he said almost absently. “I hope–I really hope Liz gets a miracle.”

“She of all people deserves it,” Emily murmured. She took Elizabeth’s hand in hers and studied the slightly battered face of her still unconscious best friend. “After everything she’s done for everyone else…she deserves to have her little girl live.”

“Any idea what she’ll name her?” Nikolas asked.

Emily smiled at him brightly, her love for him shining in her eyes. “Do you know how wonderful you are?”

He frowned. “What did I say?”

“One of the doctors last night–I overheard them saying the baby doesn’t have more an a thirty percent chance at survival–that naming the baby would be a waste.” Emily pressed her lips together firmly. “Jackass.”

“Every child deserves a name,” Nikolas retorted hotly. He stood. “What’s that doctor’s name?”

“Sit, Tarzan,” Emily remarked dryly. “And I don’t know what she’ll name her.” A shadow of guilt passed over her face. “We haven’t talked a lot lately. She’s been busy with Ric and me with you and my family…”

“Hey, it happens sometimes. Doesn’t mean you love each other any less,” Nikolas told her. “When she’s ready to come home–I was thinking of suggesting she stay at Wyndemere.”

“She’ll probably stay at Audrey’s but I’m selfish, I want her close all the time now.” Emily traced a pattern on the back of Elizabeth’s hand. “I’ll come with her every day to the hospital to see the baby and sit with her during any kind of treatments and I’ll make up for being such a crappy friend to her.”

Elizabeth made a little sound and wrinkled her nose. “Emily?” she murmured, her voice hoarse, the words a bit a sluggish. She forced her eyes open and frowned. “Where am I?”

“The hospital, sweetie,” Emily said, unable to stop the tears from springing to her eyes.

“The hospital,” Elizabeth repeated dully. Gradually, her eyes focused and when the drugs wore off, Emily saw recognition slam into her. “Oh…no…”

“Hey, hey, look at me, honey,” Emily urged. “You are okay, and your baby–your daughter is, too.”

Elizabeth blinked and Emily saw the hope in her eyes. “Daughter? She…but she’s so early–”

“She’s strong though,” Nikolas leaned forward. “Very strong. I talked to Alexis–the guru of premature babies and she said the fact that the baby made it through the caesarian and the night–it speaks volumes.”

“And Ric?” Elizabeth asked. “Is he really…?” She couldn’t even say the word.

Emily swallowed hard. “Yeah. He saved your life though, sweetheart. I know that’s the way he’d have wanted to go.”

Elizabeth closed her eyes and fought the tears. “What happened?” she asked softly.

“When the second boat explosion hit, it knocked all kinds of things loose,” Nikolas told her. “And some of it came crashing towards you. Ric pushed you out of the way and took the brunt of the hit.”

“The fall sent you in premature labor,” Emily told her regretfully. “Brian Beck was there and he got you to an ambulance in time to get you to get to the hospital. But Ric was killed instantly. I’m so sorry, baby.”

Elizabeth cleared her throat and started to cough. Nikolas grabbed one of the plastic cups at her bedside and filled it in the bathroom and then brought it to her lips. She drank it greedily.

When she spoke again, her voice sounded a lot better and Nikolas helped her to a seated position. “I want–I want to see my daughter.”

“I don’t think you’re supposed to move,” Emily said, regretfully. She looked at Nikolas. “Go get my mother and see if we can’t work something out.”

Nikolas nodded and exited the room. Emily squeezed Elizabeth’s hand tightly. “You feeling okay otherwise?”

Elizabeth nodded slowly. “I feel numb,” she admitted. “Empty. I don’t–Ric is dead because I’m alive. How can I be okay with that?”

“Because if you’d been in his place, you’d have done the same thing,” Emily told her. “He loved you, Elizabeth. You know that, right?”

She nodded. “Yeah…have you seen her?” Elizabeth asked.

Emily nodded. “She’s very tiny,” she admitted. “Very. But she’s beautiful.” She kissed Elizabeth’s forehead. “I’m just so glad you’re okay.” Her voice broke. “When they couldn’t find you–I was so scared.”

Elizabeth frowned. “You’re bruised. Are you okay?” she asked, touching Emily’s tender cheek.

“Slight concussion and I had to have some stitches in my arm.” Emily held it out. “I don’t even know what hit me.”

“And Nikolas? He looked okay–”

“He’s fine, too. Everyone’s okay–Ric and a some people we didn’t know were the only people who didn’t…” Emily hesitated. “Zander hasn’t been found yet. We think he might have just left town. Right now–the explosions look intentional and he might have set them.”

Elizabeth closed her eyes. “He told me I had to leave,” she remembered. “He wouldn’t say why–but he kept saying it.”

“Anyone on deck was seriously injured. The first explosion just startled everyone–I was standing under shelves–I think that’s what hit me. And almost everyone was evacuated before the second one which was designed to sink the ship.”

“Zander would never intentionally hurt people like that. I have to believe he thought everyone would be out,” Elizabeth said.

Emily nodded, her eyes filled tears. “Me, too.” Her breath hitched again. “They couldn’t find you, Liz. They couldn’t–and I was scared they’d call off the search. I was half awake and I just kept screaming your name. Nikolas was about to go back in to look–Jason, too. I think Lucky was already searching.” Emily kissed Elizabeth’s hand. “But then Brian came off the ship, bloody and battered and he had you in his arms. I have never been so happy to see anyone in my life as I was to see him.”

“I’m so glad you’re all right,” Elizabeth said. “You, Nikolas, and Lucky–Luke’s okay, too right?”

“Just some bumps and bruises. He and Skye were so wonderful together,” Emily told her. “As soon as the first one hit, they were organizing people and getting them off the ship. Lucky said that if they hadn’t quelled panic, so many more people might have died.”

“Luke always was good in a crisis.” Elizabeth sighed and rested her head against the pillow. “I was fighting with Ric before the explosion. He’d…he’d assigned Brian to get close to Courtney so they could get evidence on Sonny and Jason.”

“Oh, no,” Emily said softly. “Poor Courtney, I know how much she cares for Brian.”

“Brian was there–he’d been drinking and arguing with Ric. I came up to them and Brian just blurted out to me.”

“Well, he was upset,” Emily said, with sympathy. “He probably didn’t mean to cause any trouble.”

“Yeah, I know. I just wish Ric and I hadn’t been arguing.”

Nikolas stopped at the nurse’s station. “Hey, Maxie, could you page Dr. Monica Quartermaine and tell her to come here?”

“Sure,” Maxie put the page through. “Elizabeth awake?”

“Yeah, she wants to see her baby,” Nikolas replied.

“Oh…I hope the baby is going to be okay. I think it’s so sad,” Maxie sighed.

Nikolas nodded. He saw Brian Beck exiting the elevator. “Hey, Brian,” he called.

“Hey…Nikolas, right?” Brian asked.

“Yeah…I just want to thank you again for saving Elizabeth,” Nikolas told him. “She’s like a sister to me and my fiancée…I don’t know what we would have done if you hadn’t.”

Brian shrugged. “I found her–I brought her out. I’m glad she’s okay. Is her baby going to be okay?”

“They’re not sure yet but she lived through the night and that’s a good sign.” Nikolas rubbed the back of her neck. “I think in a few days–Elizabeth will probably want to thank you herself. Once everything sinks in for her. You should go see her.”

Brian shook his head. “I doubt it–I’m the reason she and her husband weren’t in the main room with everyone else. I told her something that he’d done and she was angry with him.”

“That’s not your fault–Ric…he loved her but he was always making mistakes and giving her reasons not to trust him. If you hadn’t told her, she would have found out from someone else.”

“Nikolas, you paged me?” Monica asked, stepping up to them. “Hello, Detective Beck, nice work last night.”

“Thank you, Dr. Quartermaine. Do you know which room Calvin Fuller is in?” he asked. “I need to question him about last night.”

“No, but I’m sure Maxie can help you.”

Brian thanked her and moved towards the young blonde volunteer. “Nikolas?” Monica prompted.

“Elizabeth is awake and she wants to see her daughter,” Nikolas told her. “I wasn’t sure if that was okay or not but I thought you might at least like to check on her.”

“She really shouldn’t be getting out of bed,” Monica sighed as they started down the hallway towards Elizabeth’s room.

“She’s just lost so much–I think she wants to see for her own eyes that her daughter’s okay,” Nikolas replied.

“Oh, I completely understand. I am going to let her make a very short trip to the neonatal unit just to see her. But after that, she’s got to be on bed rest for at least two days to give the stitches some time to heal.”

“If she’s anything like Alexis–she’ll end up living in the neonatal unit,” Nikolas said, stopping in front of Elizabeth’s room.

“Wouldn’t surprise me,” Monica laughed. She pushed the door open. “Hey, Em, Elizabeth. How are we?”

“Anxious to see my daughter,” Elizabeth said firmly. “I know–I just had surgery…but I really want to see her.”

Monica nodded. “I understand.” She looked at Nikolas. “There’s a wheelchair over there–why don’t we get Elizabeth all ready to go?”

“Really?” Emily said. She squeezed her friend’s hand. “That’s great news.”

“Thank you so much,” Elizabeth said gratefully. Nikolas wheeled the chair towards her and then lifted her into it with ease.

—-

Elizabeth stood in front of the glass, leaning heavily on Nikolas. She touched the window. “She’s so small,” she murmured.

“Well, you’re not a giant yourself,” Emily teased. “So, what are we going to name this future beauty queen?”

“Monica?” Elizabeth asked, looking at her friend’s mother. “If…if Detective Beck hadn’t found me–I’d be dead right now, wouldn’t I?”

Monica sighed. “By the time one of the search crews had found you, you might have bled to death, yes.”

“And I definitely would have lost her,” Elizabeth said softly.

“Without a doubt,” Monica confirmed, trading a concerned look with her daughter.

“Then I’m naming her for him,” Elizabeth informed them. “Brianna.”

“That’s a beautiful name,” Emily said, clearly delighted. “Don’t you think so Nikolas?”

“Brian will be really honored,” Nikolas said, kissing Elizabeth’s forehead. “I think it’s a wonderful thing.”

“Brianna Audrey Lansing,” Elizabeth tested it. “How does that sound?”

“Sounds like it was made for her.” Monica smiled. “Speaking of Audrey, did anyone call her to tell her you were awake?”

Emily flushed. “We’ll do it when we get back to the room.”

“Which you should do now,” Monica suggested. Nikolas helped Elizabeth sit back down before wheeling her back towards the room.

Emily dawdled and traced a pattern on the glass. “Brianna Audrey Lansing,” she repeated to herself. “You’d better be okay because your mother really needs you,” she said softly.

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General Hospital: Emergency Room

“Here.” Jason Morgan handed Nikolas Cassadine a steaming hot cup of coffee. “Did you get that arm looked at?”

“Yeah, Monica bandaged it.” Nikolas sighed. “Bobbie says Emily’s not awake yet but she’s only got a concussion and needed some stitches. She should be up soon.”

Jason exhaled slowly. “Good. I’m glad you guys got out of here,” he told Nikolas. “A lot of people didn’t.”

“Yeah,” Nikolas replied. “I don’t…I’m dreading having to tell her about Elizabeth when she does wake up.”

Jason looked at him sharply. “What about Elizabeth?” he demanded.

“You mean you don’t know?” Nikolas responded, surprised. “She was there tonight–with Ric. They had a huge fight.”

Jason stepped towards him. “And?” he prompted.

“Well, she ran out and he followed her. There was the first explosion–look to make a long story short, Ric was killed when he pushed Elizabeth out from underneath some falling debris,” Nikolas reported.

“Is she okay? Did she make it out?”

“Yeah but she went into premature labor,” Nikolas replied. “She’s in the delivery room now. I thought you knew.”

“Oh…man…” Jason shook his head. “She’s not far along enough for the baby to be okay, is she?”

“She’s almost five months…” Nikolas sighed. “The pregnancy was normal and completely healthy. Maybe she’ll get a miracle.” He set his coffee down. “I’m going to go check in with Lucky about the scene down there and then go up to the maternity floor to see how she is. Will you stay with Emily and let her know what’s going on if she wakes up while I’m gone?”

“Yeah sure…” Jason caught Nikolas’s elbow. “If you get a chance to talk to Elizabeth…tell her I hope the baby’s okay.”

“Yeah, sure.”

General Hospital: Maternity Floor

“Where’s Ric?” Elizabeth panted. She gripped her grandmother’s hand harder. “Is he hurt? Gram? Where is he?”

“He’s…honey, just concentrate on the baby,” Audrey advised. She glanced at Dr. Meadows who was talking intently with a few other surgeons. “You’re going to be fine, sweetheart. Just fine.”

“Please don’t let me lose my baby,” Elizabeth whispered. “Please Gram–where’s Ric?”

“Honey…he pushed you out of the way from debris that would have killed you,” Audrey reported sadly.

Elizabeth sat up in a panic. “He’s hurt isn’t he, Gram? Is he in surgery? Where is he?”

“Darling…” Audrey smoothed Elizabeth’s sweaty hair from her forehead. “Ric died. On the scene. He was gone by the time they found the two of you. He saved your life, baby.”

With a loud wail, Elizabeth leaned back against the pillows as another contraction wracked her small body. She’d broken some ribs in her fall and the intense breathing she was doing caused more and more pain. “I hurt so bad, Gram,” she whimpered, tears rolling down her pale cheeks marred with soot and bruises. “So bad…it hurts to breathe.”

“Oh…” Audrey looked at Dr. Meadows. “Can’t we give her anything for the pain?” she asked desperately.

Dr. Meadows stepped towards them. “Elizabeth–we are doing everything we can to stop the labor but it doesn’t look like it’s working.”

“The baby’s barely five months…it’s too early!” Elizabeth shook her head. “No! I won’t do it!”

“Listen to me…listen to me, Elizabeth,” Dr. Meadows hardened her voice. “If you don’t deliver this baby, you could die.”

“I can’t lose my baby, please…Gram, I can’t…” She closed her eyes. “I lost Ric. I lost everything. Please don’t let me lose my baby.”

“There’s a slim chance that we can save the child,” Dr. Meadows told her softly. “If we perform a caesarian and get the baby into an incubator–there’s a chance for him, okay?”

“Do it,” Elizabeth said urgently. “Gram, will you be in the room with me?”

“Of course, darling. Just let me go get scrubbed up and ready to go in,” Audrey kissed her forehead and stepped into the hallway.

Nikolas was just stepped off the elevator. “Mrs. Hardy, how is she?” he asked immediately.

“The baby’s in distress,” Audrey said fretfully. “They can’t stop the labor. They have to deliver. Oh….I had to tell her about Ric. She kept asking and I just couldn’t lie to her. If she loses this baby, too…” Tears filled the elderly woman’s eyes. “I can’t lose her.”

“Hey, hey,” Surprising them both, Nikolas embraced Elizabeth’s grandmother. “Elizabeth is too strong and stubborn to die. This child has a set of parents who are more pig-headed than anyone else I know, okay? That’s going to help a lot.”

“Thank you, Nikolas. I know–I know you just wanted news so you could let Emily know.” Audrey pulled away and wiped her eyes. “I need to go get ready for surgery. They’re performing a Caesarian.”

“Tell Elizabeth that I’m praying for her,” Nikolas instructed. “We all are. Lucky, Luke, Skye–Brian Beck–he pulled her from the wreckage and got her to an ambulance, you know?”

“Thank God for him,” Audrey murmured.

“Tell her everyone is here for her. Emily will be as soon as she wakes up–Jason told me to tell her that he hopes the baby is okay, tell her all of that, okay?”

Audrey nodded. “Thank you. I should get going.”

General Hospital: Emily’s Room

Emily moaned and moved her head to the side. “Nikolas…where are you? Nikolas? We have to find Elizabeth…”

Jason took his sister’s hand in his own. “Shh…you found Nikolas and he’s okay. He’s okay, Em.”

“Jason…I have to find Elizabeth–she’s pregnant–I have to find her,” Emily whipped her head to the side, grimacing at the pain.

“You found her, too,” he told her softly. “She’s okay–she’s in surgery now.”

His voice started to register and Emily slowly blinked her eyes open. “J-Jason?”

“Hey…” Jason kissed her hand. “There you are.”

“What–what happened?” she asked. She slid up in the bed, grimacing at the sharp pain in her forehead.

“You have a concussion. You were hit with some falling boards while you were being evacuated from the ship,” Jason informed her. “The Haunted Star–parts of it exploded and it sank.”

“Nikolas is okay though right?” Emily asked urgently. “Elizabeth? Luke? Skye? Ric?”

“They’re all okay–” Jason hesitated. “Ric…he died though.”

“Jesus,” Emily breathed. “Elizabeth must be so devastated.” She flicked her brown eyes to the blue gaze of her brother. “Take me to see her right now. If she’s not in here, she’s in another room. I need to see her.”

“She’s going into surgery,” Nikolas stepped into the room and moved to her side. He kissed her forehead. “Hey, baby, thank God you’re okay.”

“Why is she in surgery?” Fear lit in her eyes. “The baby? Did she lose the baby?”

“No…but when Ric pushed her out of the way…she went into premature labor. If Brian Beck hadn’t found her and gotten her to an ambulance, she would have bled to death,” Nikolas told her bluntly.

“She can’t have the baby so early!” Emily gasped. “Nikolas–”

“It’s okay…Zander and Elizabeth are stubborn people–their baby will be too,” Nikolas repeated his words to Audrey. Zander. Nikolas closed his eyes. “Honey…Zander was on board tonight.”

Emily’s lower lip trembled. “No,” she whispered. “No…he didn’t die like that. He…please tell me…”

“They haven’t found his body,” Jason interjected. “So no one knows for sure, okay?”

“He was last seen with Elizabeth and Ric, though, so…” Nikolas trailed off. “I’m sure he got off the boat, though. I mean–he’s just one of those annoying people who refuses to die. Like Sonny,” Nikolas added helpfully.

“Right. I mean, how many times has someone tried to kill Sonny?” Jason assured her. “He’s still kicking.”

“Right, right.” Emily sat up and started to swing her legs over the side. Nikolas quickly stopped her.

“Whoa, where do you think you’re going?”

“Up to surgery. I want to be there when Elizabeth comes out.” Emily narrowed her eyes at the two men. “You can either help me up there or get out of my way. Nothing is keeping me from her tonight, you understand?”

“I’ll get a wheel chair,” Jason sighed.

General Hospital: Surgery Waiting Room

Lucky Spencer blew through the doors, Brian Beck on his heels. “Nikolas! Emily!” he hurried over to them, kissing Emily on the forehead. “Good, you’re okay. Is she out of surgery yet?”

“No.” Emily sighed and rubbed her forehead before focusing on Brian behind Lucky. “Brian…Nikolas told me that you saved her life. Thank you so much…Elizabeth is like my sister–she means the world to me.”

Brian nodded. “I feel responsible,” he sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. “I was arguing with her husband and–I think I caused the fight between them that sent them both out on deck.”

“You couldn’t have known,” Nikolas assured him.

“Ric didn’t need anyone’s help to screw up with Elizabeth–he did well enough on his own,” Jason muttered, shifting in his hospital chair.

“Still–she loved him. Once this is over….and his death hits…” Emily sighed. “She’s going to be so destroyed.”

“She has you,” Jason told her. “And she’s strong. She made it through something like this before.”

All eyes hit Lucky and he shifted, slightly uncomfortable. “Right. Well…Brian and I were just coming here to question my dad and Skye. They’re in the ER, getting stitches and over seeing some of the other wounded people. We thought we’d come here first.”

“I’ll page you if she gets out of surgery,” Nikolas promised.

“Thanks.” He looked at Brian. “Come on, let’s get this over with so I can get back up here.”

An Hour Later

Audrey emerged from the delivery room, her eyes red and her hands trembling. Nikolas and Lucky both guided her to a seat. “She’s…she’s alive,” Audrey managed to tell them.

“The baby?” Emily asked softly.

“A little girl,” Audrey replied. “She’s alive. They’ve got her in an incubator but the next few days are critical.”

“And Elizabeth?” Nikolas prompted.

“She’s in recovery. Dr. Meadows says she’ll be fine now that she’s given birth. They can tape her ribs and give her the stitches and pain medication she needs. She should sleep through the night.”

Audrey stood. “I need to go home–go to her place and get a few things. There–there are arrangements to be made for Ric, I suppose,” she murmured softly.

Nikolas stood. “I’ll drive you,” he offered. “You’re in no shape to get behind the wheel.”

“Thank you,” Audrey said gratefully.

Jason stood. “I’ll take you back to your room, Em, so you can get some sleep. Because we both know you’ll crawl to Elizabeth’s room in the morning if you have to.”

“Damn right.”

“And I’ll go sit with Elizabeth in recovery,” Lucky replied. “The baby’s in the neonatal unit, right?”

“Yes,” Audrey said. “I–she’s so small…I can’t imagine how she’ll survive.”

“Did I ever tell you about the time that Elizabeth managed to talk me into getting into car with her?” Nikolas asked, guiding Audrey from the room. “Did you know that your granddaughter couldn’t drive a car to save her life…?”

Nikolas’s voice faded as they left the room. Emily touched Jason’s arm. “Can we stop buy the neonatal unit?”

“Sure.”

General Hospital: Neonatal Unit

Jason helped Emily to stand as they looked through the glass window where several incubators were located. Elizabeth’s daughter was closest to them, a little sign on the front proclaimed her to be “Baby Girl Lansing.”

“She looks like dolls I used to play with–only so much smaller,” Emily murmured. “How can something so small and innocent possibly survive?”

“With Elizabeth as a mother, how can she not?” Jason asked instead.

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February 2, 2004

Elizabeth Lansing tugged her jacket more tightly around her bulging middle as she followed her husband down the docks steps. “Do we really have to go this?” she sighed. “I’d much rather just stay at home and keep my feet up.”

Ric chuckled and pressed an absent minded kiss to her temple. “We’ll just make a quick appearance and we’ll go, I promise. I’m running to take Scott Baldwin’s office and it’s never too early to make a good impression on people.” His eyes turned dark and troubled as he gazed out over the water. “I have so much to make up for–so much to make people forget.”

Elizabeth smiled warmly and touched his shoulder. “Honey…you can’t make people forget. You can’t even make them forgive you. You just…have to move on from it.”

He turned to look at her. “Is that what you did?” he asked. “Did you just move on from it?”

“What else could I do?” she answered honestly. “What you did to me this summer was neither forgettable nor forgivable. All I could do was move on. I chose to marry you again–to spend my life with you because I believe that you are changing or at least…that you want to change.” She narrowed her eyes. “As long as you don’t lie to me…that’s all I can hope for right now.”

Ric nodded. “I will never lie to you again,” he vowed. He laced their fingers together and brought her hand to his lips. “I love you with everything that’s inside me and that will never change.”

“Well, that’s a start,” Elizabeth murmured. “Come on…let’s get this night over with.”

Zander Smith secured the explosive and checked the detonation device one more before shoving into his jacket pocket. One last job. One last thing before he left this town and put it behind him for good.

He stood and took a deep breath. When this was over, maybe he’d take on a different name. Let the name Alexander Lewis die for good.

After all…being Alexander or Zander had never given him much happiness.

He went to the stairs that would take him to the main deck of the Haunted Star. When he reached the landing, he saw Ric guide his pregnant wife into the main room. He let his eyes linger on Elizabeth for a few moments. She was carrying his child and part of him was rebelling against the decision to stay away–of handing his child over to her and her husband.

But a larger and much stronger part knew better. Knew he’d only poison the child and ruin his life.

He ruined everything he put his hands on.

Better to let a good, kind and compassionate woman like Elizabeth raise their child. She was so pure–so opposite of who he was. She’d be good to him and maybe one day she’d tell their baby about a friend she’d known once. If she did, Zander knew she’d only tell him good things.

Even if she had to make them up.

With a start, he realized that the explosive he’d just rigged to go off in twenty minutes would undoubtedly trap the Lansings inside. Panicked, he turned around and bolted down the steps, intent on disarming the bomb.

“Excuse me for a moment,” Ric murmured to his wife as he spotted a somewhat intoxicated Brian Beck at the bar. “There’s Emily and Nikolas–why don’t you go speak with them?”

“Yeah, sure,” Elizabeth replied. She moved to talk to her friends while Ric crossed the span of the room and slid onto the seat next to the dark-haired officer.

“What brings you here?” he asked, ordering himself a drink and a water for Elizabeth.

Brian glared at him, his dark eyes slightly glassy from the alcohol. “She knows. And now she doesn’t trust me.”

“You knew that was a consequence of this,” Ric replied easily. “It’s not my fault you allowed yourself to get emotionally attached.”

“You know for someone so cold and unfeeling, I find it hard to believe that a woman like your wife gives a damn about you,” Brian seethed. He tossed the rest of his drink down and slammed the glass on the bar, gaining a few curious glances from people in his immediate vicinity.

Ric cleared his throat and glanced around with a disarming smile intended to assure everyone he had this situation under control. When he felt that their attention had wandered, he looked back at Brian and his eyes turned cold. “You don’t know a damn thing about my wife so just–”

“I know that she divorced you after you kidnapped Carly,” Brian retorted. “And I bet she wouldn’t take kindly to the idea of you arranging for me to use Courtney.”

“Elizabeth doesn’t even like Courtney, why would she give a damn what I did to her?” Ric demanded.

“Because she’s not like you. Because I’m not like you,” Brian challenged. “I don’t look at people and wonder what they can do for me. Because people like me are the ones people like you use and throw away. And I think you know exactly how she’d react.” He gestured towards her. “Why don’t I go tell her?”

Ric grabbed his arm and squeezed it tight. “Stay away from her,” he hissed.”

“Ric? Is everything all right?” Elizabeth asked softly. She put her hand on Ric’s arm–the one that was holding onto Brian. Immediately Ric released him.

“Everything’s fine, sweetheart,” Ric assured her. “Officer Beck and I were just talking.”

“That’s Detective Beck,” Brian seethed. He turned his gaze on the brunette. “Your husband and I were just discussing my failure in my latest assignment.”

“Detective,” Ric began.

“You know–the one where I try to get close to Courtney Morgan and get information on her brother and husband.”

Immediately Elizabeth’s eyes snapped to her own husband’s. “Is this true?” she demanded.

“Elizabeth, honey, this is just department business. Why don’t you go talk to–”

“Don’t send me away like a child,” Elizabeth snapped. “Is that true? Did you tell Brian to use Courtney to get to her brother?”

“Yep,” Brian confirmed. He ordered another shot. “‘Cept I decided I liked Courtney–respected her too much to do it. I let her catch me in the act so I could confess. But Ric wanted me to keep going. Find more information to put Sonny and Jason in jail.”

Elizabeth’s lower lip trembled. “It’s always going to be about Sonny, isn’t it?” she asked softly. She stepped away from Ric.

“Elizabeth, he’s drunk. He doesn’t know what he’s saying–”

“Oh.” Elizabeth looked at Brian who met her gaze head on. His eyes were slightly unfocused but he was telling the truth. It sent her heart to her feet as she turned back to Ric. “Not ten minutes ago, you promised me honesty. And then you just lied to my face. I’m really glad that our marriage means so much to you.”

“Elizabeth,” Ric protested.

“I’m going home,” she seethed. She whirled around and stalked across the room. Ric took off after her.

Brian just shrugged and downed the shot the bartender had put in front of him.

“Shit, shit, shit,” Zander moaned. He stepped back from the bomb with five minutes to go. He darted up the stairs and burst out onto the deck where Ric had caught up with Elizabeth and they were arguing bitterly.

“You’re always lying!” she yelled. “It doesn’t matter what the subject is! You lie like someone people breathe!”

“It’s not uncommon for people to do assignments like this!” Ric retorted. “It’s a job I have to do and until you learn to trust me–”

“You used an innocent woman to get to Sonny! When does it end?” she demanded. “Why can’t you just do things by the book?”

“Because if I did that, no one would ever get caught!”

“You two have to leave right now!” Zander yelled from across the dark. He jogged over to them. “Seriously. Go. Now.”

Elizabeth shook her head, ignoring Zander. “I’m going home with Emily and Nikolas,” she told Ric. She turned and stalked back inside.

Ric glared at the father of his wife’s child. “What the hell do you want?” he demanded.

Zander ignored him ad took off after Elizabeth. She had to get out of there. Immediately. “Elizabeth!” he called frantically.

She turned and frowned. “Zander? What’s wrong with you?”

He yanked on her elbow. “You have to go. Right now.”

“What’s going on?” Elizabeth demanded. “Zander?”

He licked his lips nervously. “Look…I can’t explain right now. Will you just…please just–”

Suddenly the ground shook beneath them, the lights flickered and then went out. Someone screamed.

Another explosion–this one was much larger and more intense sent Elizabeth flying to the ground.

Outside, Ric saw flames licking at the sides of the boat from a large gaping hole that was rapidly taking on water. His eyes widened and he felt the boat shift to the side.

The Haunted Star was sinking.

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Quartermaine Mansion: Dining Room

“Good morning,” Emily Quartermaine chirped as she slid into her seat at breakfast. She grabbed her elaborately folded napkin and shook it out to spread it over her lap.

“Morning, sweetheart,” her mother Monica replied. “Reginald can’t drive you to school today because Lila has an early doctor’s appointment so you might want to ask your brother.”

“Sure,” Emily replied. She searched the table and frowned when she didn’t see Jason already seated. Her grandparents, Edward and Lila, were seated at the other end of the table, her father was at the other with Emily and Monica seated on either side of them. Her cousin Ned Ashton and his wife Lois were in the middle of the table. Her brother AJ was missing but with no early classes in college, he rarely ever woke before ten in the morning.

But Jason was never late for breakfast.

“Today is Beth’s birthday,” Emily told her mother. “So I was wondering if we could do something for her.”

“Aren’t Jeff and Katherine doing anything?” her father Alan asked.

Emily shook her head. “Nope. Her dad’s going out of town this afternoon and you know her mom. If she can’t make it into a social situation, it’s not worth it. And since it’s only Beth’s fifteenth birthday…” she shrugged.

“We’ll have her over for dinner. Cook can make her favorite meal,” Monica suggested. “Just tell Reginald what it is and he’ll take care of it.”

“Sorry, I’m late,” Jason remarked entering the room. He tucked his t-shirt into his khakis and took his normal seat. He started piling eggs and bacon onto his plate. “My alarm didn’t go off.” It wasn’t true—he’d been concerned that Elizabeth would have trouble climbing back down the ladder and he’d snuck her down the service stairs and watched until she rounded the lake.

“It’s fine. You have to drive me to school today,” Emily told him, aiming a fork speared with a piece of sausage at him. “So don’t forget. Oh, and we’re picking up Beth. It’s her birthday, so I hope you got her something.”

Jason frowned. “That’s today?”

Emily sighed in exasperation. “Jason, why don’t you like her? I mean, I don’t understand what the problem is.”

“Well, she’s rude, she’s obstinate,” Jason began, ticking it off on his fingers.

“Will two stop fighting at the table?” Edward barked from his end. “Emily, Jason and Lizzie have never gotten along and they never will. So give it up.”

Emily sighed. “Well, I still can’t believe you forgot her birthday. She got you something for yours in August.”

“Just finish your breakfast. I don’t want to be late for school.”

Webber Estate: Driveway

Jason parked his car a little ways down from the Webber house so that he could have a moment with Elizabeth away from Emily’s eyes. Part of their arrangement was that everything went on as normal between them in public. So they fought back and forth, made fun of each other—they did what was expected. Elizabeth had insisted on that—she said that if they suddenly became friends now, people would think something was wrong.

“I’ll go get her,” Jason told his sister. “Wait.”

“Don’t start a fight with her,” Emily yelled after him.

He shook his head and closed the car door. He walked the very steps to the end of the hedge that separated the Webber house from the driveway and turned onto the doorstep.

Elizabeth was already waiting and frowned when she saw Jason. “What are you doing here?”

“I’m driving you two to school,” he answered. “How do you feel?” he asked, taking in the bulky turtleneck she wore to hide the bruises and cuts.

“Stiff,” Elizabeth admitted. She came down the steps, but he stopped her from walking past the hedge. “What?”

“I just wanted to say happy birthday,” he told her. “Emily thinks I forgot, but I wanted you to know that I didn’t.”

“I know you didn’t,” Elizabeth replied. She stood up on her tip-toes and kissed his cheek. “I’m sorry I make your life so complicated.”

“You don’t,” Jason assured her. He tipped his head towards the driveway. “Come on. Before we’re late.”

When Elizabeth rounded the hedge, Emily was waiting outside the car and threw her arms around her best friend. Jason winced, knowing that it was all Elizabeth could do to hide the tears of pain the embrace caused.

“Happy birthday!” Emily announced gleefully.

“Thanks, Em,” Elizabeth said, pulling away hurriedly. She headed towards the backseat of Jason’s car and pulled the door open. “Let’s go. I don’t want to be late for homeroom.”

PC High: Emily’s Locker

“Hey, ladies,” Lucky Spencer said. He was leaning against the locker next to Emily’s with a silly little smirk on his face. “Great party last night, Webber.”

“Thanks,” Elizabeth said dully as she unlocked the combination lock and pulled open her locker.

Lucky frowned. “Hey, birthday girl, what’s eating at you?”

“Yeah, you’ve been in a bad mood all morning,” Emily observed. “What’s wrong? Did Jason start with you or something?”

“No. I just…I had fight with my dad last night,” Elizabeth replied. She shoved her history and math textbooks into her backpack. “No big deal.”

“Well, you’re invited to our house tonight for dinner. Cook’s making your favorite,” Emily told her cheerfully.

“Thanks, Em.” Elizabeth shut the locker. “I have to get to geometry. I’ll see you history. Bye.”

She walked down the hall and disappeared around a corner. Emily shook her head. “That girl is such a drama queen,” she remarked with no real malice. “You’d think she was the first one to ever get into a fight with her father.”

“Whatever. So, Homecoming, you thought about it any?” Lucky asked.

“I thought you were going to ask Beth’s cousin,” Emily teased. “What, did Ali turn you down?”

Lucky grimaced. “Alison Barrington is the bane of my existence.”

Emily giggled and wound her arm through Lucky’s. “Come on, we’ve got history.”

“Put me out my misery, Em,” Lucky begged. “Homecoming? Am I going stag or what?”

Emily sighed dramatically. “Well, I’d hate to deprive you of my company, so sure why not?”

“Great. Who’s Webber going with?” Lucky asked pulling open the classroom door.

“No idea. She refuses to let me set her up with anyone. At the rate she’s going, she’ll be stuck going with my brother.”

Lucky took his seat in the back and Emily sat in front of him. “What’s wrong with your brother? He doesn’t have a date yet?”

“Nope. He’s got some crazy idea that Karen Wexler is going to break up with Jagger Cates so that she can go with him.”

Lucky chuckled. “He certainly has a rich fantasy life, doesn’t he?”

Quartermaine Mansion: Sitting Room

AJ stumbled into the room long after breakfast had been eaten and everyone had left the house for the day. He glanced at the clock and just shrugged when he realized it was almost noon and he’d missed his morning class at PCU.

He downed a glass of water and was in the middle of pouring another glass from the mini bar when Lois Cerullo-Ashton entered the room, immersed in some files from L&B, her record company.

She halted in her steps when she saw the eldest Quartermaine heir drinking water on the other side of the room. “I thought you had class this morning,” Lois said, tilting her head to the side.

AJ glanced at her. “I slept in,” he mumbled. He swayed a little and moved to the table near the windows where he just about collapsed into a seat. “What’re you doing home?”

“I forgot Miguel’s file here,” Lois said almost absently. “Are you hung-over?”

“I might have had a little too much last night,” AJ allowed. “Reginald?” he called. He winced when his voice caused a strange echo inside his head and stung. “Where is he?”

“He took Lila to a doctor’s appointment,” Lois told him. “AJ, it’s a Wednesday morning. Don’t you think it’s inappropriate to be hung over in the middle of the week?”

AJ shrugged. “Guess I never thought about it.” He yawned. “What does it matter?”

“It matters because I think you’ve been drinking a little more than you should,” Lois said carefully. She sat down in an adjacent chair. “AJ, I’m worried about you.”

AJ snorted. “Why? Do you think anyone else gives a damn?”

“That’s what I’m worried about. They think you’re just sowing your wild oats and I don’t think that’s it all.”

“I’m just having a little fun with some old friends,” AJ protested.

“Friends like Jack Daniels?” Lois retorted. “You’re starting to drink alone in your room and that’s a bad sign. Damn it, AJ, you’re my cousin and I know it’s only by marriage but I was brought up to take care of my family.”

“That’s very nice of you to say,” he remarked seriously. “But your concern is unneeded here.”

She sighed and stood. “I have to get back to the office. Promise me you’ll think about what I said.”

“Yeah. Sure.”

PC High: Library

Jason entered the library for his fourth period study hall and headed towards the back where he knew Elizabeth would be hiding. When she’d signed up for the tutoring program this year, they’d given her Jason again since he’d brought her back from failing the previous year.

He wasn’t surprised to see her head cradled in her arms, her hair spilling out over the table. She always tried to get some more sleep during study hall. He sat down and pulled out his history book to study quietly.

After about twenty minutes, he saw that she’d turned her face towards him and that her face was scrunching up. By now, he knew she was in the beginning of a nightmare so he reached out and gently shook her shoulder.

She opened her eyes and sat up slowly, rubbing her face sleepily. “Hey. When’d you get here?”

“A little ago. You were sleeping,” he replied. He reached into the front pocket of his book bag and pulled out a silver-wrapped package thin box. “Here.”

Elizabeth gave him a tiny smile as she took it from him. “You didn’t have to do anything.”

“Just open it,” he told her, used to her protests. She slid the silver ribbon off and carefully removed the wrapping paper, setting it aside. Elizabeth opened the top of the black velvet jewelry box to reveal a delicate silver chain inside.

“It’s beautiful,” she breathed, pulling it from the box, letting the cluster of shooting stars charm dangle from her fingers. “It’s the one from the mall that I saw last week.”

Jason tugged his earlobe and looked away. “Yeah, I overheard Emily telling Grandmother about it. She didn’t have enough money…so I bought it instead.”

Elizabeth sighed. “Jason…how am I supposed to explain where it came from?”

He frowned and looked away. “I guess I didn’t really think about it,” he said quietly. “I just…Emily said you really loved it so I just…I went out and got it. I’m sorry.”

“No, I’m sorry.” Elizabeth set the box on the table and turned in her seat a little. “Would you do the clasp?”

He took the chain from her and draped it around her neck before fastening it. “What are you going to say when people ask?”

“I’ll tell them I blackmailed you into it,” Elizabeth replied. She twisted back around and hugged him tightly. “I’m sorry. I love it.”

He kissed her cheek as she pulled back and she flushed a little, looking directly at the surface of the table. “Did you get your geometry test back?” Jason asked, changing the subject.

Elizabeth wrinkled her nose. “Yeah. I got a 65. Just passed it.”

He reached for her yellow folder in the middle of the stack and flipped it open. “You knew that material yesterday. What happened?”

“Do we have to do this?” Elizabeth asked, sighing. “It’s not like I really need to pass this class—”

“In order for me to keep tutoring you, you have to show improvement in your classes,” Jason reminded her. “Otherwise, they’ll put someone else on it.”

“Fine.” She took her geometry text book from her bag and flipped it open.

Outside the Library 

“Hey, isn’t that your brother?”

Emily halted on her way to the office and joined Lucky at the glass door of the library. He was pointing towards a table in the back where she could make out the sight of her best friend and brother studying. “Yeah, he’s been tutoring Beth for over a year now.”

“I thought they hated each other.”

She shrugged. “Last time I checked, they did.”

“Then why would he get her a birthday gift?” Lucky asked.

“What? How would you know?” Emily demanded. She stood on her tip toes trying to get a better view of them.

“There’s wrapping paper next to her.”

She looked at her friend oddly. “The things you notice scare me sometimes,” she remarked, shaking her head.

This entry is part 1 of 2 in the Fiction Graveyard: Out of the Dark

She thought she might have screamed, but she wasn’t sure. Sometimes the sound was only inside her mind and sometimes it was out loud. She’d stopped distinguishing the two long ago. But it was better not to scream.

When she thought the belt was flying towards her face, she did shriek out loud. Her arm flew up to protect her face and the wide leather slapped against her forearm with a loudCRACK. She didn’t care about the stinging sensation in her arm—all that mattered was that she wasn’t hit in the face. As long as that was prevented, she was safe. The rest she could cover with sweaters and long pants. But a mark on her face took more effort.

She finally managed to crawl away and get to a corner where she curled up into a tiny ball, shielding her face from the blows. She didn’t fight back anymore—fighting back only angered him more. The angrier he was, the longer it lasted and she didn’t think she could take much more.

He rained the blows over her vulnerable body, sometimes the buckle of the belt hit her skin and sometimes he used his hands to beat her. She could hear the delicate fabric of her Halloween costume tearing and she wondered how much of it would be left one he was finally done with her. Would she need to change before she snuck out?

Finally, she sensed it coming towards an end. His breathing was heavier, his movements weren’t as quick and the time in between the blows lengthened.
After a few more moments, he backed away from her—she could hear it in his footsteps. She heard her bedroom door open and when it slammed shut a second later, then and onlythen did she peek out from the cocoon her arms had formed over her head.

He was gone.

She stood shakily. She slid a few times—had to grip the edge of her bureau, but finally, she was on her feet. She limped towards the vanity table and nearly whimpered when she took in her appearance.

The long shift dress she’d worn as part of her angel costume earlier that night was torn in many places and there were parts where a cut from the belt was bleeding through. The peasant sleeves were torn.

But her face—her tiny elfin face—it was unmarried and she was relieved. He hadn’t been angry with her. When he was angry with her, he aimed for the face. But tonight, he’d been venting his frustration out on her. Those were the safe times. It was when something she’d done to infuriate him…those were the times she was genuinely frightened for her life.

She found a pair of tennis shoes and slipped her feet into them. She wouldn’t bother changing—she’d only need to take remove the clothing when she had to take care of the various scratches and cuts on her body.

She shuffled towards the window and took a deep breath, bracing herself for the trip down the trellis. It was a hard climb under the best of circumstances, but tonight when she could barely move anyway, it would be even more nightmarish.

She swung one leg over the window sill and took one last look into her bedroom. Elizabeth Webber’s eyes searched every corner, as if every shadow were her father…just waiting to jump out and finish the job.

Because if she was sure of anything in her life, it was that Jeff Webber would be the death of her. Whether from one of his beatings, whether she fell and broke her neck while climbing in and out of her window…or another reason, a reason she’d broached only once to one person and the expression he’d had on his face had silenced that voice in her head for good.

Across the lake, a boy only two years older than Elizabeth paced his room nervously. Every once in a while, his eyes darted to the digital clock on his nightstand. It was late. Too late, in his opinion. She wasn’t here yet.

Jason Quartermaine wasn’t a paranoid boy—not in the slightest. In fact, he was generally an optimist. Believed the best in everyone—including his alcoholic older brother, his chronically unfaithful parents and his overbearing grandfather. It was just the way he thought.

But on nights when he expected her, he became paranoid and irrational. If it was midnight and she still wasn’t there, he was convinced that she was dead. That her father had finally gone over the edge and killed her. He’d start imagining the grisly way her body would be discovered, bloody and bruised the next morning. He’d blame himself when that day became. Because if it was too late and he didn’t go looking for her, it was his fault. Because he hadn’t protected her like he’d always promised.

He looked at the clock again and swore when the numbers clicked from 11:59 p.m. to 12:00 a.m.

Just as he was pulling on a pair of sneakers to go looking, he heard the scrape of the ladder and let out a deep breath of relief. She was okay. She was still alive.

He’d known all night that she’d come. The Webbers had thrown their usual grandiose Halloween costume party and as good friends of the family, the Quartermaines had attended. Jason had managed to get Elizabeth away from her family almost immediately and they spent the entire night in the company of his siblings, AJ and Emily.

But he always kept an eye on Jeff and took in the tense set of the older man’s shoulders, the anger simmering beneath the surface in his eyes. Jeff Webber exuded violence and Jason often wondered how he was the only person who understood the man’s true nature.

It’d gotten to the point of the past year that Jason recognized the patterns in Jeff’s behavior. When he looked like that—when he got a certain expression on his face—Jason knew he’d be seeing her.

He saw her crown of her head appear in his window. He stepped forward and he blanched when he saw the way she struggled to get over the windowsill. The blood was seeping through the delicate fabric and with all the tears, Jason was surprised to see that the dress was still holding together more or less.

“Are you okay?” he asked softly. When she was safely over the sill and seated on the window seat, he kneeled in front of her. Like Elizabeth, he was relieved to see her face was clear. As crazy as it might seem to someone normal, he knew there was trouble when Jeff left a mark on her skin where anyone could see it.

She nodded. “I need…” she hesitated, her voice shaky and hoarse. “I need to change.”

“Yeah, I know,” Jason replied. He touched her face lightly, drew the back of his fingers over her smooth porcelain skin. “How bad do you feel?”

She tried to shrug, but found she couldn’t lift her shoulders that high. Still on his knees, Jason leaned back and tugged the first aid kit out from underneath his bed. There was a duffle bad there too, complete with a few sets of clothing and a nightgown. They always prepared for the worst.

He flipped it open and took out the bottle of peroxide and some gauze. He started on the cuts on her arms and legs. She didn’t even flinch from the sting of the liquid and it didn’t surprise him. At this point, Elizabeth was more accustomed to feel of peroxide against her skin than his brother AJ was to the taste of vodka slipping down his throat.

Jason probably could have cleaned it with some soap and water but as an aspiring doctor who’d grown up as the son of two doctors, he went for the better method. The deeper cuts, he wrapped some gauze around them and the lighter ones, he just cleaned and blotted.

When he’d reached all the cuts he could handle without removing the dress, he cleared his throat. “Can you do…the ones in the front?”

She nodded dully. “But not the ones on my back,” she said softly. “It hurts to reach out.”

Jason stood and pulled her to her feet. “Turn around,” he told her. When he was faced with her back, he swallowed hard. Her back was covered in lashes, there was almost no fabric left. He slowly pulled it away until her back was bare and she had one arm slung across her chest to keep the dress up.

When he was finished, he moved back and got the duffle bag from underneath the bed. He grabbed the first aid kit as well and Elizabeth followed him to his bathroom. “Are you going to be okay?” he asked.

“Yeah,” she nodded.

Later, after she was tucked away in bed, Jason was sprawled out on the cot he had stashed in his closet. He listened to the sound of her breathing and was relieved to find it deep and even—he hoped the dreams wouldn’t plague her tonight.

Elizabeth had been coming to him for almost a year now, but Jason had been aware of the abuse for two years. She was thirteen at the time and they were sitting in the school library. He was a honors student in his sophomore year and had been assigned to tutor Elizabeth in all her subjects—he was surprised to find her failing most of them.

She’d been wearing a dark blue sweater and while they were working on math equation, she’d absently pushed the sleeve up and he’d seen the bruises.

“What’s that?” he asked, frowning. She looked up at him oddly.

“What’s what?” Elizabeth asked. She moved her hand to tuck a piece of hair behind her ear and her eyes widened when she realized her shirt sleeve was up. She hastily pulled it down. “Nothing. I fell.”

Jason shook his head and reached for her wrist. He was stronger than her and despite her protests, managed to keep her still long enough to push it back up and examine the bruises.

“These look like finger marks,” Jason decided. He met her eyes. “They are, aren’t they?”

“Don’t worry about it,” Elizabeth replied uncomfortably. “Can we just finish this?”

“Lizzie…who did this to you?” Without waiting for an answer, his other hand shot out and gripped the forearm of her other, shoving the sleeve up. On this arm there were a multitude of cuts mixed with the bruises.

Her eyes filled with tears. “Let me go,” she pleaded softly.

“Lizzie—“

“Stop calling me that,” Elizabeth said suddenly. A tear slipped past her lashes and streaked down her cheek. “I hate it.”

“Elizabeth, who did this to you?” Jason asked again, disturbed at the other distress of the younger teen. “Was it someone we know?”

“Please…don’t,” she said brokenly.

He narrowed his eyes. “Was it someone in your family? Steven?”

She shook her head rapidly and tried to tug her hands from his grasp but he kept his fingers wrapped around her wrists. “Jason, it doesn’t matter—“

“Is it the reason you’re failing?” he asked pointedly. “Why you have circles under your eyes?”

“Stop it.”

“You can trust me,” he told her intently. “You know you can. I won’t tell anyone if you don’t want me to.”

She hesitated, chewed on her lower lip. “Not even AJ? Or Emily?”

“No one, I promise,” Jason replied. His grip loosened, she could have easily pulled her hands free but didn’t. “Tell me.”

“My father,” Elizabeth said after a moment. “It was my father.”

He shifted on the cot, trying to fit his long frame more comfortably. It’d taken a lot of coaxing and some time before Elizabeth finally confided the whole story. She’d been wary of telling him in the first place. Their friendship had been civil during the best of times—she was more Emily’s friend than his. But because their families were friends, they’d all grown up together.

But now…they were easily closer to each other then either of them was to Emily or AJ. A year passed as he watched her sink further and further into depression. Her grades continued to fall because she was too scared to sleep at tonight and often fell asleep in class. She barely passed eighth grade and her freshman year didn’t look any more promising.

It was after the first marking period last year that Jason had finally told her that he was going to set a ladder outside his window that night and if she got too scared to sleep, she could climb down her trellis and come to him. She shook her head vehemently and insisted she’d be fine.

But around one in the morning, he’d been jerked awake by the sound of the ladder scraping against the side of the house. A moment later, she appeared in the window, biting her lip nervously.

“You said if it got too much…”

From that night on, she’d barely spent a night in her own room. Her grades went back up and they fell into a routine. He couldn’t remember what it felt like to fall asleep without first making sure she was sleeping soundly.

One day, Jason decided, one day he was going to come face to face with Jeff Webber and he’d show the man exactly what he thought of him. With that thought in mind, he drifted off into a light sleep, his ears still tuned to the sound of her breathing, waiting for any sign that she was having a nightmare so that he could wake her up before the rest of his family heard.

December 15, 2014

This entry is part 3 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Wednesday, November 3, 2004

General Hospital: Pediatrics Ward

With the knowledge that Elizabeth would begin the preparations for the transplant that would take place in the morning, Ric managed to convince Alexis to go home and take a nap. Sonny told Jason he would make sure he’d get Sam home and if Jason could make sure Elizabeth had anything she needed, he would appreciate it.

Jason, however, was grateful for the opening his friend gave him to have a conversation with Elizabeth. When the hallway was clear, he stepped towards her. “Is there anything you need?”

She nodded and with a smile, she took his hand and led him into a utility closet. “I just wanted to be alone with you,” she murmured, wrapping her arms around his wait and standing on her toes to kiss him. He buried his hands in her hair, threading his fingers through the silky strands. There was never enough time for this, could never be enough time to sate his thirst for her.

“Mmm, we really don’t have enough time for this,” Elizabeth laughed as his mouth trailed down her neck. “There are some things we need to talk about and with me going into surgery this afternoon, there’s not much time to work it out.”

“What things?” Jason pulled away a little.

“There’s Cameron for one. I’m not going to be in any position to take care of him for a few days at least and my grandmother’s out of town for a conference in Manhattan. Emily’s…she’s just in a whole other world right now.” Her eyes brightened. “But if Sam offered to take care of him–as sort of practice, why you’d have to help right?”

“Cameron for a few days?” Jason had to take a deep breath. “Really? We can pull this off?”

“It would be natural. Sonny told you to make sure I had everything I needed.” Elizabeth smiled up at him. “I can’t really imagine a better place for our son to be while I’m recuperating than with his father.”

Jason hesitated. “I think I might have to tell Sam. About Cam. And you.”

“If you trust her.” Elizabeth slowly moved away from him and crossed to the other side to create distance though there was little to be gained in the room. “This situation has always been your choice,” she murmured.

“What would you rather I do?” Jason asked, a little irritated. “Shout it from the rooftops that while I was engaged to be married, I had an affair with you? That I fathered a child and didn’t claim him until well after he was born?”

The words stung but she masked them and looked away. “Let me know about Cameron because I have to make arrangements soon.” She put her hand on the doorknob but his hand pressed against the door to keep it closed.

“I didn’t–I’m sorry, Elizabeth. I hate this. I hate pretending we mean nothing to each other. I hate that I have to hide how I feel about you, about Cameron. If I hadn’t screwed it all up in the first place, we wouldn’t be in this mess.”

“It wasn’t all your fault.” She sighed and fell into his arms again, trying to commit the feeling to memory. “First I walked out and then when we were so close to working it all out, I picked that stupid fight.”

“Yeah, but I’m the one who got married first.” He kissed the top of her forehead. “Give me an hour to talk to Sam at the most. And then I’ll pick up Cameron.” He paused. “I love you, Elizabeth, I want you to believe that.” He kissed her eyelids and brushed his mouth over hers. “I need you to believe that.”

“I do,” she replied. She deepened the kiss just for a moment. “We’d better go.”

General Hospital: Alexis’s Apartment

Alexis exited the bedroom, towel drying her hair and looking more rested after a brief nap and a shower. “That smells good,” she called to Ric in the kitchen.

“It’s just a couple of a sandwiches,” he replied, carrying a plate and a glass of water to the small table behind the couch. “Eat,” he directed.

Alexis sat and stared at him for a moment. “She’s going to be okay, isn’t she?” she asked quietly.

Ric covered her hand with his. “She’s going to be great. And when she’s home and she’s healthy again, we can talk about the future.”

“Future.” Alexis rubbed her fingers idly over his bare fourth finger. “We didn’t take time for a real wedding. Do you regret that?”

He lowered himself into a chair next to hers. “I don’t regret that we’re married. That we’re not going to doing a stupid dance around each other anymore or trying to deny what we both feel. I regret that Kristina couldn’t be there.” He picked her hand up and kissed her fingertips. “So when she’s home again, then we can do it right.”

“When she’s home again,” Alexis murmured. She leaned in and kissed him softly. “Go to work.”

“Work?” Ric shook his head. “No, I should go back to the hospital with you.”

“You’ve been at the hospital day and night for a few days. You can at least go and check in. You do want to be re-elected next year, don’t you?”

“Unless my wife wants to give me a run for my money.” Ric smiled and pointed to her plate. “I’ll go in if you eat.”

Alexis picked up the sandwich and bit into the sandwich with relish. “Go.”

General Hospital: Brooke Lynn’s Hospital Room

Lucas hesitantly knocked on Brook’s door, noting first that it was empty of visitors and second that Brooke looked worse than he’d thought she would.

She looked at him through empty eyes but managed a weak smile. “First line of attack?” she quipped.

Lucas smiled and held out the bouquet of daisies he’d hunted up. “Your favorites, right?”

“Mmm,” Brooke fumbled with her free hand to bring the bed up and Lucas took a seat. “Thanks.”

“Everyone wanted to come,” he said after a moment. “But no one…no one really knows what to say.”

“Yeah. I can imagine it’s really hard on them,” Brooke said, staring at the scratchy white hospital blanket.

“It is.” Lucas sighed and clasped his hands between his knees. “Brooke, this happened to us too. We love you. I’ve never seen Dillon look so upset or Georgie and Maxie so helpless. You’re our best friend, Brooke, and the last thing any of us want to do is hurt you.”

“I know.” Brooke glanced up at him. “They’re…they’re not telling me anything here. Have…they found him?”

Lucas reached over and took her free hand in his, pretending not to notice as she flinched at his touch. “They found him. He’s in custody now. There’s no way he’ll be able to get out of this.”

Port Charles Police Department: Interrogation Room

Mac sat down and stared Diego Sanchez for a few moments before flipping the file open. “Let’s just cut right to the chase here.”

“Let’s.” Diego leaned back and slung an arm over the back of the chair. “She wanted it.”

Blood boiled in the commissioner’s veins but he ignored it. “Brooke Lynn Ashton was found in the kitchen of Kelly’s Diner. She had a broken nose, broken arm, concussion, and a few bruised rips. Not to mention that she was raped. There’s no doubt about that.”

Diego snorted. “So she liked it rough.”

A muscle ticked in Mac’s jaw but that was the only emotion he showed. “You can give us a semen and blood sample or we can obtain a warrant for it. It’s your choice.”

Diego shrugged. “I don’t care. Her word against mine.”

Mac closed the file and stood. “The daughter of Ned Ashton, granddaughter of Tracy Quartermaine and great-granddaughter of Edward Quartermaine. Do you really want that to be your defense?”

Diego’s lips curved into a malicious smile. “You don’t know anything about me, do you Commissioner? I’ve got connections of my own. One phone call and I’m out of here.”

“Mm.” Mac ignored that and left the room.

Ric Lansing was conversing with Lucky Spencer and cut off the younger detective. “Mac, I just got caught up on the Sanchez case.”

“He’s a cocky son of a bitch,” Mac muttered, tossing the file on a desk. “Says Brooke wanted it Likes it rough. It just…it kills me knowing my girls thought of him as a friend. Felt sorry for him, Georgie did.” He rubbed the back of his neck. “How’s Kristina?”

“She’s getting her transplant tomorrow,” Ric answered. “We found a donor so Alexis told me to come in for a few hours.”

“Congratulations on the marriage.” Mac said after another moment. “Didn’t really see that coming.”

“Me neither,” Ric admitted. “But here we are. How is it looking evidence wise with Sanchez?”

“They recovered semen from Brooke, and scrapings under her fingernails from where she scratched the perp. Diego’s sporting some scratches on his face. It’s a pretty solid case and since he’s basically just making it his word against hers that it was consensual, I don’t see a problem.”

“Is Brooke…all right? Otherwise, I mean.”

“As all right as she can be considering she was brutally raped by someone she thought was her friend.”

Harborview Towers: Morgan Penthouse

“I am so glad that Elizabeth was a match,” Sam said, settling on the couch with an oversized bowl of ice cream. “I mean, I was totally willing but it’s just safer for everyone. Kristina’s not using an experimental treatment, I’m not inducing labor…” She grinned at the man she considered her best friend. “I think she’s an absolute angel.”

“Hmmm…” Jason sat in the arm chair adjacent to the couch. “She mentioned she’d need someone to look after Cameron for a few days. She’ll be in the hospital overnight and then somewhat weak for the next few days.”

Sam’s eyes lit up. “I could take care of him. I need the practice and you’re just incredible with babies, right? We could so take him. Did you tell her that?”

“I mentioned you…” Jason stopped and dragged his fingers through his hair. One lie too many. “Sam, there’s something we have to talk about.”

“Sounds serious.” Sam licked her spoon. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s…nothing’s wrong.” Jason stood and started to pace, a move that was so un Jason like that Sam stopped and stared. “There’s really no way to say this except to just say it. Cameron’s my son and Elizabeth and I are…we…” He didn’t know how to put it into words. Lovers? Together? Dating? In love?

Sam set the bowl down on the coffee table and laced her fingers together, unable to hide the surprise in her face. “If Cameron’s your son, then…”

“We had…we had a thing last fall. After her divorce to Ric and her accident, we were…we were working things out. We didn’t tell anyone because at first, it was just too…too much. It came out of nowhere, I was engaged, she was just getting out of a divorce. We weren’t even sure it wasn’t just…a distraction.”

“Mmmmm…” Sam sat back. “And yet, it’s a year later. You’re not married, she’s not married, but Cameron’s your son.”

“We had an argument after Courtney decided to set the date for the wedding. She accused me of using her to forget about Courtney and we–it just went from bad to worse. We ended it and…I married Courtney. I figured I had nothing left to lose.”

Sam snorted. “Men,” she muttered. “So, the baby?”

“For some reason, her doctors screwed up her due date and put it at late July. She assumed it was Zander’s baby because of the dates and after she married Ric, I guess we both figured we’d put the whole thing in the past.”

“But she found out Cameron wasn’t Zander’s.”

“Shortly before she left Ric, they readjusted her due date and the dates matched. But by the time she found out, I was married and I guess…she didn’t know what to do.”

“So she left Ric and left town to have the baby.” Sam leaned forward and propped her chin on her elbow. “But didn’t tell you.”

“I don’t blame her,” Jason said quickly. “It couldn’t have been an easy decision. And she came clean when she came home. But by then…” he trailed off.

“You were tied to me,” Sam murmured. “But everyone knows this isn’t your baby. Why didn’t you come forward?”

“At first, I didn’t think Elizabeth wanted me to. That she kept Cameron from me for the same reasons she had walked out two years ago.” Jason leaned against the desk. “But we finally…we really talked about it this time. Admitted mistakes and said things we probably should have years ago. In the end, we knew we wanted to be a family.” He exhaled slowly. “That was in July.”

“So what’s keeping you?” Sam asked softly.

“I have to protect her. I have to protect Cameron. I’m in no place to take on a family publicly. Do you know what Carly would do to Elizabeth?” Jason shook his head. “Elizabeth can handle herself, I know that. She shouldn’t have to. And…Sonny’s not real understanding about me having my own life lately. I didn’t really understand that until I was sneaking away to be with Elizabeth and Cameron. If I disappear for a little while, he gets angry and I just…I have to find a way for Sonny to accept that I get to have my own life and that I’m not willing to sacrifice my family for his anymore.”

“Elizabeth really is an incredible woman. I mean, she knows I live here, that you’re practically going to be a father to this baby and she just sits with her son wherever you’ve stashed her, waiting for you to give her the time of day.” Sam pursed her lips. “If I didn’t know Elizabeth, I’d think of a few other words people would describe her with.”

Jason scowled. “I know. And when it does come out, people will do the math and realize that Cameron was conceived while both of us were tied to other people. I don’t give a damn what people think but Elizabeth deserves better.”

“How often do you get to see them?” Sam asked quietly.

“I try to stop by once a day but sometimes a week will go by. Last night was the first night I’ve spent there in almost a month and I didn’t even get there until late.” Jason scrubbed his hands over his face. “I’m telling you this for a few reasons. One, you’re going to give birth any time now. You need to be able to get in touch with me at all times.”

Sam nodded. “Sounds reasonable. What are the others?”

“I think that Elizabeth is reaching the end of her patience,” he said after another moment. “She didn’t ask to be treated like some kind of…”

“Mistress?” Sam said dryly. “Concubine? Second wife? Hey, if we lived in China, you could so get away with this stuff.”

“I don’t think of her that way. She’s too important to me.” Jason sighed impatiently.

“I’m beginning to understand that.” Sam hoisted herself off the couch. “For months, you’ve been distracted. You’ve stared off into space and you’ve disappeared for hours at a time. I couldn’t for the life of me understand what was wrong. But now I do.” Her lips curved into a wry smile. “You went and got yourself a life. And from what it sounds like, it’s a good life. One you deserve.”

“I hope so,” Jason murmured. “Sam, you’re the only one who knows. No one else does. Not Emily, not Elizabeth’s family. No one else knows.”

“I’m not about to take out a newspaper announcement.” Sam fisted her hands on her hips. “I think that Elizabeth should recuperate here after her surgery so that she’s not too far away from her son. As for her reaching the end of her patience, we’ll work on that.” She bit her lip. “I know telling me was more of a necessity than anything else. But you really could have lied. Or gotten another cell phone and only given me the number. But you chose to tell me the truth and it means a lot to me that you trust me. I want to see you happy, Jason. I think out of everyone that I know, you deserve it the most.”

General Hospital: Surgery

Steven smiled as he watched a nurse administer the IV drop for his sister. “You ready to do this?”

Elizabeth nodded sleepily. “Yep.” She crooked her finger to motion him closer. When he leaned down, she whispered loudly, “I have got the cee-utest doctor.”

He laughed. “You’re amazing, little sister. Just close your eyes and go to sleep.”

Elizabeth nodded and followed his instructions. “Tell Cameron I love him,” she murmured. “And Jason…”

Steven frowned. “Tell Jason what?” he asked.

But Elizabeth had already fallen into a deep slumber. Steven reached for the long needle to begin the procedure.

This entry is part 2 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Wednesday, November 3, 2004

General Hospital: Pediatric Ward

A bitter argument with his wife had started Sonny’s day off badly. In the end, Carly had agreed to let Morgan be tested for the bone marrow transplant but she’d elected to stay home.

The morning continued as he continually tried to call Jason and received only his voicemail. A brief interrogation of Sam that morning revealed that Jason had not returned home the night before. He was worried more than he was irritated. It was not like Jason to go incommunicado.

He waited by the elevators, a few feet away from Kristina’s room where her mother and new stepfather were visiting with them. He had decided that until this crisis had passed, he would not bring up custody. Kristina did not need him throwing that word around and causing more stress for everyone involved.

But the moment she was recovered, Sonny would have to look deep inside himself and decide how to handle this situation.

The elevator doors slid open and Jason stepped out. “Has Morgan been tested?”

Sonny straightened and his worry slid into irritation. “Where the hell have you been?” he demanded.

Jason sighed and rubbed the back of his neck, wondering why he’d bothered to get out of bed that morning. He’d much rather have stayed with Elizabeth. Maybe given Cameron his breakfast and let himself live that pretense a little longer. He almost had but when he’d unearthed his cell phone and found five messages from Sonny, three from Carly, two from Emily and one from Sam, he had to leave the safe escape and return to the real world.

“I was out. I knew you weren’t bringing Morgan in until this morning and there was nothing else pressing so I took a little breather.” Jason’s eyes bore into his friend’s. “Or do I have to clear having my own life with you?”

Uneasy now, Sonny shook his head. “No. I was just a little worried that no one had seen you. It’s not like you to not leave at least Sam word where you’re going. She’s getting close to her due date.”

“I should have told Sam how to reach me,” Jason nodded. “But I have my own life, Sonny. My own priorities. Your family is not the most important thing to me. It can’t be.”

Sonny narrowed his eyes. “My family is your family, Jason,” he said slowly. “I’m not sure I understand what you’re getting at.”

Neither was Jason except that he knew he couldn’t live like this much longer. Letting the world believe Cameron was Zander Smith’s son, that Elizabeth had to play the ex-wife role, pretending that he didn’t want that life. Maybe it was time to lay the foundation.

“I just want more time to myself,” Jason said after a moment. “I used to come and go as I wanted and now I feel like I have to check with you before I step foot out of my apartment.”

“I never meant to make you feel that way and maybe we do need to discuss some new boundaries. New limits.” Sonny shifted and looked back at Kristina’s hospital room. “I hope to God you never have to stand outside one of these rooms, hoping for news about one of your children.”

“Morgan’s not a match?” Jason asked.

Sonny sighed heavily. “He was tested this morning but Dr. Webber wasn’t hopeful.” He hesitated. “He had an alternative but I’m reluctant to even bring it up.”

“Well, what was it?” Jason asked.

“Sam’s umbilical cord. He says stem cells from that can be used as bone marrow and that she doesn’t even need to be a perfect match.” Sonny exhaled slowly. “But Sam’s not due until the end of the month and Kristina might not have that long to wait.”

“You would have to induce labor,” Jason said after a moment. “She’ll never go for that. She’ll want to help but not at the risk of her own child and I have to agree.”

“It’s not your decision to make,” Sonny remarked. “Sam and I will discuss it ourselves but I wanted to wait until after we knew one way or the other about Morgan.”

Port Charles Police Department: Squad Room

Courtney sat at one of the desks, tapping her foot. “I don’t know why I have to be here,” she said irritated. “I don’t know where he is, Mac.”

“Until we find him, I’m keeping someone on your loft and I don’t want any civilians there who might get hurt.” Mac turned back to the phone. “Hey, Ned, what’s Brooke’s condition?” He listened for a moment and turned away from Courtney so she couldn’t hear what he was saying.

“She can’t stop crying,” Ned said. “She’s just curled up and sobbing. Lois is beside herself and I don’t know what to do. The hospital suggested we bring in a psychiatrist but don’t you think it’s a little early for that?”

“Yeah, I do.” Mac hesitated. “I do know someone who would be a little better than a shrink. She went through it when she was just a little younger than Brooke and she’s managed to move on with her life. Can I put her in touch?”

Ned was silent for a moment. “Are you speaking about Elizabeth Webber?”

“I am. I think it would be beneficial for Brooke to have someone to talk to who went through it and maybe for her to see that one day, she will get past it.”

“I’ve known Elizabeth since she was a teenager,” Ned said after a long pause. “If she’d be willing to speak to Brooke, I’d allow it.”

“Good. Meanwhile, we’ve got officers scouring the city for Sanchez and there’s an APB out statewide. We’ll find him, Ned.”

General Hospital: Brooke Lynn’s Room

Ned entered the room to find Lois gone and Emily sitting in her place. “Lois went to get some coffee,” his cousin told him.

Ned nodded and perched on the windowsill. “How long has Brooke been asleep?”

Emily sighed. “The doctors came in and sedated her again. Have they found…”

“No, not yet. But Mac had a suggestion. Instead of calling in a psychiatrist, he suggested Elizabeth.”

Emily smiled weakly before looking back at Brooke. “I think that would be a great idea.”

“Would you call her?” Ned asked. “I don’t think I could say the words out loud.”

Emily stood and moved towards the door. “I’ll call her. Ned, this is going to be okay. We have to believe that.”

Ned stared at his bruised and broken daughter. “I don’t have to believe anything now.”

Jones House: Georgie’s Room

“I will never understand calculus,” Maxie Jones snarled. She tossed her pencil away and sighed. “Why do I have to be subjected to this?”

“I think the teachers enjoy torture,” her sister remarked. She straightened. “Did you hear that?”

Maxie frowned. “What?”

Their cousin Lucas Jones straightened. “Sounded like it was outside your window.”

Georgie rolled her eyes and moved towards the window, yanking it up. “Honestly, Dillon.”

Dillon Quartermaine climbed soberly into the room and clasped his hands behind his back. “I’m sorry.”

“Why weren’t you in school?” Georgie asked, concerned. “Aren’t you feeling well?”

“I’m fine.” Dillon hesitated. “Something happened last night, guys. Something bad.”

Lucas slowly stood from his seat on the floor and shook his head. “Brooke wasn’t in school either.” He stepped forward. “Dillon…”

“Diego attacked her last night,” Dillon revealed flatly.

Maxie gasped and sprang to her feet and Georgie shook her head, not comprehending. “What do you mean attack?”

“He raped her and she’s got some injuries.” Dillon sighed and looked at the floor. “A few bruised ribs, a broken nose, a concussion and a broken arm.”

“No, Diego couldn’t…” Maxie couldn’t finish her defense of the boy they knew so little about. Her eyes filled with tears. “Oh, Jesus. Have they arrested him yet?”

“No. They can’t find him and Courtney doesn’t know where he is.” Dillon moved away from his girlfriend and sat on her bed. “I haven’t been to the hospital yet.”

Lucas blinked. “How…how could anyone hurt Brooke?” he dragged his fingers through his blonde hair. “This just isn’t happening.”

“Ned and Lois haven’t left the hospital since last night. Emily came today and everyone else has been checking in and out but they don’t know her like I do. Like any of us do,” Dillon clarified. “She’s my best friend.”

Georgie sat next to him and wound her arm through his, resting her chin on his shoulder. “I’m so sorry, Dillon. This is just…there are no words to say how much this really sucks.”

“That covers it though.” Dillon’s voice caught. “This really sucks.”

“What should we do?” Maxie asked helplessly. She wrung her hands. “I mean, she’s not sick and I just…I couldn’t begin to know what we’re supposed to do.”

“We can’t pretend it didn’t happen,” Lucas murmured. “But I–I don’t know what to think.” His eyes burned with anger. “But if I ever get my hands on that son of a bitch…”

“You’ll have to stand in line.” Dillon kissed the top of Georgie’s head. “Ned’s already got the family lawyers ready to sue Social Services. Claming that they put his daughter in danger when they placed Diego with Courtney.”

“Well, yeah, I mean, who would give her a kid?” Georgie said logically. “She’s a single woman in an apartment that doesn’t even have a closed bedroom. She’s divorced from a reputed mob enforcer, she’s the sister of a mob kingpin. She’s been on drugs, she’s been accused of a hit and run, she’s been a stripper. The list really doesn’t end. Your brother has an excellent case.”

“When you put it like that, how did she get picked as a foster mother?” Maxie asked. “Because she’s run a foundation for six months? It’s bullshit. They should sue her too.” Maxie flopped on the bed. “But all the suing in the world won’t change what happened to Brooke.”

General Hospital: Conference Room

Steven spread Kristina’s case file in front of him and looked at Alexis, Ric, and Sonny seated across from him. “Morgan is not a match.”

Alexis’s shoulders slumped and she looked down at her hands. “What’s next?”

“We’re still searching the donor registry but the truth of the matter is that the disease is spreading fast. Kristina is very small and the antibiotics we have her on won’t hold it off much longer. We need to decide on a treatment and we need to decide now.”

“I’m having Sam brought to the hospital,” Sonny said carefully. “I would like you to talk to her. To explain the procedure, the risks–and the benefits. I think if she hears it from a doctor, she might be willing to consider it more than she would from me.”

“But if she doesn’t,” Alexis said. “If she doesn’t agree, then what?”

Steven sighed. “Has every single relative been tested? Is there no else?”

Sonny hesitated for a moment, searching his mind. “My father, my sister, Morgan…I can’t think of anyone else.”

“I’ve been tested, Ric’s been tested, Nikolas. I can’t think of anyone else either,” Alexis said mournfully.

“We’d test cousins at this point. Anyone who might be related even a little is a remote possibility of being a match.”

“Well, Helena’s dead,” Alexis rubbed her eyes. “The Cassadine family is pretty much out. My sister died two years ago.”

“Michael’s not my biological son,” Sonny offered. “I suppose…” He hesitated. “When you told me that I wasn’t a donor, you seemed a little surprised.”

“Well, your blood type matched Kristina’s and you have a rare blood type,” Steven replied. “Generally, it would have been ideal for you to have matched her bone marrow.”

“So, someone with the same blood type…” Sonny blinked and sat back. “Four years ago, I was shot and I needed a blood transfusion.”

Alexis’s mouth went dry. “Elizabeth. She has Sonny’s blood type. She saved your life.”

“Could she be tested?” Ric demanded, leaning forward.

Steven sat back, a little thrown by this news. “She could. She could very well be tested. I’ll contact her and tell her to come in. I’m sure she’ll agree.”

“She’s a good person,” Sonny said after a moment. “She’d help anyone. No matter who they are.”

Steven nodded. “You’re right. But I think we’re lucky it’s a small child and not an axe murderer.” He stood and gathered the file. “I’ll call her right now.”

General Hospital: Pediatrics Ward

“As long as there’s no risk to the baby,” Sam began, looking at Jason out of the corner of her eye, “I think I will agree.”

Jason leaned against the wall across from Kristina’s room. “Don’t feel like you’re forced into it.”

“If it were my child in there, if my child were at risk, I’d move heaven and earth to save her,” Sam murmured. She rested her hand on her belly. “How can I blame Alexis for wanting the same thing?”

Jason thought about Cameron, the way he’d slept that morning when Jason had looked in on him before leaving. Such a contented little boy, with everything he could want. He didn’t really realize that his father was never around. It would take a few years before Jason’s unintentional neglect would set in but he would be damned if it got that far.

“You look like you’re contemplating the problems of the entire world,” Sam said softly. “Does this have to do with why you didn’t come home last night?”

Jason didn’t answer her. Home wasn’t the penthouse. It hadn’t been the penthouse in years. Home was the small cottage on the edge of town where his son lived, where the only woman who’d ever truly understood him–every really loved him–lived. The penthouse was a temporary place. He’d been home last night.

“Jason, you can trust me,” Sam said. “I hope you know that.”

“I do know that,” Jason said after a moment. And he knew that the closer her due date drew, the more likely he’d have to confide in her–at least partly. She counted on him, needed him to be there. She would need to know how to get in touch with him at all times and other than telling her, the only solution was to not visit Elizabeth for the next few weeks. That wasn’t a possibility.

But before he could make up his mind to tell her anything, Alexis, Sonny and Ric emerged from a nearby door with Steven Webber. Ric shook Steven’s hand and the doctor walked in the opposite direction.

“Hey,” Sam said to the three of them. She took a few steps forward. “I thought I was coming here to talk to Dr. Webber.”

“You might not have to,” Alexis said, wrapping her arms around her and managing the first genuine smile in days. “We found another possible donor.”

“Yeah?” Sam smiled. “That’s incredible. But I thought all the relatives had been tested.”

“They have. But my blood type is the same as Kristina’s,” Sonny explained. “Which is why it was odd that I didn’t match, seeing as how people of our rare blood type usually do.”

“So, someone else with your blood type,” Jason said. “Who?”

“Elizabeth,” Ric said. “Apparently she donated blood to Sonny once and since she’s a match, her brother’s calling her now to get her tested.”

Sam closed her eyes. “I hope you don’t mind if I pray for her to be a match for simply selfish reasons. I was willing to induce labor but I’ll be glad if I don’t have to.”

“It means a lot that you would have been willing.” Alexis clasped Sam’s hands in her own. “A lot.”

Port Charles Police Department: Squad Room

Courtney tapped her foot and stared at the cell phone. Six phone calls to her brother. No word. Four to Jason. Nothing. Surprisingly, two to Jax and no response from him either.

“Am I under arrest?” she snipped.

Lucky Spencer glanced up and tapped Brooke’s file against his hand. “You want to be? You refuse to say any thing about Diego, no hint about his whereabouts, where he hangs out. Nothing. We can arrest you for obstruction of justice.”

Courtney stood. “Then you’re going to have to do that, but I’m going home–”

“No, no you’re not,” Ned strode into the squad room, his eyes ignited for fury. “I just had a call from Mac who’s returning to Port Charles now from the road. Diego was halfway to Buffalo in your car, Courtney.”

“My car?” Courtney wiped her hands on her jeans. “He stole my car?”

“And your credit cards. And a lot of money.” Ned looked at Lucky. “Facilitation of a fugitive is still a crime, isn’t it?”

Panic licked at Courtney throat. “I d-didn’t know.”

“You have a history of lying to the police,” Lucky set Brooke’s file down. “Remember a certain hit and run last year?”

Courtney blinked a few times in rapid succession. “I was only accused. I wasn’t charged.”

“Because someone conveniently came forward and admitted to it. Someone who worked for Lorenzo Alcazar. Who was in love with Carly. Who would do anything for Carly.” Lucky smirked and looked at Ned. “But we all know who nearly blinded Elizabeth for life.”

“What does that have to do with anything?”

“If you helped Diego try to escape prosecution for raping and brutalizing my daughter, I will see that you pay for it,” Ned threatened.

Lucky’s desk phone rang and he moved to answer it. When he hung up, he looked at Ned. “Mac’s a few minutes away. He doesn’t want you here when Diego gets here. He doesn’t want you to do–”

“What that animal deserves?” Ned said viciously. “He raped my daughter, Lucky–”

“No one understands what you’re going through better than I do.” Lucky moved closer and lowered his voice so Courtney couldn’t hear. “I pulled Elizabeth out of those bushes and watched her fight her way back to living her own life. She had to accept that she might never know the identity of the man who stole that innocence from her and when they did find him, she had to accept that he could not be prosecuted. I know how helpless you feel right now and that the thought of that monster coming anywhere near Brooke again…I know what it feels like to want to kill someone who hurts someone you love. But you have to step back, Ned.”

Ned swallowed hard. “I want to know everything as it happens. Do I have your word?”

“You have my word.” He looked at Courtney. “If you’ll excuse me, I have an arrest to make.”

As he started towards her, the blonde started talking. “He came home last night,” she blurted out. “He was upset, he’d had a fight. He told me he had a fight with Brooke Lynn. He said they’d been out on a date and they’d argued. He was upset and he wanted to drive out to Vista Point to think. I loaned him the keys. He asked about gas, I said I didn’t remember if it was filled and that I didn’t have any cash on me. I gave him my credit card. I don’t know where he got the money.”

“He had a pawn slip,” Lucky said after a moment. “Mac told me when he called. A pawn slip for a diamond ring.”

Courtney only owned one diamond ring. Her engagement ring. Her lips pressed together. “He stole my ring?” she said weakly.

“He raped my daughter,” Ned growled.

“Why didn’t you tell us this when we knocked on your door?”

“I honestly didn’t know where he was and when I heard what he was accused of…I just…I didn’t know what to do.” Courtney sank into a chair. “I thought he was a good kid and I thought we were connecting. At first, I thought there had to be a mistake. That maybe Brooke had gotten hurt on her way home from their date.”

“She was dating Lucas Jones,” Ned said scathingly. “I never would have allowed her near Diego Sanchez.”

“And by the time I realized that it was true, I had already lied.” Courtney propped her head in her hands. “Jesus, that poor girl. If I had just said no when Social Services called. If I had just told them that I was in no place to care for any child long term…”

“Asking those kinds of questions doesn’t turn back time. It doesn’t give my daughter back her innocence, her trust, that beautiful light in her eyes. My daughter was the most generous and the most caring young girl you could ever meet…” Ned’s voice sounded thick. “But she won’t have that again. She won’t be innocent or carefree again. Your ward ended that for her.”

Courtney’s miserable eyes met his. “I know. And I’m going to have to live with that for the rest of my life.”

General Hospital: Pediatric Ward

Elizabeth walked towards the group gathered in front of Kristina’s hospital room. She was careful only to glance at Jason, though her eyes wanted to linger. “I asked Steven if I could tell you the results,” she told Alexis.

Alexis’s hands started to tremble. “Are you…”

Elizabeth nodded, tears spilling down her cheeks. “Yes. Steven’s quite surprised since I’m almost a perfect match but I am a match and it would be my privilege to donate bone marrow to your daughter.”

This entry is part 1 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Tuesday, November 2, 2004

General Hospital: Chapel

All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces

Justice of the peace. She almost couldn’t believe he’d said the words. But she had already known the news. She had heard it from the horse’s mouth. Alexis Davis told her nephew that his presence would be needed as she was marrying Ric Lansing in an hour’s time.

Her ex-husband. The man who had once told her that she was the only woman he’d ever truly loved–would ever love. He had moved on to Alexis while she was out of town and now just three months after their divorce was final, he would marry someone else.

Elizabeth Webber Lansing wasn’t sure if she wanted to laugh or cry.

“Elizabeth,” Ric murmured. “I didn’t expect you.”

“That much is obvious.” She glanced down at her hands and belatedly realized she still wore the engagement and wedding rings he’d given her once. “Alexis…told Nikolas the news and I thought…” She swallowed. “I thought it was time to give you these.” She took the rings off and set them on the closest pew. “I hope that Alexis gives you what I obviously couldn’t.”

“Elizabeth, wait–”

She turned and walked out of the chapel, her head held high.

Kelly’s

Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

Brooke Lynn Ashton planted both her hands on Diego Sanchez’s chest and shoved him away. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?” she hissed. She took two large steps back. “Are you insane?”

Diego attempted to smile but failed. “You don’t want it?” he said shortly.

Her dark eyes wide with surprise, Brooke shook her head. “No. No, I don’t. I thought we were friends.”

He grabbed her elbow and yanked her towards him. “Friends? You think I wanted to be your friend?”

“Diego, let me go now,” Brooke struggled against his grip.
He started to drag her towards the kitchen. “Let me show you what I do to teases,” he snarled.

“Let me go!” she cried urgently.

General Hospital: Kristina’s Hospital Room

The tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression

Alexis Davis cleared her throat and stepped further into the hospital room. “Sonny–”

“This is not the time or the place,” Sonny Corinthos murmured, keeping his face calm, his eyes smiling at he gazed down at Kristina.

“I just wanted to explain what happened.”

“It can wait.” Sonny’s lips curved in Kristina’s direction. “Why don’t you get some sleep?”

Kristina yawned and turned over, burying her face in her pillow. Obviously exhausted from her illness and the tests, she was asleep in minutes. Sonny tucked the blankets around her shoulders and stood to go into the hall. Alexis followed him and closed the door behind her.

“I understand that you are angry,” she began.

“Angry, yes,” Sonny nodded. “Disappointed. In you, in Carly.” He looked back at the room. “It can wait until we know what’s going to happen.”

“Sonny–”

“I was tested and so was Courtney and Mike. We’re not matches,” Sonny told her. “Jason’s talking to Carly about testing Morgan.”

“But–”

“When this is over and Kristina is safe, then we will discuss her future. I will be a part of her life, Alexis. I won’t take her from you but I will be in her life.”

Panic licked at the back of her throat. “That’s not possible–”

“I really don’t want to hear what you think right now,” Sonny said, his anger beginning to break through his controlled voice. “I don’t give a damn what you think. When our daughter is safe, maybe then we can discuss what you think though I doubt I will give a damn then.”

Harborview Towers: Corinthos Penthouse

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

“The test is painful,” Carly Corinthos said stubbornly. “And Morgan is barely a year old. I won’t let him.”

“Carly…” Jason Morgan closed his eyes and sighed. “That’s not just your choice.”

“But it is my choice,” she snarled. “And I choose no. He’s my son and I have to protect him.”

“And if he were sick, you would do anything for him,” Jason said softly. “Including begging Alexis to test Kristina. You don’t have the monopoly on motherhood.”

Carly folded her arms tightly across her chest. “You’re not a father, Jason, I can’t expect you to understand.”

“No.” Jason’s eyes iced over. “No I guess I couldn’t understand.”

Carly’s arms fell to her side. “Jason, I didn’t mean–”

“No, you did mean it. And I think we both have to think about that for a while. I’ll talk to you later.” He turned and left the penthouse.

And left the Harborview Towers altogether.

General Hospital: Emergency Room

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad

Commissioner Mac Scorpio arrived an hour after Connor Bishop fell into his coma and he pulled Detective Lucky Spencer off the case. “You’re too close to this, Spencer.”

“Commissioner,” Lucky began.

“Too close,” Mac repeated. “I’ll be handling it personally.” He moved over to talk to one of the doctors.

“It’s for the best,” Nikolas Cassadine informed his half-brother. He put a hand on his shoulder. “For the best,” he repeated.

“We should get to the chapel,” Emily Bowen-Quartermaine murmured. She slid her hand into her fiancé’s and tugged him in the direction of the elevators. “Alexis said the justice of the peace would be arriving soon.”

“I can’t believe she’s marrying him,” Lucky muttered as the trio moved towards the bank of elevators, leaving Connor Bishop in his dreamlike coma.

Kelly’s: Kitchen

The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had

Mike Corbin frowned at the dark diner and flicked on the lights. “Diego? Brooke?”

A small whimper from the kitchen had his frown deepening and he quickened his steps to find a bruised and bloodied Brooke Lynn crumpled in front of the stove. Mike’s hands clenched into fists as he realized her skirt was hanging in tatters around her waist and her blouse was torn and hanging from a shoulder.

“Brooke Lynn? Honey?”

Brooke buried her face in hands and hid from him, her whimpers turning into hiccupping sobs.

“Honey, what happened?”

When Brooke didn’t answer, Mike steeled himself and reached for the phone on the counter. He called 911 first and then reluctantly–he phoned Ned Ashton.

Elizabeth’s Cottage: Front Step

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take

Elizabeth opened her door that night to find Jason standing there. “Hey, I didn’t expect you tonight.” She bit her lip. “I heard about Kristina. Is she all right?”

“For tonight. I wanted…I wanted to see Cameron.” Jason leaned against the doorway. “I won’t wake him. I just…Carly told me that I didn’t understand why she wouldn’t have Morgan tested because I wasn’t a father.”

Elizabeth touched his arm and pulled him inside. “Jason…you don’t have to ask to see him.” She shut the door and used her other hand to touch his cheek. “You know you’re welcome here whenever you want to come over.”

“I can’t.” Jason shook his head. “I can’t be here as much as I want to be. People might notice. They might ask questions and I won’t risk it. Cameron’s too important.”

“What about me?” she murmured, “Will you risk staying tonight?” There was something in her eyes. Something he couldn’t quite read.

“I’ll stay tonight.” He leaned down and captured her lips in a lingering kiss.

General Hospital: Chapel

When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world

The ceremony was simple and it was quick. Before Nikolas could talk his aunt out of it, she had married the district attorney and became Alexis Davis-Lansing. He did not think this was a decision she wanted to make while her entire world was crumbling but it was done now.

Emily wondered how they would tell Elizabeth that this was done. That her ex-husband had married someone before Elizabeth had even given up his name. She wondered if it would devastate her best friend or if Elizabeth would try to shrug it off.

She wanted to claw Ric’s eyes out for destroying Elizabeth’s faith in love, her ability to trust and to give herself to anyone. Since returning from California, Elizabeth rarely spoke about herself and rarely brought Cameron into the public eye. She kept to herself and Emily grieved for the outgoing woman she had once been.

“We’d better get back to Kristina,” Alexis murmured.

Ric nodded and kissed her temple. “For a little while. You need to rest, you need to get something to eat. You do Kristina no good if you’re dead on your feet.”

Nikolas shifted and glanced at his aunt before looking at her new husband–wondering what the man’s angle was. If there was anything Nikolas had learned about Ric Lansing it was that he did not do anything without a reason.

General Hospital: Emergency Room

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And they feel the way that every child should

Ned Ashton and Lois Cerullo rushed through the doors and stopped when they found Mike Corbin sitting in one of the chairs, a smear of blood on his cheek.

“What’s happened to my baby?” Lois demanded shrilly. “Where’s my daughter?”

Mike stood on unsteady feet and swallowed. “I left her and Diego in charge of the diner. I had to run out and when I came back, she was in the kitchen.”

“Did she cut herself?” Ned asked. He took a hold of the older man’s arm. “Is she hurt badly?”

“Mr. Ashton,” Dr. Steven Webber said softly. “I need to speak with you and Brooke Lynn’s mother.”

Ned let his hands fall from Mike’s arm and he stared blindly at Elizabeth’s older brother. “What’s wrong with my daughter?”

“Brooke Lynn was attacked,” Steven said, trying to spare them the brutal details. “She was beaten pretty badly. She’s got a few bruised ribs, a broken nose, a concussion and a broken arm.” He hesitated and looked at Commissioner Mac Scorpio. “She was…she was raped, Mr. Ashton.”

Ned’s eyes went dark and he stumbled back. “What? But that can’t be possible.”

Lois fumbled for her ex-husband’s hand and she covered her mouth with her free hand. “No, no, Ned, they made a mistake. It can’t be our Brooke. Not our baby.”

“I’m so sorry,” Steven apologized, feeling useless.

“Ned, Lois, I’m sorry for what’s happened,” Mac joined them, his eyes dark with sorrow. He knew that his daughters hung out with Brooke, that they easily could have been there tonight. “I can’t imagine what you’re going through.”

“What happens next?” Lois murmured.

“She was given the rape kit and there is evidence,” Steven said, hoping that would make the parents feel a little better. “Strong evidence.”

“We will be able to convict on this evidence,” Mac stressed. “Now, Dr. Webber tells me that Brooke Lynn is sedated and will be moved to a private room. I won’t press her for a statement tonight but I will have to tomorrow. I’m sorry about that.”

“No, no, you–you’re doing your job,” Ned said. He closed his eyes and wrapped Lois more tightly in his arms. “You have our full cooperation. We just–we just want to see our daughter.”

“I’ll take you to her,” Steven spoke up.

Elizabeth’s Cottage: Cameron’s Nursery

Sit and listen
Sit and listen

Leaving Elizabeth downstairs to make a late supper, Jason entered Cameron’s room and sat beside the crib where the infant slept peacefully. “Hey,” he said softly. He folded his arms on the rail of the crib and rested his chin on top of his hands. “You look bigger than the last time I saw you.”

Cameron turned his head and opened his mouth in a sigh but did not wake. “I never understood when people would tell someone that their baby has their eyes or their nose. I could never see it. But you’ve got your mother’s nose. And her smile. You don’t know how lucky you are that she’s your mother.”

Cameron slept on peacefully and Jason closed his eyes, listening to the baby breathe. “She’s so generous and she’s got a heart that was just made for loving her family. She will protect you and she will see that you get the life that you want. I will, too. I just–I can’t do it like she can.

“I can’t be here every day and I can’t put you to sleep at night or be here in the mornings when you wake up.” Jason sighed, his voice a little unsteady. He’d never wanted to be an absentee parent but the decision had been thrust on him with no warning. “The best I can do is provide for you and your mother and hope the little I do makes you happy.”

Elizabeth’s hands rested on his shoulders. “It does,” she murmured. “You know, before Cameron I didn’t want to believe that you were right. That I was safer out of your life and part of me still doesn’t believe that. But I thought you were just pushing me away and knowing you’re doing the same thing even now, it makes me think that you were right. Because you would never live without your son.”

Jason stood and leaned down to kiss Cameron’s forehead. “It’s not even the job anymore,” he remarked quietly. “It’s the people in my life. They have no respect for me, for my privacy. For my right to have a life and until I can fix that, I have to protect you and Cameron.”

“And when you fix it, we’ll be here waiting for you,” she murmured.

General Hospital: Hallway Outside Kristina’s Room

Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me

“Now if Morgan isn’t a match,” Sonny began, “what are our other options?”

“The donor registry. They’re still searching for a match,” Steven told Sonny, Alexis and Ric. “But if there’s no donor there…”

Alexis swallowed and clutched Ric’s hand tightly. “What then?”

“There is one possibility. I didn’t want to bring it up in case there were other options but now that there’s clearly not…” Steven hesitated. “Samantha McCall is pregnant with your child,” he nodded towards Sonny. “Stem cells from the umbilical cord can be used to treat Kristina. Because of their nature, they don’t have to be an exact match. Just a closely related relative.”

Alexis looked at Sonny. “Would Sam consent to that?”

“She’s not due until the end of the month,” Sonny murmured. “Can Kristina wait that long?”

“It’s better if we treat her sooner. If Sam would be willing to induce the pregnancy…” Steven trailed off.

“That’s not something I can agree to by myself,” Sonny remarked. “I’ll have to discuss it with her but we’ll have Morgan here in the morning to test him.” He looked at his watch and frowned, realizing Jason hadn’t called about his meeting with Carly. “I’ll go home and talk to Carly about Morgan.”

He went into the elevators and Alexis slumped a little. “I can’t believe he knows,” she said hoarsely. “I’ve protected that secret for three years.”

“Some secrets aren’t meant to be kept,” Ric wrapped an arm around her shoulder. “We’re going to say good night to Kristina and go home for the night, Alexis.”

“But–”

“Kristina has been given medication, Ms. Davis, she’ll sleep right on through morning,” Steven interrupted. “She won’t even realize you’re gone.”

General Hospital: Brook Lynne’s Room

Hello teacher tell me whats my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through
 me

Lois curled up in a brown pleather chair at Brooke’s side while Ned stared out into the darkness of the city. His daughter had been beaten and she’d been raped. There were few things worse he could think of happening to her.

How would she get through this? Who had done this? His hands tightened into fists. When he found the son of bitch, there would be no where the scum could hide.

“Ma?” Brooke Lynn murmured, her eyes fluttering open to see her mother at her side. “What happened?”

“Oh, my little girl,” Lois was on her feet in an instant. “Are you all right?”

“I ache…” Brooke turned to lie on her back and a soreness between her legs flooded her eyes with tears and her mind with memories. “Oh, Mama,” she sobbed. “I couldn’t stop him.”

Ned was at her side in an instant, “Shh, baby.”

“Daddy,” Brooke clung to his hand. “I told him no. I screamed it. I thought…” she choked and shook her head. “I thought he was my friend.”

Ned’s blood heated and he struggled to maintain a calm composure. “Who, baby doll?”

“D-Diego,” Brooke choked out. She closed her eyes. “I couldn’t stop it,” she whimpered.

Ned kissed his daughter’s hand and stood. “I’ll go call Mac,” he murmured.

Courtney’s Loft: Hallway

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad

Courtney was rubbing the sleep out of her eyes when she pulled the door open later that night. She blinked. “Mac?”

“Courtney.” Mac took a deep breath and looked back at the two uniformed officers at his side. “We need to take Diego Sanchez in for questioning.”

“Diego.” Courtney turned to look at the bed where the teen slept and frowned. “He’s not here. I didn’t even realize he wasn’t here when I got home.” She looked back at Mac. “What’s wrong?”

“We need to know where he is.”

“I’m his guardian, Mac, I deserve to know what you suspect him of,” Courtney said, annoyed.

“He’s suspected of raping and assaulting Brooke Lynn Ashton,” Mac said shortly. “Where is he?”

“That is completely ridiculous,” Courtney sputtered. “Diego and Brooke are friends, he’d never hurt her.”

“Tell that to the parents of the girl lying in the hospital,” Mac snapped. “Where is he, Courtney? Don’t make me arrest you.”

Elizabeth’s Cottage: Bedroom

The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take

Elizabeth curled into Jason’s embrace and sighed in content. There were few nights like this. Nights where Jason could stay until morning, where he didn’t have to leave moments after arriving. Where they could spend the night making love if they chose to or sleep in each other arms.

It was nights like these that helped her get through the ones between–where she was lonely–where she was tired of seeing him in public and pretending nothing had changed when in reality, it had all changed.

One day, she repeated to herself, one day it would be different.

As she joined Jason in sleep, his cell phone rang silently. He had turned it off when he stepped into the cottage, leaving the outside world behind him.

When people run in circles its a very very
Mad World
Mad World