January 19, 2015

This entry is part 5 of 17 in the Fiction Graveyard: Shadows #1

It was nearly a month before Jason could get away from Port Charles and get back to Spain. He’d wanted to wait until Michael was on spring vacation from school because nearly every third sentence out of the boy’s mouth was when could he see Liz again?

Truth was–Jason would be relieved to get time away from this city. Things had been tense between he and Sonny since Jason had been given custody of Michael. And those were on the good days.

Carly stopped by nearly every night with something she claimed Michael had left at her house. A lot of the clothing and toys still had price tags attached to it but she was almost in tears every time so Jason said nothing. It had never been his intention to separate Michael from Carly or Sonny.

Courtney had indeed filed for divorce and that would be final in a matter of weeks. He’d expected to feel something–sadness, anger, unhappiness—but all he felt was numb.

The investigation into Zander’s murder had become stalled. Elizabeth’s involvement hadn’t been discovered but the case hadn’t been closed so it wasn’t safe for her to return home. Jason could time Ric’s phone calls to the exact minute. He’d call at 9 AM every morning to tell Jason to bring Elizabeth home. Jason would refuse and hang up.

Lately Ric had taken to threatening Jason–demanding to know where Elizabeth was staying. Jason refused to tell him and the lawyer was beginning to get irate.

Getting away from all this would be a blessing. Even if he felt like he was walking into a trap regarding Elizabeth.

Michael spoke to her three or four times a week and he always asked his new guardian if he wanted to talk to her as well. Jason could never turn Michael down so he’d had more contact with Elizabeth in the past month than he’d had all year.

Elizabeth was entering her seventh month and the doctor Jason had arranged for had gone to see her twice. Everything was healthy and progressing nicely.

“Michael!” Jason called, setting his duffle bag next to his desk. “Are you almost ready?”

“I don’t know what to take!” Michael called. He appeared at the top of the steps, lugging two big duffle bags. “I want to show Liz all the stuff I did in school including the bookshelf I made her.”

“Well, take some of it now and some of it the next time.” Jason took one of the bags from him.

“But I’ll have more stuff next time,” Michael complained. “Ooh, I forgot my swimming goggles.” He ran back upstairs and Jason rubbed his forehead before checking the side of his duffle bag for the letters he was taking to her. There was at least ten from Emily, two from Audrey, one from Ric–which Jason was kind of surprised about–and then one from each Lucky and Nikolas.

“Okay, I got everything now.” Michael set his bag down and grinned widely. “She’s probably a lot fatter than she was last month, huh?”

“Probably,” Jason absently.

“Hey, maybe the next time we go, we could take Mommy and Morgan. I bet they’d like a vacation,” Michael suggested.

“I told you…Elizabeth’s vacation is a secret,” Jason reminded him, sliding their passports into his back pocket.

“Mommy wouldn’t say anything if I told her not to,” Michael boasted. “Could you ask Liz about it?”

“I’ll talk to her. Come on, if we go now, we can take off sooner than we’d planned.”

It was 10 PM that night when their flight arrived in Spain. With all of the time differences, it was eleven hours since they’d left Port Charles.

Michael was asleep by the time they pulled up to the house. Jason parked the car in the driveway and pulled Michael into his arms, intending to put him to bed before getting the bags from the car.

Elizabeth must have been waiting for them because she had the front door open for him. “Hey.”

“Hey.”

She followed him the room where Michael had stayed before and stopped him as he went to tuck him in. “Let me do it. You can get his bags from the car and put him in some pajamas.” Elizabeth touched his arm. “You look tired, too.”

He shrugged. “It was a long flight.” He exited the room and Elizabeth sighed. She gingerly sat down–it was getting harder and harder to move around these days. She tugged Michael’s sneakers off and then his socks.

By the time she had done that, Jason had returned and was digging his plaid pajamas from the duffle bag Michael had packed. “Here,” he said, handing her the shirt. “I’ll get the bottoms.”

Together, they changed him and then Elizabeth pulled the thin sheet over him. The nights were cool but not cold enough for anything heavier than that. She kissed his forehead and switched the night light off.

“Thanks–that’s the first time he hasn’t woken up when I changed him for bed,” Jason told her. “He’s always falling asleep downstairs.”

“I used to baby-sit back in Colorado,” Elizabeth replied as she shut the door. “It’s almost like second nature.”

Jason nodded and rubbed the back of his neck. “How have your doctor appointments been going?”

“I’ve only had the two but the doctor says everything’s good. Um–I wasn’t sure if I should mention this but–he calls me Mrs. Morgan,” Elizabeth informed him. “I didn’t correct him because I didn’t know what you’d told him or whatever.”

“Yeah–yeah, he probably does that because I’m the one who arranged the rental on the place and for him to come here. He probably assumed.” Jason cleared his throat. “Probably better that way.”

“Okay–well I didn’t want you to wonder when–well, I’ve got another appointment this week. Dr. Miller arranged to rent an ultrasound machine and transport it here. And if he called me that–I didn’t want you to think that I’d told him that was my name.”

“It’s fine,” Jason assured her. “It was a logical mistake for him to make.” He exhaled slowly. “I’m gonna go–go to sleep. Unless you want your letters now…?”

“No, it can wait.” Elizabeth hesitated. “Night.”

“Night,” Jason echoed.

They stood in the hallway for another awkward moment before he turned and headed into the next bedroom.

Michael was up before either of them the next morning and he jarred Elizabeth from her sleep by jumping on her bed. “Wake up!” he shouted.

Elizabeth struggled to sit up and blinked at him blearily. “Michael? Is something wrong?”

“Yes,” Michael said firmly. “I’m awake, it’s almost noon and you and Jase are still asleep. That is very wrong.”

“Well, Jason had a long flight and he didn’t sleep through part of it,” Elizabeth reminded him. “I’m sleeping for two, so I’m sorry I wasn’t up earlier.”

“It’s okay,” Michael shrugged. His eyes lit up. “I have to show you the stuff I brought.” He dashed out of the room and Elizabeth tossed the covers back and slid her feet to the wooden floor. She pulled one of her maternity robes from the chair next to her bed and was tying the sash around her waist when she heard someone clear their throat.

She turned and smiled at Jason. “Morning–or as Michael informed me, Afternoon,” she laughed. She moved towards the doorway.

“Sorry he woke you up,” Jason moved out of the doorway. “He’s just been looking forward to this for days.”

“I have, too,” Elizabeth admitted. “It’s–it’s been kind of lonely here.” She hesitated in the doorway and looked up at him. “You look like hell,” she said plainly.

He rubbed the back of his neck. “It’s been a tough month,” Jason confessed. “You hungry? I could make some breakfast.”

“Famished,” Elizabeth told him. “That would be great.”

Michael was in the kitchen, struggling to remove the wooden bookshelf he’d made in class. Jason lifted it out of the duffle bag and set it on the table before moving to the fridge to remove some eggs and bacon.

“This is for you,” Michael told her. “I also got more.” He kneeled down and took out a picture frame. “We got to make this in Art, our very own picture frames. I asked to make three. I made one for Mommy, one for Jase and one for you.” He set it in front of her. “See, I put paintbrushes on the edge.”

“It’s beautiful,” Elizabeth declared, touching it gingerly. Every time the picture frame moved, a shower of glitter fell from it.

“And that’s a picture of me and Jason so’s you don’t get lonely.”

“You guys both have such big smiles on your face,” Elizabeth said, never having seen Jason smile quite like that. She glanced at the man in question who was busy cooking at the stove. “Where were you?”

“Um…” Michael studied the picture. “Okay, we was at the park and Aunt Em took that. There was a thing there…some kind of carnival and I had just shoved a big wad of cotton candy down Jase’s throat,” he informed her.”

“Hmm…he must have loved that.”

“Oh…and I made something for the baby.” Michael dug into the back again and took out a rolled up poster. “You never told me what her name was gonna be so I just had to say girl.” He yanked the rubber band off and unrolled it.

He’d drawn several stick figures sitting on the beach. Elizabeth knew she was in the picture because a stick figure with brown hair was holding a baby but she couldn’t tell much else. Across the top, in glittery letters, said: Welcome Baby Girl. In smaller letters underneath, it said, From Your Cousin Michael.

“Cousin?” Elizabeth echoed uncertainly, her blue eyes finding the little’s boys in confusion.

Jason turned at the word cousin and joined them. “What do you got there, Michael?”

“A poster I made for Liz’s baby. Which is gonna be my cousin since you is married to Sonny’s brother and Sonny’s kind of my dad only not anymore.” Michael frowned and looked at them, worried. “She is gonna be my cousin right?”

“Well…it’s all right with me if you want to call her that,” Elizabeth said hesitantly. She glanced at Jason.

“If that’s what you want and Elizabeth says it’s okay, it’s okay with me, too,” Jason finally agreed. He returned to the stove.

“So tell me about the rest of the picture,” Elizabeth said, changing the subject.

“Well, this is you and your baby,” Michael pointed. “And next to you is Jason and me. And then that’s Mommy and baby Morgan. Oh, and Aunt Em and Almost Uncle Nik.” He smiled brightly. “Do you like it?”

“I love it.”

“So what are you naming your baby?” Michael asked. He rolled the poster back up and climbed into one of the seats next to Elizabeth at the table.

“Alexandria Audrey,” Elizabeth replied. “Alexandria for my friend Zander Smith who died and Audrey for my grandmother.”

Michael nodded sagely. “Naming babies after people is a way of saying you love them. Who’s gonna be the godparents? Like Grandpa and Aunt Em are mine.”

Elizabeth frowned. “You know–I hadn’t really thought about it.”

“Jason, how did you choose my god parents?” Michael asked as Jason placed a plate of scrambled eggs, bacon and toast in front of Elizabeth.

“Well, Emily told me that you needed them and I should choose people that I would trust with you. Mike and Emily seemed to make the most sense.”

“Okay, then you should choose people you would trust Alexandria with,” Michael told Elizabeth. “How about my mommy and Jason?”

Elizabeth laughed. “Oh, sweetheart…I don’t know your mom well enough for to be my baby’s godmother. I’ll probably choose Emily.”

“And what about Jason?” Michael hesitated. “Well…wait, that might not work.”

Elizabeth frowned. “Why not?”

Michael looked up at Jason who was putting down his breakfast. “Well, Aunt Em told me that he makes a good daddy so he couldn’t be the godfather, right?”

Elizabeth blanched. “Michael–”

Jason shook his head. “Michael–”

Michael pursed his lips. “Oh, I forgot about Ric. I guess Aunt Em was wrong, huh?”

“Yes,” Elizabeth said immediately. “But–you were right about one thing.”

“He was?” Jason questioned curiously.

“I was?” Michael repeated, happily. “What?”

Elizabeth glanced at Jason hesitantly before looking back at Michael. “I think Jason would be a great godfather–if that’s okay with him.”

This entry is part 18 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Monday, November 22, 2004

Port Charles County Jail: Visiting Room

Brianne folded her hands and leaned back in her chair. “No deal.”

Christopher Hartman dragged his hands through his dark hair and glared at the ADA. “Come on, Joyce. This is ridiculous. It’s a slam dunk–”

“Hey!” Diego snarled.

“–you’ve got DNA, his bail jumping, the harassment of Brooke Lynn Ashton. Why are you wasting everyone’s time with a trial?”

Brianne arched an eyebrow. “Because I don’t want him serving a day less in jail than he deserves. And Brooke Lynn deserves her day in court.” She examined her fingernails. “However, I could change my mind.”

Christopher perked up. “Yeah?”

“I want to know how Diego Sanchez knew about a ten year old rape,” Brianne said. She leaned forward. “How did he know just the right way to continue the harassment of a rape victim that began ten years ago and hasn’t happened in six years? The East Side rapist has been operating nearly as long as you’ve been alive, Sanchez. How’d you know the MO?”

Christopher shook his head. “I don’t understand. What does this have to do with anything?”

“Your client knows exactly what I’m talking about,” Brianne said. “Where did you get your information?” she demanded.

“You’re not giving me a deal,” Diego said. “Even if I told you, you wouldn’t give me a deal. You think I’m that stupid?”

“I had some hopes.” Brianne shifted her folder back into her bag. “I was just hoping he’d give us a lead on fifteen open rapes but no, I wasn’t going to come through on a deal. He doesn’t deserve mercy.” She leaned across the table, making sure to keep at least a foot distance between herself and Diego. “You’re just lucky they don’t let us put rapists to death, because you’d be the first to go.”

Diego smirked. “Do you think you scare me? Please.” He stood and leaned in, just an inch from Brianne’s face. “Did you know he took pictures?”

The color slowly drained from her face. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Shaken, Brianne straightened and hung her bag over her shoulder.

“That’s a lovely birth mark you have just above your breast, Ms. Joyce,” Diego called as Brianne made a hasty exit.

Christopher glared at his client. “Are you determined to serve the rest of your life in prison?” he demanded. He shoved himself out of a chair. “If you have information on fifteen open rapes, I can take it the DA. He’d override Joyce in a second to close the East Side rapist case.”

“Give it your best shot,” Diego shrugged. “Tell him I’ll talk if I get probation.”

“Probation–” Christopher broke off. “You’re out of your mind. I’ll tell Lansing we can deal. But he’ll laugh in my face if I try to get probation.”

“I ain’t doing any time,” Diego shot back.

“Well, that’s just great. I’m not sure how you intend to avoid that seeing as how you’re guilty as sin,” Christopher retorted. He grabbed his briefcase. “I’ll talk to Lansing.”

Gardena Suites: Apartment 217

“Cameron down for his nap?” Emily asked as Jason left the bedroom and entered the living room.

Jason sighed and nodded. “Yeah.” He went to the kitchen and popped open the fridge to pull out a beer. “I know why you’re here, Em.”

“I’m sure you think you do but I really just wanted to let you know that Nikolas and I are staying at the Spencer house for a while,” she said. “Lesley’s going to be weak for a while and no one knows how long Luke is going to stay around for so we just want to be there for Lulu.”

“What about school?” Jason asked.

Emily shrugged. “I’m off this semester. And it should be worked out by January. But I’m going to graduate med school in two years and that’s when the fun will really begin. Internship, residency,” she grinned. “Poor Nikolas.”

“He loves you, he’ll deal with it,” Jason said. He sat on the couch and stared into space. “I start work tomorrow.”

“I know. Nikolas has been really excited about the new security program. He’s sure you’re going to love it and it’ll be really challenging, Jason, I promise. He’s got buildings all over the world. You’ll be able to travel like you used to…” Emily stopped. “Okay, I’ve really tried to butt out but I just can’t anymore. You look so miserable, why can’t you just tell Elizabeth that you love her?”

“Because it’s not that simple.” Jason set his beer on the coffee table and stood to look out the window. “I do love her. But it’s not always enough.”

“That’s true,” Emily admitted. “But…”

“I have loved Elizabeth for almost four years now,” Jason said quietly. “I never stopped. Not even when I was with Courtney. There are just some people that get inside you, that you can never really forget.”

“I know,” Emily murmured, thinking about Nikolas.

“But you can’t survive on love alone. And sometimes people change.” Jason exhaled slowly. “And sometimes they change too much.”

Emily stood slowly. “You think you and Elizabeth have grown apart?” she asked carefully.

“I think that we never had a chance to be together,” Jason said instead. “We went from not being together to being parents and I just…I know that I want to be with her but if I screw it up this time, I know it’s going to be the last chance we get. I want to do it right this time so no, I’m not going to jump into living together. She deserves better than that, Emily.”

“So…what?” Emily asked. “You’re going…to date?”

“I don’t know.” Jason shook his head. “But something has to come between being apart and being together. We spent two years apart, Emily. Three, really. I just….I think we owe it to each other to be sure that the people we fell in love are still there. There’s more at stake here than just us. Cameron…” He looked towards the bedroom. “He’s my first priority–he and Elizabeth. I’m going to do everything I can to make sure that we get it right this time.”

“Okay,” Emily said uncertainly. “But don’t be so absorbed in getting it right that you lose Elizabeth altogether, okay?”

PC High: Hallway

Brooke stepped up to her locker and ignored the stares of her fellow students. She could hear whispering and even with her eyes squeezed shut, she could picture the pitying look on their faces. Her arm still in a sling, her face still showing signs of bruising–there wasn’t a single person in this hallway that didn’t know about her rape.

She concentrated on spinning the dial of her combination lock but she kept forgetting the numbers. Her third try, she felt someone stand next to her. Maxie reached out and covered her hand. “Let me do it,” she murmured. Raising her voice just enough to reach the people next to her. “It can be such a bitch doing these with one hand. I use both mine and my lock still sticks.”

Brooke stood aside. “The combination is 8, 12, 24, 7,” she said, keeping her eyes on the ground. “Thanks.”

“No problem.” Maxie unlocked the locker and stepped back. “So, I finally decided on a major for next year.”

“Oh?” Brooke asked, appreciating Maxie’s attempt at normal conversation. She glanced around as she pulled out her history and geometry books.

“Criminal Justice,” Maxie said. “I’m going to be a cop.”

Startled, Brooke’s notebook slid to the floor. She stared at the blonde as if she had grown an extra head in the last five seconds. “A cop?”

“Sure. My dad’s been kind of hinting that he wants one of us girls to follow in his footsteps and it’s not like it doesn’t run in the family. Frisco is off saving the world.”

“Frisco?” Brooke repeated.

“My sperm donor,” Maxie clarified. “He left my mom ages ago to work for the WSB or whatever. Mac’s been my dad for so long that I don’t even consider Frisco anything more than a sperm donor. Anyway, Georgie’s thinking about medicine, so it’s up to me. And besides, I like the idea.”

Brooke knelt and retrieved her notebook. “Yeah? What’s appealing about it? The long hours or the bad pay?”

“The helping people part. I’ve watched how Dad’s been handling your case and how Lucky is working with Brianne Joyce and I just…they make a difference.” Maxie shrugged. “I know it sounds stupid but…”

“No, it doesn’t sound stupid at all,” Brooke said. “And besides, it’s a good idea. We should be thinking about college majors and our future. It’s important. High school’s a flash in the pan; the rest of our lives are starting.”

“Exactly. Have you thought about your major or are you sticking with music?”

“I love music, but I don’t…” Brooke drew her book bag over her shoulder and shrugged. “I don’t think I want to be a performing artist. So I’ve been thinking about broadcast journalism. Being on the radio, you know?”

“That would be perfect,” Maxie declared. “You know more about music than anyone else I know and you have a great voice. It’s so much better and more realistic than Dillon’s plan to be the next Spielberg.”

“He could do it, he’s really talented,” Brooke said in his defense.

“I don’t doubt the talent, but he’s going to end up directing at the local cable station,” Maxie predicted. “Or at best, some cheesy soap opera in the city where he’s gonna have to commute because you know Georgie’s staying here to work at GH. And Dillon’s not leaving Georgie to go off to Hollywood.”

“Well, if that would be his reason for not being the director I know he can be, then it sucks,” Brooke murmured.

Sonny’s Penthouse: Living Room

“It seems so empty here without the boys,” Courtney remarked as she sat down on the couch and set her purse next to her.

Sonny poured himself a glass of water and sighed. “Yeah. Well, things change.”

Courtney eyed the lack of alcohol at the mini bar and nodded. “I guess they do. Did you run out of bourbon?”

Sonny shook his head. “I got the divorce papers the other day from Justus and immediately started to pour myself a glass. I stopped and realized how often I do that. When I couldn’t remember the last day I’d had without a drink, I tossed the bottles.” He sat in the arm chair adjacent to the couch. “I know you’ve been having some troubles, I’m sorry I haven’t been there for you.”

“It’s fine,” Courtney said. She folded her arms. “I know that I got myself into this. I just…” she exhaled slowly. “I thought I was ready for all of this, for moving on with my life and being a foster parent.”

“It’s not your fault they gave you Diego Sanchez,” Sonny pointed out.

“No, but it’s my fault for not realizing immediately that I couldn’t handle him,” Courtney replied. “And what I’ve done since his arrest, that’s my fault too.” She stood and crossed to the mantel, still decorated with photos of Sonny’s old life with Carly. “I should never have lied. And I shouldn’t have bailed him out. He just terrorized Brooke Lynn more.”

“There’s nothing wrong with believing in people, Courtney.”

“There is when you’re stupid about it,” Courtney replied. “And I am stupid, Sonny. I trust the wrong people, I do the wrong things. It’s just–I can’t do it anymore. I won’t do it. I have to make a break from this…this vicious cycle.”

“A break.” Sonny frowned. “Do you mean, leaving Port Charles?”

“Yes,” Courtney confirmed. “I’ve already looked into moving the foundation to New York City. Professionally, it would be a good choice. New York’s bigger; I can do more for more people. And personally…” she dragged her fingers through her hair. “My life has been a roller coaster since the day I moved to Port Charles. Sometimes I miss…” She closed her eyes. “Sometimes I miss the days when I was married to AJ and we lived in that tiny apartment and had to scrape to meet ends meet. He worked at the docks, I worked at Kelly’s. My life was simple back then.” She turned to face her brother. “Do you ever look at your life and wonder…how did I get to this place? How did I screw it all up so badly?”

“Some days,” Sonny nodded. “And others, I remember what I do have. I have my boys, my family. It makes it worth it.”

“I don’t feel like there’s anything tying me here,” Courtney sighed. “Jax has been distant since the Diego debacle and I can’t blame him. Carly’s–she’s being strong. Taking on a new life. And God knows, you have enough going on that you don’t need me–”

“You’re my sister,” Sonny cut in smoothly. “No matter what difficulties we’ve had in the past, that will never change. If you moved, I would miss you. But you’ve got to do what’s right for you.”

“And I think leaving Port Charles would be right for me,” Courtney replied softly.

Alexis’s Apartment: Living Room

“Okay, I think this is the last one,” Alexis said, passing a form to her husband. “You have to initial every page and then sign the last one.”

“I think I’m getting a hand cramp,” Ric murmured but he did as instructed. “How long did the realtor say the escrow was?”

“We can move in any time after the end of the year,” Alexis replied. “Which works out well. We won’t be scrambling to move and deal with Christmas at the same time. Kristina deserves that.”

“We will be moving in at the same time the Sanchez case goes to trial though,” Ric said, checking his court calendar.

“Yeah, but isn’t one of the ADAs first chairing?” Alexis did a second glance through the paperwork to make sure they hadn’t missed an initialing or signature.

“I have all the confidence in the world in Brianne Joyce,” Ric replied. “It’s a high profile case all the same and I’m going to keep my eye on it. I don’t need the Quartermaines on my bad side.”

“We’re going to have to talk about Sonny sometime,” Alexis asked after putting their forms into a manila envelope and setting it aside.

Ric sighed and opened his briefcase. “Has Sonny brought up custody yet?” he questioned.

“Well, no,” Alexis admitted. “But we only have a week before we bring Kristina home. And I’d like us to have a game plan.”

“I don’t think we can really discuss it until we know what he wants,” Ric stalled. He took out some folders and flipped them open. “If he’s going for full or joint.”

“I think it’ll be joint, honestly,” Alexis said. “But I’d rather know that you support me on this.”

“Alexis…” Ric met her eyes. “Kristina is your daughter. Her custody arrangements are up to you. You know me, I’m not sure I want her around Sonny’s world at all but…” he hesitated. “I don’t want her growing up and not knowing her own siblings. Michael and Morgan are her brothers, after all.”

“I know and that’s why I’ve been really considering this. I grew up and never knew about my own sister. I don’t want Kristina turning around in a couple of years and asking why. And I don’t want her to grow up hating them like you did with Sonny.” Alexis shoved her hair over behind her ear. “Sonny’s world scares me but Kristina could fall off the jungle gym or God forbid, get hit by a car. I can’t…” she paused and took a deep breath. “Her illness made me realize that I can’t protect her forever.”

“Then we’ll tell Sonny we’ll agree to joint custody.” Ric covered Alexis’s hand and smiled at her, hoping they weren’t making a mistake.

Elizabeth’s Cottage: Living Room

Elizabeth rubbed her eyes and descended the stairs, relieved that Cameron had finally gone down for his nap. He’d been cranky since she’d picked him up from his father’s earlier that afternoon and she knew why of course–Cameron was getting older and able to realize certain things about his world. And the fact that Jason was one of his favorite people was one of them.

The doorbell stopped her progress into the living room. She winced, wishing she could just collapse on the couch and take a long nap. She almost ignored the bell completely but in the end, went to answer it.

On the stoop, a suitcase at her feet, stood Andrea Webber.

“Mom,” Elizabeth said, startled. “I didn’t…I didn’t realize you were coming so soon.”

“Well…” Andrea hoisted her suitcase and stepped inside the foyer. She gently pushed her shell shocked daughter out of the way to close the door. “As soon as I told your father the good news, he all but ordered me on the plane to come see you.”

“I…he did?” Elizabeth asked, surprised.

“Darling…the reason we haven’t been able to be here on important occasions is that by the time the invitations reach us, it’s already too late,” Andrea told her daughter. “Lucky Spencer’s funeral, your high school and college graduations, and the times you’ve been in the hospital, we never even knew until Audrey told us. We’re not neglectful parents by choice, Elizabeth.”

“Right,” Elizabeth said, seeing the logic in that answer. “Well…Cam just went down for his nap but let me show you to the guest room–”

“Wait, wait…” Andrea took Elizabeth by the shoulders and stepped back. “Let me get a look at my little Lizzie all grown up.” Her eyes narrowed and a teasing glint entered her blue eyes. “Well, the hair’s a bit longer but you still weigh about ninety pounds and all of five foot two.”

“Yes, and you’re such a giant,” Elizabeth remarked with a smirk as she glanced at her mother’s five foot four inch frame. “How much do you weigh now? Ninety-one?”

“How I ever raised such a smartass, I’ll never know,” Andrea sighed dramatically. “You look lovely, dear. With a much better figure than I ever had so shortly after giving birth.”

“Well, with a little baby to raise by myself and having to work, I didn’t really have much of a choice,” Elizabeth murmured. She lifted her mother’s suitcase and started up the stairs. Andrea frowned and followed her.

“I thought you said the Quartermaine’s son was the father,” Andrea said.

“Jason is his father, but we don’t live together and he’s not…” Elizabeth pushed open the door to the bedroom between hers and Cameron’s. “He’s not always in the picture full-time.”

“Hmm,” Andrea murmured. “And how is work going, dear? I must confess, your father and I were quite surprised to hear that you had entered the nursing program. I know that you only majored in nursing at PCU to humor us–”

“I started nursing classes after my first miscarriage,” Elizabeth replied softly. “I wanted to be a mother and I knew that I had to be practical. I love my art and I’m still pursuing it, but I had to be realistic.”

“Being realistic is the worst thing about being an adult,” Andrea decided. She stepped over to the windows to peer out into the backyard of the cottage. “Nevertheless, I hope you’re enjoying your chosen career.”

“I am,” Elizabeth replied. “I know it’s not being a doctor like you guys hoped but I still feel like I’m making a difference–”

“Doctors are nothing without our nurses and just look at your grandmother.” Andrea sank onto the brass bed. “She’s an incredible nurse–she must be thrilled you’re walking in her footsteps.”

“She does have this fantasy about me one day running the program,” Elizabeth replied with a smile. “I told her we’ll take it one day at a time.” She slid her hands into the pockets of her jeans. “How long do you suppose you’ll stay?”

“Oh, at least until the beginning of the year,” Andrea told her. “I’ve cleared until January and your father’s going to fly in for Christmas. We’ll both return to Spain sometime after New Year’s, I imagine. We thought with Steven in town, we might try to do something together for the holidays.”

“That would be…” Elizabeth paused and finally admitted the honest truth, “weird.”

Andrea laughed. “Well, I suppose that’s a good way to put it. Now if we could get Sarah to fly in, it’d be downright bizarre.”

Spencer House: Front Porch

Brianne hesitated as they stepped up to the front door. “I don’t think I should be here,” she told Lucky uncertainly. “I’m certainly not family, I’m not a friend of the family and–”

“You’re a friend of mine,” Lucky interrupted. “And I don’t feel right about leaving you alone until we get a handle on Diego Sanchez’s connection with your case. I’m staying with you until we know the danger has passed, okay?”

“I suppose I don’t have any choice,” Brianne said. “With you being a cop and all. If I didn’t let you, you’d come up with something to tell Mac who would just tell Ric Lansing and it would end up being this whole huge thing and you’d still be staying with me so I imagine I’ll just skip to the end of that particular drama.”

“I’m not trying to make you uncomfortable, Bri,” Lucky said. “I just…” he shrugged. “I’d feel better if I knew for sure you were safe, okay?”

“And I appreciate that so that’s why I’m saving you the trouble of going over my head,” Brianne replied. “But we each have our own lives and our own jobs, you can’t possibly be with me all the time.”

“I can do my best. Come on,” Lucky gestured towards the front door. “Let’s go have some dinner.”

Spencer House: Dining Room

“Can you pass the chicken?” Nikolas asked, holding out a hand to Brianne, who handed the platter to him. “Lu, this is actually pretty good.”

“Oh, don’t say that like it’s such a surprise. Grandma loves to cook, so she’s been teaching me,” Lulu replied. She spooned some more potatoes onto her plate. “So, Brianne, Lucky says he works with you at the DA’s office.”

“Yes,” Brianne replied. “But only just recently.”

“DA Lansing has nothing but good things to say,” Nikolas said. “He’s on the board at GH with my aunt and with so many Quartermaines working there, we’ve talked about the Sanchez case a bit. He has all the confidence in the world in you.”

“Well my part is easy,” Brianne said. “The PCPD did an excellent job with evidence and witnesses. They basically handed me a conviction.”

“Well, Diego jumping bail didn’t help his , I imagine,” Emily remarked. “Can you introduce that at trial?”

“If I needed to, but I don’t really want to beat it into the jury’s head. People aren’t stupid. With the evidence we have, it won’t be a problem to convict,” Brianne said.

“I made brownies for dessert,” Lulu said, as she stood. Emily got up and pushed her back down.

“I’ll get it,” Emily said. “You’ve done enough. And Lucky can come help me.” She glared at Lucky until he stood and followed her.

Lulu smirked. “Yeah, ’cause that’s not totally obvious.”

Spencer House: Kitchen

Emily started cutting into the sheet of chocolate brownies cooling on the stove. “So, you brought the ADA to a family dinner,” she said, flashing her old friend a wicked grin.

“I’m just keeping her safe until certain aspects of this case are closed,” Lucky replied easily. “It’s in every one’s best interests.”

“Uh huh.” Emily broke a corner off one brownie and popped it into her mouth. “So you’re not attracted to her?”

Lucky leaned against the counter. “I’d have to be dead not to be attracted. She’s beautiful but our relationship is purely professional, Em. And besides, there are…circumstances that you don’t know right now.”

“Yeah, but you’re attracted to her,” Emily said. “That’s enough for me right now. I’ll handle the rest.”

“There isn’t going to be any rest,” Lucky said, grimacing. “Don’t help, Em.”

“I’m not going to do anything,” Emily said innocently. “You should be ashamed of yourself, Lucky.”

“Uh huh,” Lucky said, unconvinced. “Stay out of this, Em. If I want something to happen between Bri and I, I’ll handle it myself.”

“Sure,” Emily rolled her eyes. “You know, between you and Jason and Elizabeth, I am never going to get another niece or nephew. You’re all like molasses,” she complained.

Port Charles County Jail: Visiting Room

Maria Sanchez took a seat across from her twin brother and folded her hands on the table. “Why did you lie to me?” she asked quietly.

Diego rolled his eyes. “You’re such a little brat,” he said scornfully. “Why did you lie to me?” he repeated in a mocking high tone.

“You promised me if I got you out of there that we would fight the charges together,” Maria continued. Her eyes took on a glossy sheen. “But you disappeared and they said you sent the Ashton girl clothes from that night. I don’t understand, Diego–”

“Oh, you understand,” Diego replied. “You just don’t want to.” He smirked. “Poor little innocent Maria Cecilia, the only angel of the LA ghettos. You can’t really be that naïve.”

Her lower lip trembled. “You’re guilty, aren’t you? All those things you told me about Brooke Lynn being angry with you for not wanting her, wanting to get back at you–those were all lies.”

Diego sat back and continued to smirk. “Because I’m known for my honesty,” he remarked sarcastically. “Stupid little girl.”

Maria stood on shaky legs. “I hope you rot in prison,” she whispered hatefully. She turned on her heel and fled the room.

This entry is part 17 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Quartermaine Mansion: Foyer

“You’re leaving for the hospital early,” Edward remarked to Alan and Monica as he came down the stairs. He checked the gold watch on his wrist. “You usually don’t go in for another hour.”

“Lesley Webber had a heart attack yesterday, Father,” Alan replied as he helped Monica into her coat. “We’re visiting her.”

“Lesley Webber,” Edward mused. “Didn’t you sleep with her husband?”

Monica narrowed her eyes. “Yes. And I was married to his brother. What’s your point?”

“Nothing at all,” Edward smiled cheerfully. The phone rang then, saving Edward from Monica’s irritation.

None of three came forward to answer it. When it rang for the third time, Alan rolled his eyes. “What’s the point of having servants if they’re never around?” he muttered as he yanked the phone off the base. “Hello, Quartermaine Residence.” After a moment, he frowned and hung up. “That’s the third time this week.”

“Another heavy breather?” Monica questioned.

“What is this world coming to?” Edward demanded. He cinched his blue silk robe tighter and stepped off the landing. “First that delivery of dead flowers and now some little perverted anonymous phone caller. I have half a mind to report to this to the police.”

“And tell them what?” Monica demanded. “They have more important things to do, Edward, than worry about who’s playing juvenile tricks on this family.”

“Unless it’s that son of bitch Diego Sanchez,” Alan pointed out. “He sent Brooke that torn piece of her clothing. Wouldn’t put it past him to harass the rest of the family.”

“Well, then we ought to report it,” Edward nodded. “In fact, I’ll call Mac right now.”

Monica opened her mouth to argue, but Alan touched her sleeve. “Better to be safe than sorry,” he told her quietly.

Brianne’s Apartment: Kitchen

“Your coffee is better than mine,” Lucky decided as he sipped the double roasted brew. He leaned against the granite counter and watched the blonde speculatively. “Can you cook?”

Brianne poured some sugar into her mug and shrugged a shoulder. “My mother was a pastry chef and my father ran the kitchen at the Port Charles Grille. I think it’s safe to say that I can probably cook.”

“Good coffee, good cook–” Lucky glanced around the spotless apartment. “You can clean. You want to get married?”

Brianne fought a smile as she stirred her coffee. “Well, if that isn’t the most romantic proposal I’ve ever had.” She turned to butter a piece of toast that popped out of the toaster.

Lucky watched her and thought about the card he’d tucked away. A couple dozen roses, a little romantic sentiment and he wondered why that combination had the ADA turning pasty white and scaring her so badly she’d been almost clinging to him the past two days. He made a mental note to run her name through the system when he got to work. Now that she was a little more relaxed around him, it couldn’t hurt to have more information at hand.

“So, did your parents meet at work?” Lucky asked.

Brianne glanced at him. “Why?”

“Just curious,” Lucky shrugged. “My parents met at a disco, if you can believe that. She worked for him and was married at the time but I guess you can’t fight fate.” His smile grew wistful. “She had a breakdown a few years ago and my dad’s never been the same.”

“I’m sorry,” Brianne murmured. She cleared her throat. “My father was my mother’s boss thirty years ago and she tells me that he was so damn arrogant and stubborn and they fought all the time. She was so mad at him once that she tossed a bowl of flour on him.” She grinned. “She told me he looked so funny that she started giggling and he started laughing and…they fell in love over flour.”

“That’s a nice memory,” Lucky said. “Are they still together?”

“My dad passed away about five years ago, but yeah–until then, they were. Divorce wasn’t in their vocabulary,” Brianne remembered. “They knew from the start they had combative personalities so they didn’t let it get in the way.”

“I’m sorry,” Lucky said. “Losing a parent–it’s the most difficult thing. At least…I can pretend my mother is going to get better. But it was like losing his heart for my father.”

The doorbell rang and Lucky stopped Brianne before she could go to answer it. “Let me go first.”

“It’s just my front door, Lucky,” she replied. Before he could argue, his cell phone rang. “You answer that, I’ll get the door.”

“Brianne–” Lucky muttered something under his breath as she disappeared into the front hall. He took his phone out of his back pocket and flipped it on. “Spencer.”

“Hey, Cowboy,” Luke Spencer’s voice was quiet, subdued–two adjectives one could rarely associate with the elder Spencer. “I got your message about Lesley.”

“Are you coming home?” Lucky demanded. “Lu needs you, Dad. And Grandma’s gonna have take it easy for a while. Someone needs to look them both.”

“Yeah.” Luke sighed. “I’ll be home sometime this weekend,” he replied. “There are some things we gotta discuss anyhow.”

“I’ll see you when you get in then,” Lucky replied. He slipped into his phone back into his pocket and went to find Brianne.

The door was closed and Brianne stood there, staring at a bouquet of roses on the table.

“Brianne?”

She turned to him, the white card dangling from her fingers. She swallowed hard. “I think I should probably make a report,” she whispered.

Lucky nodded slowly. “Okay.” He hesitated. “To me…or…?”

“To Mac.” She swallowed hard. “He was the investigating officer.”

“Okay,” Lucky repeated. He took the card from her lifeless hands and slipped into his front pocket. “Let’s go clean up the kitchen and we’ll go to the police station.”

“All right,” Brianne agreed. She cleared her throat and seemed to regain some of her composure, if not some of her color. “That sounds fine.”

General Hospital: Lesley’s Room

“I’m just so relieved you’re all right,” Bobbie said, reaching for Lesley’s hand and squeezing it tightly. “You had us all so scared.”

“Everyone’s being so silly,” Lesley sighed. “You’d think I had been seriously ill. Heart attacks aren’t what they used to be.”

“But they’re still a wake up call,” Audrey murmured with admonishing glare. “Slow down and take care of ourselves. Now, if Steve had just listened to his doctors…” she stopped and pressed a hand to her chest. “Asking that man to slow down would be like asking the rain to stop falling from the sky.”

“Exactly,” Lesley nodded. “And I have Lulu to look after, don’t I?” She folded her arms tightly across her chest. “It’s not as though that reprobate my daughter married can be bothered with her.”

“You know Luke’s never gotten over losing Laura,” Bobbie sighed. She shook her head and looked away. “When she didn’t recover, something went out of my brother and it hasn’t returned.”

“No one sympathizes more than I do,” Lesley sighed. “But he’s not alone in this family. Lucky’s all grown up but he still needs his father and God knows, Lu needs her father. She’s already lost her mother, I don’t know why she had to lose him, too.”

“Perhaps he’ll come around,” Audrey replied. “Lu’s still young and there’s time for Luke to correct his wrongs. I have my second chance with Elizabeth now and Bobbie has hers with Carly.”

Bobbie twisted her face in a resigned grimace. “Whether I want it or not. It feels like my whole life revolves around Carly these days.”

“Just because children grow up, it doesn’t mean our job ends,” Audrey said. “Vacation time and retirement is not in the job description.” But she softened her words with a knowing smile, having worked with Carly in the nursing program.

“I love my daughter but she can certainly wear a person out.” Bobbie’s expression grew troubled. “And Lucas. I never feel like I’m spending enough time with him and with what’s happening with Brooke, I wish I knew how to comfort him.”

“Sometimes there isn’t a way,” Audrey said. She reached across Lesley’s hospital bed and took Bobbie’s hand in her own. “Speaking from experience, he’ll just have to fumble around until he finds his own away. If he’s anything like his cousin or mother, he’ll do a stand up job.”

“Lu was talking about that the other day,” Lesley sighed. “She was interviewed by the one of the officers. I’m just so relieved that it didn’t…” her expression was guilty as she looked at Audrey. “Well…that it didn’t happen to her.”

“I think any one whose daughter or granddaughter came into contact with that animal feels that way,” Bobbie replied fiercely.

“Are we interrupting?” Alan said, knocking on the door, Monica at his side.

“No, no. Come in,” Lesley waved. “We were just commiserating over raising children.”

Monica sighed and dropped into the last remaining chair next to Bobbie, Alan stood behind her. “I could honestly strangle one of my children on any given day.”

“But I hear congratulations are in order, Grandma,” Lesley teased. “You and Audrey have a little grandson in common.”

Monica’s smile warmed and she glanced up at Alan, who frowned. “I haven’t told you yet, darling. Jason is Cameron Webber’s father. Elizabeth’s son?”

“He is?” Alan’s face folded into a grin. “Well, that is news. Elizabeth is a wonderful girl.”

Audrey beamed. “She certainly is. I couldn’t have dreamt a more wonderful granddaughter. And Cameron!” She laughed. “He’s such a delight. I had wondered where he inherited his ears.” Her eyes sparked with mischief. “My Elizabeth’s certainly don’t stick out that way.”

Alan frowned mockingly. “Are you saying my son’s do?”

“We’re throwing a baby shower in early December for Elizabeth,” Monica said. “You’re all expected to come, you know. I didn’t get a chance to celebrate when he was born–or Michael for that matter but I will certainly make up for it now. And just that Jason agreed to it…”

“Did he, really?” Bobbie asked. “That’s an incredible bit of progress. Usually Jason won’t set foot on those grounds but if he’s letting his son…”

“Now if the doctors will just let me out in time,” Lesley sighed dramatically. “Perhaps someone–the Chief of Staff possibly–could put in a good word for me?” she asked, eyeing Alan speculatively.

“We’ll see,” Alan murmured with a grin.

PCPD: Commissioner’s Office

Mac was organizing some of his open case files when Lucky knocked on his partially ajar door. “Come on in, Spencer.”

Lucky led the still somewhat pale Brianne into the office and directed towards the chair in front of the desk. “Ah, Commissioner…”

Mac frowned. “I wasn’t aware we had a meeting this morning, Ms. Joyce.”

Brianne took a shaky breath and offered Mac a weak smile. “I’m not here as an ADA,” she answered. “I want…I’ve received two bouquets over the last three days.”

Mac’s body stiffened and his demeanor changed. “What?”

“One came to my office on Tuesday…” Brianne swallowed. “And the other to my apartment this morning. I–” she bowed her head, “I know I should have told you immediately b-but I just…I wanted to pretend it wasn’t happening again.”

Mac surprised Lucky by rising from his desk and taking the seat next to Brianne, turning it so he was facing her. “It’s all right, Brianne. No one’s blaming you.” His eyes shifted to Lucky. “Have you spoken to Lucky about what happened?”

Brianne shook her head. “No. But I guess–since he’s going to be guarding me, he ought to know.”

“He’s a good officer,” Mac said. “And I’d feel better if he were looking out for you. This is enough to reactivate your case.”

Her head snapped up. “But the statute ran out three years ago–”

“Not if we can prove the crime is still occurring,” Mac reminded her. “His continual harassment, stalking…it can work in our favor. I’ll look into the particulars but anyhow…do you want me to tell Lucky?”

“No…I can do it.” Brianne didn’t look at Lucky as she said the following, “Ten years ago, when I was sixteen, I was attacked and raped when I was walking home from the library.”

Lucky swallowed hard and for a moment, an image of Elizabeth crawling out of the bushes flashed in his mind.

Brianne closed her eyes. “I woke up in the hospital the next day and it had already been reported. The police–Mac–took my statement and I thought that it would probably be it. Except…I got a bouquet of roses a few days later. With a card that said I’ll never forget. Three days later, I received another.”

She stood suddenly and stalked towards the windows. “A month later, on the anniversary of the attack, I got a piece of my torn shirt in the mail.” Her mouth twisted into half-smile, half-grimace. “I had been found completely nude–he’d stolen my clothing so that he could use the grim reminders later to torment me.”

“Jesus,” Lucky breathed under his breath. He gave Mac a stricken look.

“And every month for a year, he sent me pieces of the clothing I had been wearing,” Brianne continued. “And for four years, on the anniversary, he sent me roses. All the packages, all the flowers, they all came with cards that said I’ll never forget.” She blinked rapidly and fought down the swell of panic rising in her throat. “But it stopped and I thought it was finally over.”

“Until the other day,” Lucky said quietly.

“Yes.” Brianne took a deep breath and turned around. “It won’t affect my work, Mac. I promise.”

Mac nodded. “I never thought it would. Do you still have the bouquets, the cards?”

“Not the first delivery,” Brianne sighed regretfully. “But the second, Lucky has the card and the roses are still in my front hall. I’ll give you a key–please just have them gone when I get home.”

“I have the first card,” Lucky volunteered. He pulled out his wallet and produced the white card. He looked at Brianne. “I found it in your office.” He set them on Mac’s desk.

“We’ll try and track something down,” Mac said. He stood. “It’s going to be okay, Brianne. We might get him this time.”

“I suppose.” Brianne folded her arms tightly across her chest as if warding off a chill. “Do you mind if I wait outside until you’re finished?”

“Don’t go far,” Lucky warned.

“Believe me…until this is all over, I don’t plan to.” Brianne closed the door behind her.

“The East Side rapist,” Lucky said as soon as it was shut. “She was one of the victims.”

Mac nodded solemnly. “He raped fifteen girls, ages twelve to eighteen over a five year period and until six years ago he sent them all roses and pieces of clothing. His first victim received flowers for nine years. Brianne was his eleventh victim. The last was seven years ago and no one’s heard from him in six years.”

“Until now,” Lucky said.

“We spent a lot of man hours trying to track him down but our resources were always strained, with the many of adventures of Sonny Corinthos. When our guy disappeared, we speculated that maybe he’d been picked up and was serving time.”

“If you’re going to reactivate the case, I want it,” Lucky said immediately.

“Lucky,” Mac began.

“I know all the reasons you’re going to say no, but no one will work harder to put him behind bars,” Lucky argued. “And even if we can’t reactivate because of the statute–”

“We have DNA,” Mac interrupted. “In thirteen of the cases. New York passed the law that the statute doesn’t apply in cases that have DNA available.”

“Okay,” Lucky nodded. “Then give me the case.”

Mac sighed. “All right, but Lucky–there’s something that Brianne didn’t tell you.”

“What?” Lucky asked.

“Five months after the attack, Brianne had a miscarriage,” Mac said quietly. “I just thought you should know her case is not your average rape case.”

“I–” Lucky closed his mouth. “I’ll tread lightly around that I guess. I just…” His hands fisted at his side. “This shouldn’t happen to anyone,” he said finally. He shook his head and left the room.

Jason’s Penthouse: Living Room

“So Jason moved out?” Sonny asked, glancing around the room that was now bare of a pool table, Jason’s desk and the photographs on the mantel.

Sam curled up on the couch and sipped a cup of coffee. “He left yesterday and the furniture was picked up this morning. I was surprised…I didn’t think he’d move out this fast.”

Sonny sat at the other end of the couch. “Elizabeth left him.”

“Yeah…he told me. And then I lit into him.” Sam’s lips curved into an empty smile. “But I think my words had the opposite effect.”

“I can’t tell you what Jason’s thinking. I’m just relieved Elizabeth isn’t limiting access to Cameron,” Sonny replied.

Sam frowned and peered at him over the rim of her mug. “Did you think she would?”

“Well, no,” he admitted. “But all the same, I don’t think it would have helped matters if she had. But Elizabeth’s always been above tactics like that. She, more than anyone, understands what Jason went through when Carly ruined his relationship with Michael.”

“I think its clear Elizabeth loves him and I don’t understand why Jason won’t make the commitment to her,” Sam said, frustrated. “It’s just…he has everything he ever wanted in his sights and he doesn’t even want it.”

“The problem isn’t that he doesn’t want it. It’s that he wants it too much,” Sonny replied. “And in his experience, he doesn’t get to keep what he wants too often.” He shook his head. “I didn’t come over to debate Jason’s love life.”

“So why did you come over?” Sam sighed.

“I wanted to check on you,” Sonny replied. “I haven’t seen you since the services.”

“I’m fine.” Sam stood and set her cup on the coffee table. She crossed her arms and crossed the glass balcony doors to peer out over the harbor. “I’ve mostly come to terms with losing Adella. I meant what I said at the service. I’m going to concentrate on what I had and not what I lost.”

“That’s probably for the best.” Sonny went to stand behind her and slid his hands in his pockets. “Jason said you were going to look for work.”

“I’m only staying in the penthouse long enough to build up some money to get out,” Sam replied. “It’s the middle of winter, I won’t be able to get any salvage jobs now anyway.” She sighed. “I’m not even sure I want to go back to that. I want to have a baby, Sonny.” She turned and smiled up at him. “I’m going to get a normal job, find a normal apartment, save up and get a sperm donor.”

Sonny opened his mouth but found he had no words to say to that. He closed it. “Well…that certainly sounds like a plan.”

Sam smirked and turned back around. “I don’t expect you to approve but I also find I don’t care anymore. I want a baby and I don’t see why I should have a man around to complicate matters. It’s never worked for me before so why bother with it now?”

He found he couldn’t disagree with that and decided to change the subject. “Justus says my divorce to Carly could be finalized before the end of the year. It seems that divorces are getting easier and easier to get.”

“It’s America’s eroding sense of family values,” Sam said. “No one works at anything now. They get married without thinking it through because they know if it doesn’t work, they can just get divorce. People don’t take the time to slow down and really decide if they’re compatible or if they’ve got what it takes to last.” She exhaled slowly. “I’ve been watching a lot of day time television.”

“Sometimes it takes months but sometimes you know in an instant when something’s right,” Sonny replied with a wistful smile. “I wonder what that’s like.”

“You’ll let me know if you find out right?” Sam turned and gave him a small smile. “So I know what to look for?”

“You’ll be the first to know.”

Gardena Suites: Apartment 217

His new apartment had two bedrooms, a bathroom, a kitchen, a room large enough for his pool table (it might have been meant for a dining room) and a living room. After living in a spacious penthouse for the last two years, Jason found it almost comforting to be in a smaller space.

The only way it would be perfect if it were the size of his old room at Jake’s, but he wasn’t that person anymore. He had a son and he certainly couldn’t raise Cameron there.

Not that he was really raising Cameron now, Jason thought absently as Elizabeth stood in front of him, their son in her arms, the diaper bag slung over her shoulder. She was explaining the custody arrangement that would allow both of them maximum time with their son without having to be in a room together all that much.

“Until you really get going with your new job, Cameron can stay with you during my shifts,” Elizabeth said. She set the diaper bag on his couch, ignoring the fact that it was actually the old couch from the penthouse–the couch on which they had made promises to each other once upon a time. “I guess we’d better get two sets of baby furniture for him, one for here and the cottage–” she stopped and shifted. “I’m going to start paying you back for that–”

“What?” Jason snapped to attention. “No. Absolutely not.”

Elizabeth sighed impatiently. “Jason, you bought the cottage for us. Now that…it makes me uncomfortable to live there.”

“That’s ridiculous,” Jason replied shortly. “You’re just trying to get a reaction out of me now. You think if you threaten to pay me for the cottage or even sell it, it’s going to change something. That I’ll magically be what you want me to be but–”

“Oh, don’t be an idiot.” Elizabeth settled Cameron in his arms, managing to do so without even touching Jason once. “I don’t want to be anyone other than who you are and who you are pisses me off because you seem to enjoy keeping me at a distance. That’s fine. It’s your prerogative. But don’t you dare jump down my throat because I find it difficult to live in the cottage where we planned to be family–”

“We are a family,” Jason interrupted with irritation. “I just–I’m tired of hurting you, Elizabeth.”

“Well, what do you think you’re doing now?” she demanded, eyes glistening. She shook her head. “No, I’m not doing this again. I just–fine, I won’t sell the cottage. And you wouldn’t take money if I gave it to you, so I’m just wasting my breath.”

Jason exhaled slowly. “If you want to sell the cottage, I won’t get in your way. You should live where you want to live, where you can be happy.” He looked at Cameron whose face was screwed up in confusion, as if he couldn’t understand why his parents were using loud voices. “That’s all I want for you, Elizabeth.”

“That’s what I want for you,” Elizabeth murmured. “But I’m not sure you know how to be anymore.”

“You’re probably right,” Jason surprised her by admitting. “And I’m not willing to make us both miserable until I fix that.” He took a step towards her. “Being with you does make me happy, Elizabeth. It’s something I never thought I could have. But I don’t want to depend on you to be that way. It’s not fair to you or to me.”

“Fair enough,” Elizabeth replied softly. “I can certainly accept that.” She kissed Cameron’s forehead. And then kissed Jason’s cheek. “I do love you, Jason. But I can’t wait the rest of my life for you to find yourself.”

General Hospital: Nurse’s Station

Brianne stepped off the elevator and was relieved to find Elizabeth Webber working at the nurse’s station. She wanted to get this interview over and then go back to her office where she could close the door and forget the rest of her life existed.

Her ever present shadow Lucky had been convinced to take a break. He was waiting in the hospital cafeteria for her and she knew he was poring over her case. Brianne touched her abdomen and swallowed hard. Which meant he knew by now exactly what that night had cost her.

She had secured his cooperation by promising that she would speak to Elizabeth and return straight to him. She had fifteen minutes before he tracked her down and Brianne was grateful for his willingness to stick close. At least for now.

“Ms. Webber?” Brianne asked.

Elizabeth looked up, her face wan and smiled faintly. “Hello. Are you here to meet with Lucky? I didn’t think he was visiting Lesley–”

“No, Lucky’s waiting for me in the cafeteria. I came to speak with you if you have a moment,” Brianne said.

“I have a few minutes before my shift begins.” She picked up a few folders and led Brianne over to the waiting area to sit on the couch. “What can I help you with?”

“Brooke mentioned that she had spoken to you regarding her…regarding the incident.” Brianne took out Brooke’s statement and cursed herself silently for being flustered. If she couldn’t say the word, how could she prosecute this? She took a deep breath. “Regarding her rape.”

“She did,” Elizabeth said slowly, studying the other woman curiously. “I’ve been a friend of the family for years so they know my history–that it happened to me when I was a teenager.”

Brianne’s hand slipped and the folder went sliding to the floor. She caught it before the papers slid out and with shaking heads, she settled it back on her lap. “I’m–I’m sorry.”

Elizabeth frowned and reached out to cover Brianne’s hands. “Are you all right?” she asked softly.

“F-fine,” Brianne managed. “I just–so they thought you could help.”

“Sure. I guess you want to know what she said to me,” Elizabeth replied. She put her hands back in her lap. “Do you think she left something out of her own statement?”

“No. Not on purpose. It’s just…” Brianne closed her eyes and ordered herself to calm down. “She spoke to me as an authority figure. She spoke to you as a friend. It’s a different atmosphere and things can come out and I just–if any thing stood out to you.”

“I’m not sure I feel comfortable telling you. I mean, Brooke confided in me but I guess–I know that she wants Diego in jail for a long time and I know that it would help her peace of mind to know he’s in jail for what he did to her.”

“And Brooke gave me a signed statement saying you could tell me everything,” Brianne told her. She started to rummage through her papers but Elizabeth touched her arm to stop her.

“I believe you. We didn’t speak long anyway. I thought it would make her feel better to know more about what happened to me,” she said. “So I told her about the park, that I had done everything wrong–taken a shower, waited too long to report it–that I might have invited it the way I dressed. Brooke said she thought maybe she’d done something to lead him on. She certainly hadn’t meant to but you know, something you do or something can be taken a thousand ways and if someone really wants to read into something, they will.” Elizabeth exhaled slowly. “She was mostly upset by the fact that she had been a virgin.” Her eyes were a little unfocused now. “It made her feel better to know that I had been one, too.”

Brianne bit her lip. “So was I.”

Elizabeth frowned and looked at her. “What?”

“So was I,” Brianne repeated. She shoved the folder back in her bag. “I don’t think Brooke left anything out in her statement to me, but I just wanted to be sure so thank you–”

“Wait…” Elizabeth touched her arm. “Take a deep breath. This…” her eyes filled with tears for the second time that day. “You, too?”

Brianne closed her eyes and nodded miserably. “I was sixteen. The East Side rapist.”

“I…” Elizabeth shook her head. “I’m so sorry.”

“It’s not going to affect my work on this case,” Brianne’s eyes snapped open and Elizabeth saw the determination in the blonde’s eyes. “I never got to see my rapist prosecuted. And I won’t let that happen to Brooke.” She stood and pushed the strap of her bag over her shoulder.

“The East Side rapist was the one that sent those….things to his victims.” Elizabeth stood. “I can’t imagine having….that would driven me insane. I don’t doubt you’ll win this case. If you can survive that, you can survive anything.”

“Well…” Brianne shifted. “I would appreciate if you didn’t spread this information around,” she said after a moment. “Lucky knows because–he has to. But other than him, Mac Scorpio and Ric Lansing, no one else does and I have–it has to stay that way.”

“No one understands that more than me.” Elizabeth hesitated. “I know we don’t know each other, but I feel like–well, I…if you ever…” she shook her head. “If you ever need someone to just listen…”

“Thank you,” Brianne said, finally getting some control over her composure. “But I don’t need anyone.”

She went to the elevators and jabbed the button, furious at herself for having said anything at all.

Club 101: Inside

“See?” Maxie said with a grin. “This was a good idea.” She took her soda from the server and raised it up in the air. “A toast.”

“Did they spike her soda?” Dillon whispered to Georgie, who glared at him.

“What can we possibly toast to?” Brooke sighed, but she raised her glass anyway. After a glare from Maxie, Dillon and Lucas followed suit.

“We can toast to each other,” Maxie said. “Because no matter what happens, we will always have each other. I know that sounds sappy or something from a Hallmark card, but it’s important to me that you guys know how much I love you guys.” Her eyes met Brooke’s. “You’re my family. And nothing comes before family.”

“Well, then,” Lucas grinned. “To family.”

Their glasses clinked and when they’d set them back down, Georgie reached for the appetizer menu. “We should share some wings, or something.”

“Uh uh, potato skins,” Dillon took the menu from his girlfriend. “With the cheddar and bacon?”

“I want mozzarella sticks,” Lucas declared, yanking the menu from Dillon.

“Everyone knows the quesadillas are the best,” Maxie argued, tugging it from Lucas.

“We could try the sampler,” Brooke suggested. “It’s got all of those plus the jalapeno poppers.”

“So I guess you’re hungry now,” Lucas said, with an approving smile. She arched an eyebrow at him. “Well, we had to practically lift you into the car and tie you down to get you here. I believe your big excuse was that you weren’t hungry.”

“Things change,” Brooke replied sweetly.

“Good. Appetizers are settled on.” Lucas reached for the dinner menu. “I’m starving, Mom’s been at Lu’s house most of the day getting it ready for Uncle Luke to come home and for Lesley to be set up in the downstairs guest room so she didn’t even have my usual afternoon snack ready.”

“Aww, Lucas didn’t get his customary pot roast,” Maxie said with mock sympathy. She ruffled his hair. “Poor baby.”

“It’s good thing they turned this into an Under 21 club,” Georgie said, looking around with approval. “I knew Jax wasn’t a total loser even if he is dating Courtney.”

Lucas snorted. “I can’t even be sure she’s a girl. Have you seen her arms?” he shuddered. “Plus, he can’t know where she’s been.”

“You guys don’t have to diss her on my account,” Brooke said with a small smile.

“We’re not. She makes it easy to diss on her own record,” Georgie sniffed. “Dirty stripper that she is.”

“Well, I don’t think her being a stripper automatically give her a black mark,” Lucas decided. “I mean…she may not be all that pretty but she does have a pretty decent rack. How much do you think it cost?”

Outraged, Brooke whacked him on the shoulder with her menu.

Club 101: Parking Lot

After dinner and desert, the group left the club and headed for Dillon’s SUV. “Thanks for making me go out,” Brooke said, winding her arm through Lucas’s, the first touch she’d initiated in three weeks. She smiled up at him. “It means a lot that you…that you’re sticking.”

“You couldn’t get rid of me if you wanted to.” Lucas paused; letting the three others go ahead. “I don’t want to push you into being with me if it’s not something you want. But we’re more than that. We’re friends. And just standing here with you is enough for me.”

“I–” Brooke stopped and froze. “Lucas,” she whispered. “Diego is in the parking lot. I just saw him dart behind that car back there.”

Lucas’s shoulders stiffened. “Okay. Here’s what you’re going to do. I’m going to go after him–”

“No!” she whispered fiercely. “Lucas–”

“–and you’re going to go catch up to the others. Send Dillon after me and call the police. Do you understand?”

“Don’t be a hero, Lucas–”

“Brooke, just do it!” He pushed her in that direction and waited a few seconds before turning around and nonchalantly studying the landscape of dark cars. He saw a shadow move and took off.

“It’s Diego!” Brooke said as she reached the others at Dillon’s car. “Lucas is chasing him over there–”

Dillon took off after Lucas and Maxie yanked out her cell phone. “I’ll call 911, Georgie, you call Dad. Brooke, call your dad. One of them will get here fast enough to get him.”

A half hour later, an unconscious Diego Sanchez was on his away to General Hospital under armed guard. Lucas and Dillon had been restrained him but in his fury, Lucas had…accidentally knocked Diego out and if Dillon hadn’t kept him back, might have done worse damage.

Ned shook Lucas’s hand and enveloped his brother in a fierce hug. “Thank God you two were here.”

Georgie rolled her eyes. “Yes. Thank God the big strong boys were here to help the poor little damsels.” She scowled. “Honestly.”

This entry is part 16 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

 PCPD: Interrogation Room

When Mac entered the room early that morning, Courtney sprang out of her seat. “Why did you bring me in again?” she demanded. “I’ve already told you everything I know!”

“That’s a matter of opinion,” Mac said dryly. He sat and watched as the irate blonde paced from one side of the room to the other. “Do you know Maria Sanchez?”

“Diego’s mentioned her,” Courtney muttered. “I should call my lawyer,” she slapped her hands on her hips. “I really should.”

“Why?” Mac asked. “Have you done something wrong?”

“No,” Courtney said hotly. “But obviously you think I have or I wouldn’t be here.”

“Just a little curiosity on my part,” Mac replied. “You know you’re out ten thousand dollars, right?”

Courtney frowned. “Excuse me?”

“The ten grand you gave to Maria Sanchez to bail her brother out. You’re never going to see that again,” Mac clarified.

Courtney shook her head. “No. You get that money back after the trial’s over—” She paled. And sat. “He jumped bail.”

“His sister went out to get dinner last night and he was gone when she returned. She waited until this morning before going to her father. He’s gone and there’s no trace of him anywhere.”

“No–I can’t believe that.” She shook her head again. “It’s impossible. Diego can’t be guilty of this crime. He wants to prove his innocence–”

“Wake up, Courtney!” Mac exploded suddenly. He yanked out photos of Brooke’s battered face and tossed them across the table. “This is not the work of an innocent teenager. She’s bruised and broken from that little son of a bitch and thanks to you, he’s back on the street!”

“I don’t–I don’t understand. How can–” She swallowed hard. “How can you live with someone and not realize they’re capable of something like this?”

Mac scrubbed his hands over his face. “If you hear from Diego, we want to know immediately. Or we will charge you with obstruction of justice, do you understand?”

Courtney nodded absently. “Should I call a lawyer?” she asked quietly.

“Not unless you think you need one,” Mac said pointedly. He stood. “You’re free to go. Don’t give me a reason to pull you back in.”

Elizabeth’s Cottage

Elizabeth took a deep breath and dialed her parents’ number. She frowned when she heard an answering service inform her that the Drs. Webber were no longer living in Edinburgh, Scotland and that a phone number for their location in Barcelona, Spain was going to be said in just a moment.

“Would have been nice if they’d mentioned that,” she muttered as she copied the number. She dialed that next. After six rings, she was about to hang up. A harried voice answered just as she was taking the phone away from her ear to place it back on the receiver.

“Hello?”

“Mom?” Elizabeth said. “It’s Elizabeth.”

“Oh, hello.” The tone of Andrea Webber’s voice did not change. “Is something wrong?”

“Actually…no.” Elizabeth took a deep breath. “I had a son, Mom. He’s actually about seven months old and his name is Cameron.”

“A baby?” Andrea repeated. “Aren’t you divorced from Ric?”

“Yes, it’s not his child.” Elizabeth tapped her fingers on her coffee table. “Jason Morgan is his father. Dad knows who he is–he’s the son of Alan and Monica Quartermaine. He used to work with them.”

“Right, right, Jeff’s ex-wife. I’ve heard him mention her. Ah, well, that’s lovely, Elizabeth. I’m sure you make a wonderful mother.” Andrea paused. “Seven months old, did you say?”

“He was born May 6.” Elizabeth leaned back against the sofa, her eyes on Cameron in his playpen.

“You waited over a year to tell us?” Andrea asked.

“Well…it’s been a rough year,” Elizabeth sighed. “With the divorce from Ric–”

“Both of them,” Andrea cut in dryly.

“Yes, both of them. And I was out of town for a while–I had Cameron in Napa and since I came back and started in the nursing program, it’s been a little rough. I didn’t–I wasn’t sure how you’d take the news.”

“Well then, I hope you’ll email us some pictures of our grandson. I will certainly pass the news on to your father–I’m sure he’ll be calling soon. We’ll try to arrange some time in our schedule to visit.”

“Thanks, Mom,” Elizabeth said, surprised at the easy acceptance.

“I’m glad you called, Elizabeth,” Andrea said. “Be sure to keep in touch a little more, okay? We’ll let you know about that visit.”

“Goodbye, Mom.” Elizabeth hung up the phone and stared at in disbelief.

PCMB: Brianne’s Office

Brianne entered her office that morning, having convinced Lucky to hang out outside her office–the better to protect her, she’d said. She was blissfully alone for the first time in nearly sixteen hours and felt better for it.

Sergeant Lucky Spencer made her uneasy and not in the way she was used to. She didn’t feel the need to step away as much–to keep six feet between them as she did with other men of her acquaitanence. She wondered if this was a turning point in her life.

A bouquet of roses sat on her desk–two dozen, she noted with dawning horror. Her trembling fingers reached out for theivory card tucked between the blood red petals.

I’ll never forget.

The card fluttered to the ground as Brianne squeezed her eyes shut, remembering a bouquet she’d received eleven years before.

She was walking home from the library–just a mere five blocks from her home. It was nearly ten o’clock and most of the streets were quiet.

She could footsteps behind her. She quickened her pace, not bothering to turn her head to see who was behind her. The footsteps disappeared after a few moments and she breathed a sigh of relief–

–which was cut off by an arm banding around her abdomen like steel. She was yanked off her feet and dragged into the near brush, a large hand engulfing her screams.

Brianne sat down in her chair, her face a chilling white. She could remember every moment that had followed as though they had happened yesterday.

The days afterward, however, had been almost a blur–would have been if not for the two dozen red roses hand delivered to her parents’ house. With a card that said, I’ll never forget.

For four years after that night, two dozen red roses had appeared on the anniversary of that day. Always with the same message. But they had stopped and she’d wondered if maybe it was finally over.

She looked at the mess of petals and shivered.

Gatehouse: Living Room

“I will never understand geometry,” Brooke huffed. She shoved her hair out of her face. “I don’t understand proofs–as long as I get it the answer right, why does it matter how I did it?”

“I’d agree with you if you had gotten the answer right,” Lucas smirked. He took the pencil from her hand and erased the number she’d written at the bottom. “If you hadn’t skipped a math last year, you wouldn’t be in this situation right now.”

She snorted. “Yeah, I would have been in it last year.”

“Brooke, baby,” Lois called from the kitchen. “Can you get the mail? I’m expecting a contract.”

Brooke got up from the couch and opened the front door. She tugged a huge stack of mail from the mailbox next to the door. “There’s something here from L&B, a bunch of bills–a magazine for animal owners, weird, and hey–a package for me!” She tossed the rest of it on the desk and ripped open the manila envelope.

“Brooke, stop stalling and get over here,” Lucas told her. He glanced up to see her chalk white face staring at a scrap of fabric. “Brooke?”

“It’s my…shirt.” She swallowed hard. “From–from t-that night.” She looked up and met his worried eyes. She moved the scrap of dark material into his view. “I–I don’t understand.”

Lucas jumped to his feet and yanked the package out of her hands. He dug inside the envelope for the slip of paper–with a messily scrawled message.

I’ll never forget.

He swallowed the bile that rose in his throat. “I’ll call Mac.”

Kelly’s

“I am starving,” Carly declared as she unwound her scarf from her neck and tossed it on the back of a chair. Steven grinned and hung his jacket on the back of his own chair before taking a seat.

“Then it’s a good thing we ran into each other,” Steven replied. He took his pager out of his pocket and set it on the table. “Let’s cross our fingers that nothing happens and I don’t get called in.”

“It’s Sonny’s night with the boys so it’s just as well I’m not eating alone,” Carly sighed. She scanned the menu she knew by heart. “I am definitely in mood for some of Ruby’s Chili. You?”

“Too spicy for me,” Steven mused. He perused the menu. “I definitely want some junk food though. They replaced our candy and chip vending machine with some natural crap.” He shuddered. “The last thing I want to see after an hour in the ER is a granola bar.”

Carly snorted. “Then you would have lost your mind living with Sonny. His idea of junk food was oatmeal cookies. I had to get Courtney to smuggle Oreos when I was pregnant with Morgan.”

“But Sonny probably knew,” Steven remarked. “Seems like a guy who had a pretty good idea of what went down in his own house.”

“He pretended to ignore it. After the hell of a summer I’d had, he wasn’t going to make a big deal over some cookies,” Carly murmured. She glanced up from the menu. “It doesn’t bother you to talk about Sonny?”

“Nope. This isn’t a date,” Steven said, setting his menu down with a mischievous grin. “We’re just a couple of friends having a friendly dinner.”

“Mm,” Carly murmured, arching an eyebrow. “So, friend, how was your day?”

Steven sighed and sat back. “If you discount the actual work shift, not so good. My sister and I had lunch today and she’s depressed as all hell.”

Carly frowned. “What’s wrong with her?” She glanced at the counter, but the servers were no where to be found. Typical Kelly’s.

Steven shifted in his seat, a bit uneasy. “You want the honest answer?”

“That means the Muffin is having a thing with Jason,” Carly said, resigned. She plucked a sugar packet from the canister on the table and twisted in her fingers. “What happened?”

“Well,” Steven began reluctantly, “apparently, they were having breakfast yesterday and his ex-wife caused a huge scene during which Jason didn’t say word one and Elizabeth was a little irritated by that fact but I guess once he started throwing the word mistake around, it really kind of pissed her off.”

“Ah, well that’s understandable.” Carly shrugged and tried to catch Mike’s eye as he served someone at the counter. “I tell you, pissed off is not what I would be if someone referred to me or my kid as a mistake.”

“I’m sure he didn’t mean that,” Steven shrugged. “Bits has always heard one thing and decided it means another. And I’ve talked to Jason, he makes it easy to draw the wrong conclusion.”

“Yeah, but Jason’s been acting weird about this whole thing since it started,” Carly sighed. “I mean, I understand on some level why he hid the whole thing. I mean, I would not have been understanding at all if the whole thing had come out a year ago. I would have thrown tantrums, given Elizabeth ultimatums, offered money to certain people to leave town–” she grinned. “It would not have been my finest hour and my reaction would paled next to Sonny and Courtney. Those two have self-absorption in common. Nothing is more important than how something it affects them.”

“Yeah, I get that idea,” Steven agreed.

“Anyway, in the old days, that still wouldn’t have stopped Jason. If he had a son, nothing would have kept him from being with him and if he loved Elizabeth, nothing would have stopped them from being together. But to go to all the trouble to avoid telling anyone? Living apart, sneaking around?” Carly shook her head. “It’s not right. And I’m very surprised Elizabeth held out as long as she did before things started to go to shit.”

“She never thought it would be this long,” Steven admitted. “So you don’t think he loves my sister?”

“No, unfortunately, I think he does,” Carly sighed. “But something’s changed in Jason since he divorced Courtney–since before that really. Courtney…she miscarried a child while they were together, but she never told Jason she was pregnant and didn’t tell him she’d miscarried until after well after it happened. I guess something in Jason kind of…closed off.” She studied her hands. “And right around the time he found out about the miscarriage, his sister Emily nearly died from the cancer she was going through. It was not a good time for Jason and right in the middle of all that, he started this…whatever it was with Elizabeth and I gotta wonder, if he’d been…if things had been different, would it have happened?”

“So you think he regrets it,” Steven said slowly.

“No,” Carly replied quietly. “Jason has a lot of regrets but I don’t think that’s one of them. Anyway, I think Jason’s problem is that he essentially repeated a pattern that hasn’t been seen since he had his accident all those years ago.”

“What pattern is that?” Steven asked.

“Acting without thinking,” Carly said simply. “Following an impulse. He slept with me when he was dating Robin. Not because I was irresistible or he didn’t love her. He didn’t understand the concept of fidelity. He had feelings…and he needed an outlet. He honestly didn’t understand that what he did would hurt Robin and after he understood that concept, he changed. He developed self-control. He never acted without considering the consequences and mapping out a very direct plan. And he’s been that way for almost a decade.”

“But not last year,” Steven said.

“Not for the last two years,” Carly corrected. “I can honestly say that since the moment your sister walked out on him, Jason has been walking a very tight line and it snapped when he found out Cameron was his son. When Elizabeth left him, he did nothing but his work. He married Brenda, he slept with Courtney-and then married her. He claimed paternity of Sam’s baby–he made a lot of decisions that he wouldn’t have. But Elizabeth knocked him off balance and I don’t think anyone saw that. Certainly not me, his best friend,” she said with a self-deprecating smile.

“So what’s the reason for his behavior now?” Steven questioned.

“He’s trying to get back in balance. Think out his actions, map his plan out. He won’t be with Elizabeth, not fully, until he’s sure it’s right. Not just for him, but for her and I’ll tell you, I’ve never seen Jason be more self-sacrificing than when he thinks he’s protecting her.”

Before Steven could respond, Mike approached their table to take their orders.

PCMB: Brianne’s Office

Lucky was slipping his cell phone into his back pocket when he entered Brianne’s office. He didn’t notice her pallor at first, didn’t notice the fixed stare on the bouquet of flowers. “Brianne, I have to call in someone to take over for a day or two.”

Brianne didn’t answer.

“My sister just called,” Lucky continued, “and my grandmother–” His eyes focused on the scene in front him. “What’s wrong?” he demanded. “Where did the roses come from?”

“They were waiting for me when I got in this morning,” Brianne said. Her eyes met his and for the first time, he saw the shadows. He saw the terror. “He’s never going to leave me alone.”

Lucky approached the desk and spied the card on the floor. “Who won’t leave you alone?” he asked carefully.

Brianne snapped to attention suddenly. Her eyes cleared and just like that, she was in control again. “I’m sorry, you said someone would be covering you for a few days?”

Lucky cleared his throat and reluctantly accepted the change in subject. “My grandmother had a heart attack,” he said quietly. “My sister’s at the hospital. Me and my brother are the only family in town, so…I have to take a few days. Tonight at least. I’ll call in a replacement–”

“No!” Brianne said sharply, rising to her feet. She coughed and straightened the front of her suit jacket. “I mean, you’ve already moved into my apartment. I–I’ll go with you to the hospital. I can easily work in a waiting room or–wherever.” She clasped her hands in front her. “I don’t–I don’t want someone I don’t know…sleeping in the room next to me.”

“Okay,” Lucky agreed, a little confused. “I’ll take you by your apartment tonight then. You can stay at my…” He hesitated. “My family’s place,” he settled on. It was no longer Luke and Laura Spencer’s home, but it was still the Spencer family’s place of residence. “That’s where I’m going to be when I’m not at the hospital.”

“That’s–that’s probably for the best,” Brianne nodded. He wouldn’t be able to find her there. He wouldn’t know to look for her there.

“Do you want to take these with you?” Lucky asked, indicating the roses.

She shook her head quickly. “No! I–can we throw them out?” she asked, her voice tinged with desperation.

“Sure.” He lifted them. “Let’s go.”

She grabbed her jacket, tossed some files in her bag and hurriedly left the office. Lucky bent down and pocketed the card before following her.

Harborview Towers: Jason’s Penthouse

Jason dropped his keys on the desk and watched Sam carefully as she curled up on the couch. “Do you need anything?”

“No.” Sam sighed. “You don’t have to watch me, Jase. I’m sure you’d rather be with Elizabeth.”

Jason cleared his throat and sat at the other end of the couch. “She doesn’t exactly want to be with me,” he said hesitantly.

Sam frowned and looked at him. “I don’t understand. I thought things were going well.”

“They never do with Elizabeth,” Jason sighed. He turned and looked towards the dark fireplace. “It’s becoming clear to me that no matter what we feel each other, we just don’t seem to work when we step out of our own world.”

Sam snorted. “That’s an excuse and you know it. You guys let outside people bother you. You most of all. Forcing that poor girl to be a single mother while you dithered over who to tell first for four months.” She folded her arms and looked at the blank television screen. “Elizabeth either has no spine or more patience than a nun.”

He narrowed her eyes. “Sam–”

“Oh, give it a rest, I’m not insulting her. We both know that she loves you. She trusted you to handle the situation your way, and your way was to hide her like something to be ashamed of, like she and Cameron were dirty secrets. I don’t understand why you couldn’t just tell Sonny and Carly to bite your ass and get over that which does not concern them but hey, maybe I’m just my own person.” Sam glared at him. “You’re an idiot. I bet you tell yourself that a lot–you and Elizabeth only work when you’re alone. I bet that’s a real good way to let yourself off the hook. It’s you that never comes through, Jason. Not her, not Sonny, not Carly. It’s you. You didn’t deliver.”

Jason exhaled slowly. “Are you mad at me?” he asked, bewildered.

“Yes.” Sam stood and winced. “I’m angry because you have your chance. You have a son, you have someone who loves you–who values you. I don’t. I lost my baby, I lost Sonny. I lost my brother. I keep losing and you keep winning and it feels like you don’t even want it!” She pointed at him. “If you let Elizabeth walk away because you wallowing in your pit of misery, then you will have no one to blame but yourself. And I don’t want to hear about it anymore.”

She whirled around and went upstairs. A few moments later, he heard her bedroom door slam and he exhaled slowly, wondering if maybe Sam didn’t have a point.

114 Constabulary Road

It was a two story, four bedroom house that seemed to have leapt right off a magazine cover–with its snow white paint job and pretty blue shutters. Alexis wondered if she were in the middle of a fifties sitcom–with color that is.

“We’re certainly not going to buy it because my daughter picked it out randomly,” Alexis said as she and Ric moved through the front hallway. “I mean, that would be ridiculous.”

“Yes,” Ric agreed. “It would. However, if we were to buy it because it’s in a good neighborhood, close to both our offices and to the hospital, as well as the school–that would be quite sane.”

“Well, yes,” Alexis allowed. She frowned at the wide staircase. “It just–a Cassadine does not belong in an all-American house. It just–feels wrong.”

“You’d rather a few cobwebs in a corner?” Ric suggested with smirk. “Perhaps a parapet–”

Alexis shuddered. “Anything but that,” she muttered. “I’d end up tossing the wrong person off it again.”

“What was that?”

“Nothing,” Alexis replied with a quick smile. She trailed her fingers over the oak railing. “Do you like the house?”

“It’s a good house,” Ric shrugged. “It’s in a good area. It makes sense to buy it. And the fact that Kristina picked it means she’s predisposed to liking it and we do want to make her happy, don’t we?”

Alexis sighed. “If anyone finds out that we bought it because Kristina picked it, we’ll never live it down.”

General Hospital: ER

Lesley Lu Spencer was curled up in one of the uncomfortable waiting room chairs, her blonde hair a tangle down her back, her blue eyes red from crying. She didn’t see her brother until he had kneeled down in front of her. “Hey,” he said softly.

“Hey,” Lulu whispered hoarsely. She took his hands and sat up. “They haven’t come out–or told me anything yet.” She wiped her cheeks with the backs of her hand. “But Grandma’s gonna be okay, right? I mean, she has to be okay.”

“She’ll be fine,” Lucky murmured. He kissed her forehead. “Grandma’s strong. She’s always been a fighter.”

Lulu nodded and sniffled. “She’s all I have,” she said brokenly.

“Lu, that’s not true,” Lucky said softly. “You have me, Nikolas…” he swallowed. “Dad.”

She laughed bitterly, the tears streaming down her cheeks again. “I never see you or Nik and Dad might be as well as be dead for all I care.”

“Lu…” Lucky shook his head and stood. “I’ll go check on Grandma’s condition.” He turned and saw Brianne standing awkwardly a few feet away. “Lu, this is…” he hesitated. “Brianne’s a friend from work.”

“Hi,” Brianne said softly. She came forward and hesitantly put her fingertips on Lucky’s arms. “I’ll sit with her,” she told Lucky. “Go see about your grandmother.”

He lifted her hand from his sleeve and squeezed it in thanks, ignoring the way her body went stiff at the touch. “Thanks.” He left the waiting room to track down a doctor.

Brianne set her bag and coat down in a chair and sat next to Lulu. “Lucky tells me you’re fifteen,” she said.

Lulu sniffled and nodded. “Yeah. I’ll be sixteen next month.” She rubbed her arms. “So you and Lucky, I didn’t know he was seeing anyone.”

“Oh–” Brianne shook her head. “We’re not–we just work together–” She bit her lip, a little flustered. “I work at the DA’s office. We’re working on a case together.”

“It’s nice that you came down with him,” Lulu said. She ran her fingers through her hair. “I just–I didn’t even know she was sick.”

“Heart attacks don’t always come with signs to look for,” Brianne murmured. “My father…had three and we never knew it was coming until they were over.”

“She was cooking dinner and I heard this-this thud,” Lulu whispered, horrified. “I just–I’ve never been so scared in my whole life.”

Nikolas burst through the waiting room doors, Emily and Elizabeth just behind him. “Lulu?”

“Nikolas.” Lulu jumped to her feet. “I didn’t think you get here so fast.”

Nikolas crossed the room and enveloped his little sister in bear hug. “I nearly broke every traffic law getting from the docks to the hospital,” he told her.

“I bear witness to that,” Emily said with a shaky smile. She looked to Brianne. “I–I’m Emily Cassadine,” she said, offering her hand.

Brianne hesitantly took it. “Brianne Joyce–I’m prosecuting your cousin’s case.”

“Oh, right–Brooke’s mentioned you.” She looked to Elizabeth. “Remember?”

“She thinks the world of you,” Elizabeth said. “Elizabeth Webber.” She didn’t offer her hand for whatever reason and Brianne was grateful.

Monica Quartermaine came into the waiting room, Lucky at her side. “Lesley’s stabilized,” she announced.

Lulu began crying again and buried her face in Nikolas’s neck.

“Thank God,” Emily murmured, taking Elizabeth’s hand and squeezing it. “Lesley’s the heart of the family,” she explained to Brianne. “Ever since Laura…” she trailed off and looked away.

Lucky crossed to Brianne. “I’m just going to stop in and see her for a few minutes and then we’ll stop by your place, okay?”

“Okay,” Brianne nodded, flushing. She hoped his family didn’t think that something…else was going on.

“We were thinking of staying at the house tonight, too,” Emily said, flashing a sympathetic smile to Brianne. “So we can be closer to Lesley and with Lulu.”

“Do you want me to get Cam from my grandmother and stay, too?” Elizabeth asked. “It’d be no problem to pack us up and take a guest room.”

“I would,” Lulu said, wiping her face again. “I don’t want to be alone in that house tonight. Do you have anyone else who can come? Friends, family, strangers on the street?” she asked with a faint smile.

“We have to stop by the memorial,” Elizabeth reminded Emily.

“Right, right.” Emily sighed. “We’ll go now…” she looked to Nikolas. “You can get a ride with Lucky, right?”

Nikolas pulled away from Lulu. “Lu, there’s a memorial for Jason Morgan and Sam McCall’s baby tonight. I have to go for a while, okay?”

“Okay,” Lulu nodded. “But come over right after?”

“Definitely,” Emily kissed her cheek.

Queen of Angels Church

It was small and short ceremony. There was no casket to weep over, no memories to share. Just a group of people and a priest. Jason, Sam and Sonny sat in the front pew, Emily sat with her husband in the behind her brother. Jax snuck in and sat next to Elizabeth in the back. Monica was seated next to Alexis and Ric on the other side of the church.

After a short reading, Sam went to the front and cleared her throat. “I thought it would feel odd to be standing up here, to speak about a daughter that I only held after she was gone–” she closed her eyes and took a deep breath. “I think about the idea that I will never see Adella smile, see her open her eyes, hear her voice–that I will never watch her grow up.” She swallowed hard. “I think about all that I can never have and it is so difficult to get up and face the rest of the day. So I’m not going–I’m not going to think about that anymore.”

 

Her voice broke. “I’m going to think about the first time I felt her flutter inside. The first kick. When I saw my baby on the ultrasound. I’m going to think about all that I was given instead what I can’t have. There are some women who never get that chance and I am thankful that I had her in my life at all.” She bowed her head and took another deep breath and waited a moment until she could go on. “She gave me a dream–and she gave me a future. I never wanted children until I was pregnant. And now…I want a family. I want a child.”

 

She closed her eyes. “So thank you, my sweet little princess, for showing me a life I never dreamed I could have.”

January 13, 2015

This entry is part 4 of 17 in the Fiction Graveyard: Shadows #1

Jason hesitated, held himself back from speaking. He knew if he answered Michael right now, the answer would be yes and that was wrong.

Wasn’t it? Sonny was Michael’s father.

But Sonny was irrational–had said things that Michael never needed to hear. The damage was done and it would take a very long time for Michael to trust him again.

But hadn’t Jason promised Michael long ago that he’d never let anyone hurt him?

“Jason?” Michael broke into his thoughts. “You don’t want me either do you?”

“No, Michael, that’s not it at all,” Jason stood up. “I can’t–I don’t have any legal right to have custody of you.”

“But that’s not what I asked,” Michael protested. “If the judge said it was okay and Mommy does, too, can I live with you?”

“If that happens, yes,” Jason agreed finally–confident that it wouldn’t. No judge would give the child to the brother-in-law. Right?

“Okay,” Michael remarked satisfied. “That’s all I wanted to know. I’ll talk to the judge then so I can tell him I want to live with you.” He slid off the chair and disappeared into the living room.

Jason heard a sound coming from the other side of the room and turned to see Elizabeth in the doorway. “I forgot my water,” she murmured as she went to the counter. She grabbed it and hesitated. “Jason?”

“Yeah?” he asked, praying she’d say nothing about Michael and the custody situation.

“When I write to Emily…can I tell her what’s going on?” she asked. “I want her to know the truth.”

Jason hesitated and considered it. “I trust Emily–she won’t say anything. And I’ll give her my help in getting Nikolas acquitted. Yeah, you can tell her.”

“Thanks.” She cleared her throat. “I’ll just go back to my room, then.”

Two Days Later

“Take care of the baby,” Michael said solemnly as he hugged Elizabeth tightly.

“I promise if you promise to take care of yourself,” Elizabeth kissed the top of his head. “Be good.”

“Okay.” Michael looked at Jason. “Aren’t you going to say goodbye?”

Yes,” Jason remarked with a small smile. “Go wait in the car.”

Michael ran over to the passenger side and climbed in. Once the door was shut, Jason looked back at Elizabeth, all traces of humor and emotion gone from his face. “Do you have the letters?”

“Yeah.” She pulled them out of her pocket and handed them to him. “Is there anything else?”

“I don’t know how soon I can come back–there’s a lot going on at home so if you need anything, just call me and I’ll get it set up. There’s no one here but you but I arranged for a local woman to come in twice a week and she’ll probably leave some pre-cooked stuff. I set you up with a doctor who’s on vacation here for the next few months. He’ll come by sometime next week.” Jason rubbed the back of his neck. “I think that’s everything.”

“Sounds like it,” Elizabeth remarked dully. She thought about telling him good luck with the custody hearings and whatnot but he’d made it clear two days ago that this was no more than a repayment of old debts.

“Goodbye,” Jason said.

“See you later,” she murmured watching him walk to the car. She wrapped her arms around herself.

“She looks sad,” Michael commented, sitting on his knees and looking into the rearview mirror.

“Put your seatbelt on and sit right,” Jason remarked, consciously not looking at Elizabeth standing by the front steps.

“But she looks sad,” Michael protested. “We can’t leave her while she looks like that.”

“Michael, put your seatbelt on,” Jason repeated.

“No.” Michael crossed his arms. “Did you apologize for what you said?” he asked.

Jason closed his eyes and sighed. “You’re only seven years old. How can you possibly be this smart?” he muttered. He glanced in the rearview mirror and his heart sank at the sight of Elizabeth standing there, looking completely isolated and alone.

“Why don’t I stay here with her?” Michael suggested cheerfully.

“Why don’t you stay in the car, sit right in your seat and put that seat belt on?” Jason countered. He opened the door and went back to Elizabeth.

“Is something wrong?” Elizabeth asked concerned.

“Yeah. I need to apologize for the other day,” he told her. “I’m not doing this because you saved my life or let me stay with you or did any of the other hundred things you did before, okay?”

“Okay,” Elizabeth said, frowning. “Then why are you doing this?”

“Because you would do it for me–because you didn’t really need a reason to pull me out of the snow all those years ago other than you didn’t want to see me die. I don’t want to see you in jail. I’m doing this because I can.” He hesitated. “Because you’re important to me and I protect the people who are important to me.”

She managed a weak smile then. “Okay. Friends?” she asked hopefully.

“Friends,” Jason confirmed.

“Then I can do this.” She stepped forward and wrapped her arms around neck, embracing him tightly. “Take care of yourself, okay? And take care of Michael. He needs you.”

“He needs his parents,” Jason said softly, burying his face in her long, silky hair.

“He needs you,” Elizabeth repeated. She pulled away and kissed his cheek.

“If you say so. I should go, though.” He kissed her forehead. “Take care of yourself and call…so I know everything’s okay here, all right?”

“All right.”

When he got back in the car, Michael smiled at him. “Much better.” He put his seatbelt on. And this time when he looked in the rearview mirror, Elizabeth was smiling.

Monday Morning

Michael cleared his throat and held his mother’s hand tightly. “I already told you who I want to live with.”

Judge Peters took a deep breath and studied Carly’s blotchy face. “Mrs. Corinthos, is this a satisfactory solution for you?”

“Yes,” Carly said. She looked down at Michael. “It breaks my heart but I love my son and if this is what he needs to be happy, then I want to give it to him.”

“Michael, please sit down.” Michael obeyed the judge and Carly stood behind him. “I want you to tell me exactly what happened the night before you left for your vacation on Monday.”

“Mommy and Sonny were arguing,” Michael began. “Aunt Courtney were telling them to stop it and when Uncle Jason got there, he convinced Mommy to leave.” He smiled then. “Everyone always listens to him. He’s really smart.”

Carly smiled through her tears. “Yeah, he is, baby.”

“I didn’t want to go home with Sonny because I knew he’d be angry and sometimes he throws things and it’s scary. So I went to Uncle Jason’s and he made me something to eat and I watched cartoons. I fell asleep. When I woke up, Uncle Jason was gone but I could hear his voice across the hall. He and Sonny were arguing.” Michael hesitated. “I–I went over and I heard Sonny say that he wished he never adopted me. That I was just a whore’s bastard and if I loved Uncle Jason so much, why didn’t I just live with him?”

Carly closed her eyes, tears streaking down her cheeks. “You can’t let Michael go back there,” she pleaded with the judge. “Anywhere but into that home.”

“I agree, Mrs. Corinthos. Michael, the last time we talked, you were not calling your father by his first name. Why did that change?”

“Uncle Jason told me that a daddy is someone who loves you and always protects you. And I don’t think Sonny is my father. He’s mean and he yells a lot. I asked Uncle Jason that if he’d be my daddy again like he used to be.”

“Used to be?” Judge Peters inquired.

“When Michael was first born, I experienced post-partum depression. A very bad case of it and I left my son in Jason’s care. He named him, took care of him and for the next year, Jason was his father. He would have remained that way had a third party not informed the biological father who then sued for custody.”

“And Jason was a good father?”

“The best,” Carly whispered. “He took a picture of Michael every single day so I could see how much he’d changed when I wasn’t there. He read to him–books about different countries and he has this stuffed giraffe from that time with Jason. You have it still right?”

“Yeah, I still sleep with it,” Michael admitted with a sheepish smile.

“I have albums of pictures of Michael with Jason when he was a baby. I could show them to you if you’d like.”

“There’s no need. I will need to speak with Mr. Morgan about this but I’m just about ready to make my decision about the custody arrangements. I will more than likely award custody of your younger son to you, Mrs. Corinthos. He is but a few months old and he needs to be with his mother but…” Judge Peters glanced at one of the documents. “Michael’s birth certificate still has Jason listed as the father, were you aware of that?”

“No…I thought that changed when Sonny adopted him.”

“Well…it should have.” Judge Peters frowned. “I’ll look into the adoption. It might not have been finalized. Well, in any case, I will award custody of Michael to Jason once I have had a chance to speak with him.”

“He’s outside,” Michael jumped up and dashed from the room. Carly stared after him and wiped her eyes.

“It’s strange.” She turned back to the judge. “It tore me apart thinking that I’d lose my boys to Sonny but knowing that Michael’s going to Jason…it only makes me feel good inside.”

Judge Peters smiled. “It’s clear Michael knows what he wants. He obviously still loves you very much, Mrs. Corinthos.”

Michael all but dragged Jason in. “Here he is. Uncle Jason, the judge says I can live with you.”

Jason stared at the judge for a moment before looking Carly, stricken. “I–”

“No…it’s okay.” Carly kissed his cheek. “I never should have let Michael be taken from you in the first place, Jason. You are the only person in Michael’s life who’s ever put him first.”

Carly knelt in front of her eldest son. “Mr. Man, I love you so much and I am so proud of you.”

“You’re really not mad at me?” Michael asked hopefully. “Because I’ll live with you if you really want it.”

“I do want it but I–I think you’re making the right decision, baby.” Carly hugged him tightly. “But you visit me all the time and maybe spend some nights. I’ll miss you too bad otherwise.”

“Carly…I don’t want to separate you from him,” Jason said, shaking his head. “I can’t do that.”

“You can and you will.” Carly stood. “He needs you, Jason. And you’ve always needed him. Please–let me make this right.”

She kissed the top of Michael’s head and left.

Judge Peters cleared his throat. “Mr. Morgan, I need to know if you’re willing to take custody of Michael if I award it to you.”

“Please, Uncle Jason?” Michael asked, slipping his hand into Jason’s. “I’ll be good and I’ll eat all my vegetables and do my homework, I promise.”

Jason shook his head. “Michael, you don’t have to do anything extra. Of course I’ll take custody if that’s what Michael wants and what you think is best.”

“I’ve been meeting with Michael for the past two weeks and the only time I’ve seen him this excited and happy is when he talks about you. I’m making you Michael’s legal guardian, Mr. Morgan. There is some paperwork for you to sign which I’m sure your lawyer can take care of with you.”


Michael ran into the elevator and jumped up and down. “Come on, come on. You promised I could call Liz if I ate all of my green beans.”

Jason entered the elevator and pushed the floor for the penthouses. “First of all, I need you to do me a favor and don’t talk about Elizabeth unless we’re in the penthouse, okay?”

“Okay, why?” Michael asked.

“Because it’s sort of a secret that she’s on vacation. And secondly, I didn’t say we were definitely going to call today, okay?”

Michael pouted. “But I wanna tell her that I’m living with you for good. Hey, when can we get my stuff from my old room?”

“As soon as we can, buddy.” Jason led him out of the elevator on their floor and fished his keys out of his pocket.

“Michael!” Sonny called from his side of the hallway. He smiled and stepped towards his son. “Hey–hey, I was hoping we could talk.”

Michael shook his head and moved to Jason’s side. “I don’t want to talk to you.”

Sonny frowned. “Listen, Michael, I know you met with the judge today and I wanted to tell you that I was sorry. It’s been–it’s been really tough this last month without your mom around and I didn’t mean to say those things to you.”

“Sonny, now’s not a good time,” Jason tried to caution him.

“Jason, look I appreciate your concern but this is between me and my son, okay?”

“You’re not my daddy anymore,” Michael declared. “And I’m not your son. Remember? You told Jason that I was just a whore’s bastard.”

Sonny paled. “You heard that?”

“I heard everything you said to him,” Michael said accusingly. “And I didn’t understand a lot of it but I’m not stupid. You don’t love me. You don’t love Morgan. You like using us to hurt Mommy and I’m letting you do it anymore. I told the judge what you said and I told him that I wanted to live with Jason because he’s my real daddy.”

Sonny shook his head. “No, Michael, I’m your father. Jason’s just a friend, remember? We talked about this.”

“Fathers don’t say things like that and they don’t leave their kids’ suitcases in the hallway and they don’t say they wished they’d never adopted their kids,” Michael retorted. “I don’t want to live with you anymore. The judge says I can live with Jason.”

“Sonny,” Jason began, “this wasn’t the way I wanted to tell you but the judge awarded me custody of Michael and…I’m sure you already know that Carly got custody of Morgan.”

“Morgan’s with Leticia…” Sonny said faintly. He blinked and his eyes darkened. “You think you’re going to get away with stealing my son?” he yelled.

“Michael, listen, go inside, okay?” Jason said. He handed him the key. “Go inside and make that phone call we were talking about.” He fished his cell phone out of his pocket. “Do you know how to use the address book on this?”

Michael nodded. “Yeah, what’s she under?” he asked, remembering the fact it was a secret.

Jason leaned forward to whisper it in his ear. “Spain.”

“Okay.” Michael fumbled with lock for a moment but then he was inside.

“I’ll appeal this decision,” Sonny raged. “That’s my kid–”

“You listen to me, Sonny and you listen good because I am only going to say this once,” Jason said softly. He stepped towards his best friend. “You are in no condition to take care of your boys. When I arranged for Carly to have full custody of Michael, you promised me that you would take care of him and love him like your own–”

“I have,” Sonny cut in bitterly, “until you came home and kept trying to out do me–”

“But all you’ve done is hurt and confuse him. I warned you I wasn’t going to let you use the boys to hurt Carly. After what you pulled last weekend, I’m more than willing to keep Michael away from you. Stay away,” Jason warned.


Michael accidentally called someone else before he finally managed to call Elizabeth. The phone rang a few times before a sleepy voice answered it. “Jason? What’s wrong?”

“It’s Michael,” he announced. “How come you knew I was using Uncle Jason’s phone?”

“Caller ID…and he’s the only one with this number.” Elizabeth sleepily sat up in her bed and rubbed her eyes. “What’s up? Is anything wrong?”

“I–I don’t know. I talked to the judge today and he gave me to Uncle Jason so he’s my daddy again except Sonny was waiting for us when we got home and now they’re outside yelling at each other.”

Elizabeth hesitated, wondering what to deal with first. “Hey, Michael, you know your uncle can take care of himself. He and Sonny are friends–I’m sure it’ll be okay.”

“Sonny sounded really angry though…” Michael sniffled. “I didn’t mean to make him mad, Liz. Do you think he’ll hurt Uncle Jason?”

“No, no, sweetheart. And hey…don’t you think Jason’s pretty smart?”

“Yeah.”

“And he’s strong, too, right? I mean–I bet between you and me, he’s the strongest person I know, right?”

“Me, too,” Michael said sounding a little brighter. “Thanks, Liz.”

“No problem.”

Jason entered the penthouse at that point and locked it behind him. “Hey, did you get through?”

Michael nodded. “I told her that you’re my dad again and that Sonny was yelling at you.”

“It’s all okay,” Jason assured him. “I promise. Here…let me talk to her. Why don’t you go get changed out of your court clothes, okay?”

“Okay.” Michael handed him the phone and ran upstairs.

“Elizabeth?”

“Hey…I’m not sure whether to say congratulations about Michael or I’m sorry about Sonny.” She stifled a yawn.

“I guess both kind of apply. Did Michael wake you?”

“Yeah–but it’s okay.” She shoved the covers off her legs and struggled to her feet. “Why’d Michael call me anyway?”

“I guess–he really became attached to you last week,” Jason admitted. “The whole flight home and the last three days, he’s been talking about you and how much he likes you. If it’s a bother–”

“No, no, no,” Elizabeth said quickly. “God, it’s fine. I was just surprised. He has so many people there who love him. I didn’t think I really registered for him.”

“Well…you did. As soon as we left the judge’s chambers, he wanted to call you.” Jason cleared his throat. “I gave your letters to Emily, your grandmother and Ric. Emily–she was pretty angry.”

“Yeah…” Elizabeth shifted the phone to her other ear. “I thought she might be. I’ve been thinking about it Jason a-and I want to come home. I want to face the charges. Maybe I’ll get leniency from the court–mitigating circumstances–“

“No, absolutely not, Elizabeth,” Jason refused. “You can’t be sure that you’ll be acquitted and I don’t want to take that chance.”

“But Nikolas doesn’t deserve this,” Elizabeth choked out. She pressed a hand to her chest. “He’s not guilty and because of my selfishness, he’s suffering–“

“Emily was angry,” Jason told her. “Angry that you didn’t come to her before you left. She doesn’t want to see you in jail either. I’m going to help get Nikolas acquitted and she’s agreed. You need to stay away until we’re sure it’s okay for you to return.”

“What did my grandmother say?” Elizabeth asked, changing the subject. “I kept it brief with her–I don’t want her knowing what’s going on so I told her that I wanted to get away from the winter season.”

“I mailed your letter to her,” Jason admitted. “I thought it’d be less suspicious.”

“No, that’s a good idea. Better that way.” She hesitated and he knew why. She wanted to ask about Ric but she didn’t particularly want to ask Jason about him.

“Ric’s having seconds thoughts, too,” Jason volunteered. “But he eventually realized that it’s already done and all he can do is ride it out. This was his plan to begin with.”

“Right.” Elizabeth sighed. “Does the guilt go away?” she asked softly and he knew why she was asking him of all people. “Every time I take a step or feel the baby kick–I think of him and this little ball of acid turns inside of me. I feel like it’s eating me up inside.”

“It never goes away,” Jason admitted in a low voice. “It fades and eventually it’s so small, you don’t notice it and you learn to live with it. But it never really goes away.”

“I guess that’s the best I can hope for. I should–I should let you go. I have to eat breakfast anyway. Give Michael my love…and Jason?”

“Yeah?”

“I really am happy that you got custody. Call me selfish but…I remember when we were first becoming friends and the way you used to talk about being his father…it broke my heart because I didn’t think you were ever going to really get over losing him.” She hesitated. “And I’m just glad…that you’ve got a second chance.”

Jason didn’t know what to say in return to that. She’d been the first person he’d talked about Michael with and she really remained the only one who’d ever really understood what it was like to lose him.

And somehow, he knew she understood exactly what it felt like to get him back. To be happy that Michael would live under his roof again, look at him with all the love and adoration in his eyes–all that trust. To be his father again.

Thanks really couldn’t cover all that he wanted to say to her and because he thought he might tell her all of that–in addition to a few other things, he mumbled something about calling her later and hanging up the phone.

This entry is part 3 of 17 in the Fiction Graveyard: Shadows #1

“Is he okay though?” Carly’s voice was thin and little hard to hear on the overseas call.

Jason leaned against the pillar of the house and watched Michael take off running towards the ocean before jumping feet first into the waves.

“He’s fine,” Jason assured his friend.

“I just can’t believe Sonny did that. That’s got to be enough to get me custody right?” Carly demanded. “You should bring him home so he can tell the judge. Where are you anyway?”

“I needed to take a few days for myself,” Jason hedged. “And when Sonny told me to just take Michael to live with me–I knew I couldn’t leave him there alone. And right now–he’s having fun, Carly. I’ll bring him home at the end of the week.”

“But where–” Jason hung up his cell phone and moved away from the house. He watched Michael leave the ocean and plop onto the sand in front of Elizabeth’s beach chair.

He’d watched Michael attach himself to Elizabeth over the past two days and it worried him–Michael would be leaving in a few days and he would lose her company for who knows how long.

He moved over the sand until he was next to Elizabeth, belatedly noticing that she’d dozed off.

“She looks so funny.” Michael began building a sand castle. “With all that gunk on her nose and she’s not even wearing a swim suit.”

“Well, buddy, she’s having a baby and you know pregnant women can’t do everything you can.”

“How come you had to bring her?” Michael inquired. He thrust his hands into the sand and began digging out a trench for his castle’s moat.

“Well, she didn’t want to fly alone,” Jason tried to explain. “We’re old friends.”

Michael studied his uncle critically. “You’re the only person who’d wear jeans and boots on the beach,” he said shaking his head in disappointment.

“What do you suggest I wear instead?” Jason teased, ruffling Michael’s hair.

“Duh…swim trunks.” Michael rolled his eyes. “For Christ’s sake, Uncle Jason.” He sat back on his heels. “Can I stay with Liz until she comes home?” he asked.

“Sorry, buddy. She’s on extended vacation and we’re going home on Friday.”

“What home?” Michael sniffled. “Yours or Daddy’s?”

Jason hesitated. “Well, your mom wants you to tell the judge what Sonny said.”

“No!” Michael yelled. He leapt to his feet. “I don’t want to talk to the judge!” In his anger, he kicked his beach pail and it flew through the air and hit Elizabeth.

Right in the abdomen.

She woke with a start and clutched her hand over her belly. “What’s going on?”

“Are you okay?” Jason asked instantly. “Any pain?”

“N-no,” Elizabeth said, blinking her eyes. “What happened?”

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” Michael said. He threw his thin arms around Elizabeth’s neck. “Please don’t be mad at me. I didn’t mean to hurt the baby or yell. I’m sorry.”

“You didn’t hurt the baby,” Elizabeth assured him. She hugged him tightly. “It’s okay, Michael.”

The redhead pulled away and sniffled. Tears were streaming down his face. “It’s wrong to throw things when you’re mad,” he said somberly. “That’s what Mommy tells me every time Daddy throws glasses.”

“Oh…” Elizabeth shifted one of her hands to Michael’s cheek and wiped the tears from it. “You’re just a little boy, Michael. You didn’t mean to hurt anyone. What were you so angry about?”

“Jason says I have to talk to the judge again.” Michael shifted to sit on Elizabeth’s lap. Despite the discomfort, Elizabeth said nothing. “I don’t wanna talk to the judge. Can I stay here with you where there aren’t any judges?”

“You can’t run away from your problems forever,” Elizabeth told him. “What’s wrong with this judge?”

“He keeps asking me to choose and I already chose. Why does he keep asking?” Michael demanded of Jason.

“Maybe he doesn’t think you’re sure,” Jason tried to explain. “Or maybe he wants you to pick one of your parents. I mean–you know that I love you, Michael. But your parents love you, too. And they have the right to keep petitioning the judge for custody of you.”

“But you don’t yell at me and you don’t make me cry.” Michael looked at Elizabeth. “You know Uncle Jason. Don’t you think he’d be a good father?”

Elizabeth bit her lip and glanced at Jason. She knew that he’d never lied to the little boy and that he’d want her to tell him the truth. “Sure,” she said with a smile. “I think he’d be a great father.”

“Why can’t he be my father then?” Michael asked.

“You know…you’re probably ready for some lunch.” Jason stood and pulled Michael to his feet. “Elizabeth?”

“Yeah, I’m coming.” Elizabeth frowned and planted her feet firmly in the sand so she could make the struggle to stand. A moment later, Jason took her hands in his and hauled her to her feet just the way he had Michael. “This is completely inconvenient,” she complained.

Michael giggled. “You waddle like a duck.”

Elizabeth scowled. “Not nice, Michael.”

“I never got to see my mommy when she was at six months,” Michael said, taking Elizabeth’s hand in his and leading her to the house. “You’re really big for only six months, aren’t you?”

Jason couldn’t hide his smile at the innocent question. “Michael.”

“You know, Michael, you’re a great kid and you’re gonna be a heartbreaker when you get older,” Elizabeth began as she began the climb up the steps, “but if I might give you a little tip for dealing with girls?”

“Sure.”

“Big is not a word you want to use.”


“Are you sure you’re okay?” Jason asked after he’d fed Michael and sent him to watch some cartoons. “I mean…that pail…”

“It just startled me,” Elizabeth replied, taking her dishes to the sink. “I’m more upset about Michael,” she told him honestly. “How many times has he seen Sonny get angry?”

“Too many,” Jason sighed. “I keep telling them both that Michael has always been a perceptive kid. Even when he was a baby, he could tell when someone was angry. If your body tensed while you were holding him or you just raised your voice a little, he’d get upset.”

“I guess I don’t understand why they’re putting him through this,” Elizabeth admitted, leaning against the counter. “What’s wrong with joint custody?”

“Neither of them wants to admit defeat,” Jason said bitterly.

“It must be hard for you watch them fight over the boys like this,” Elizabeth murmured, remembering the pain in his eyes when he talked about losing Michael. “Especially Michael.”

Jason cleared his throat. “We’re flying home on Friday,” he told her. “If you’ve got letters for anyone or messages, I’ll need them then. You have my cell phone number right?”

“Yeah.” Feeling a little stung at his sudden withdrawal, she moved across the room and took a bottle of water from the fridge.

“I haven’t lined up a doctor yet, but I’ll have one by the time I leave,” Jason informed her. “I’ll probably fly in one from the States if that makes you more comfortable.”

“That’s fine.” Elizabeth kept her eyes trained on her bottled water. “I don’t know how I can ever repay you.”

“Do you remember when you told me that you couldn’t picture me in jail?” Jason asked.

Elizabeth blinked and frowned as she thought about it. “Yeah–that must have been…over four years ago. When the IRS was investigating you?”

“Yeah. I didn’t understand what you meant then but when I tried to picture you in the same position…I did. After everything you’ve done for me…I couldn’t turn my back.”

“Oh…so this is just repaying old debts,” Elizabeth murmured.

“No, it’s not–” Jason began.

“I’m tired,” Elizabeth interrupted distantly. “I’m going to go take a nap.” She left the room and a few moments later, her bedroom door shut.

“She sounded upset.”

Jason turned to see a curious Michael in the doorway. “Yeah, she did.” Jason rubbed the back of his neck. “Michael, I don’t like the idea of you talking to a judge either. I’ll try to get you out of it, but I can’t promise anything, okay?”

“Okay.” Michael climbed onto the seat he’d vacated only a little while ago. “How long is Liz going to stay here?”

“Until she wants to go home.”

“Is she having the baby here?” Michael inquired.

“Possibly.”

“Are you going to come back and see her?”

“Yes,” Jason confirmed. “What are you getting at?”

“Can I come when you come?” Michael asked.

“I don’t know buddy–it depends on your parents.” He set the last plate in the drying rack before sitting at the table with Michael.

“What’d you say that made Liz upset?” Michael asked. He reached for a banana from the basket in the middle of the table.

“She thinks I came here because I’m grateful to her for some things she did for me.”

Michael studiously peeled his fruit and took a large bite. “Why does that make her mad?” he asked through a full mouth.

“Don’t talk with your mouth full. And sometimes people don’t like to think that you’re doing something for them because they did something for you.”

“Why?”

“Why do you ask so many questions?” Jason teased.

Michael shrugged. “How you supposed to know anything if you don’t ask?” he said. “So why?”

“Good point,” Jason allowed. “I guess because people like to think they mean more than just repaying a favor.”

“Liz wants to know that you care about her,” Michael said. “Is that what you mean?”

“Yeah, I guess.”

“How come if you’re such good friends, I don’t ever see her around you?” Michael asked.

“Because she and your aunt don’t get along very well. And I don’t get along with her husband,” Jason admitted. “She’s married to Ric.”

Michael frowned. “Ric? The man who kidnapped Mommy?”

“Yeah,” Jason sighed. He rubbed his neck.

“Why would she like him?” Michael asked, wrinkling his nose. “He’s mean. And she’s so pretty and nice.”

“You can’t always decide you’re going to care about, Michael,” Jason told him. “Sometimes it happens even if it’s bad for you.”

“Okay but she deserves better.” Michael shifted and finished his banana. “I’m glad you and Aunt Courtney don’t fight like my parents even though you are getting a divorce.”

“We’re not getting a divorce,” Jason frowned. “Who told you that?”

Michael blinked. “Aunt Courtney,” he said.

Jason sat back in his chair and sighed. “Well…I guess she made a decision,” he muttered.

Not noticing his uncle’s mood change, Michael reached for an apple. “I think you should apologize to Liz,” he told him. “Daddy told me that even if Mommy was acting weirdly when she was pregnant that we had to be nice to her anyways and even if we wasn’t wrong, we had to apologize cause pregnant women were specialer than regular women.”

“He’s right. You should always treat a woman with respect, whether she’s your mother, sister, aunt or a stranger on the street but pregnant women deserve even more respect and consideration. It’s not easy to bring another life into this world and it can be really stressful.”

“Is that why Liz is on vacation?”

“Yeah. She needs a break from home,” Jason told him. “And you’re right…I should apologize to her.”

“Good. Maybe she needed a break from nasty Ric,” Michael said, visibly brightened by that idea. “I should tell her so.”

“Michael,” Jason shook his head unable to hide his smile. It didn’t matter that he agreed with his nephew.

“So, you decided to help Liz because you care about her right? Not cause she used to help you all the time?” Michael asked.

“I decided to help her because she’s important to me and you should always take care of the people who are important to you, Michael. It’s part of being a good friend and a good person.”

“Mommy told me once that you took care of me when I was a baby. That you loved me like I was your son.” Michael swung his gaze down to the table. “Is that true?”

Jason’s throat felt thick and he looked away. “Yeah. For a whole year. Your mother was sick and there was no one else. So…I took care of you.”

“So why did you stop loving me?” Michael asked, his lower lip trembling. “Did you not want to be my daddy anymore?” He folded his arms on the table and rested his chin on top of them. “You know…all my daddies leave me. AJ was my daddy and Sonny was, too. Is there something wrong with me?”

“No, no, no,” Jason quickly assured him. He slid off his seat and crouched next to Michael. “There is nothing wrong with you. It’s the people around you. You were the best thing that ever happened to me,” he assured the little boy. “I thought of you as my son,” he admitted.

“Then why did you stop?” Michael asked. He sniffled.

“Because I wasn’t…” Jason closed his eyes. “It’s so hard to explain, Michael. AJ’s your father–by blood. I know Carly’s talked about this with you right?”

Michael nodded. “She said that AJ helped make me but Sonny was my real daddy but he doesn’t want me either.”

“Sonny’s angry,” Jason instinctively explained. “Michael–when AJ found out you were his son, he was angry and he wanted you for himself. I got visitation rights but I knew that it would just be more and more painful and I didn’t want you to get upset every time AJ and I were around each other. You’re such a smart kid, you always knew when people were fighting and I hated knowing I was the reason you were crying.”

“I’m sorry,” Michael sniffled again. He rubbed his eyes.

“It’s not your fault,” Jason assured him. “I just thought it would be better if I removed myself from the situation. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do, Michael, but I thought you would be better off. And when Carly married Sonny, I thought–I thought it would be okay because Sonny would love you the same way he would love any child.”

“But he doesn’t.” Tears started to stream down his cheeks. “I’m just a whore’s bastard and I think that means he’s calling Mommy a bad name and he says he wishes I was never adopted and that means I don’t really have a daddy.” Michael studied Jason. “If the judge says it’s okay and Mommy does, too…can you be my daddy again? For good?”

This entry is part 8 of 13 in the Fiction Graveyard: True To Your Heart

But I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to loose here in this lonely place
Tangled up in our embrace
There’s nothing I’d like better than to fall
But I fear I have nothing to give.
I have so much to loose.
I have nothing to give.
We have so much to lose…

— Sarah McLachlan, Fear


Michael raised a hand to knock his mother’s hotel room hesitantly. Lu had gotten a call from her father, telling her that if Michael was with her, that Carly was staying in Room 456 at the Port Charles Hotel.

It’d taken another twenty minutes for Lu to convince him to go, but in the end, concern for his mother had overridden his anger and he’d gone.

He couldn’t forget that his mother had been kicked out of their home–or what his father–Sonny, he forced himself to think–had said to her. No one deserved that treatment from anyone, much less her husband.

Carly pulled the door open. “Michael,” she said, clearly relieved. “We–”

“We need to talk,” Michael cut in. “You can start with why Dad–Sonny–kicked you out and if you wouldn’t mind, you can round out by telling me why you let me believe he was my father instead of AJ Quartermaine.”

Carly’s face paled considerably, but he had to give her credit. She didn’t back down. “You’re right,” she said, taking a few deep breaths. “We do need to talk.”


Carly’s phone call to Ned had been short. She asked him to drop the twins off at the Spencers. When Ned had hung up the phone in Christie’s room he turned to his wife with sad eyes.

“What’s wrong?” Alexis asked.

Ned didn’t answer. He looked to the Corinthos twins and gave them a smile. “Hey, you’re going to visit your uncle Luke tonight.”

Andrew looked ecstatic while Amanda looked less than thrilled. “I want to talk to Christie,” she complained.

“Ned, can I talk to you in the hall,” Alexis said, standing. Ned followed her and she closed the hospital room door. “What’s going on?”

“Sonny kicked Carly out. She’s staying at the PC Hotel, but doesn’t want the twins alone with him right now, I guess. So, we’re supposed to drop them off at the Spencers.”

Alexis sighed. “I knew he’d react like this. I’m surprised he hasn’t stomped in here with a thousand demands.”

“Yeah….well, he’s barely known for twenty-four hours. Give him time.”

“I feel so bad for her.” Alexis looked back towards the door. “I’m glad the kids seem to be getting along.”

“We could bring them back tomorrow,” Ned offered. “I’m sure Carly would agree. Maybe…maybe we could even bring Eddie by. He misses Christie.”

Alexis wrapped her arms around him and kissed him softly. “I love you,” she murmured.

“Not that I’m complaining,” Ned said, leaning his forehead against hers. “But is there a reason for this sudden affection?”

“You’re just being so wonderful about all this when it’s possible we have to tell Christina the truth.”

Ned sighed. “Yeah…yeah, I know. But until then, let’s just pretend to be happy.”


Emily stared at Laura in shock. “You want me to marry Lucky so people won’t think badly of you?” she repeated, not positive she’d heard her right.

Laura flushed. “No, of course not! That’s not what I meant.”

Emily folded her arms on her desk and leaned forward. “Then what did you mean?”

“I just…I just don’t think you should make decisions based on what you think Lucky feels. If he tells you he loves you, you should trust him,” Laura said.

“Laura, you know that I love you,” Emily began, “but I can’t ignore what I see in front of my face. His eyes light up when someone mentions her name, he gets practically giddy when she’s around and when I told him the other day that Liz was pushing Jason away after the miscarriage, I could almost see the gears turning in her head.”

Changing her tone to a gentler one, she said, “I could ignore it, but I don’t think it’s very fair to me or to this child for its parents to pretend they’re in love just to satisfy some ridiculous people’s out-dated thinking. I still want to raise this child with Lucky–and I want him to be a part of the child’s life, but I can’t settle for someone who’s only with me because he can’t have who he really wants.”

“I just can’t believe that Lucky would still feel that way after all this time,” Laura murmured. “It’s been…what? Ten years almost since they broke up?”

“Lucky and Liz had this once in a life time relationship,” Emily said. “They were each other’s first loves and somehow, Elizabeth has learned to let go of that idea and put it in her past. I have no doubt she adores my brother–I know that she loves Jason more than anything else and that he loves her–that it’s a forever after kind of love.” Emily met Laura’s eyes. “And I know you can relate to how she feels.”

Laura sat back, her eyes a little wide. “Why would you say that?”

“You married Scott Baldwin pretty young, before you met Luke right?” Emily said. “And I know you fell in love with Luke when you were still married to Scott.”

“That’s true,” Laura said softly. “But I couldn’t help it. Luke’s…he’s the other half of my soul.”

“Yes,” Emily agreed. “You and Luke are not only once in a lifetime, you’re forever after. You got lucky that way. But that didn’t stop you from trying again with Scott, right?”

A little unnerved by the blunt way Emily was speaking to her, Laura shifted in her seat. “Yes. Well, I was older. We were different people and I thought my marriage to Luke was over.”

“Liz and Lucky were different people the second time around, and she thought she’d lost Jason. But when it came down to it, neither of you could make the commitment, remember?”

Laura sighed. “I guess. But I just think that if she hadn’t let him believe–”

“As easy as it would be to blame Elizabeth–and believe me,” Emily smiled, “I’ve tried–Lucky even says himself he knew going in that she probably still loved Jason–that she wasn’t over him. He knew she wanted to forget him and he was willing to let her forget Jason with him. That wasn’t a very smart thing to do and Lucky knows that. But that doesn’t change the facts. He’s still in love with her and I shouldn’t have to settle.”

Laura looked away. “Maybe Lucky only thinks he’s still in love with–”

“He thinks he’s in love with me,” Emily said, looking down at the desk. “But a woman knows if a man’s telling the truth when he says it–if she really knows the man, and she looks enough…she’ll find the truth. Lucky will always be my very best friend–but we just don’t work that way.”

“All right,” Laura conceded finally. “Have you decided on a cleaning agency to open Wyndemere?”

Emily smiled at her almost mother-in-law and handed her a piece of papers. “These are the best in the area–do you have a preference?”

“No,” Laura said, shoving the paper back at her. “I trust you.”

“Laura…for what’s worth,” Emily said, meeting her eyes, “I wish it could have been different.”

“Yeah,” Laura sighed quietly. “I do, too. I just want everyone to be happy and right now…no one is.”

Emily frowned. “What does that mean?”

“Well, Elizabeth had the miscarriage, you and Lucky broke up, I think Carly and Sonny are having troubles–and Carly went to Luke for advice, so you know it has to be bad. I think Lu’s trying to help everyone, but she’s going to end up spreading herself too thin, I know that about her. She’s too much like Elizabeth when it comes to helping people. It’s everyone first and herself later. Not to mention, Gia’s cancer and little Christie being sick–everything’s falling apart at once.”

“Yeah,” Emily agreed. “It does seem to be happening that way. I wish there was something we could do.” She tucked a stray piece of hair behind her ear. “Have you seen Liz since it happened?”

Laura shook her head. “I stopped by the hospital, but she was sleeping. And she’s checked out now. Have you?”

“Jason thinks…” Emily sighed and looked at her protruding belly. “Liz is taking this really hard and he thinks that with me being pregnant…now might not be the best time. She was supposed to come today. I called but Lu said she wasn’t there yet.”

“She’s been baby-sitting Dee and Davie,” Laura said. She smiled. “Jason’s so much like Luke–I know he’d hate to admit it, but as much as they love their kids…I think if anything happened to Elizabeth…” Laura shrugged.

“Jason would never forgive himself.” Emily sighed. “He’s a nut like that, y’know? Even if it wasn’t his fault, he’d still think it was. He loves her so much…I’ve never known a love like theirs. He slept on a chair in the hallway of the hospital because she wouldn’t let him in and he refused to leave. That’s love.”

“I just hope…I hope Elizabeth is okay,” Laura said. “You and she are so close to my heart, Emily. Even though you and Lucky broke up, you know that I still consider you a daughter and Elizabeth, too. You were there for Lucky when he really needed friends. Both of you–and you’ve earned your own space in my heart.”

Emily smiled warmly. “Thanks, Laura. You have no idea what that means to me.”


Jason raised an eyebrow. “Say that again.”

Lu sighed and shifted Davie to her lap. “Sonny kicked Carly out, Michael found out AJ’s his dad, so I think maybe Sonny needs your help. I’m here to look after the kids since I know Liz…I know she’s not feeling well.”

“Lu–” Jason began.

“Jase,” Lu cut in. “Look, she’s asleep and it’s late. You know that Liz isn’t going to wake up until the morning. Michael didn’t say it–but I think he’s worried about Sonny. He said this fight was more vicious than he’s ever heard. He’s so mad at Sonny and I think he’s a little ticked off at Carly, but he still loves him.”

“Yeah…” Jason sighed. “You’ll make sure Dee and Davie get to bed?”

“I promise. I just don’t…I don’t think Michael wants Sonny left alone right now. Unless someone makes sure he’s all right.”

Jason stood from the couch and headed to the front door. “Did he say what the fight was about?”

Lu shook her head. “He didn’t hear that part.”

He hesitated before leaving. “How’s Michael?”

“He’s a little thrown,” Lu admitted. “He’s been dealt a very large dose of reality today and I don’t think he was prepared. Michael’s with Carly right now–no doubt demanding answers. Ned and Alexis dropped the twins off at my parents house so they’re in good hands.”

“Thanks, Lu.” Jason pulled the door shut.


“I knew I should have told him,” Carly said quietly. “But every time I wanted to…I remember when someone had done the same thing to me.”

Michael leaned forward on the desk chair he was sitting on. “Who?”

Carly tucked her legs underneath her on the bed. “Her name was Robin Scorpio and she’s Jason ex-girlfriend. It’s part of the secret we kept from you, Michael. When I became pregnant with you…I was in a very bad place in my place. I’ve done a lot of things I’m not proud of.” She took a deep breath. “You know I was adopted right?”

“Right,” Michael nodded. He was going to give his mother the benefit of the doubt and hear her out before he made any judgments.

“I was a very angry person–because I thought that my mother had given me up and now she had this great life here. She was successful, had a good husband and a son of her own.” Even now, the pain of being abandoned still stung and Carly blinked back tears. “So, I did what I always do.”

Michael gave his mother a small smile. “You came up with a scheme that backfired.”

“Actually…this was the one plan that worked,” Carly replied. “I destroyed her life–or so I thought. I stole her husband, but you know Bobbie–she bounced right back anyway. And now they’re remarried. But anyway, Tony and Bobbie divorced and I moved in with him. It wasn’t really that bad–you know because I even liked him a little. He took care of me.”

Telling her son her dark secrets was not something Carly had seen herself doing but here she was–confiding in him in the hopes he’d somehow manage to understand her twisted way of thinking. “But Tony…he was an older man…and well…” she shrugged a little. “I met Jason that way.”

Michael frowned. “I so did not need that image.”

“Sorry. Well, anyway, eventually that ended and we became friends. But a while after that…Tony and I had a fight and I left. I went to Jake’s and I had too much to drink.”

“And AJ was there,” Michael said.

Carly leaned forward. “Michael you were the best thing that ever happened to me. It doesn’t matter why you’re here, but you changed my life. I am so much better because of you–I need you to understand that.” Her dark eyes pleaded with him for understanding.

“Okay, Mom. I understand.” Michael gestured for her to continue.

“This where I start my trend of schemes that backfire,” Carly replied. She looked down at the comforter that covered the bed. “I got back with Tony after that night and I thought…well, I figured Tony never needed to know. But then I found out I was pregnant. And I had…” Carly swallowed hard. “I had no idea who the father was.”

A little stunned, Michael sat back. “You had no idea?”


Jason pushed the already ajar penthouse door open. He frowned when he didn’t see Johnny at his usual post.

Sonny was sitting on the couch, his face away from the door. Jason took in the damage to the downstairs–the smashed bar, the broken chairs, and the broken window.

He closed the door behind him. “Hey.”

“Go away Jason.”

Jason smirked–but there was no humor in it. “You sound like my wife.”

Sonny twisted a little. “Don’t tell me the fairy-tale marriage is on the rocks,” he bit out.

Jason shrugged. “She’s taking the miscarriage hard. So, how was your day?”

Sonny chuckled bitterly. “Since you’re already here, I think you know.”

“I only know that Michael found out about AJ,” Jason answered. “He overheard you and Carly fighting. Why’d you throw her out, Sonny?”

Sonny shrugged his shoulders like it was an everyday occurrence. “She betrayed me again.”

Jason came away from the door and kneeled next to the broken chair. After a quick examination, he declared it a loss. “Mandy and Drew are staying with the Spencers. I think it’d be for the best if they weren’t here tonight.”

Sonny nodded. “Yeah.” He sighed. “Yeah, that’s true.”

Jason studied the broken glass on the floor and idly wondered how much Sonny spent replacing it every time. “You want to tell me what happened?”

“You remember when you found out Alexis was pregnant and you came to tell me?” Sonny asked, his voice monotone.

Jason nodded. “Yeah. She said the baby–” he stopped. “Christina’s your daughter.”

“You always were the sharp one,” Sonny murmured.

“And Carly knew.”

“Yep.” Sonny stared at the fireplace. “Knew all along.”

“So you kicked her out.”

“Yep.”

Jason scrubbed his hands over his face. Which meant Carly was going nuts probably already with a dozen schemes to get him back.

“You sure you want to do that?”

“You know how I am about trust, Jason. Carly knew–and she disregarded it.”

“I also know you have a double standard.”

Sonny’s head jerked up and he glared at him. “What?”

“You keep secrets from Carly all the time–and it’s not always about business,” Jason pointed. He sighed. “Look, you’ve got two kids. You can’t just kick her out because she makes you mad. I’d like to help you out Sonny, but Elizabeth just got home from the hospital today and she’s still…she’s still upset. I don’t want to leave Lu there too long. So, I’m going now. But I want you remember something–you knew exactly who Carly was and what she was like–and you fell in love with her anyway. You make each other happy–you need to decide if that still matters enough.” Jason headed towards the door but turned back just before he left.

“You know…if you need me…you can call me,” Jason said.

“Yeah. Yeah, I know.”


Carly grimaced. “Yeah…I know…I know how bad that seems and it doesn’t get any better.” She paused. “You sure you want to hear this?”

“Uh…yeah,” Michael said after a moment. “I think I need to hear this.” He shook his head to clear his thoughts. Whatever had happened had occurred before his born, nearly seventeen years ago. His mother was different–better now.

“AJ…back then…he had a drinking problem. A very bad drinking problem. Coupled with the crazy Quartermaine family, I didn’t want my child–you–anywhere near him. Since AJ didn’t remember the night…I thought I’d be okay. Tony and I would raise you–it’d all work out.”

“But it didn’t work out that way.”

“No. AJ started to remember, so I schemed to make him think he was drinking again so he’d leave town. It almost worked until he started getting suspicious. He figured it out what happened, did the math and decided the baby could be his.” Carly ran a hand through her hair and sighed. “I tried to hold him off by faking sonogram results, but he wouldn’t let up. Then Tony found out and they both started threatening to take you away from me and I couldn’t let that happen, Michael. You were my child–I was the only person who had a right to raise you.”

Michael nodded, feeling strangely numb. “So what happened?”

Carly shifted a little uncomfortable. “I told everyone you were Jason’s.”

“And he let you get away with that?” Michael said, skeptical.

“He promised to keep my secret. Anyway, after you were born, we found out AJ was your father, but by then, everyone believed it about Jason. I had…I had a bad case of postpartum depression and split town. I left you with Jason.” A smile crossed her face. “Jason raised you as his son for over a year and I still think there’s not a person in this world who loves you more than he does.”

“Jason…was my father for an entire year?” Michael repeated.

“Well, you were kidnapped by Tony and I was a little upset when he only got off with a light sentence…so I, uh,” she smiled sheepishly. “I shot him in open court and went to Ferncliff for a little while.”

Michael smirked. “You shot Tony for me?” He frowned. “Wait. I was kidnapped?”

Carly sighed. “Wow. We really did keep a lot from you. Yeah…Tony went slightly loco when you weren’t his son and he kidnapped you and Robin. You were safe, of course. Not a scratch on you.”

“Oh.” Michael shifted in his chair. Wasn’t everyday you learned you’d been kidnapped. “That must have been tough.”

“I was scared,” Carly agreed. “But Jason tore the town apart when you were gone.”

“So, how’d you end up with Da–Sonny,” Michael said, quickly correcting himself.

Carly sighed. “That’s a whole other story, kid.” She looked outside. “It’s getting late.” She returned her glance to her son. “Mandy and Drew are at the Spencers.”

“Yeah, I know,” Michael said. He studied her. “You okay, Mom?”

“I don’t know. Do you hate me?” Carly asked.

Michael looked down at his hands and thought about it for a while. Finally he raised his head. “I love you, Mom. I don’t always understand the things you do, but you have a valid reason for doing them. Even if the reason worries me.” He gave her a tired smile. “No. I don’t hate you. I’m not real thrilled, but…” he shrugged. “As for Sonny–he had no right to treat you the way he did this afternoon. I don’t care what you did. He had no right to say those things to you or kick you out.”

He stood and sat next to her on the bed. “Whatever you want to do, I’ll support you.”

Carly sighed. “You know…I think you have Jason’s temperament. You sure don’t have mine, Sonny or even AJ’s.”

Michael cracked a little smile. “I can think of worse people to be like.”

“Honey,” Carly said, brushing hair out Michael’s face. “If end up being half as wonderful as Jason, you’re very lucky.” She sighed. “So, I guess you’re not going to the penthouse tonight.”

“No. You want me to stay here, on the couch?”

Carly nodded. “If you want.”

“And tomorrow…we’ll figure everything out.”


 

After paying Lu and sending her home (Lu slipped the fifty Jason had given her in the flower pot–she never took his money. Elizabeth would usually retrieve it.), Jason checked on Dee and Davie who were sleeping peacefully and then he went to bed.

Elizabeth was fast asleep on her side of the bed–it looked like she hadn’t moved since he’d last seen her. He changed and slipped into bed beside her.

On most nights–even if Elizabeth was already asleep–she’d roll over and they’d sleep in each other’s arms.

On this night…she curled into a tight little ball and never moved.

This entry is part 7 of 13 in the Fiction Graveyard: True To Your Heart

It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly
You won’t give up on me
And I shall believe
I shall believe
And I shall believe

— Sheryl Crow, I Shall Believe


Carly nervously took a step back. “Sonny.”

“I never will what, Carly?” Sonny demanded, taking another step closer to her.

Immediately, Ned stepped in front of Carly, feeling guilty for having brought it up. He’d sworn to Alexis that he’d keep Carly’s secret in return for her cooperation and because he’d felt the need to know Carly’s business…well, he felt responsible. “Don’t worry about it, Corinthos. Carly and I were just talking.”

Carly, feeling strangely grateful to Ned Ashton, took a deep breath and stepped around him. “Thanks, Ned. But I think that Sonny and I need…we need to talk.”

“Are you sure?” Ned asked.

Carly nodded, reluctantly. “Yeah.”

“I’m sorry, Carly,” Ned apologized.

“Me, too.” Carly turned back to her husband. “Mandy and Drew are being tested. We can talk about this at home.”

“We’ll talk about this now!” Sonny said, his face turning red with anger.

“No,” Carly said firmly. “We’ll talk about this at home.” She turned to Ned. “Can I leave Mandy and Drew with you and Alexis?”

“You will not leave my children–”

“They’re my children, too,” Carly said, glaring at Sonny. “And if I want them to meet Christina, they will.”

“Carly–”

“Drop it, Sonny,” Carly said. “Besides…I don’t want them anywhere near the penthouse when we have this discussion.”


Lu pushed open the door to her brother’s apartment and turned to Michael. “You ready for this? Because I think he’s gonna be a little tough to handle.”

Michael shrugged. “Can you blame him? His girlfriend just dumped him.”

Before Lu reached Lucky’s bedroom door, she stopped and pulled Michael to the kitchen. “You cannot under any circumstances tell him about what happened at Jason and Liz’s house.”

“Why would I tell him that?” Michael asked, bewildered. “And what does that have to do with anything?”

Lu chewed her lip for a few seconds before saying, “I think he still has feelings for Liz and I don’t want him knowing they’re having trouble.”

“All right,” Michael agreed. “I’m glad Em got out of this situation though–she’s better off.”

“I think so, too.” Lu jerked her heads towards the door. “Come on.”

Lu knocked on Lucky’s door. “Lucky?”

“Lulu, I don’t really feel like visitors today. Can you come back later?” Lucky called.

“I heard what happened,” Lu said. “Missy….you remember my friend Missy, the tall redhead? She works at the Grille. Let me in, Lucky. We can talk about this.”

“Nah. I think I’ll just stay in here for a while.”

“Lucky, don’t make me send Mom in here!” Lu called.

“You didn’t bring her did you?” Lucky asked after a pause.

“No. But she’s just a cell phone call away!”

A few seconds later, the bedroom door was jerked open. “Lulu, can’t–”

“Lu,” she cut in. “I am not five anymore.”

“All right, Lu. Can’t you just let me wallow in my own misery for a while?”

Lu shook her head. “Nope. You know, I’m trying to be supportive to everyone, but you guys all made messes of your lives long before I ever got old enough.”

“Lu–”

“Nikolas called Mom.”

Lucky’s face sobered. “So?”

Lu shot a look at Michael before continuing. “He, Gia and Markie are coming to Port Charles in about a week or so.” She took a deep breath. “Gia’s sick.”

Lucky leaned against the doorframe and closed his eyes. “When you say sick–”

“She’s got breast cancer,” Lu reported. “Now, it’s in its early stages and you know Nikolas is sending her to the best doctors in the world. She’s getting treatment in New York City, so they’re going to stay at Wyndemere while they’re here.”

“Stefan’s not coming is he?” Lucky asked, warily. “He’s gonna stay right in Greece, right?”

“Right,” Lu confirmed. “Anyway, Nikolas and Gia are going to need your support so you’ve got until then to wallow in your misery. Oh, and don’t bother Emily.”

“What?” Lucky demanded, incredulously. “You expect me not to try and get her back?”

“I expect you to use this time to think about what Emily said when you broke up–”

“She’s wrong–I do not still love Liz–”

“Yeah, I know–we’d all like to believe that. So, listen, you take this time and think about what Emily said. Think about it like an objectionable person and see if maybe she doesn’t have a point.” Lu poked her finger in her brother’s face. “But once Nik and Gia get here, everybody’s happy, got it?”

“Got it,” Lucky said.

“Good. Come on, Mike.” Lu grabbed her cousin’s hand and practically dragged him towards the door.


“Daddy? What’s for dinner?”

Jason hesitated in flipping through the channels to find a cartoon that would satisfy both Dee and Davie. Dinner. Suddenly he wished he hadn’t let Lu leave.

It wasn’t that he couldn’t cook. He could–

But if he remembered correctly when he’d gone to make coffee that morning, there was precious little to eat in the cabinets. Elizabeth usually did the grocery shopping, but she obviously couldn’t do it right now.

“Uh…” Jason said, trying to stall for time.

“We eat pizza!” Davie cried, jumping onto his lap.

“No, no, pizza isn’t good–”

“You sound like Unca Sonny,” Davie said.

“All right. Pizza’s fine.”

After ordering the pizza, Jason finally found an old episode of Scooby-Doo that the kids insisted he leave on. He left them on the couch and went upstairs to check on Elizabeth.

She’d come in, kissed the kids and made an attempt to play with them for a while. But then Davie had asked why she wasn’t fat anymore, and she’d shut down. She’d gone upstairs and hadn’t come down since.

He pushed the bedroom door open silently and sighed as he realized she stretched out on the far side of the bed, sleeping.

He entered the room and closed the door behind him. He sat down and ran his hand through her hair. She was in so much pain and all he wanted to do was take it away for her. He knew he should let her figure this out for herself, but he couldn’t help wanting to fix this.

“Jason?” she murmured. She rolled over on her back. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing,” he said softly. “I just ordered pizza and I wanted to see if you were hungry. I’ll bring you up a piece.”

Elizabeth shook her head. “No. I just–I just want to sleep.”

“All right,” Jason agreed. He pressed a kiss on her forehead and got up to leave the room. He looked back when he was at the door, but she’d already rolled back over.


Michael had heard his parents fight countless times over the years–sometimes it was playful, sometimes it was serious.

But he’d never heard it as particular as vicious as it was now. He stood just out of sight in case his mother needed him. He knew Sonny would never hurt her, but Carly had a tendency to overreact and go after people, and he didn’t want to her to do it.

As a result, Michael got quite the earful.

“How could you not tell me?” Sonny yelled.

“I promised Alexis that I wouldn’t!” Carly snapped.

“After everything I’ve done for you–”

“Oh, please, Sonny. Kicking me out every time you didn’t like something I do–yeah, real generous!”

“I took you in, I’ve treated your son like my own–”

At Sonny’s words, Michael froze. He couldn’t mean–he couldn’t possibly be saying–

“That’s not fair and you know it! You wanted to adopt Michael! You wanted to give him a family!”

Michael closed his eyes and counted to ten. He was dreaming. That was the only explanation.

“I want you out of here, Carly! And I don’t want to see your face again, do you hear me?”

“Fine!” Carly yelled.

Michael heard the door slam and he knew his mother was gone. He walked down the stairs silently and asked the only question he could.

“Is it true?”

Sonny, who’d been standing at the bar, on the verge of smashing it, whirled around. “Uh, Michael. Hey.”

“Is it true?” Michael repeated.

“What are you talking about?” Sonny asked, looking away.

“You’re not…you’re not my father, are you?”

“Michael–”

“Are you?” Michael shouted.

Sonny took a deep breath and looked down. “No. Not biologically.”

“Who is?” Michael asked through gritted teeth.

“Michael, you know–”

“Who is my father?” Michael demanded. “Don’t lie to me–you hate liars, don’t be one.”

“AJ,” Sonny spit out the name like it was poison.

Michael gripped the railing of the stairs. “Quartermaine? Courtney’s husband?”

“Yeah.”

Michael nodded and walked across the room and opened the door.

“Michael,” Sonny called.

Michael turned around and glared at the man who’d been a father to him for as long as he could remember. “I’m going to go find my mother and I’m going to get some answers. And after that? I never want to see your face again.”


Laura Spencer opened her front door and immediately narrowed her eyes. “What are you doing here?”

Carly shifted her feet and sighed. “Is Luke here?”

“Why?” Laura demanded.

“Look, I just want to talk to my uncle,” Carly said quietly. “So can you please just…just let me do that?”

Laura stepped back and studied the younger blonde. “What’s wrong?”

“Can I just…can I just speak with Luke…please.”

“Luke!” Laura called. When he didn’t answer she frowned. “Luke, I know you’re in the kitchen trying to cook, so just come out and I won’t yell at you!”

Luke exited the kitchen sheepishly. “Sorry, Angel.” His eyes focused on Carly. “Hello niece of mine.”

“I need to talk to you,” Carly said quietly.

Luke looked at Laura who sighed. “All right. I wanted to go speak with Emily about her plans for opening Wyndemere.” Laura picked up her purse and headed for the door. “I hope everything’s all right, Carly.”

“Thanks,” Carly said. Laura left and she turned back to Luke. “I wanted to say I told you so.”

“Aww, the don kicked you out, didn’t he?” Luke said.

Carly nodded. “Yeah. He overheard part of a conversation and demanded to know more…and I was going to lie to him. I really was. But I just couldn’t, I guess.” She tucked her hair behind her ears. “I’m probably going to be staying at the Port Charles Hotel for a few days, but I was hoping Mandy and Drew could stay with you until I figure out what I’m going to do.”

“Of course. What about Michael?” Luke asked.

“I wanted to talk to him,” Carly said. “I think I’ll ask him if he wants to stay at the penthouse or come with me.”

“So, you gonna tell me what this big bad secret is?” Luke asked.

Carly shrugged a little and looked away. “Christina Ashton–Alexis’s daughter–is Sonny’s daughter, not Ned’s.”

“Oh.” Luke studied his niece. “And you knew all along.”

“Yep,” Carly nodded. “I didn’t tell Sonny because…well, because Alexis didn’t want him to know and I think that every mother has the right to raise their child the way they want to. I would not to do Alexis what Robin did to me.”

Luke suddenly smiled and Carly eyed him suspiciously. “Well, what do you know?”

“What?” she asked, warily.

“You’ve got principles.”

“That’s not funny, Luke.” Carly crossed her arms.

“You know Mandy and Drew are welcome here any time,” Luke said. “You’re more than welcome to stay in the guest room.”

“No. I appreciate the offer, but me and Laura don’t get along and we never will. Thanks…for everything. I’m going to go check in at the hotel now.”

On an impulse, Carly reached forward and hugged her uncle. Luke squeezed her back and then she stepped back. “You know you can always come to me. Spencers stick together.”

Carly smiled grateful. “Thanks, Luke.”


Lu entered Luke’s Club. “Mikey? Is everything okay?”

Michael sat on the barstool, sipping his soda. “You know…I wish I were of age to drink.”

Lu nodded and went around behind the bar. She poured him a shot glass of gin and set it in front of him. “Consider it a graduation gift.”

Michael stared at it and chuckled bitterly. “You know–you may be the only person that hasn’t lied to me.”

Lu folded her elbows on the bar and leaned towards him. “Michael, you sounded upset when you called. What’s wrong?”

“Lu…remember when Dee said Mandy had told her I didn’t look like her and Drew?” Michael said.

“Uh huh,” Lu agreed. “So?”

“Well, I’m not their brother. Not fully anyway,” Michael reported.

“What do you mean?” she asked, bewildered.

“Sonny’s not my father,” Michael replied. “And you’re not going to believe who is.”

“Michael–”

“AJ Quartermaine,” Michael revealed. He picked up his soda and finished it. “You can put the gin away. I’m not going to drink it.”

Emptying the shot glass, Lu said, “I’m sorry, Michael. I can’t imagine what you’re going through.”

“You know what’s worse?” Michael asked. “I didn’t find out because they wanted me to know. No, Mom and Sonny were fighting and he threw it in her face. ‘After everything I’ve done for you’ and then…then he threw her out.”

“Sonny threw Carly out?” Lu repeated. “Why?”

Michael shrugged. “Don’t know. I didn’t hear that part of the fight. I confronted him, he confirmed it and I left.” He smiled humorlessly. “Of course, not without telling him I don’t want to see him again. That’s what he told my mother–that he never wanted to see her face again. Can you believe him? I knew he was selfish–but after all these years, he threw her out anyway.”

“Yeah, but Carly might have done something stupid, you know?” Lu said.

“Probably. But isn’t marriage about compromising and forgiving each other?” Michael stared at his best friend and cousin. “Shouldn’t it be about working things out instead of throwing it all away?”

Lu nodded. “You know, Mikey, you’re gonna make a woman very happy one day. But right now, you need to remember…Sonny and Carly don’t have a normal marriage. They never have–and there’s no reason to compare their marriage to a conventional one.”

“Yeah.” Michael sighed. “I know.” He peered at her. “You know…we might be the most mature and responsible people we know.”

“I don’t know,” Lu said, smiling a little. “There’s always Emily and Jason.”

“Yeah…well, when you think of Lucky, of my parents, of my real father, about your nutty father–”

“Hey!”

“–makes you wonder how we ended up the way we did?”

“Yeah…a little. Mikey, it’s gonna be okay. We’re gonna figure this out,” Lu said, squeezing his arm a little.

“I’m sorry to dump this all on you,” Michael said. “I know you’re going through a lot with Lucky and Elizabeth, not mention Nikolas and Gia, but I didn’t know who else to come to.”

“You can always come to me,” Lu promised him. “No matter what.”

Michael smiled weakly. “Thanks.”


Alexis was sitting at Christie’s side when Ned entered the room. Her eyes widened as she recognized the children whose hands he was holding. “Amanda, Andrew.”

“Is that Christina?” Amanda asked, pointing towards the bed.

“Hi!” Christina said, sitting up a little. “I’m Christie.”

Alexis smiled and beckoned the twins forward. “Christie, you’ve met Carly Corinthos right?”

“She’s the blonde who you fight with sometimes,” Christie said.

“Right. Well, these are her children, Amanda and Andrew.” Alexis looked to Ned who gave her a tired smile.

“Hi,” Amanda said, cautiously. “Why are you here?”

“I’ve got leukemia,” Christina said, without a trace of bitterness in her voice. “Why are you here?”

“We had to take a test,” Andrew said, rubbing his arm where the needle had gone in. “It hurt a lot.”

“I hate needles,” Christina said, wrinkling her nose. Her eyes lit up as she saw the little purse Amanda was caring. “You like Sailor Moon?”

“Do I?” Amanda said, grinning. “I love it.”

Alexis stood and joined Ned at the doorway. “I’ll be in the hallway with Ned. Be good.”

“Okay, Mama,” Christie said as Amanda took her chair and Andrew leaned against the end of the bed.

Alexis and Ned went into the hallway. “So, they took the test?”

Ned scratched the back of his head. “Yeah. The results should be in tomorrow. Uh…Sonny knows.”

Alexis frowned. “He knows what?” A troubled look crossed her face. “Oh, no. How?”

“Carly and I were talking and he heard the tail end of the conversation. She wanted the kids to meet Christina, and I figured since it was my fault Sonny knows, it was the least I could do. They left, but Carly said she’d pick up the kids later.

“I hope Sonny at least hears her out,” Alexis said quietly. She peered in the doorway. “Amanda and Christina look alike a little, don’t they?”

Ned put an arm around his wife’s shoulders. “Yeah. They do.”

This entry is part 15 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Monday, November 15, 2004

Adair Suites: Lorenzo’s Penthouse

It was just after seven in the morning when Lorenzo’s quiet breakfast was interrupted by frantic banging on his front door. He wiped his mouth and stood, waiting for his guard to come in from the foyer to tell him who had disturbed him this early. It had better be for a good reason, he thought absently. He hadn’t slept much the night before—had waited up until the early morning hours to hear from his men about Diego’s whereabouts. There had been nothing.

Instead of one of his guards, a small flash of dark skin and dark hair rushed in. “He’s gone!” Maria Sanchez blurted. “He was supposed to be in the hotel room this morning and he’s gone!”

Lorenzo sighed and took his daughter by the shoulders and gently steered her towards the sofa. “Sit, take a breath.”

“I can’t!” Maria’s darkeyes flooded with tears. “He’s gone!”

“Maria, when did you even get to town?” he asked gently. “What happened to your last foster family?”

“I don’t know why that matters,” Maria choked. “Diego is gone. I have to find him—you have to help me.” She gripped the lapels of her father’s robe. “Please, Papi, please!”

Lorenzo closed his eyes and felt something inside him shift. She’d never called him Papi before and he knew she used the word now only to get him to do her bidding. But it would be worth finding the little bastard if only it meant Maria would stay with him.

“All right,” Lorenzo agreed. “But you must tell me who financed his bail.”

Maria pulled back, shifted her eyes to the side. “I don’t know what you mean.”

“You don’t have the resources for ten thousand dollars. Even the bank account I have given you does not have that much money and never did. Where did you get the money?”

Maria licked her lips. “Why does that matter?”

“Because I must know,” Lorenzo stated. “Tell me, Maria.”

“It was his foster mother,” Maria said quietly. “Courtney Matthews gave me the money and Diego promised to stay in the hotel room when I went to get dinner but he was gone when I got back. You have to find him!”

“I will find him,” Lorenzo promised. “But you will stay here until I do so. Where I can keep you safe. After he is found, you will tell me when you got here and where your foster parents think you are.”

Kelly’s

Elizabeth had already ordered breakfast for herself and was feeding Cameron strained peaches when Jason arrived for their breakfast meeting. She’d taken a back table in efforts to minimize exposure. It would be the first public outing for the three of them and she was in no hurry to gain anyone’s notice.

“I ordered you coffee since I know you don’t eat breakfast,” Elizabeth told him, nodding towards the pot next to his cup.

“Thanks.” Jason kissed Cameron’s forehead before sitting down. “So, he’s over the cold?” He asked after a moment, unsure of how to proceed.

Elizabeth sipped her milk and nodded. “Better than ever.” She cracked her knuckles under the table.

Jason shifted. “The services are on Tuesday. For Adella.” He hesitated. “I was hoping you could come.”

Elizabeth’s eyes softened and she reached across the table to touch his hand. “Of course. I’ll leave Cameron with Grams for the day—she’s been asking for more time with him.” She sat back and nibbled on a piece of toast. “I spoke to Monica about the baby shower. I’m surprised she’s so enthusiastic.”

“She just hopes this will bring me back to the family,” Jason said. He exhaled slowly. “I don’t like to disappoint her but that’s not going to happen.”    He took a long swallow of coffee. “You sure you’re okay with it being held at the Quartermaines? Any party they have ends up in the papers.”

“It’s fine. It’s probably better that way. Everyone will know at once and we won’t have to keep answering questions for months,” Elizabeth replied. “I was wondering when you might want to move your things over—to the cottage, I mean.”

“Let’s—let’s hold off on that just for a bit,” Jason said uneasily. “Sam’s coming home next week and I want to make sure she’s settled before I make any new living arrangements.”

“Okay, I understand.” Elizabeth blew out a slightly exasperated breath. Just because she understood didn’t mean she liked the idea of the two of them still living together. She trusted Jason and she trusted Sam, mostly. But they were both in a vulnerable state right now and she was wary of the whole situation. “So I guess that means you won’t be spending the night either.”

“Elizabeth,” Jason began but a shadow fell over their table before he could attempt to explain himself. He looked up and very nearly sighed. “Courtney,” he said warily.

“Well, if it isn’t the home wrecking slut and my ex-husband,” the blonde remarked scathingly. She crossed her arms and glared at them. “I’m not surprised you couldn’t wait to throw this in people’s faces—”

“Courtney, please don’t use that kind of language in front of my son,” Elizabeth said quietly.

“Your son,” Courtney sneered. “You mean Jason’s son?” Her eyes flew to Jason. “I knew it–I told you last year that if you wanted her, you should go to her. But you chose to stay with me. But I always knew that you only married me because you couldn’t have her.” Her gaze raked over Elizabeth. “I don’t see the attraction a pale, skinny little twit like her myself but I guess some guys get off on constantly having to rescue the pretty little damsel in distress—”

“If you say that with a straight face, you’re a better actress than I gave you credit for,” Elizabeth broke in quietly. “You can’t solve a single problem yourself without leaning on a man so I really don’t want to hear that kind of bull leaving your mouth. Now, please—go away before you make an even bigger fool of yourself.”

“Excuse me?” Courtney fumed. She would have gone on but Mike approached the table at that point.

“Courtney,” her father began, putting his hand on her arm. She shook him off.

“Jason cheated on me when we were engaged!” she told him furiously—her voice loud enough to attract more than a few stares. In fact, every eye in the small diner was fixed on their table. Jason kept his eyes on Cameron and Elizabeth slunk down in her chair.

Mike hesitated and looked to Jason before glancing at Cameron. The father in him warred with the logical side. He’d known Jason and Courtney had been having problems long before they married and while he was furious on his daughter’s behalf, he’d known Jason too long to think he’d cheat with just anyone. “Courtney, this is a place of business,” he said quietly. “Can you just hold it until later?”

“Everyone takes his side!” Courtney raged. “Just because it’s Elizabeth and not some cheap slut he picked up off the street—”

“Courtney, that’s enough.” Jason stood. “Just knock it off and stop playing the betrayed party, here okay? You’re not perfect and you’ve made mistakes, too.” He muttered something under his breath, irritated with his word choice.

Elizabeth’s head snapped up, her face pale. “Mistakes?” she said softly. “That’s an odd way to phrase that.”

“Elizabeth,” Jason started but she held up a hand.

“I don’t want to hear it.” She stood and took a twenty out of her wallet. “This should cover the breakfast, I’m sorry for the scene,” she said to Mike. She shrugged her arms into her coat, gripped Cameron’s stroller and started out of the diner.

“Elizabeth,” Jason followed her out the door.

“Always the victim,” Courtney muttered. She glared at her father and left.

Mike sighed, pocketed the twenty and signaled for the bus boy to clean up the table.

Outside, Courtney stormed out of the courtyard and blessedly decided to ignore Jason and Elizabeth as they argued.

“I didn’t mean you and Cameron,” Jason said defensively. “You can’t believe that’s what I meant—”

“I don’t know what to believe anymore!” Elizabeth exploded, throwing her hands up in frustration. “You say you love me, that you want to be a family, but you won’t move in, you won’t stay longer than five minutes and I don’t think you intend to change that any time soon—”

“I do love you and you were not a mistake, Cameron was not a mistake,” Jason broke in. “Going back to Courtney, marrying her, that was my mistake. I should have stayed and worked things out with you–”

“But you didn’t,” Elizabeth retorted. “You turned and walked away. You always walk away. I can’t keep doing this anymore–” Her shoulders slumped and she closed her eyes. “I need some time.”

“Time?” Jason’s throat closed. “What do you mean, time?”

“Time away from you, away from us. I can’t keep wondering if I’m second prize, if you’re only with me because of Cameron. I can’t keep putting my life on hold for you. I can’t do this anymore, Jason and I won’t.” She gripped the stroller tightly. “Cameron is your son, he will always be your son but I can’t–I can’t be what you need and you refuse to be what I need.”

“No, I don’t accept that–I won’t.” He took a step towards her. “Elizabeth, we’ve come so far–why are you doing this when we’re so close to everything we wanted?”

“Because you can’t see that we’re not,” she whispered. “As long as you keep that distance between us, we’re so far apart; we might as well be on different planets.” She turned the stroller in the opposite direction and walked away.

Jason stood there, staring after her until long after she’d disappeared from sight and her footsteps only a distant memory.

Gatehouse: Living Room

Justus pulled a sheaf of papers from his briefcase and laid them in front of Ned and Lois. “I’ve drawn up the papers to file suit against the New York State Social Service Agency as well Courtney Matthews-Morgan. The suit is pretty straightforward. We’re not asking for a large amount of money because the money isn’t important.”

“That’s right,” Lois nodded. “It’s not about money, it’s about placing a dangerous kid with an unsuitable foster mother.”

Brooke shifted. “I don’t know if I’m comfortable with any of this,” she murmured. “Yeah, I mean, Courtney was an awful choice but she didn’t make Diego…do what he did.”

“We’re not saying she did,” Ned said quietly. “But Social Services have a job to do and by placing a grown teenager with a background like Diego Sanchez with the sister of a known criminal–a former drug abusing stripper, they’re sending a message that they don’t care about the quality of the foster family–just that they’re there.”

“I know,” Brooke sighed. “Will I have to testify?”

“Probably not,” Justus said. “We’re going to doing mostly character witnesses. We’ll put some officers on the stand, those who have dealt with Courtney after her stripping days, when she was accused of hitting Elizabeth Webber with a car. We’ll also bring up her family background–her connection with Sonny Corinthos, her father’s gambling convictions, the fact that she lives in a loft with one bedroom–that she was barely ten years older than the boy she was supposed to care for.”

“I get what we’re trying to do but I don’t want it to hurt the criminal case,” Brooke said. She shifted. “I mean, you see it on Law & Order all the time–the rape victim gets creamed on the stand because she’s suing.”

“That’s true, baby, but we’re not suing the defendant,” Lois told her. “It doesn’t matter–”

“But Brooke has a point,” Justus said. “I was actually going to recommend we hold off filing until after Sanchez is convicted.”

“That’s what I want to do,” Brooke said. “I want to wait.”

Ned squeezed his daughter’s hand. “We’re doing this for you–however you want to handle it. But in the end, I want to change the way they go about their business. I want something good to come from this nightmare.”

“Okay,” Brooke agreed. She smiled weakly and kissed his cheek. “Okay. Then I’ll do whatever I can to help. When the trial is over.”

PC High: Library

Lucas set his books next to Maxie at the back table. “Hey.”

She glanced up and sighed. “Hey, Lucas. I didn’t know you had study hall this period.”

“I don’t.” He sat and opened his Calculus text. “I’m skipping gym to talk to you. But look busy, I don’t want the librarian remembering that I don’t belong here.”

“Okay,” Maxie drawled. “How’s Brooke? Have you seen her?”

“Not since court on Wednesday. But I talked to her on the phone last night. You know Diego was released on bail right?”

“Yeah,” Maxie sighed. “My dad’s barely letting me and Georgie out of our rooms, much less the house. How’s Brooke handling that?”

“She’s doing the best she can I guess,” Lucas sighed. “Anyway, she wanted you to know that she’s sorry you guys fought last week. But she didn’t say what about.”

Maxie tapped her pencil against the table. “I wanted to talk to her—to make her understand why I didn’t come to the hospital at first. I mean, Lucas, my reasons are so selfish, they make me sick. But I thought I owed it to her to be honest.”

“What did you tell her?”

Maxie’s cheeks flushed. “I told her that I was glad it wasn’t me—because you know that I was alone with Diego too. So was Georgie. I know it doesn’t mean that I was glad it was her, but isn’t that what it means, deep down? That I’m glad it was her and not me?” She shook her head. “I’m an awful, selfish person, Lucas and I can’t believe Brooke doesn’t hate me.”

“It does not mean you’re glad it was her,” Lucas argued. “It means you’re relieved you’re safe, that Georgie is safe. Brooke knows that you wouldn’t wish this on anyone. And we’re going to get Brooke through this, I promise. You, me, Dillon, Georgie—we’ve got to be her support system, we’ve got to be her rock. Every day during the trial, we’ve got to be there. And even more importantly, we’ve got to be there afterwards. Brooke needs us more than anyone or anything else in our lives right now.”

“You’re right.” Maxie cleared her throat and sat up. “And we’re going to start immediately. Georgie and I will go to her house today and help her get caught up with homework. Dad will have to let us go there—there’s no where safer than the Quartermaine estate, right?”

“Right,” Lucas agreed. He put an arm around his cousin’s shoulders. “It’s gonna be all right.”

Parking Lot

Diego slid his hands in his pockets and waited in the parking garage of General Hospital. When he’d gotten back to his motel that morning after sneaking a breakfast from a nearby convenience store, a letter had been taped to the inside of his door. Inside, a time and a place had been scrawled in block letters.

Here he was, lurking behind Spot 24, his eyes peeled for any suspicious movement. It wasn’t the cops—it was too soon for them to have found him. But it didn’t rule out his dear old father—lousy son of a bitch who had abandoned him all his life. Diego sneered—he knew Lorenzo Alcazar had never meant all that bullshit about wanting to be a family.

Footsteps came towards him, sounding like someone just shuffling their feet over the rough surface. Scratch, scratch. Diego crouched behind a large red truck and watched as figure hung just back in the shadows. He was tall and slim—even it was even a man. Diego couldn’t tell from this angle.

“I admire you,” a rough deep voice emitted. It was low, to keep it from echoing. “But you were messy, you got caught.”

Diego frowned. “It wasn’t rape,” he said—because he firmly believed that. It didn’t matter what she said—she’d wanted it. He was an expert in matters such as these, and he knew when a girl wanted him.

“That’s exactly right,” the man murmured. He dropped something on the ground and kicked it towards him. Diego reached forward and retrieved a trash bag. “Open it.” Diego obeyed and withdrew a handful of folders and some labeled plastic bags. One read Pink Skirt – 7/16/94.

“What’s all this?”

“I thought you might like to have some fun while you’re on the run.” The man chuckled at his rhyme. “There are some instructions inside—just so you can do me a few favors in return for my goodwill.”

Diego noticed the wad of cash and was all to ready to agree. Except for… “How’d you know where I was?”

“We think alike, you and I.” The man stepped back. “I’ll be in touch.” He faded into the shadows.

Diego waited until his footsteps were gone before making his own escape.

PCMB: Brianne’s Office

“I’ve programmed my phone so I just have to open it and say your name,” Brianne began as she set her briefcase down on her desk. “They installed a panic button in all the offices here after that bombing last year in the courthouse. I promise not to leave my office without waiting for you. So, please—can I have a half hour to myself?”

Lucky folded his arms across his chest. “You’ll call me at the slightest instance?” he demanded. “You’ll press that button even if you only feel a little panicked?”

“Yes,” Brianne nodded. “I just—I need some time, okay?” She took her coat off and hung it on the rack beside her desk. “Just—don’t take this the wrong way, but just go away, okay?”

“Okay,” Lucky agreed. “One half hour. I’m going right across the street to GH. I can be back here in five minutes.”

Brianne arched an eyebrow. “You can fly?”

“Don’t be a smart ass,” Lucky replied as he left.

General Hospital: Administrator’s Office

“Lucky.” Nikolas stood and shifted some files to the side. “I haven’t seen you in a while.”

“Hey—yeah, I’ve been busy with the Sanchez case,” Lucky replied. He sat. “But ADA Joyce wanted some time to herself and that building is more secure than the White House. Panic buttons, metal detectors—so I’m taking a half hour, thought I’d check in on you.”

“I can’t believe he got out on bail,” Nikolas shook his head. “I wonder what strings they had to pull to get that one over the DA’s head.”

“They’re trying to trace the money, track Sanchez down to put a detail on him. We can’t afford to screw this up or we’ll have the wrath of the Quartermaines on us and no one wants that.”

“So you’re staying with ADA Joyce until Sanchez is located?”

“Or until he’s back in jail, Mac’s not sure which.” Lucky shook his head. “Something’s not right about this girl, Nikolas. She’s either cold or lonely and I just can’t make up my mind which.”

“I don’t think I’m familiar with her—is she new?” Nikolas made a mark on his calendar about that afternoon’s board meeting.

“No, but I guess she’s been low-profile until now. She seems to be all about her work, there’s nothing personal in her apartment–it’s like its barren. But I can’t accept that it’s nothing more than a defense.” Lucky shook his head. “There’s just something about her, you know?”

“I can make a few calls,” Nikolas offered. “Get a background check.”

“No, no, that would be like spying.” Lucky shrugged. “I’ll get to the bottom of it eventually. Hey, have you heard from Elizabeth?”

“Since the bombshell? No. Emily’s worried, though. She said something about Elizabeth being miserable again.” Nikolas sighed, slightly exasperated. “I wish I knew what was really going on with her but she’s not talking.”

“I’ll try to stop by the cottage. Maybe she’ll open up to me.” Lucky glanced at his watch. “I better get back to the ADA.”

Port Charles Executive Park: Lainey Winter’s Office

“One set of divorce papers for your client to look over,” Justus announced, dropping the sheaf onto to Lainey’s desk. She glanced up and took them.

“I have to say, this is the one of the weirdest divorces I’ve ever worked on,” Lainey sighed. “They’ve got it all backwards—and did I read their file right? This is their third divorce?”

“Second actually, but third time around with attorneys,” Justus corrected. He leaned against her desk. “Want to compare war stories over dinner?”

Lainey arched a brow. “Are you asking me out?”

“If you have to clarify, then I am definitely out of practice,” Justus sighed dramatically. “Do you want to have dinner with me?”

She sat back and smirked at him. “That wouldn’t be a conflict of interest?”

“Where’s the conflict?” Justus asked. “Our clients are on the same page, they’re in agreement. We’re not even going to court on this one. I can behave if you can.”

Her smile deepened. “Fine. The Cellar at eight?”

PCPD: Commissioner’s Office

“Have you heard from Diego?” Mac demanded as soon as the door was closed.

Lorenzo shook his head. “No, but I do have some news. His twin, Maria, came to me this morning. She was upset—nearly hysterical. He’s disappeared from their hotel room.”

Mac exhaled slowly. “Well, he was released to his sister’s custody—another anomaly considering she’s underage but that’s for another time. If he’s left her sight and she doesn’t know where he is, that’s considered jumping bail. We can pick him. When we find him.”

Lorenzo nodded. “That’s good to hear. I do have something else for you—the name of the person who financed his bail.”

“Well, that’ll give us an avenue of investigation. I’m just glad it wasn’t you,” Mac told him.

“Maria told me it was Courtney Matthews,” Lorenzo revealed.

Mac sat back in his chair. “I completely underestimated how stupid that girl could be.”

This entry is part 14 of 23 in the Fiction Graveyard: Mad World #1

Friday, November 12, 2005

PCMB: Ric Lansing’s Office

Brianne shifted in her seat. “I don’t care what the court clerk said. There was no motion, there was no phone call.”

She stared at her hands rather than at the district attorney who was currently peering out his window at the busy boulevard street below. “I had no idea Sanchez was even being considered for bail much less that he was out.”

“Something about the entire situation…” Ric shook his head. “I have no doubt that you were unaware, Brianne. Which is why I agree with the Commissioner on this matter. Someone’s using the system to help Diego Sanchez beat this charge. It’s not Lorenzo Alcazar and it sure as hell isn’t Sonny Corinthos.”

“Are we sure it’s not Lorenzo Alcazar?” Brianne questioned. “He is Sanchez’s father and he may have made that scene in the courtroom to throw us off.”

“We’ve been watching him as well. No contact with Diego, no calls to the prison and nothing to connect him to Maria Sanchez. My gut tells me he’s on the up and up on this.” Ric returned to his desk. “Scorpio is putting someone on the principals. This is a big case and I don’t have to tell you that the Quartermaines are going to be pissed if something goes wrong.”

“I understand the ramifications, Mr. Lansing,” Brianne began, “but I hardly think–”

“And that means that Brooke, the Jones girls, Dillon Quartermaines and Lucas Jones are getting round the clock guards. They’re the main witnesses. We’ve also got someone guarding the property room with the evidence. That leaves you, Brianne.”

“I doubt I’m a target,” Brianne said. “If something happens to me, they just get another prosecutor–”

“But it slows the process down. Takes time to get another lawyer up to speed. We’re not taking any chances, Brianne. Mac’s agreed that Lucky Spencer is the best choice. You can work together on the case and Spencer has the best track record when it comes to this kind of work.”

“But, sir–”

“I can understand that having Spencer camp out on your couch is obviously not a comfortable idea so the department thought a suite at a hotel would do–”

“Sir, that’s a major expense and it’s not just feasible,” Brianne argued weakly. “You can’t make me accept a bodyguard.”

“No,” Ric agreed. “But I can remove you from the case and assign someone who will.” He leaned back in his chair. “With your personal history, that might be for the best. I don’t know that this is the type of case you should be prosecuting.”

Brianne stiffened. “I have done an excellent job of prosecuting this case, Mr. Lansing, and it is unfair that a minor incident in my past can be used against me.”

“A minor incident,” Ric repeated softly. “An odd phrase for what happened, Brianne.”

She clenched her fists. “I am not one of those women who do not trust men or that see…a certain someone in every man I meet. I know better, Mr. Lansing. If you feel that having Lucky Spencer guard me is so important to my successfully prosecuting this case, then I will of course defer to you. He is more than welcome to the couch in my living room. As an officer of the law, I am duty bound to trust him, aren’t I?”

“No one’s trying to force you into something that you don’t want to do, Brianne,” Ric cautioned. “We just want everyone to be safe, all right?”

“Fine.”

Gatehouse: Brooke’s Bedroom

Brooke pushed her textbooks away and shoved her hair out of her face. She was more than a week behind in her homework and the way her concentration was going, it was only going to get worse.

She couldn’t seem to focus on anything for longer than a few seconds. She’d read a sentence and her eyes would flick away from the book, her ears tuned to the sounds in the hallway or the ones at the window.

“This is so stupid,” she muttered. She stood and started to pace. “He’s in jail. This is a fenced property with security. He’s not going get to me here. He can’t.”

She was nearly jarred out of her body when someone knocked on her door. “Who is it?” she called.

“It’s me,” Ned said. “Brooke, baby, we need to talk. Can you come out to the living room?”

She bit her lip. “I was doing my homework, I swear.”

“I know–Brooke, it’s important.”

“Okay,” Brooke reluctantly agreed. She pulled the door open and followed her father through the hallway and down the stairs to the living room where the commissioner was waiting. She hesitated at the foot of the stairs. “What’s going on?”

“Brooke,” Mac sighed, “I’m so sorry.”

“Why?” Brooke asked, her voice hitched, her breathing beginning to quicken. “What’s going on? What’s happened?”

“Diego made bail, baby,” Ned murmured. His fists were clenched but that was the only outward show of emotion he could allow himself. If he just let his guard down for a moment, he was sure he would explode and Brooke didn’t need that. She needed his support–she needed for him be calm so she could fall apart.

“Bail?” Brooke said sharply. Her dark eyes flicked from Mac to her father. “I don’t understand. He had no ties to the community, he was a flight risk–Brianne said he would be remanded. I don’t understand what’s going on.”

“We don’t know either but the ADA got a call. He was released on bail before she could get to the courthouse. Now, I don’t want to worry. We’ve got officers guarding the house, and we’re going to put someone on Sanchez at all times, Brooke.” Mac shifted and tried to look reassuring though he didn’t really feel that way. After twelve hours of trying to locate Diego Sanchez in order to put a tail on him, his officers had had no leads. The boy had all but vanished but he sure wasn’t going to tell the victim that. “You’ll be as safe as we can make you.”

Brooke shook her head. “No. He can’t be out. Why does he get to be out? He–it’s not fair!” She hugged herself tightly. “Put him back in jail!”

“We can’t unless he violates the bail agreement,” Mac said apologetically. “I promise, Brooke, we’re going to keep you safe–”

“You can’t promise that!” Brooke cried. “No one can!” She whirled around and flew up the stairs. A few moments later, her bedroom door slammed shut.

Ned exhaled slowly and looked at his old friend. “If I find him first, I don’t make any promises that he won’t need medical attention when I’m done.”

Mac nodded. He was, after all, a father first and an officer of the law second.

Lawyer’s Office

Lainey Winters buttoned her suit jacket and took a seat across from Justus Ward and his client, Sonny Corinthos. She smiled reassuringly at her client, Carly, before looking at Justus. “My client’s demands are quite small. I’m sure we can wrap this up today.”

“Mr. Corinthos is prepared to offer a generous settlement,” Justus began. “Ten thousand a month in alimony, twice that in child support as well relocation resources. All he wants is joint custody with his children.”

Lainey looked at her client, Carly shook her head. “I’m sorry, but my client has made her wishes clear. She doesn’t want any alimony and only two thousand a month in child support. She doesn’t want relocation resources and has no problems with joint custody.”

“Carly,” Sonny sighed. “I know you’re trying to make a point, but you don’t need to sacrifice the luxuries–”

“Mrs. Corinthos makes a good living from her club,” Lainey interrupted coolly. “She’s looking into buying another. She has excellent investments.”

Sonny whispered to Justus who sighed. “My client will be forced to go to court to petition for sole custody if Mrs. Corinthos does not agree to alimony and more child support.”

“Then you’re going to have to do that,” Carly said scathingly. “I don’t want or need your money, Sonny. I can’t believe you’d drag our kids through another custody battle because I don’t want your money.”

“It won’t come to that,” Sonny said confidently. “You’ll see reason.”

“If you petition for sole custody, I can promise you that I won’t hold back this time,” Carly declared. She stood. “I won’t protect you on the stand. I will tell them about the nervous breakdowns, the car bombs, the guns in my face—you don’t want to tempt me, Sonny, because if it comes down to it, they will give me custody over you every time.”

“You’re forgetting your own brush with insanity,” Sonny said quietly.

“I’m not forgetting anything,” Carly retorted. “Ferncliff was over seven years ago and my little stint in Shadybrooke is easily explained away by the fact that my husband shot me in the head!”

“She’s right,” Justus said softly. “No judge that’s not being bribed is going to give you those children.”

Sonny stared at him in disbelief. “So now you’re on her side?”

“I’m just giving you my legal opinion.” Justus shrugged. “You can’t change certain facts, Sonny. Carly would win a custody suit.”

Carly nodded. “And I don’t want it to come to that, Sonny. I don’t want our marriage to end like this. Let’s be adult about this.” She took her seat. “I understand that you want the boys to be taken care of, looked out for. I understand and appreciate that, but they’re my children too and you have to trust me to know what’s best for them.”

“And what’s best for them is to have their own home—” Sonny began.

“What’s best for them is to be with family and Mama is family,” Carly interrupted gently. “They love her and she loves them. She’s changed her schedule so she can be with them when I’m not. I don’t need a nanny when I have a live in baby-sitter. Sonny, the best thing for them is not to change anything else. They’re happy with living at the Brownstone.”

“What about giving Carly what she wants,” Justus suggested, “but write in an addendum that if at any time, she needs more child support, alimony or relocation resources, Sonny will provide it.” He looked to Sonny for his approval.

“I can live with that,” Sonny said.

“Carly?” Lainey prompted.

“So can I,” Carly agreed. Her eyes found Sonny’s across the table. “Thank you, Sonny.”

General Hospital: Kristina’s Room

“I bet you can’t wait to go home,” Steven remarked as he shined a light into Kristina’s eyes. “Probably so tired of hospitals, you could puke.”

Kristina giggled and reached for the stethoscope hanging around his neck. “Gimme!”

“Ah, ah,” Steven wagged his finger. “Can’t play with that.”

“You’re no fun,” Elizabeth said from the doorway. She sighed dramatically. “Always taking my toys and putting them away before I could even play with them.”

“Hey, Lizbits,” Steven said. “Did you need something?”

“Nope, Alexis said Kristina was up for visitors.” Elizabeth approached the crib-like bed and waved at the little girl. “Hey, I bet you don’t remember me.”

Kristina shook her head. “Nope!”

“I’m Elizabeth,” she said. “Your mommy and I have been friends for a long time.”

“Mama!” Kristina perked up. “Where’s Mama?”

“She has to sleep sometime, poppet,” Steven murmured. He unwound the stethoscope from his neck and raised the metal piece to Kristina’s chest. “This is going to feel a little cold.”

“I tried to call Mom and Dad today,” Elizabeth said quietly. She met her brother eyes. “Hung up before it even started to ring.”

“You have to tell them sometime,” Steven said absently. He shined the light again and watched as Kristina’s eyes followed it.

“I know,” she sighed. “But it’s not as though it’s the easiest news to impart.”

“Just try telling them bluntly,” Steven suggested. “Mom, Dad, I have a son and his father is a mobster with a part-time sort of second girlfriend.”

Elizabeth scowled. “You’re not amusing.”

“Neither is the situation.” Steven put the light back into the top pocket of his white coat. “Well, Kristina, guess what?”

“What?” Kristina asked brightly. She reached again for the stethoscope. “Gimme!”

“You are doing much better,” Steven told her. “Do you feel better?”

“Better than what?” the toddler asked, puzzled.

“Ah, the ability to forget that which is painful.” Steven grinned. “Your mom will be back soon, Princess.” He raised her call button so she could see it. “See this?”

She nodded.

“Press this button if you need anything, okay?” Steven directed. “Can you repeat that?”

Kristina nodded. “Press button if I need candy.”

Elizabeth grinned. “She’s obviously got her priorities set in the right place.”

General Hospital: Monica’s Office

After leaving Steven to explain once again to his young patient the purpose of the call button, Elizabeth headed to Monica’s office to ask for more details about the mysterious baby shower that Jason had mentioned.

Monica was marking charts when Elizabeth knocked on the open door. “Elizabeth!” Monica stood and immediately crossed the room to envelop the young woman in a warm embrace. “I was hoping to get a chance to speak with you!”

Elizabeth patted the other woman’s back awkwardly. “Jason said something about a baby shower—”

“Right, right, of course.” Monica pulled away and motioned for her sit on the small couch. “I just—I was so thrilled when Jason told me about Cameron. Part of me always wondered because Cameron looks so much like Jason did as a baby, but I always thought it was wishful thinking.”

“Well, I’m just glad you’re so happy,” Elizabeth replied. “My parents live in Europe, so it’s nice that Cam will have a set of grandparents here, as well as my grandmother.”

“So, the baby shower,” Monica clasped her hands together. “It’s been a while since we’ve had a baby in the family we could really celebrate—I think Dillon was the last baby. I’m just so thrilled.”

“You really don’t have to,” Elizabeth said. “Cameron has everything he needs—”

“Nonsense,” Monica dismissed it with a wave of her hand. “Baby showers are for the mother anyway. They’re usually one last hurrah before the insanity of a newborn but for you, it can be a little vacation.”

“That does sound nice,” Elizabeth agreed. “If you’re sure it’s not any trouble—’

‘Trouble?” Monica laughed. “A chance to celebrate Jason and his family? No trouble at all.”

Elizabeth smiled uneasily. “Okay then, whatever you’d like to do is fine with me.”

General Hospital: Sam’s Room

Sam was staring at the television screen listlessly when Jason entered her room. “Hey,” she murmured as he took a seat next to her. She flicked the talk show off. “What’s going on?”

“I just wanted to clarify a few things,” Jason told her. “You’re staying in the penthouse for a while right?”

She sighed heavily. “I don’t really want to, Jason. I don’t want to be dependent on you like that.”

“I understand but you’re still not one hundred percent,” Jason explained. “I don’t want you in some seedy motel room out job hunting. Just—just stay until you find another place.”

“If you insist.” Sam shifted. “The services on Tuesday…who’s planning that? You or Sonny?”

“Sonny’s handling most of it,” Jason said. “But I’ll pick you up from the hospital, take you home—on Monday. Do you want me to pick you up for the services?”

“Yeah…I mean, if that’s okay.” Sam closed her eyes and leaned back. “Are you staying at the cottage?”

Jason shook his head. “No. I—I’m at the penthouse right now but I’m going to find an apartment or someplace to stay.”

Sam’s eyes flew open and she sat up gingerly. “Are you serious?”

Jason exhaled slowly. “I haven’t told Elizabeth I’m not moving in so—don’t say anything to her.”

“I wouldn’t even know where to begin.” Sam shifted and winced a little. “Jason, why aren’t you moving in with your son, with Elizabeth?”

Jason sat back and looked away, towards the blank television screen. “Because things might not work out between us,” he admitted finally. “They never have before and I’m not about to screw up Cameron’s life more by letting him get used to having me there and changing it later. When—if—I move in, I want it to be permanent.”

“I don’t understand,” Sam murmured. “If you love her and she loves you, then why wouldn’t it work?”

“Sonny loved you. You loved him,” Jason reminded her.

“Yeah, but he was married,” Sam said, exasperated. “And still in love with Carly, to boot. There are no such circumstances here.”

“What about Jax?” Jason said instead. “Or what about Courtney? Or Robin? Or the last time Elizabeth and I tried this?’ He shook his head. “I just want to be careful.”

“Well, I’d find a better way to explain this to Elizabeth when the time comes,” Sam advised, “because it just sounds like you don’t trust her to stay.”

“I just don’t want to hurt her anymore,” Jason said quietly.

“I’m not sure you can avoid that if you go this road,” Sam replied.

Brianne’s Apartment

Lucky set a duffle bag on the brown leather sofa and eyed Brianne who was edging towards her bedroom. “I’m sure it’s not going to be for long.”

“No, right,” Brianne nodded. She gestured towards a closed door on her left. “This is the bathroom, you can see the kitchen. Um—I’ll be in here.” She shifted. “Good night.”

She closed her door behind her and Lucky frowned, glancing at the clock on the wall. It was barely eight p.m. in the evening. Surely she wasn’t going to sleep already?

ADA Joyce was definitely wound tightly, Lucky decided. He unzipped his duffle and removed a small stack of manila folders. At least he’d have some quiet to get some work done.

He sat on the couch and set the folders on the oak coffee table, glancing around at the sparse furnishings of the nicely sized apartment. It was an excellent section of town, he noted, but rent didn’t come cheap. Probably why she had only the bare minimum—a sofa, a coffee table, a television stand and a table with two chairs in the kitchen.

Or maybe she just didn’t really live here, Lucky thought absently. Young ambitious career-minded people tended to live in their jobs. God knows, he did. He had just the room above Kelly’s, preferring to spend most of his time either at the station or on the job.

But even he had a few personal belongings scattered around the room—photos, memorabilia—just something that said that he lived there. If Brianne had anything of the sort, it was locked tightly behind her bedroom doors.

And if not—he wasn’t sure if that made her one of the loneliest people he’d ever known or just one of the coldest.